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Title: My First LSD Trip (Trip log included)
Post by: SpeedCrunch on February 15, 2012, 12:52 am
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My First LSD Trip (Trip log included)
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POST EDIT: Just wanted to say that LSD is a drug that just like when working with high voltage electricity should be very respected!
Hello people's just wanted to let everyone know about my first trip on LSD.

I know a few people on the forums me included have been very interested in acid(LSD). But have been very scared of trying it.

So I decided to buy 10 tabs of 150ug LSD. Got it in the mail 3 days later then did some serious research on it. I have read about LSD before but if I was going to try it then I was determined to do some heavy research into it so I spent a few days doing that.

Ended up booking 5 days off work and picked a day where I would be alone for 12+ hours.

I know what everyone says if you trip do it with people you trust...But all my friends would tell me drugs are evil and there not as open minded. I love my friends but they just wouldn't understand.

But with that said I took a lot of precautions before starting my trip.

My safety list (Before I started my trip I did everything on this list)

#1 Keep sharp objects out of reach in rooms where you will be tripping
#2 Unplug your phone + mobile
#3 Don't go out side in public on your first trip (I wanted to do this but knew it would be a bad idea if I did)
#4 Make sure all your doors are locked windows closed
#5 Keep music volume at a reasonable level don't want people coming over complaining
#6 Keep benzos handy. It wont abort the trip but may calm you down if you get to over stimulated or paranoid.

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I just want to say from my first LSD experience I think the most important part about having a good trip is
#1 be in a Good/Happy mood this is a must!
#2 be excited about the trip!
#3 remember it's just a drug it's not going to kill you
#4 What ever happens your going to be ok
#5 You are not in control accept this don't let it scare you – The more you try to control the visuals the more scary it gets. Just let the visuals  /breath/flow
#6 Once you've taken the tab there is no turning back! You must accept this

During my whole trip I decided to document my whole trip experience in a text log in hopes that it would help me and other's better understand the trip and give people better insight into the effects of lsd.

Before I post the log below I just wanted to say that I have no regrets about my trip and that it has been one of the best experiences of my life. It has changed my life so much in a way I see things with such a different perspective now.

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Trip Log

13:30 Took blotter on tongue 150ug also got 60mg of diazepam handy if something goes wrong. It wont abort the trip but Might calm me down if need be. I don't see this happening

13:38 Just double checking to make sure all sharp objects are not in my reach :)

13:56 been listening to music to keep a calm mood and chill just let the lsd to it's Work. No turning back now :) I feel good about this :)

13:58 Turned on my lava lamp about 30 min ago hope it makes for good visuals

14:11 I feel very relaxed just listening to music :)

14:23 listing to more music fell very relaxed having fun. I think time might be slowing down

14:34 I feel inner peace with my-self and who I am

14:43 I see the flow music = old friends old friend's = love :) It all flows together music people love

14:48 I fell strange I think it's starting to kick in, I keep rubbing by feet on the floor and love it. everything fells so light ,real

14:57 it's starting. I fell real connected I keep rubbing my feet on the floor I have socks on that make a cool sound. I enjoy listing to my feet rub on the floor more than the music it's more real .

15:01:33 I feel sight confused but I know I am ok and going to be just fine. Going to stop log now...But will update when if something/cool/different happens.

time is slowing down

15:17 [EDITED after trip for SECURITY] log entry for 15:17 had be be removed something funny happened but if I made it public it could make my identify more traceable sry :/.

15:17[RELATED TO EDITED EVENT] also double-checked if all my house doors where locked and phone unplug.. Strange feel warmer now...Will update love all you guys P.S I know I will be OK it's only a drug........

15:21 OK OMFG I am tripping now I can see visuals!!!! my computer mouse is soooooo cool and text is sometimes Double. It's like there is a mouse pointer around my mouse pointer. I am so happy laughing

15:24 OMG looking at my desktop images it flows!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

15:30 OMG visuals I keep looking at my desktop image and she flow and grows and cuts her own hair and it all flows!......Like fucking harry potter man! you know the painting and shit but better.

15:46:41 OMG!! I love life! I seeeeeeee visuals!! for the the first time in my life I see life as it is..The only thing better is the moment when your mother gives birth to you.

Your Born #1 on my life list

#2 lsd seeing real visuals for the first time in my life it's so real.

16:02 I went to the bathroom and took a piss and floor look amazing and I had fun and didn't mess my pants! :)

16:6 just to let you people know I am going to make a pizza no worries! it's all microwave no oven fire stuff to deal with- Will update

16:11 Ok just to let you people know I made it back safely got my pizza was very cartful when cutting it. And after I used the knife to cut it I put it under a cloth so it could not hurt me.

16:11 Going to watch the move Tangled in 1080p on PC...ok I think I might be starting to hear things...Hmmmm might not will update. Anyway going to watch move and eat pizza. P.S lava lamp pissed me off so I turned it off.

Will update again after move/pizza---OMFG it fells!! like it's taked 900years to to to a pizza and a movie.anyway update-- P.S keeping this log is pissing me off- But I know it will be important to other people. AGAIN! going to watch movie+Pizza¬!

16:36 finished pizza still watching movie [TANGELED].......God rapunzel's Mother an Evil Witch + Bitch

16:50 OMG rapunzel's Mother! evil bitch from hell so much that I paused the movie to to update my log about how much of an evil bitch rapunzel's Mother is.

18:11 movie finished I am very content with life.[Will add more details about this log event[18:11] when I am SOBER]

18:21 Just to update you guys went to toilet took a piss without incident.

18:27 Just going to listen to music now. movie was good but might of been over-visual at times if that makes since

19:42 Just to update I think this is what they call the coming down part I fell sober and I have just just been in a position where I had to communicate with someone

[SOBER UPDATE I think I passed as normal but it felt strange as fuck]

23:10 My last update for the night: It's been about 10 hours since I took the first blotter. I think this is the last stage of the trip I see no visuals at the moment. And I feel down not down as in depressed just like I have done a 12+ hours of an An Honest Day's Work. I feel more grounded P.S going to listen to some music relax and then go to bed.
Title: Re: My First LSD Trip (Trip log included)
Post by: nopout on February 15, 2012, 02:15 am
Best trip report ever. Love the Rapunzel commentary. :P Would love to give it a try, but anxiety disorders assure me I would never have a comfortable setting.
Title: Re: My First LSD Trip (Trip log included)
Post by: SpeedCrunch on February 15, 2012, 03:13 am
Best trip report ever. Love the Rapunzel commentary. :P Would love to give it a try, but anxiety disorders assure me I would never have a comfortable setting.

Yeah I will admit I did have a bit of paranoia at some points. At one point I thought someone was going to kill me even though I was alone.

But I kept telling myself it's just a drug and that I will ok and it passed.

I enjoyed the trip but the paranoia bothered me a bit. I may look at way's of trying to minimize the  paranoia on my next trip.

But with that said I don't plan on taking another trip for a few weeks or months.

I want to give myself some time to think over some of the things that happened on my first trip and let my mind settle.
Title: Re: My First LSD Trip (Trip log included)
Post by: respect on February 15, 2012, 04:18 am
Congratulations on your trip. Glad you liked it. Wow, you were exceptionally worked up about this. Hiding the knives? lol, it's only LSD :)

So, you did a hit, you know the characteristic LSD experience. Some tingly sensations, waviness, time distortion, that trippy cool sensation of the interconnectedness of all things, yes? But there's another level, attainable depending on your current level of tolerance. If you'd have done 2 of those, being your first time, you'd probably just hit on it. I think of it as getting puddled. Some people may refer to it as "mind-fucked". It is a little intimidating, I guess, but also something many of us find extremely purifying. Kind of like dying and being reborn again. And, yea, a little scary like that but really no more so than coming to grips with the reality of the certainty of death. I think of it as dissolution of the ego. And you really get a heavy dose of that interconnectedness of all things. You get a really strong sense that there's definitely something, some kind of existence after death and that it's completely unlike anything we've ever imagined before. And it's beautiful. That's why a more experienced LSD user won't be afraid to drop a 10 strip (if they know its really LSD, got to know the stuff first). 3, 4 or 5 even might not get us puddled properly, ya now, if you're doing it every other weekend or so. But if a 10 strip don't get you puddled? Yo: it's time to take a break.
Sex is also very cool on LSD.
Title: Re: My First LSD Trip (Trip log included)
Post by: divinechemicals on February 15, 2012, 04:40 am
Man, I remember my first acid trip. It was awesome. My girlfriend turned into one of the characters from the video game Infamous 2, and everything turned into spiders, but it didn't scare me. Also my girlfriend painted and it was awesome. We ended up on Chatroulette in the nude (without showing our faces obviously), and she gave me the best blowjob of my life. The guy watching us was just like  ???, then  :o, then  :P, and finally  ;D ;D ;D.
Title: Re: My First LSD Trip (Trip log included)
Post by: blockrockinbeats on February 15, 2012, 06:23 am
Cool trip report. Can totally relate to some of the things you said! Lol! :)

Next time take a higher dose, but not too high!
Title: Re: My First LSD Trip (Trip log included)
Post by: SpoonyBard on February 22, 2012, 05:41 am
Fun report, SpeedCrunch.  Keeping the log while you did it was inspired.  "The lava lamp was pissing me off."  I get that, I totally do.  :o

I've had two acid trips now.  My first was a year ago -- my girlfriend set it up for my birthday present.  It was just the two of us, in my apartment, very romantic and very safe environment.  We walked around the gardens in my community for a bit, I saw more stars in the sky than I actually saw, and I was able to stare at a reflection of buildings in the pond until I could cancel out the ripples with my mind and see a crystal clear image.  We also got naked and painted ourselves, using glow-in-the-dark paint so it was just as fun to shower it off in the dark.

Notable quotes from that evening:

* "I keep stopping to analyze myself.  What do you think that says about me?"
* "'Woo' is a color between indigo and duck."
* "That tree looks TOTALLY three-dimensional!  No, I know it is, but it LOOKS three-dimensional!"


...My second acid trip was just this past Friday.  My girlfriend's out of state now, so I gave it to _myself_ for a birthday present and invited some friends.  One was a very close friend who'd helped me get through a bad night with ecstasy before; he'd never tried acid and I felt I owed him something good. Another was a girl I had only connected with a week or so before, but it was a good week and we were feeling close already.   ::)  (My girlfriend and I are polyamorous; this wasn't cheating, everyone knew and was good with it.)  We each took 2.5 to 3 tabs of the Ganesh LSD that asbjorn is selling here.

Much sexier time.  Half the night was pretty much an extended threesome.  She fucked us both, and I felt like I could focus all the physical sensation of my body into my fingertips, or my cock, or whatever part of me was having fun at the time.  She was also pretty submissive, and I was feeling quite powerful myself.  This dominance/submission dynamic was already being hinted at before the trip, so I didn't feel like I wasn't abusing the situation by taking advantage of it.  I enjoyed turning her on by having her feed me, or kiss my feet, or blow my friend, or whatever I wanted her to do.

We did leave the apartment once.  The girl's a smoker and had forgotten to bring cigarettes, and was starting to worry about nicotine cravings ruining the latter part of her trip.  So she and I walked to the BP at the corner, about five minutes away.  It went fine, but both of us admitted later to being really nervous.  I was able to speak and think all right, but the world felt disconnected, so the simple act of buying stuff felt REALLY STRANGE.  I was sure everyone in the store knew we were on drugs (and I think the cashier did look a bit freaked out) but I had no idea what signs we were giving off.  I just remember that when I was handing money over and getting change back, I kept thinking, "Am I doing this right?  Is this how this works?"

On the way there and the way back, the girl wanted to walk behind me.  Submissive instincts again.  I enjoyed that.

We all took excessive care of each other, and reminded each other constantly to drink some water, or move around a bit if we were still too long, etc.  Late in the night, when we were coming down, we smoked some pot and watched a bit of Ruby Gloom.  Nobody slept until about sunrise, and then it was only for an hour or two.  The next day I was completely exhausted, and grateful that I'd made sure I had nothing I had to do.

Notable quote:

Her: "Suddenly the sixties make total sense!  ALL of the sixties!"
Me: "Yeah, but they thought so in the sixties, too..."

Great time.  Oh: and the girl and I are talking about seriously dating now, and probably having a master/slave dynamic continue.  So I can't say acid made us do anything we wouldn't have done otherwise.  If anything it just helped us get there a bit faster.   ::)


I like the insights from acid.  I want to keep doing it.  Not OFTEN.  It's too exhausting.  But I definitely feel like it's led to positive experiences for me.

Title: Re: My First LSD Trip (Trip log included)
Post by: TheHiddenMan on February 22, 2012, 10:23 am
Best trip report ever. Love the Rapunzel commentary. :P Would love to give it a try, but anxiety disorders assure me I would never have a comfortable setting.
Molly+antioxidants+lsd=solved problem
Title: Starting third trip :)
Post by: SpeedCrunch on February 24, 2012, 09:29 pm
Just to update you guys I am going to do my third trip. I did a  second trip using the same 150ug just to get a better handle on the lsd effects and I am confident that I can handle 300ug.

Just wondering should I take 2 150ug tabs at once or one at a time about an hour or so apart?

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UPDATE: 22:02 took 2x 150ug blotter on tongue - God help me :)..............P.S I am going to be ok :)...
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UPDATE! 23:35 I am in another space table dimension or space table thinggy.....
Will do proper update log when sober I should logout now before I make an ass of myself.....omg 300ug HELL YES! I want to die and be reborn......And I will be reborn and I will be Stronger!

P.S I love all you guys @ SilkRoad always remember it's only a drug and you will be ok :)
Title: Re: My First LSD Trip (Trip log included)
Post by: tcobambientAgain on February 24, 2012, 09:47 pm
Thanks so much for that.  I've always been so scared to try acid but your report kind of chills me out about it.  I've wanted to do it for so long but I'm a product of 80s LSD propaganda so I've always just been scared to do it.  Your report sounds like it was a really great time.  Can you PM and tell me who you bought from so I know it's safe acid (you were the guinea pig)?
Title: Re: My First LSD Trip (Trip log included)
Post by: zerostate976 on February 24, 2012, 11:56 pm
have fun and keep us all updated! 8)
Title: Re: My First LSD Trip (Trip log included)
Post by: blockrockinbeats on February 25, 2012, 04:41 am
I'm a product of 80s LSD propaganda so I've always just been scared to do it.

Remember the episode of Degrassi Junior High where the character Shane takes acid at a rock concert? He's tripping so hard that he thinks he can fly, so he jumps off a bridge, and ends up basically a vegetable for the rest of his life! Classic 80s LSD propaganda, haha!
Title: Re: Starting third trip :)
Post by: respect on February 25, 2012, 07:21 am
Just to update you guys I am going to do my third trip. I did a  second trip using the same 150ug just to get a better handle on the lsd effects and I am confident that I can handle 300ug.

Just wondering should I take 2 150ug tabs at once or one at a time about an hour or so apart?

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UPDATE: 22:02 took 2x 150ug blotter on tongue - God help me :)..............P.S I am going to be ok :)...
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UPDATE! 23:35 I am in another space table dimension or space table thinggy.....
Will do proper update log when sober I should logout now before I make an ass of myself.....omg 300ug HELL YES! I want to die and be reborn......And I will be reborn and I will be Stronger!

P.S I love all you guys @ SilkRoad always remember it's only a drug and you will be ok :)

Cool. Now you know what I'm talkin about :)
Getting puddled can be fun, but that's where you have to be a little more careful about your surroundings. I mean, you're not gonna freakout with a knife or anything like that (unless maybe you're already a psycho) but you could pretty easily leave a stove on or knock over candles or something. So, like no deep-frying anything and no candles :) I think you'll find you don't really have much interest in food anyway, but a spicy cup of tea is really nice. Boil it up first then just leave it warming. Bay leaves, 2 or 3 cloves, stick of cinnamon, plenty of cardamom seeds and a chunk of ginger, boiled thoroughly, and poured over a tea bag with some freshly squeezed lime. mmmm mmmm, good with or without the LSD, lol.

If you have any MDMA, together they're just amazing. Warning though, it will diminish your appreciation of the chemicals individually. Because, together, its like a whole new world, lol. Just totally amazing.
Title: My Third LSD Trip 450ug (Trip log included)
Post by: SpeedCrunch on February 26, 2012, 01:43 am
Ok peoples just to update you I have just finished and posted my third and final lsd log entry.

My Third LSD Trip 450ug (Trip log included)

http://dkn255hz262ypmii.onion/index.php?topic=13236.0

Kind regards
SpeedCrunch
Title: Re: My First LSD Trip (Trip log included)
Post by: aurorag on February 28, 2012, 11:00 am
Hey SpeedCrunch,

Absolutely fascinating - Thanks for the heads up of your trip log from my Benzo & LSD thread.

The first two dud tabs I took were off on a whim but having read your log, I'll have to put a little more effort into a few areas of concern.

These are personal to me and surround light/moderate feeling of anxiety - dealt with currently with an SSRI.

I feel confident in my abilities to be conscious that while tripping, I am taking a drug and therefore any adverse will aside in a few hours. I'm probably more agitated about the thought of my gf having a bad trip - there's no reason to think she would and if anything, she's probably more mentally grounded than me.

Anyway,

Look forward to following your threads later.
Title: Re: My First LSD Trip (Trip log included)
Post by: SpeedCrunch on February 29, 2012, 12:41 am
Hey SpeedCrunch,

Absolutely fascinating - Thanks for the heads up of your trip log from my Benzo & LSD thread.

The first two dud tabs I took were off on a whim but having read your log, I'll have to put a little more effort into a few areas of concern.

These are personal to me and surround light/moderate feeling of anxiety - dealt with currently with an SSRI.

I feel confident in my abilities to be conscious that while tripping, I am taking a drug and therefore any adverse will aside in a few hours. I'm probably more agitated about the thought of my gf having a bad trip - there's no reason to think she would and if anything, she's probably more mentally grounded than me.

Anyway,

Look forward to following your threads later.

@aurorag

If your using an SSRI (Antidepressant)
There is a possibility it could have an adverse effect on your body and mind something about the way antidepressants work with the serotonin in the brain. I have read somewhere that it could cause what is called serotonin syndrome.

I am not 100% on this so you may want to ask around on the forums about Antidepressant's and lsd.

Kind regards
SpeedCrunch
Title: Re: My First LSD Trip (Trip log included)
Post by: blockrockinbeats on February 29, 2012, 03:16 am
I haven't heard that using LSD with an SSRI could cause serotonin syndrome... just that the SSRI could diminish the effects of LSD, so you may need to take a higher dose.

I've taken LSD multiple times when I was on an SSRI and didn't notice any difference, but I think the LSD I took was pretty strong (ie one hit = tripping balls for 12 hours).
Title: Re: My First LSD Trip (Trip log included)
Post by: CaptnFusion on March 01, 2012, 04:21 am
At first I expected this to be an annoyance to read but I caught myself smiling quite a bit while reading the log lol. And it actually persuades me a bit to do it alone rather than taking it with people. Thanks for the great thread though!
Title: Re: My First LSD Trip (Trip log included)
Post by: respect on March 01, 2012, 04:52 am
At first I expected this to be an annoyance to read but I caught myself smiling quite a bit while reading the log lol. And it actually persuades me a bit to do it alone rather than taking it with people. Thanks for the great thread though!

It's best if with a lover.
Title: Re: My First LSD Trip (Trip log included)
Post by: SpeedCrunch on March 01, 2012, 06:14 pm
Hi SpeedCrunch, your first trip report was great to read I'm glad you enjoyed it and welcome to the real world :)
Hopefully I'll have a chance to read your second log when I have more time, but I thought I'd suggest watching Pink Floyd's 'The Wall' next time you trip, I'd tripped 10+ times before I'd seen it on various doses and it's always new and interesting, but I've never felt the same after watching it on acid, truly mind-blowing stuff.

Sounds like fun just downloading it now.

Lol I wish I had known that yesterday I just finished another 450ug trip.

Will let you know how it is on my next trip going to wait for a few days for my tolerance levels to go down.
Title: Pink Floyd's 'The Wall' UPDATE
Post by: SpeedCrunch on March 05, 2012, 01:59 am
Hi SpeedCrunch, your first trip report was great to read I'm glad you enjoyed it and welcome to the real world :)
Hopefully I'll have a chance to read your second log when I have more time, but I thought I'd suggest watching Pink Floyd's 'The Wall' next time you trip, I'd tripped 10+ times before I'd seen it on various doses and it's always new and interesting, but I've never felt the same after watching it on acid, truly mind-blowing stuff.

WTF!moksha! 450ug and Pink Floyd's 'The Wall' WTF! I am in another world!

OMG it's so fucking cool thanks :)

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02:38 OMG! Pink Floyd's 'The Wall ITS SO random! I love it.
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03:47 Just finished watching Pink Floyd's 'The Wall..... and I have never been so mind-fucked!
pink floyd's the wall inspires the very best and the very worst that humanity has to offer...
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5/3/2012 21:41 UPDATE: Just woke up a few hours ago and my sanity has returned :). Just wanted to add some insight into my trip
watching Pink Floyd's 'The Wall while on acid completely shattered my mind and my whole perspective on life and lsd.

P.S I just wanted to thank moksha for this film film suggestion. Thanks :)
Title: Re: My First LSD Trip (Trip log included)
Post by: aliceinbrains on March 05, 2012, 06:00 am
You're log reminded me of how much I miss LSD.  It has been 4 years since I last did it.  Glad you had a good experience, good thing you did your research.
Title: Re: My First LSD Trip (Trip log included)
Post by: SpeedCrunch on March 05, 2012, 06:34 am
You're log reminded me of how much I miss LSD.  It has been 4 years since I last did it.  Glad you had a good experience, good thing you did your research.

Oh Yes! I am about 8 hours into my 5th lsd trip now on 450ug and my Sanity has broken and shattered but in a good way :)

Every time I do lsd I find my trip's always feels different and I learn something new each time.

P.S you should start doing lsd again! (Provided your mood/setting/environment and mental health is stable)

Kind regards
SpeedCrunch
Title: Re: My First LSD Trip (Trip log included)
Post by: Mecajesus on March 05, 2012, 10:27 am
Hahaha, this was great!
Title: Re: My First LSD Trip (Trip log included)
Post by: jpisbetterthanme on March 06, 2012, 06:16 pm
First ever Synchronized Tripping event at the SR Olympic games, anyone? :-D
Title: Re: My First LSD Trip (Trip log included)
Post by: SpeedCrunch on March 06, 2012, 07:49 pm
First ever Synchronized Tripping event at the SR Olympic games, anyone? :-D

SR Olympic games...Hmm count me in! Sounds like fun :D
Title: Re: My First LSD Trip (Trip log included)
Post by: Dr Special K on March 09, 2012, 05:16 am
I always enjoy reading other peoples trip log! Very good job on this one  :)