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Title: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: saranottegan on April 30, 2013, 12:49 pm
PLEASE IGNORE-------------------------------------------------->>>>

I know i'm an idiot for not keeping a larger stash for something like this...but i was placing an order right before all of this stuff happened so i'd transferrred my btc to SR. now i'm running out of drugs, the btc i do have - i can't get to and i don;t know anywhere to get dope in my area. i can't be the only one. y'allare out there, right?!
i've got a friend who can get me some a nice amount of cash tomorrrow to turn into btc. but i've never bought on blacklisted loaded or whatever it is and i realllly don't want to. but i don't know what else to do. what are y'all doing to get by? ideas? suggestions? ?

helpful please...no trolling "junkie-name calling" please

<------------------------------------------------------------PLEASE IGNORE


feeling better thanks to a friend... to all of you in my previous spot, i hope the site opens up asap.

motek, you don't know me... Karma is a friend of mine, in *real* life, I mean. and ya know, I looked back in my notebook.... you're right that i do owe .04btc - please expect double that once the site is back up... I have a bad memory that has nothing to do with drugs. Calling me out like that, instead of just PMing to remind me....it's just childish.


It's funny, I'd think a website where everyone purports to be on drugs and/or the legalization of them,  would be a nicer, happier, more positive place. Thanks to all of you who weren't spreading negativity throughout this thread.
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: alagandar on April 30, 2013, 01:06 pm
I feel for ya i really do.I am in the same boat but luckily i have a friend who gets methadone carries that i can buy from him that keep the sickness away.
I know a lot of people think it is like betraying SR to buy from another site when they are going through these trying times and i can see their point.It is one thing to wait if your drug of choice is cocaine or pot or something like that but with opiates it is a whole other ball game.Dopesickness sucks real bad!I am afraid your only option would be either to tough it out or buy from another service of the darknet as you can not cop anything in your area!
Sorry i could not be more help wish you all the best and hope things work out!
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: saranottegan on April 30, 2013, 01:12 pm
I feel for ya i really do.I am in the same boat but luckily i have a friend who gets methadone carries that i can buy from him that keep the sickness away.
I know a lot of people think it is like betraying SR to buy from another site when they are going through these trying times and i can see their point.It is one thing to wait if your drug of choice is cocaine or pot or something like that but with opiates it is a whole other ball game.Dopesickness sucks real bad!I am afraid your only option would be either to tough it out or buy from another service of the darknet as you can not cop anything in your area!
Sorry i could not be more help wish you all the best and hope things work out!

yeah...you're right. this shit is the worst. do you know anyone that's tried blackmarket reloaded, i think it's called. i'm worried to even try a new site because SR is the best
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: anton on April 30, 2013, 01:21 pm
My philosophy is to accept what life provides. This is a chance to come off for a while and rethink life with different brain chemistry. I'm still glad i got a stash of 3dames tramadol to mix with caffeine for euphoria and ease the come downs/back pain.
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: anex45 on April 30, 2013, 01:56 pm
I know i'm an idiot for not keeping a larger stash for something like this...but i was placing an order right before all of this stuff happened so i'd transferrred my btc to SR. now i'm running out of drugs, the btc i do have - i can't get to and i don;t know anywhere to get dope in my area. i can't be the only one. y'allare out there, right?!

i've got a friend who can get me some a nice amount of cash tomorrrow to turn into btc. but i've never bought on blacklisted loaded or whatever it is and i realllly don't want to. but i don't know what else to do. what are y'all doing to get by? ideas? suggestions? ?

helpful please...no trolling "junkie-name calling" please

I feel ya man, I've been addicted to heroin for 10+ years and know the feeling, luckily I have a Methadone clinic 10 minutes walking distance away and can just get Methadone. I highly recommend you come up with a backup plan when SR comes back up because every now and then SR goes does down for days on end out of nowhere (I was completely fucked back in November when SR was down for almost a week and it went down right as I was about to transfer payment to reup my stash).

If you can't get anything at all, try ordering some Bali Kratom...it used to help my withdrawals out a lot (didn't take them all away because I had a huge habit BUT I was able to sleep and at least not go crazy).
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: Jack N Hoff on April 30, 2013, 02:02 pm
I find it crazy that there are opiate addicts that have no other place to get opiates than Silk Road.  So you pay three times street price and wait for your dope to come in the mail?  And when the site isn't available you get dopesick....  Crazy!
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: proj on April 30, 2013, 02:09 pm
I find it crazy that there are opiate addicts that have no other place to get opiates than Silk Road.  So you pay three times street price and wait for your dope to come in the mail?  And when the site isn't available you get dopesick....  Crazy!

It's either SR or have no dope at all. Not everyone can pack up and move to baltimore because of a dope habbit. Same with the prices...
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: nanpa2001 on April 30, 2013, 02:18 pm
This is like the 3rd or the 4th day right? That must explain all the addicts flooding over to [CENSORED: scam link]rky4es5q.onion
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: saranottegan on April 30, 2013, 02:19 pm
I find it crazy that there are opiate addicts that have no other place to get opiates than Silk Road.  So you pay three times street price and wait for your dope to come in the mail?  And when the site isn't available you get dopesick....  Crazy!

It's either SR or have no dope at all. Not everyone can pack up and move to baltimore because of a dope habbit. Same with the prices...

exactly. thanks proj
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: proj on April 30, 2013, 02:25 pm
This is like the 3rd or the 4th day right? That must explain all the addicts flooding over to [CENSORED: scam link]rky4es5q.onion

Poor addicts that can't think properly...I'll check that out in about a year if it's still around.
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: MailMaxDev on April 30, 2013, 02:36 pm
If you're physically addicted to a chemical and SR is your only source for it than you should always be prepared to withdrawal.
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: nanpa2001 on April 30, 2013, 02:49 pm
OK, I posted a letter on the customer support section for a return of the trapped BTCs to those users that chose that option in their SR settings.

http://dkn255hz262ypmii.onion/index.php?topic=153484.0
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: dr gonzo on April 30, 2013, 03:02 pm
If you're physically addicted to a chemical and SR is your only source for it than you should always be prepared to withdrawal.
+1 True that. Got my butt kicked a few times relying on SR. Been clean for a few weeks now and I feel great. I feel for you OP, addiction is a tough thing to deal with. Sending positive vibes your way. :)
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: crackistan on April 30, 2013, 03:37 pm
Man am I lucky then. I fucked off a month of fentanyl patches in a week. So then I ordered some fent from the road. I hope it gets here soon. Anyways, there is a park across the street and I watch the dealers do their thing and go. People dont sell on the street here, but the meet at the park after a phone call.

Anyways, I walk up on one of the guys and tell him my situation and he hooks me up. 1/4 gram really about .20 or .15 even but they cost 20 bucks each. Now he is out so I am eating pills. Luckily I have several assorted remaining.
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: Spedly on April 30, 2013, 03:46 pm
This is a consequence of the life path you chose. Your only option is to try to stay positive and accept the situation the best you can. Maybe it's the universe telling you it's time to make another choice. Good luck.
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: Johnny_Early on April 30, 2013, 05:44 pm
Hey OP.... Sorry to hear you're starting to feel shitty. Is it possible to get into a suboxone program? I know that some will take you same day if you are starting to w.d.
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: Johnny_Early on April 30, 2013, 05:45 pm
This is a consequence of the life path you chose. Your only option is to try to stay positive and accept the situation the best you can. Maybe it's the universe telling you it's time to make another choice. Good luck.


How about go fuck yourself.

Are you gonna tell him to repent and turn to Jesus too?
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: forestgal3 on April 30, 2013, 05:53 pm
Get some loperamide.It always saves me when I'm in a pinch.There is a lot of info in the net on how to use it.
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: m4rc0 on April 30, 2013, 06:36 pm
Im in the same boat. I have all this suboxone.  I hate that shit though. Hopefully i can find someone in my area with real dope
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: motek on April 30, 2013, 06:39 pm
Gee saranottegan ...... karma's a bitch eh? 

"we"  are STILL WAITING on You Returning those Btcs you "borrowed" ......remember?  :-\ 
"we" think you Do  :(

  Funny how life does this stuff .... Usually there's a lesson to be learned here  :-\

 motek 'believes'  "you get what you give, just not where you gave it"

We had a 'similar problem' last sunday night,  but (as usual) all it took was ONE ph call and the "problem" was 'fixed' (pun intended ;D)
You see, the people  motek deals with TRUST motek ... and vice versa ...."credit? NO problems" Coz motek ALWAYS pays their accounts ESPCIALLY when the other person has 'gone out of their way, to help you'  as my mate did about 1:45am monday morning when I woke him to ask IF he would "help us out" till we next caught up?

What did he DO? 
 Why,  He  put a  gram of fire gear in his letterbox and told me to come and get it,  ;D 8)  and pay him "next time"

That's what You Need Saranottegan!   Gee you have an appropriate user nym!


Wanna try "hanging out BADLY"  ..... just get a prescribed 700mg per day morph habit for a few years .....and then get thrown in jail ,,,remanded.
  12 days of HELL, before they finally gave me 40mgs of methadone, coz I had to go to court, and I was  still  'too sick'
Now THAT was pretty gnarly, and we've come off  a "gram a day" of Pure #4 cold!  Not nice BUT coming off the MSC was MUCH worse :o :(

m m m motek 



Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: appletnj on April 30, 2013, 06:58 pm
not sure where you are but if you can buy co-codamol over the counter, which is quite a common painkiller and do a cold water extraction to take away the paracetamol (acetaminophen), leaving you with just the codeine. Do it properly and you can take quite a few at once which should keep the sickness away until SR gets back up.

I strongly advise that you do some research on cold water extraction as paracetamol can do some harm if taken in large quantities so you must get rid of that shit! Use a small amount of water and you will be fine.

Good luck ;)

Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: m4rc0 on April 30, 2013, 07:48 pm
i feel your pain
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: serenedion on April 30, 2013, 07:58 pm
buy  co-codamol from 1 chemist then ibuprofen and codeine from another take 3 of each 3 times every 4 hours
this will buy you time to get some opiates off of kind silk road folk untill this is over
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: motek on April 30, 2013, 08:03 pm
who are you talking about AV?  motek  or   saranottegan

You post a lot but you dont actually say much?
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: blowdrobro on April 30, 2013, 08:13 pm
Damn I feel for you guys. Opiate addiction sounds pretty rough. Hopefully SR come back up and we can all be happy :).
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: rabbitbow on April 30, 2013, 08:17 pm
i genuinely do not understand how a person could have a consistent dope habit (in which serious withdrawal would be experienced) just from buying on SR.  that would take a shit load of money and a shit load of planning.   this is coming from an ex-addict.

OP - um, methadone clinic..?
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: mrlavish on April 30, 2013, 08:24 pm
I find it crazy that there are opiate addicts that have no other place to get opiates than Silk Road.  So you pay three times street price and wait for your dope to come in the mail?  And when the site isn't available you get dopesick....  Crazy!

I'm not judging the OP, but this is the reason I and my buddy only buy from SR, to keep us in check. If I had a IRL connect I would be fucked and strung out probably. The whole process here is what keeps me from getting out of control.

The ones I dont' understand are the supposed cancer/chronic pain patients who come on here for their meds. If you have a legit prescription, why the fuck would you come on here to pay for meds at 20x the price and hassle. If you can afford to pay for and maintain a habit like that through SR, you can afford multiple Docs.
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: motek on April 30, 2013, 08:26 pm
you can get a fair 'habit' from a couple of grams of good dope used daily!   TSR prices are cheap! 

Plan a bit and you can get yourself a healthy habit for a few hundred bucks a week...in motek's opinion fwiw
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: motek on April 30, 2013, 08:32 pm
@ mrlavish  ...with "pain patients" ..... even though they might get drugs from a dr, they usually  aren't  "enough" to get stoned on .... unless you take 3 days worth . . . . which aint worth the hassle of trying to "explain"  to your  Dr  "why" you a 'short' ....so TSR fills those gaps!

Where I'm from, most major pain meds are SO strictly controlled . . . and get done for dr shopping .... and the ONLY strong opiate you will be able to get is methadone or buprenorphine (subutext)
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: rabbitbow on April 30, 2013, 08:33 pm
motek - for realz?  since i've joined the road, the halfway decent dope has rarely been less than 150-200 a gram... guess i'm missing something
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: motek on May 01, 2013, 03:53 am
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motek - for realz?  since i've joined the road, the halfway decent dope has rarely been less than 150-200 a gram... guess i'm missing something

Yeah I guess ....If i were to use daily for a week I'd have a healthy habit ....and be sick for 3-5 days before I started to feel ok!

As for the dope itself...I've been gertting 2g's of great #3 for about 250-280  IIRC  :)    (had a fair few 'varieties' of gurds recently!)

great coke and nice smack go hand in hand in our world  ;D ;D and a touch of molli just to fill the gap...Oh, and some benzos to take the edge off big shots of C ;)


pm me if you want the source ;)
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: MC Haberdasher on May 01, 2013, 04:02 am
Get some loperamide.It always saves me when I'm in a pinch.There is a lot of info in the net on how to use it.

Find someone with a sams club card and get tons of loperamide for cheap.  It's sold as an anti-diarrhea OTC medication.


That, and some clonazepam.
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: motek on May 01, 2013, 02:24 pm
Yep clonazepam is the best bezo for motek to take when hanging out!  IDK why, but it helps more than  any of the others for us
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: mrlavish on May 01, 2013, 05:49 pm
@ mrlavish  ...with "pain patients" ..... even though they might get drugs from a dr, they usually  aren't  "enough" to get stoned on .... unless you take 3 days worth . . . . which aint worth the hassle of trying to "explain"  to your  Dr  "why" you a 'short' ....so TSR fills those gaps!

Where I'm from, most major pain meds are SO strictly controlled . . . and get done for dr shopping .... and the ONLY strong opiate you will be able to get is methadone or buprenorphine (subutext)

I agree with you motek, my point was that if you are truly in pain and sick you will have access to pain meds via your doctor. So why would you want to have to deal with the hassle  and prices to purchase items off of SR. If you can afford to maintain a habit via SR, you can afford health care.

Now there is a big difference between opiate dependent and opiate addicted. It's the want to get high addicted person who is hitting up SR.
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: DanDanTheIceCreamMan on May 02, 2013, 01:02 pm
@saranottegan Don't get mad at Motek for calling you out. Yes it may have been a little rude the way he went about it, but it's a lot more rude to not pay someone back when you said you would. I know you said you forgot and I'm sure you probably did, but almost all of the people in the spare coins thread that don't pay back(which is a good amount) when reminded by someone always just say they forgot. When someone goes out of they way to help you, you should make it a priority to make sure you get them back. The person shouldn't have to remind you. With that said though, I do really think that you just forgot and I'm happy to see you're going to put some more shapes back in motek's box.
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: saranottegan on May 03, 2013, 07:53 am
@saranottegan Don't get mad at Motek for calling you out. Yes it may have been a little rude the way he went about it, but it's a lot more rude to not pay someone back when you said you would. I know you said you forgot and I'm sure you probably did, but almost all of the people in the spare coins thread that don't pay back(which is a good amount) when reminded by someone always just say they forgot. When someone goes out of they way to help you, you should make it a priority to make sure you get them back. The person shouldn't have to remind you. With that said though, I do really think that you just forgot and I'm happy to see you're going to put some more shapes back in motek's box.

Hey DanDan!! I wasn't mad. I was way too busy being sick and sober. That combo can put most in a bad mood! So I start using attitude and being pedantic.

I hope to be on here more loaning than borrowing. And buying less frequently!  Oh, and Dan! I actually did loan AnnoymousAddict a little bit, which promptly paid me back for, plus a little extra I think :)  You actually had me on a list where I'd loaned - it felt GREAT!

Havea great night, y'all ;-)
Title: Re: beginning stages of dopesickness/btcs stuck on SR
Post by: motek on May 05, 2013, 05:00 am
Fuck Yeah! Sara!  You keep going hard grrrl ... motek SO understands and here's an internet hug!

 Thanks for being you, and being human!

Much love from motek

P.S and Dan, we love you too, you're special, really nice ice cream. kepp it up amigo ...and BOS ...well you're the Boss, Hi bro, see y'all about soon

m m m motek