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Title: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: AncientX on June 08, 2012, 06:18 am
So, im just wondering what the general feeling is with SR, How do you guys feel about hard drugs like Crystal meth?

Are you a habitual user? or just a once in a while kinda guy?
Or do you despise that shit like miracle whip?
 =D Torqued out of my mind on some good CM, so i thought id ask.
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: Reece on June 08, 2012, 06:51 am
Miracle whip for me.
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: StickAFinger on June 08, 2012, 07:03 am
hahah i love your openess on this man.

how much do you do and how often. Im nervous/worried! only because i hope you take care of yourself with your mind and body...supplements/rest/physical activity.

Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: Gary Oak on June 08, 2012, 07:04 am
Personally I think it's awful, and have seen lives ruined because of the stuff. But some people seem to enjoy it so cheers to them for finding happiness. ;D I've tried it enough to know it's not for me, and no offense to any users on here but I'd never associate myself with anyone who does it.
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: blackend646 on June 08, 2012, 07:30 am
I'd try it out if it was offered to me by someone I trust, simply because I'm curious to try practically anything, but I would never buy it myself.
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: StickAFinger on June 08, 2012, 07:35 am
gary, i agree. Im sorry AncientX. please dont take offense. But again, i took it for shits and giggles to know that i tried it, last week and yeah...all in all..not for me

I can just like, FEEL likes its too misplaced for my body. There is too much after math and care needed for the body that i have to abandon it.

I say after math and care because I always try to like..."clean up" the mess i make for whatever drug i go hard on...and this one easily, took the cake..for longest period of adjustment. way. too, harsh.

Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: AncientX on June 08, 2012, 07:46 am
To each there own. Honestly CM isnt my favorite drug, i think LSD, and E are my faves i'd pick those over a bowl of dope anyday.

But weed just doesnt do it for me anymore, and the clear focused high you get on amphetamines, like meth and adderall, make me feel really good, and boost my self-esteem aswell as make me productiv.

But im in no means, saying " If you dont do meth, your obviously not cool " or anything like that lol.

Everyone is free to enjoy w/e drugs. I just wanted peoples take on the Drug.
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: Gary Oak on June 08, 2012, 08:00 am
It would be alright in extreme moderation, but some people spend over $100 a day on the shards. That's freaking crazy! :o I'm really not into anything that potentially dangerous.
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: AncientX on June 08, 2012, 09:09 am
Yea, i couldn't afford a habit like that. Maybe 100 $ every week or 2 weeks, sure, i can see that.
But i know for a damn fact that with as little as i smoke it now, I'll never be up to 100$ a day...thats just insane...
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: Soprano on June 08, 2012, 09:11 am
Here in Australia I have known people to pay up to $800 a gram, which is fucking absurd. For what it is, it's just not worth it, not to mention the high is definitely not worth the low.

Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: AncientX on June 08, 2012, 09:19 am
Holy fuck... 800$ a gram?....Thats is fucking insanity.... i would never ever in a million years pay that much money for something so tiny, and so destructive. Pushers/Manfacturers of that shit in AUS are real assholes then lol Bleeding them tweakers dry for everything... Even worse than they do here in the US
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: breathe on June 08, 2012, 04:20 pm
I've smoked ice one or two times, I could see how people might enjoy it but it's not worth ruining your life over. I've had friends get into it and it really changes them. Seeing them deteriorate physically and mentally is just very sad. A waste of a life.
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: StickAFinger on June 08, 2012, 06:58 pm
I felt like a cyborg that literally had unlimited energy. then when it started to diminish, it was so fucking unpleasant..the come down...and with that the impossibility of sleeping...it was utter insanity...i was only on a 2 day sleep deprivation. I can fathom anything more than that..i literally was flirting with paranoia and all that nasty shit. no thanks. TITS
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: AncientX on June 08, 2012, 07:14 pm
To me...it feels like i have a robotic hamster running on a wheel where my heart should be, an i have the energy i never had at any point and time in my life. Granted, this shit is harmful, in long term or short term dosing, But the effects i feel with it.... Gosh golly Gee,  they sure are super :D lol.
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: Holly on June 08, 2012, 08:09 pm
Meth feels like the movie 'Limitless' to me.  8)
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: AncientX on June 08, 2012, 08:17 pm
XD thats exactly how i explained Adderall and Ritalin to my Girlfriend hahahaha She's not a druggie, but she knows my habits and she's very relaxed about it.  I don't think she quite grasps what Crystal meth actually is, she thinks its Meth, Amphetamines, and other Phetamine Stimulants are all different chemicals and noway related to each other except by the fact there is Phetamine in the name lol.

But she'll sit there and watch my roll my pipe every now and again, and just laughs when i exhale, lol. I get this retarded look on my face when i feel the dope actually hit me in those first few seconds of exhaling. XD its actually kinda cute/funny.
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: NeuroRelativizer on June 10, 2012, 10:47 am
I feel really lucky that I never noticed any unpleasant after effects for the 2.5 months I spent 3-4 days on 1-2 days off (usually 1).

Really. Really. Lucky.

I did sleep 10-12 hours a day for a while when I quit cold turkey, but the extra sleep (compared to my typical 5-7) just produced vivid, fascinating dreams, and while I was annoyed at sleeping so much I did understand why and so I accepted it peaceably and enjoyed the dreams until my sleep patterns returned to normal and I got a job to pay rent at the apartment I'd moved into.

I quit when I met two people who said "You're living in your car? You can move in here, dude," the night I met them. They later entered my room at 4 am and the boy said "My dad put $10,000 in an account and I have $800 in my wallet. We don't need you anymore, you have till the end of the day (which became 11 am) to get out.


Anyway, I enjoyed the fuck out of it, and only constant diligence and affirmations enabled me to walk away cleanly after diving in like I did. Not for hyper-addictive personalities!
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: AncientX on June 10, 2012, 12:59 pm
Hyper-addictive? You don't need to be hyper anything to get hooked on meth. o.o Its just, instantly addicting...the taste, the ritual, a good majority of the high ( after a while its kinda lame as fuck... ) i much prefer adderall, its much safer, i feel nearly the same high, and im not up for 1001347934793287493274921384712938749821 days at a time lol. But now that im actually having to pay for my habit, its just becoming very unappealing, an i think once this bag is gone. Im done :D i've got about .3 left, and its getting used up throughout this weekend/nextweek
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: workforit69 on June 10, 2012, 01:16 pm
It's very addictive psychologically once you start using because of the seemingly endless energy it gives you to both be able to work and play hard. Unfortunately when you start there is little in the way of any negative so it comes off as some kind of miracle drug... that is until what i call the honeymoon phase is over. This takes anywhere from 3-6months, after which it all catches up to you and at this point stopping becomes difficult for a lot of people.

That said, if you trust yourself then i highly recommend trying it for a while. There's nothing quite like watching your mind fall off a cliff while being fully awake and alert after a 4-6 day run. The hallucinations are a lot better than the ones you'll get using psychedelics.

Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: AncientX on June 10, 2012, 01:32 pm
No thanks, i prefer not to binge... I like to smoke, maybe be high for a day, day and a half  tops ( 2 1/2 days last time, and i've never felt worse coming down on dope )

I keep the shit to a minimum just cause, im not a tweaker, im just a recreational meth user.
:3 and some things are nice in moderation.

I tend to be very careful and cautious when using very hard drugs like meth.
I would much rather be safe, than sorry.
Cause, i fear for my life if the day ever came, when i have to go to the ER for meth related issues.
I wouldn't be able to bare the shame and humiliation, not to mention remorse and depression, of my friends and family who are completely oblivious to me using.
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: AKChaos on June 10, 2012, 03:51 pm
Yeah that same fear is what keeps me from binging. Ive done so good in keeping under the radar and hidden from family this long, it would really suck to be screwed over after this long. Anyone got any good excuses in case this does happen? maybe took some cold medecine? lol
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: 1c3 on June 10, 2012, 04:38 pm
I love it, I kicked it before many times and I'll kick it again. Its expensive but it fucks your head up. At least you can get the good stuff here on SR.  ;)
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: suicideer on June 10, 2012, 06:04 pm
Afew mounths back I decided Id gice chrystal meth a go, I also had a bunch of xanax pills

So my daily routine was sniff the meth in the  morning into afternoon, so Id be super man, in top heroic form through out the day

when the day was done, time to relax, pop the xanax, instant mellow drowsy comfort

I did this for a mounth and a half, every day, untill I realized that I had to stop because I had an important appointment with a person who woud know Im tweekin on drugs

No problem, cold turkey it is, power through the pain and get over it

Let me tell you, I felt like snot dripping out of Satans nose, piss and sewage flowing through my veins, I needed to die

its fuckin bad

Anyways, I took the rest of the xanax, about 30 1mg pills and popped them in my mouth, that should be good enouff to do the final deed, the death deed

welll it didnt as you can see Im still here typing tis note to all of yall

Im all better now though
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: workforit69 on June 10, 2012, 08:54 pm
No thanks, i prefer not to binge... I like to smoke, maybe be high for a day, day and a half  tops ( 2 1/2 days last time, and i've never felt worse coming down on dope )

I keep the shit to a minimum just cause, im not a tweaker, im just a recreational meth user.
:3 and some things are nice in moderation.

I tend to be very careful and cautious when using very hard drugs like meth.
I would much rather be safe, than sorry.
Cause, i fear for my life if the day ever came, when i have to go to the ER for meth related issues.
I wouldn't be able to bare the shame and humiliation, not to mention remorse and depression, of my friends and family who are completely oblivious to me using.


To each their own and if that is your way than more power to you. I am not one to judge. I especially agree with you about the shame if something ever did happen because it would devastate my family.

 Personally I love taking the drugs I experiment with to their limits to fully experience what regular users do. The act of going on just one 5 day run doesn't in itself make you a tweaker though.

Just like everything else you can push the envelope and do it safely. I always do thorough research before embarking on a drug journey and get advice from other users and doctors. I also let friends know so that if anything were to happen they are around to check up on me or help me out if need me.

Interestingly enough a doctor told me that meth OD's are very rare and that you have a much higher chance of dying dong coke.

We all have our own limits that we are comfortable pushing and I'll be the first to tell you that on day 5 of a run if your haven't educated yourself enough about what could happen and how you're gonna deal with it when and if it does then don't take that trip.
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: BanWork on June 10, 2012, 10:09 pm
Meth feels like the movie 'Limitless' to me.  8)
...but with teeth from the movie 'Austin Powers'  ;D  :P
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: spacewasp on June 10, 2012, 11:45 pm
i had a fun time with crystal meth, doing it at parties for a year or so, but then i started needing it when my doc stopped prescribing me adderall.  i was on break during a summer class i was taking at university on a tuesday afternoon and went to my car to snort some more meth; when i realized i was almost out my first thought was "well, gotta call dude and get some more glass" and my second thought was "whoa, wait a minute....where does this end?"  well, i realized it ended with my addiction and subsequent death, so i stopped doing it all together.

then a couple years later my friends and I threw this kick ass underground rave and I was really wanting to roll face but couldn't find any E.  so that left me fiending for any kind of high and some kid offered me this gigantic line of meth for free because he was having such a great time at the party, and well, i couldn't resist.  I was so fucking high for at least 12 hours off that line and while i was high I was wanting more but a good friend thankfully didn't hook me up with the meth dude again.  Had a great time, but then for like 36 hours following I felt like absolute shit....like a 1989 chevy on its last few miles, barely able to move to a destination. 

that was the last time I ever did meth.  i figured that if the crash lasted 3 times as long as the high, then it was definitely not worth doing.

if you must partake, have fun with it; its a blast!  but please, don't dedicate your life to amphetamines.  i can guarantee 100% that you will have serious problems at some point as a result of your usage.
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: AncientX on June 11, 2012, 12:32 am
^ Good story.

As long as your safe, knowledgeable, and not a fucking idiot when it comes to moderation, doing amphetamines every now and again is definitely fun, But as you said....the crash lasts nearly 3 times as long as the high....Sometimes, just as long....and its fucking horrible....
At least with Crystal meth it is anyway.... I never experience any serious come down issues on adderall or ritalin, and those are mild amphetamines.

The come down on meth, is like somone poured cold water into my lungs, and made every inch of your body restless and uncomfortable. Its not an achy feeling...just more of a " ugh....who replaced my blood and air with sludge and exhaust fumes? "

Also, to add a bit more info on my personal experience with the come down, trying to lay down, and just remain calm and still while you pray to god your body just detoxes the everloving fuck out of  your system quickly , is very difficult, i found my self sitting in the same position, no matter where i was at in the house, if i wasnt sitting a certain way, that fucking comedown would play havoc on my senses.
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: StickAFinger on June 11, 2012, 01:26 am
JESUS CHRIST...anyone care to talk about the dude 3-4 posts up talking about how he took 30 1mg xanax's to end his life?


wtf is this shit?

asshole. dont dump your shit life on us....i hope our ok but FUCK bro, knock it off!
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: AncientX on June 11, 2012, 02:32 am
O.o i honestly didnt even notice that reply....Wtf....
Dude, seriously? You tried to kill yourself over withdrawls?
thats intense as fuck, and you definitely needed help back then....
Glad you made it through, but holy fucking christ bro...Its just drugs...With the right friends or family, or NA group, quitting cold turkey is easy on the mind...you just need the support..
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: Holly on June 11, 2012, 04:40 am
JESUS CHRIST...anyone care to talk about the dude 3-4 posts up talking about how he took 30 1mg xanax's to end his life?


wtf is this shit?

asshole. dont dump your shit life on us....i hope our ok but FUCK bro, knock it off!
its difficult to die off Xanax alone...
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: smokeweed420 on June 11, 2012, 08:47 am
like others have said, i have tried it and it is most definitely not for me! i hate not being able to sleep, and it also makes me feel very dirty. the only time i enjoyed it was when i was rolling balls on mdma, and drinking alcohol. i smoked 2 hits and it added to the experience nicely.
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: goochihuh on June 11, 2012, 09:18 am
How is the high compared to coke? I know it lasts longer but is it more intense more euphoric?

Also recent experience with adderall , took 100mg in 1 day took 2 days to recover. SHocking comedown not worth it and not doing that dose ever again. I also ate and hydrated very well with adderall but holy hell it just made me so tired after it.
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: AncientX on June 11, 2012, 10:08 am
O.o Well...it honestly depends how you get the crystal into your system...if you inject it, i hear thats the best high possible from it....and then there's snorting. I've only ever smoked it, and the high is alot clearer than coke, and you definitely have more energy....But i wouldnt reccomend trying it if you've never done it =/ its just best to never get involved with it.
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: workforit69 on June 11, 2012, 11:05 pm
^ Good story.

Also, to add a bit more info on my personal experience with the come down, trying to lay down, and just remain calm and still while you pray to god your body just detoxes the everloving fuck out of  your system quickly , is very difficult, i found my self sitting in the same position, no matter where i was at in the house, if i wasnt sitting a certain way, that fucking comedown would play havoc on my senses.

this is  very strange for me to hear because i don't get any of these symptoms from coming down. your constant obsessing of coming down when coming down may be exacerbating and creating a negative feedback loop in your body that makes it a lot worse than it should be.  that or you're taking too high doses.

my comedowns consist of a big meal i start to prepare a few hours after my last dose coupled with 2-3 glasses of green tea taken every hour until there's  enough of it in my system that i slowly fall into a restful blissful state of sleep...
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: MojoMan on June 12, 2012, 01:12 am
Too strong for me!
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: xanaxdidntdoit on June 12, 2012, 04:26 am
So if 20mgs of xanax wont end your life(like it didnt do mine)

whats a good way, just in case Im ever comfronted with the necessity to end it, my life that is

it was actually a strange situation, the suicide decision

on the one hand, the devil over myy left shoulder, saying my life is shit, a vomit reflex, no happiness will ever come your way again
but then on the right hand shoulder the angle, it was kindd of the oriental thought, the do the honorable samari death, dont let your enemies grind a shit bomb into your pride and soul

the oriental samari way of suicide is one of ultimate victory over your enemy(satan) Look at me I am glory, I wont let you make me eat shit, I choose to take my life.......so  thought the xanax would do the trick, it didnt


anyways, if there ever is a next time how many xanax do I need to take, or whats the best drug to take to do the deed
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: StickAFinger on June 12, 2012, 11:39 am
just takes one bullet bro. save us the time/and the drugs.

buy a fucking a gun, press it against your useless head, and pull away
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: xanaxdidntdoit on June 12, 2012, 02:40 pm
hahahaha, and to any and all the curious people tinking about trying or getting into crystal meth

look at all the responses to my posts about crystal meth withdrawls and trying to kill myself because it is that bad

crystalmeth junkies are pure filth, dont become one

besides, a bullet would hurt, id like a nice and mellow buzzed out peacefull entrance into the dark unknown of death
Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: ZA6wUw8a on June 12, 2012, 06:49 pm
Labrat disagrees with some of the negative stereotypes associated with traditional users. He has been using 5 years.
* Eating went to IN went to smoking went to IV. 
* Frequent (daily) sessions went to infrequent almighty BINGES (monthly).
* 2 times hospitalized for OD, 1 time rehabilitated
      > Got an adderall script out of the process for adult ADHD. This was the biggest reason for the daily>monthly transition.
* Lost a gf, found a better one. Lost his job to absenteeism, but finished his Bee.S. degree and got a new one.

Methamphetamine is a substance with immense recreational, therapeutic, and abuse potential. You can't expect to toke from the sucking tube and not get burnt occasionally, but it's always in your power to move your fingers away.     

Title: Re: Your Opinions of Crystal Meth
Post by: AncientX on June 13, 2012, 10:26 am
The more shit he posts, the more depressing this thread gets. lol