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Title: suicide drug/posion
Post by: kpaxhe on June 08, 2013, 03:40 pm
Hi, I'm thinking of suicide and i wounder if anyone got any ideas on what i can take that would kill me.

I have tried 3 times before, first time i tried eating Taxus baccata and i had to go to the ER(my parents found me) Second time i tried to hang myself, but my leather belt snapped(P.S I'm not fat, i weight around 70kg) third time i tried OD on heroin, tried 3 gram but it wasn't heroin so I was just laying outside in the rain for like 1 day but it was very cold so i was cooled down to 27 degrees Celsius and then the police found me and sent me to the ER.

So this is not the first time,
I'm thinking of doing OD on scopolamine, does that work? If it does how much do you need to take and how the effect? how do you feel the last minuets/hours (p.s it need to kill me before 16 hours have passed.
My other idea is trying heroin again. But this time buy 1 gram from 3 different dealers, so the chance that it's real is bigger. I'm also thinking of taking maybe sleeping pills and laying in a bath tube and fill it up with water. will that work? or does that only works in the movies?

Thanks in advance!
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: iLoveTaffy on June 08, 2013, 03:59 pm
Refusing to read your post because this is the most ridiculous troll ever, but here:

Scopolamine, potassium cyanide, heroin, or a high dose of phenobarbital. It'll put you into a coma and you will die. Add alcohol, and you will die for sure.

I suggest phenobarbital. If you're serious, thanks for cleansing the gene pool.
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: changeling123 on June 08, 2013, 04:07 pm
why would you ever.

I'd do the heroin thing. If you want to be more dramatic though, you could cut your wrists, do lots of opiates, alcohol or benzos and go out for a walk on a cold winter night. That way you wouldn't really feel cold, but it would be likely that you fall asleep and freeze.

Yet I hope you are not serious. There are better ways to deal with stuff.

Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: PsychedelicSphere on June 08, 2013, 04:10 pm
Smoke some weed. It's the worst drug there is.

~PsychedelicSphere
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: kpaxhe on June 08, 2013, 04:18 pm
Refusing to read your post because this is the most ridiculous troll ever, but here:

Scopolamine, potassium cyanide, heroin, or a high dose of phenobarbital. It'll put you into a coma and you will die. Add alcohol, and you will die for sure.

I suggest phenobarbital. If you're serious, thanks for cleansing the gene pool.

how do i get potassium cyanide? I only found some sites that sells like 50kg or more. Do you got any dosage on phenobarbital/scopolamine? I can buy both those thing here at silkroad.



why would you ever.

I'd do the heroin thing. If you want to be more dramatic though, you could cut your wrists, do lots of opiates, alcohol or benzos and go out for a walk on a cold winter night. That way you wouldn't really feel cold, but it would be likely that you fall asleep and freeze.

Yet I hope you are not serious. There are better ways to deal with stuff.

The problem is that i want my corpse to be a pretty one. So No cutting, and theres not winter in my countery for some months so can't wait that long. So heroin seems to be the best way to go? Maybe 3gram heroin+phenobarbital 120mg?(more?) + 1 gram scopolamine + some alcohol?
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: iLoveTaffy on June 08, 2013, 04:22 pm
You can get cyanide on SR as well as scopolamine and phenobarbital.

Take like 50 pills, I don't know. As much as you want. Take a couple shots, and you're outta there. This is how Marilyn Monroe died.

Scopolamine is different. You likely have to take a lot. Cyanide you need very small amounts, and you can buy it in the 1g quantity here. But, stop being a fucking retard. Start up a heroin habit and live in euphoria instead.

Just make sure NOT to breed, ok?
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: changeling123 on June 08, 2013, 04:57 pm
kpaxhe,

why end your life, and also give SR some more bad press?

could you rather talk to me? if interested, write me a message, tell me about your things - you do not know me anyway. worth a try, huh?
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: iLoveTaffy on June 08, 2013, 05:01 pm
SR will never have good press. It's an underground drug market. It's not surrounded with violence, but you will always have idiots like this guy.

Killing yourself is dumb as shit, yeah, but if they're going to do it, stopping them is usually impossible. Might as well just help them make it easier so they don't keep feeling like a failure. You can't help those who do not want to help themselves.

You kill yourself because you failed at life. And when you fail at death too, what's left?
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: ConcernedCitizen on June 08, 2013, 05:06 pm
Please consider that you would be better off spending your efforts on getting help as opposed to suicide methods. Get yourself some good drugs from the road for the short term to help with your depression/anxiety/pain, such as xanax, oxycodone, weed, or valium. For the long term, reach out to family members, friends, the internet, medical professionals, and local support groups. I will recommend one place in particular:

******WARNING: CLEARNET LINK *********

http://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/

******************************************

Good luck on your journey.
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: kpaxhe on June 08, 2013, 05:15 pm
You can get cyanide on SR as well as scopolamine and phenobarbital.

Take like 50 pills, I don't know. As much as you want. Take a couple shots, and you're outta there. This is how Marilyn Monroe died.

Scopolamine is different. You likely have to take a lot. Cyanide you need very small amounts, and you can buy it in the 1g quantity here. But, stop being a fucking retard. Start up a heroin habit and live in euphoria instead.

Just make sure NOT to breed, ok?

hmm I've heard that 1 gram of Scopolamine is enough, 
So 400 phenobarbital pills, 1 gram of scopolamine, 1 gram of cyanide, 2 grams of heroin and some GHB i guess.

Hmm, How do you take scopolamine/cyanide? I'm going to snort the heroin and last time it was really hard to get in 3 grams in my nose. So I don't know if i can fit heroin and scopolamine/cyanide.
isn't breed when animals have sex? My English is not the best btw.


kpaxhe,

why end your life, and also give SR some more bad press?

could you rather talk to me? if interested, write me a message, tell me about your things - you do not know me anyway. worth a try, huh?

How can i give SR more bad press? No one will know where i bought the stuff?
I have been going to a psychologist for some time now and it don't help, I've also been taking anti depp, venlafaxin
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: iLoveTaffy on June 08, 2013, 05:19 pm
1 gram will be enough, but that's a lot. Do not inufflate the horin, inject it. Insufflating is much harder to kill yourself with, and you don't even need to use all of that.

Take the cyanide powder and parachute it. You will die almost instantly. It will be painful though. Phenobarbital would knock you out and you would stop breathing. Heroin would do the same.

Scopolamine would likely be painful too. Phenobarbital and heroin might be good to mix. Just be sure to inject it.


-------------------

But seriously, why are you killing yourself? Explain. Breeding = having sex and producing offspring. Humans are animals as well.
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: loller on June 08, 2013, 05:21 pm
Just don't do it. There's really a lot you'll miss out on and you'll ruin the lives of many others.
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: M8R-3jt393 on June 08, 2013, 05:21 pm
hi

Not answering your question, BUT

if you are thinking of suicide, just imagine we are the only living beings with so much intelligence in at least 1 cubic light year of space at least...

Why would you want to end that at your will...
instead try going against the depessions you have in life without breaking the law of your land as much as possible..

yes I do have depressions, but then I discovered TOR, and then Extramarital Sex, then Sugar babies, preffered411 various sex boards, where you can have actual physical fun...  if not anything just learn to grow shrooms here,  become a vendor here, sell them get the dough, use the dough for your own counter depression efforts...

that why we have tor, we have SR we have.. all this hidden community...
DONT KILL YOUR SELF, DONT DO ADDICTIVE DRUGS, DONT SMOKE, DONT DRINK,
BUT PLEASURE YOUR WITS OUT...

M8
(PS also trying to increase post count!!)
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: NoddingOff on June 08, 2013, 05:24 pm
IV lots of Heroin and Meth and if that doesn't work just load up on Alcohol and Benzos.

But honestly if I were you I'd pick up a nice drug habit and live in hell for a while and when you get clean you'll have a new appreciation for life. and you won't want to die because you'll want to live high.

Not kidding, it worked for me. Not like that was my initial intention but....I'm happy now  ;D
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: M8R-3jt393 on June 08, 2013, 05:26 pm
BTW if you buy a drug here to kill yourself, be sure to do a FE on it!! or review it in the forum here....
:-)
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: iLoveTaffy on June 08, 2013, 05:29 pm
Why die when there's so much drug induced euphoria to gain? M8R is right. Don't listen to him about not doing addictives though. If you're already going to kill yourself, mainlining heroin daily is the least of your worries.

I'd save up a couple hundred dollars, get a nice mushroom grow going, and sell them here, exactly like M8R is suggesting. Offer them dried whole, powdered, in capsules, and fresh. You will make bank.
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: M8R-3jt393 on June 08, 2013, 05:32 pm
hi

how about eating 10-20 menthos,  then quickly dring 1 liter of diet coke (with aspartame), put a duck-tape and have yourself
fucked in the anus.

would be a very violent explosion....

...

conclusion... dont do it...
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: iLoveTaffy on June 08, 2013, 05:35 pm
Go with M8R's suggestion. Sounds like a great fun time to me.
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: M8R-3jt393 on June 08, 2013, 05:36 pm
taffy...

I love nature... I am enslaved by its beauty... I dont (no one should) hence get
enslaved by any other thing be it addictive drugs, tobacco, alcohol.. or whatever...

sex addiction if fine, as Nature has made it...
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: iLoveTaffy on June 08, 2013, 05:48 pm
That's all well and good for you, but for someone who is two days from getting cyanide shipped to their doorstep, heroin is going to be a way fucking better choice, idc what you say.

Starting a heroin habit > swallow a gram of cyanide.
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: kpaxhe on June 08, 2013, 06:23 pm
1 gram will be enough, but that's a lot. Do not inufflate the horin, inject it. Insufflating is much harder to kill yourself with, and you don't even need to use all of that.

Take the cyanide powder and parachute it. You will die almost instantly. It will be painful though. Phenobarbital would knock you out and you would stop breathing. Heroin would do the same.

Scopolamine would likely be painful too. Phenobarbital and heroin might be good to mix. Just be sure to inject it.


-------------------

But seriously, why are you killing yourself? Explain. Breeding = having sex and producing offspring. Humans are animals as well.


Insufflation??? do you mean smoking it? Im going to snort. I can't shot it.
parachute?? what does that mean? Is it the same as bombing? Put it in a piece of paper and swallow it? how should do with the Scopolamine? Ye i know it's kind of overkill but i want to be sure. I don't want to wake up it the ER and hear the machines biping and hear the machine breath for you -.-
Oh im to ugly to even be possible to breed :)
Why? Forever alone, fail at school, fail at everything, retard lots of stuff.
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: kpaxhe on June 08, 2013, 06:27 pm
BTW if you buy a drug here to kill yourself, be sure to do a FE on it!! or review it in the forum here....
:-)

haha forgot that last time so i had to FE after i went back from the ER :P

Im not living alone so i can't start doing heroin every day and i can't start growing my own plants
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: Jack N Hoff on June 08, 2013, 06:37 pm
Fuck these threads.  We get them all the time.  If you need attention, do it another way.  If you must kill yourself, use a exit bag or just shoot yourself.  Remember that shooting yourself will leave a lot of blood, bone fragments and brain matter for someone to clean up.  A exit bag will just leave a body for someone to carry away.  All you need is a turkey bag, a drawstring and some helium.  I would also use xanax to calm the nerves and induce sleepiness.

Seriously, fuck these threads.
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: piratesam on June 08, 2013, 06:53 pm
Pro tip. Before you kill you're self go see how people around the world suffer. Go hobo it in Africa, I have always dreamed of being an American HOBO. Walkin around with no one paying me no attention, living in a tent close to nature, doesn't get much better. I simply suggest you leave for a wile, even if you are just a kid.

Do us all a favor though, go spit in the face of a Mexican Cartel boss. They kill you pretty affective like. Granted it will probably be with a chainsaw, and video taped then uploaded to the YNC for psychopaths to enjoy, but its pretty much an effortless way. Go out in a cool way, don't be an ass about it and do it in a closet. Why don't you jump off of the statue of liberty? (If you live in the US) That'll be a first.
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: jekyll on June 08, 2013, 08:57 pm
Starting a heroin habit > swallow a gram of cyanide.

^^ My new motto!

This person is just trolling.  Anyone who is serious about killing themselves, A. Doesn't ask about it in a forum post, and B. Uses a gun, because the only thing worse than failing at all the other things in your life, is failing at suicide.
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: tabs4me on June 08, 2013, 09:40 pm
Dont try to kill yourself! no matter how hard life is its still worth living. you need help man... I can't believe people are actually giving him ways to kill himself. Thats fuckin terrible
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: Luceo777 on June 08, 2013, 10:09 pm
On the way way off chance this isn't a troll thread:

What if suicide makes it worse? You'll never know until it's too late. Count your blessings and do someone a good turn. It's a short movie anyway, you don't really have to leave at intermission.

If OP be trollin well then back to your regularly scheduled program...
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: Baggie on June 08, 2013, 10:17 pm
Dude I know where you are mentally right now as I've been there. I Attempted slitting my wrists and guess what? Things got better: Please order some shrooms or acid and help yourself realize the greatness of life my friend :D

I know that many will call bullshit as I do not know who any of you are but I really do love every one of you very much :-* We need you on earth and it will affect so many in a negative way if you leave. My best friend hung himself and none of us have been right since. Please remember that everything always turns out the right way as the cosmos has planned out :)

I Love You <3
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: silo on June 08, 2013, 11:38 pm
dont do it , you never know who or what will enter your life tomorrow
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: AlA777 on June 09, 2013, 07:43 pm
 hi, with all respect to your decision, you have full right to handle with your life as you want! I believe there is sacred purpose in our life, so try find your life path a make some valuable, go read books to children in Oncology.. they want what you wont!

{excuse my terrible english} 
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: hchoman on June 09, 2013, 09:23 pm
You could drink embalming fluid and kill two birds with one stone
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: tree on June 09, 2013, 09:54 pm
Refusing to read your post because this is the most ridiculous troll ever, but here:

Scopolamine, potassium cyanide, heroin, or a high dose of phenobarbital. It'll put you into a coma and you will die. Add alcohol, and you will die for sure.

I suggest phenobarbital. If you're serious, thanks for cleansing the gene pool.
What you're looking for is not PHENObarbital but PENTObarbital, they're not the same thing! Phenobarbital isn't that strong and an overdose will make you sleep for 3-4 days, and you'll be at the hospital already by then. Pentobarbital is much more effective, it's used for euthanasia, but it's not available on SR. Scopolamine isn't really that dangerous either, it'll take way too much time to kill you if it does and it's not that likely to kill you.
A gram of morphine or *pure* heroin orally is said to be enough to kill you but it also take some time, so IV it. If you're serious you can buy pure fentanyl and IV or even snort 100mgs. Mix with GHB and other downers for extra lulz.

But seriously there's lots of ways to kill yourself and you don't seem that motivated or else you would know how to do it..

As other have said you're better off doing drugs for fun even if you'll get addicted or just order some tramadol, speed or opiates, it works good as antidepressants, not like real antidepressants like venlafaxine and stuff. It's addictive but it's better to be addicted that to die.
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: iLoveTaffy on June 09, 2013, 10:02 pm
Refusing to read your post because this is the most ridiculous troll ever, but here:

Scopolamine, potassium cyanide, heroin, or a high dose of phenobarbital. It'll put you into a coma and you will die. Add alcohol, and you will die for sure.

I suggest phenobarbital. If you're serious, thanks for cleansing the gene pool.
What you're looking for is not PHENObarbital but PENTObarbital, they're not the same thing! Phenobarbital isn't that strong and an overdose will make you sleep for 3-4 days, and you'll be at the hospital already by then. Pentobarbital is much more effective, it's used for euthanasia, but it's not available on SR. Scopolamine isn't really that dangerous either, it'll take way too much time to kill you if it does and it's not that likely to kill you.
A gram of morphine or *pure* heroin orally is said to be enough to kill you but it also take some time, so IV it. If you're serious you can buy pure fentanyl and IV or even snort 100mgs. Mix with GHB and other downers for extra lulz.

But seriously there's lots of ways to kill yourself and you don't seem that motivated or else you would know how to do it..

As other have said you're better off doing drugs for fun even if you'll get addicted or just order some tramadol, speed or opiates, it works good as antidepressants, not like real antidepressants like venlafaxine and stuff. It's addictive but it's better to be addicted that to die.

Yes, I know it's not available here, hence my suggestion of PHENObarbital. If you take enough, you're gonna die. It's still a barbiturate. If you take alcohol with it, it's almost guaranteed.
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: M8R-3jt393 on June 09, 2013, 10:44 pm
for those who think this is a trolll...

this is a nice way to brainstorm to 50 posts... ;-)

 :P

Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: blacksmith on June 09, 2013, 10:59 pm
You still alive fucker? god your pathetic, cant even kill yourself... talk about a failiure
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: SourGrapes on June 10, 2013, 12:02 am
wow.

i have no idea if this is a troll or not, but just on the chance it isnt, listen to everyone who says to pick up a drug habit instead. i think you'll find a new reason to live, if only to be high. and the time that buys you, can maybe lead you to another reason to live.

never kack yourself when heroin is an option. it's much nicer than a wooden box.

after all, you say you've got nothing to lose.
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: acidicmonkey on June 10, 2013, 01:07 am
Dont kill yourself. Stupid thing to do. sleep on it.
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: blacksmith on June 10, 2013, 01:13 am
before you off yourself take out a health insurance policy so your family gets a couple mill when you die. selfish fuck
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: iLoveTaffy on June 10, 2013, 01:35 am
Seriously, the smartest thing to do when suicidal is pick up a damn drug habit. It WILL extend your life, even if it's a shitty way to live (at least you won't FEEL like it's a shitty way to live), and as SourGrapes said, that time might give you another reason to live. Plus, heroin is awesome.
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: JessieJames on June 10, 2013, 02:05 am
After reading your posts you seem like a good person. I want too help you in anyway I can. Please send me a PM and we can work through any issues you have. If I need to then I will even take a few days off work. Please feel free to contact me.
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: banginon1808 on June 10, 2013, 02:15 am
Hi, I'm thinking of suicide and i wounder if anyone got any ideas on what i can take that would kill me.

I have tried 3 times before, first time i tried eating Taxus baccata and i had to go to the ER(my parents found me) Second time i tried to hang myself, but my leather belt snapped(P.S I'm not fat, i weight around 70kg) third time i tried OD on heroin, tried 3 gram but it wasn't heroin so I was just laying outside in the rain for like 1 day but it was very cold so i was cooled down to 27 degrees Celsius and then the police found me and sent me to the ER.

So this is not the first time,
I'm thinking of doing OD on scopolamine, does that work? If it does how much do you need to take and how the effect? how do you feel the last minuets/hours (p.s it need to kill me before 16 hours have passed.
My other idea is trying heroin again. But this time buy 1 gram from 3 different dealers, so the chance that it's real is bigger. I'm also thinking of taking maybe sleeping pills and laying in a bath tube and fill it up with water. will that work? or does that only works in the movies?

Thanks in advance!



dont try xanax whatever u do i took 200mg's once instead of dieing i got very violent!then i tryed to strangle myself twice with my clothing in the police cells!!! but im kinda glad it didnt work!!    theres other people that need to die before me police child molesters etc etc!!!
go out with a bang dont go quietly!!!!

and taffy take your self righteous moral bullshit and fuck off noone wants to hear it!!!

thats  y people come here!!!
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: banginon1808 on June 10, 2013, 02:18 am
taffy is there anyway u could die????? plz??????
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: iLoveTaffy on June 10, 2013, 02:36 am
taffy is there anyway u could die????? plz??????

What in the crap are you talking about, nigger? I'm speaking honestly and true. I not only gave him ways to kill himself, I gave him reasons to live.

You, on the other hand, should shove a mason jar up your ass.

And you took 200mg Xanax trying to kill yourself? LMFAO. I've taken 1g of diazepam and 300mg temazepam at the same time before. 200mg Xanax wouldn't kill anyone. The LD50 for practically any benzodiazepine is so high that you can't fit enough of the drug into your body.

Fuck you're stupid.
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: banginon1808 on June 10, 2013, 02:41 am
hahahaha yeah i am stupid!!! but i aint a nigger!! lol i would definitely kill myself if i was hahahaha


when im all grown up i wanna be intelligent like u taffy     lmfao
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: banginon1808 on June 10, 2013, 02:42 am
damn more neg karma

WHAT AM I GOING TO DO NOW AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: iLoveTaffy on June 10, 2013, 02:54 am
I'd kill myself if I were a nigger too, lol. And here, have some more negative karma.
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: banginon1808 on June 10, 2013, 03:01 am
im takin my bat n ball n goin home now!!!    neg karma i just cant handle it!!
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: iLoveTaffy on June 10, 2013, 03:10 am
im takin my bat n ball n goin home now!!!    neg karma i just cant handle it!!

8)
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: 1682_anon on June 10, 2013, 03:20 am
This thread delivers. Worried about OP, amused by all the brainstorming. Here's my suggestion: seek professional help.

That said, I would do it with a Luger and single bullet. Cyanide optional. It won't leave a pretty corpse, but it will do the job!
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: iLoveTaffy on June 10, 2013, 03:34 am
This thread delivers. Worried about OP, amused by all the brainstorming. Here's my suggestion: seek professional help.

That said, I would do it with a Luger and single bullet. Cyanide optional. It won't leave a pretty corpse, but it will do the job!

Depending on the dose of cyanide, it won't leave a pretty corpse either. Blood will seep from your anus and mouth. That would not be fun.

Personally, professional help never works. Just do shit on your own. If you're going to kill yourself, take up the needle. It'll be the best decision of your life.
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: blacksmith on June 10, 2013, 05:15 am
OP you dead yet?

yea i gota bunch of negative karma its fuckin niggery. just god damn registered too. all because i called them damn towelheads sand flee cow piss lovin terrorists
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: cicatrix on June 10, 2013, 05:46 am
you can get that here?
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: TheJoker on June 10, 2013, 07:27 am
Don't be stupid.
Go google 'world is your oyster' >.>

if you insist then I'd say heroine is the way to go, go out in bliss.
Recently had someone I know swallow 5g MDMA without success, don't go doing that.\
Otherwise most depressants (sleeping pills etc) + alcohol..
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: barbequehax on June 10, 2013, 08:20 am
Drop some MDMA, take a walk and then you won't consider suicide as valid option anymore.
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: teeminus on June 10, 2013, 08:35 am
I agree with the Pentobarbital (Nembutal), M. Monroe and Garland did. You'll need 6-10 grams to have the last sleep of your life. Put a large size plastic bag over your head for suffucation insurance with a large rubber band. Make sure you mail out some letters so they can find you before your body stinks up the place. If you can't get the Nembutal, as it seems like one of the hardest things to get at the moment, go get a  tank of helium(balloon gas). Put a tube under your head bag and slowly turn it on. Make sure your sitting or you fall down and rip the bag open. For your info.....These two methods are rated peaceful one-two on the seniors say-goodbye chart. See I psychi first to see if you qualify though.  :) :) :)
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: The Invisible Man on June 10, 2013, 09:27 am
dear troll with the death wish: Read 'Final Exit' get a big tank of helium and a hood. stop wasting your time and ours, drama queen. ****eye roll***.
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: M8R-3jt393 on June 10, 2013, 09:45 am
hi

so did you finally commit suicide ?

Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: kpaxhe on June 10, 2013, 07:37 pm
Im sry for slow respond, but i see that everyone thinks im a troll. Tho i think you should save my username in a notepad and check my use in a month or so. I can upload a pic of all the stuff when i got them :)

I can't get a gun, and i can't get alkohol. The only things i can get my hands on is stuff from sr. So Im thinking of making big mix of all the different drugs that have been suggested in this tread. That better kill me :)
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: tree on June 10, 2013, 07:51 pm
Im sry for slow respond, but i see that everyone thinks im a troll. Tho i think you should save my username in a notepad and check my use in a month or so. I can upload a pic of all the stuff when i got them :)

I can't get a gun, and i can't get alkohol. The only things i can get my hands on is stuff from sr. So Im thinking of making big mix of all the different drugs that have been suggested in this tread. That better kill me :)
You're under 16 and want to kill yourself? You really should reconsider, if you're not a troll. You can't really say you failed at life if you're 15. At least use heroin recreationally!
Please don't upload a picture of your dead body, your suicide drugs or other things like that.
How come you have so much money in bitcoins to buy so much drugs if you're so young? It doesn't seem very plausible.
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: kpaxhe on June 10, 2013, 08:06 pm
Im sry for slow respond, but i see that everyone thinks im a troll. Tho i think you should save my username in a notepad and check my use in a month or so. I can upload a pic of all the stuff when i got them :)

I can't get a gun, and i can't get alkohol. The only things i can get my hands on is stuff from sr. So Im thinking of making big mix of all the different drugs that have been suggested in this tread. That better kill me :)
You're under 16 and want to kill yourself? You really should reconsider, if you're not a troll. You can't really say you failed at life if you're 15. At least use heroin recreationally!
Please don't upload a picture of your dead body, your suicide drugs or other things like that.
How come you have so much money in bitcoins to buy so much drugs if you're so young? It doesn't seem very plausible.

Im 18. But in my country you need to be 20 to buy alcohol(to bring home, you can buy in food places and bars but you can't take it with you) and to get a gun you need to own like a forest so you can hunt animals :/ The first time i bought heroin I had a summer job. But this time I got money from the government because im Coeliac disease, i don't know if it's called that. but you can't eat gluten/bread etc.

I looked into this but it seems like i need to get 7 different drugs and i wounder. Would the post office wounder if i got like 7 strange mails in 2 weeks? and Maybe open them? Is it better to just buy heroin and then take like 3 gram and  then lay in a bath tube full with water and sink under and die that way?
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: tree on June 10, 2013, 08:15 pm
Im sry for slow respond, but i see that everyone thinks im a troll. Tho i think you should save my username in a notepad and check my use in a month or so. I can upload a pic of all the stuff when i got them :)

I can't get a gun, and i can't get alkohol. The only things i can get my hands on is stuff from sr. So Im thinking of making big mix of all the different drugs that have been suggested in this tread. That better kill me :)
You're under 16 and want to kill yourself? You really should reconsider, if you're not a troll. You can't really say you failed at life if you're 15. At least use heroin recreationally!
Please don't upload a picture of your dead body, your suicide drugs or other things like that.
How come you have so much money in bitcoins to buy so much drugs if you're so young? It doesn't seem very plausible.

Im 18. But in my country you need to be 20 to buy alcohol(to bring home, you can buy in food places and bars but you can't take it with you) and to get a gun you need to own like a forest so you can hunt animals :/ The first time i bought heroin I had a summer job. But this time I got money from the government because im Coeliac disease, i don't know if it's called that. but you can't eat gluten/bread etc.

I looked into this but it seems like i need to get 7 different drugs and i wounder. Would the post office wounder if i got like 7 strange mails in 2 weeks? and Maybe open them? Is it better to just buy heroin and then take like 3 gram and  then lay in a bath tube full with water and sink under and die that way?
Well I thought you were from Germany because of how you spelled "alkohol", which is why I thought you were under 16. I think it's better to order some MDMA, take 100mgs and think about it again :P And LSD too. You have nothing to lose if you're gonna kill yourself anyways, so at least try. I don't think not being able to eat gluten is so horrible that killing yourself is better though.
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: kpaxhe on June 10, 2013, 08:26 pm
Im sry for slow respond, but i see that everyone thinks im a troll. Tho i think you should save my username in a notepad and check my use in a month or so. I can upload a pic of all the stuff when i got them :)

I can't get a gun, and i can't get alkohol. The only things i can get my hands on is stuff from sr. So Im thinking of making big mix of all the different drugs that have been suggested in this tread. That better kill me :)
You're under 16 and want to kill yourself? You really should reconsider, if you're not a troll. You can't really say you failed at life if you're 15. At least use heroin recreationally!
Please don't upload a picture of your dead body, your suicide drugs or other things like that.
How come you have so much money in bitcoins to buy so much drugs if you're so young? It doesn't seem very plausible.

Im 18. But in my country you need to be 20 to buy alcohol(to bring home, you can buy in food places and bars but you can't take it with you) and to get a gun you need to own like a forest so you can hunt animals :/ The first time i bought heroin I had a summer job. But this time I got money from the government because im Coeliac disease, i don't know if it's called that. but you can't eat gluten/bread etc.

I looked into this but it seems like i need to get 7 different drugs and i wounder. Would the post office wounder if i got like 7 strange mails in 2 weeks? and Maybe open them? Is it better to just buy heroin and then take like 3 gram and  then lay in a bath tube full with water and sink under and die that way?
Well I thought you were from Germany because of how you spelled "alkohol", which is why I thought you were under 16. I think it's better to order some MDMA, take 100mgs and think about it again :P And LSD too. You have nothing to lose if you're gonna kill yourself anyways, so at least try. I don't think not being able to eat gluten is so horrible that killing yourself is better though.

Oh no i spelled it alkohol first but firefox wanted me to change it :P Thats not why i want to killmyself. Thats why i got money to buy bitcoins. I have been feeling like for for years and i have tried mdma once. But didn't get a big hit, didn't take much. But i don't think that would change anything. Tried alot of other drugs, don't think they can change my mind.
I might try them but i don't want to wait so long before i die so i don't think i can try lsd before i die :/
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: tree on June 10, 2013, 09:03 pm
If you don't have some sort of terminal illness then you're just depressed and you shouldn't kill yourself because of that... Do drugs and it will give you a new outlook on life. At worst you can just get addicted to heroin or something, as others have said.
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: blacksmith on June 14, 2013, 05:19 pm
buy some quality mdma from sr and go out and do something where theres alot of people. you will reconsider killing yourself
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: AlteredConscious on June 17, 2013, 07:09 am
Go out in a bang first. Try a good bong hit of the strongest Salvia you can find with a torch lighter. After that you might want to stay here a little longer before going back where we come from.
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: LoveIsTheCure on June 17, 2013, 08:44 am
Ok after reading this through I'm leaning towards this not being a troll... Some posters here must be feeling pretty bad themselves for giving such negative feedback ( I get it if you think this is just a troll thread, but my guess is this is someone who is really lost . .  .  )

If you kill yourself you will have to view your failure in life from the other side.

Your only 18, there is still many possibilities. In couple of years things might change, and you would see all differently. And writing that you can't handle waiting couple of weeks for taking LSD, well man couple of months exploring won't make much difference if your anyway going . . .

I recommend though on your case MDMA. Buy f.exp. 2-3 grams. And take about 150mg dose each time (with 50mg extra after one hour). Should kick strong enough. Do it maybe first time alone, try to look into what is in the core of your problems , and think of possible solutions.
Then in weeks time, if you felt comfortable with MDMA experience, go to some safe environment where you can see some people, or just go to nature. This drug can get you connected to your soul, to the very essence why you are here . Cause no matter how shit you feel about yourself now , there is still ways to find some meaning to your life   ... 
Also if you still go to therapy it might be even good idea to take MDMA just before, maybe would get you talk about things in deeper way, and you could continue the process later on alone.
Downside on that is that your therapist probably wouldn't allow it, so you could not tell him/her that your under influence.
You will most probably regret the decision of killing yourself after you've done it . . .  So give it a thought for couple months at least, and do the MDMA program. . .   :)
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: RFTS on June 17, 2013, 08:47 am
In the off chance this isn't a troll...maybe you should think about it, you've tried 3 times and failed every time your life has greater meaning then you know.
Title: Re: suicide drug/posion
Post by: seafrog92 on June 17, 2013, 09:04 am
BTW if you buy a drug here to kill yourself, be sure to do a FE on it!! or review it in the forum here....
:-)

yeah or your vendor will kill your ass