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Discussion => Off topic => Topic started by: flicky42 on November 11, 2012, 03:22 am
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My birthday was about a week ago and I decided to spend today to myself and just contemplate my path in life. I don't have very many friends.. like at all and I've really been trying to figure out why. I realize how little I understand about basic communication, my mind is always racing so fast anyone who knows me can tell. I spend all day just constantly thinking, which is probably why I do so well in my field.
I love how psychedelics can slow my thoughts down and make me feel almost normal. I really wonder do you guys/girls look at people when you talk to them? I feel like I don't do this very often and I'm not sure why it is. I also don't know how to invite someone to hang out. I feel like I always need to present them with something or do something to make me worth their time. These are basic things for most people but I guess I just spent so much time in my mind my whole life that I never developed externally.
The roads down so I can bullshit rant if I want too :o
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roll a blunt go to somewhere where much people and light it up then you may have some friends quickly.
I have a bunch of friends but none real friends, all day alone at my room, my best friend is my lappy.
I tought i had some real friends before but then i realized none can be trusted.
I still want a real friend but problem is that my mind dosnt allow me to trust anyone and make em my best friend lol.
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roll a blunt go to somewhere where much people and light it up then you may have some friends quickly.
I have a bunch of friends but none real friends, all day alone at my room, my best friend is my lappy.
I tought i had some real friends before but then i realized none can be trusted.
I still want a real friend but problem is that my mind dosnt allow me to trust anyone and make em my best friend lol.
Yea I know the feeling man. The funny thing is I've seemed to gotten rid of my trust issues thanks to the many life changes I've made. The only problem is how the fuck do I ask people to hang out with me lol
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nice1 man