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Title: The jig is up, I'll be gone for awhile.
Post by: Gary Oak on June 02, 2012, 09:08 pm
I'd like to thank everyone for being a part of this great community and I'll miss some of you very much. Sorry to Limetless and ThePotDoctor, but it'll be impossible to try those beautiful samples you both were generous enough to send me. This place means a lot to me. :-[ Without giving away personal details, I can only really say suicide is the only option I have left. Rehab or prison is not something I'm capable of handling, so I guess this might be goodbye. See you all on the other side.

Gary Oak signing off.
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Post by: awesome1126 on June 02, 2012, 09:15 pm
Sorry buddy, wish you could post some details. sending good vibes your way.
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Post by: diskoking23 on June 02, 2012, 09:34 pm
Noooooo... Be cool Gaz!!
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Post by: gtgeorgz on June 02, 2012, 09:39 pm
remember man the good things in life are free. you probably don't realise it but whatever it is you can turn it around! I guess youre going through hell right now, well keep going, dont give up. there's always light at the end of the tunnel. Speak to people IRL about your problems, that helps a lot, especially family. good luck man, peace <3
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Post by: Prawl42 on June 02, 2012, 09:40 pm
Woah sorry to here mate i really hope you can push thought suicide is not always the only option, If you need to talk PM
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Post by: klaw239 on June 02, 2012, 09:50 pm
Gary I do not know what is troubling you or what has you hurting in such a bad way but coming from someone who too has had a lot of personal grief as well  being born a manic depressant and seldom happy unless I use a substance of some kind. That is what many do not understand. As human beings we are all born wirred different and it is all chemicals in the brain. Some people are happy go lucky some sad and depressed for no reason at all. Some have energy some  feel sluggish.

The drugs many of us get off here to feel good or happy or have energy is just the chemicals that we were born not having that most other people do. Same as some people are born with CP or a mental illness. It is not our fault we need these chemicals in our brains to make us function and be happy and enjoy day to day life.

As far as suicide please remember  there is no coming back and if you do this  if you have ones in your life you love you will just burden them with this pain for the rest of their lives. "AND THIS TOO SHALL PASS"

IT IS ALWAYS DARKEST BEFORE THE DAWN.  I do not know your situation or finances  but if you can find something that brings you happiness for a day and if you have done it all try new things you think you might not like. Who knows you might discover another door has been opened to your inner happiness.

I have no idea who you are but as one human being to another I want you to be happy and I want you to stay alive and enjoy gods gifts. The evil ones who look down on us and want us in a cage will answer to god for it. Whatever god it is this or that person worships because any god must be a good god or he would not have put us all here together. My opinion anyways.

It may mean nothing to you   but I do care about you. Stay safe in all you do. Be good to everyone  and in the end you will be the one with a smile and a happy heart.  Karma comes to those who are bad and immoral.
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Post by: souledout on June 02, 2012, 11:21 pm
fuckin hell !   :(

stay strong man, don't take the cowards way out, think of your family bro they love and cherish you and you will absolutely destroy the people who care about you if you go through with this !  You have friends here and the world will still be here when you get out

I felt the same before I went inside for the first time, BUT Prison really  ISNT that bad, sure it aint great either, but whats the worst that can happen, you get killed ?

I dont know what prisons are like where you are from or course.

shit , im no psychiatrist so i hope this doesnt make things seem any worse for you :(
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Post by: klaw239 on June 02, 2012, 11:48 pm
Of this person really goes through with this I hope any LEO's reading it are fucking happy and  pat them selves on the back. Assuming this person is a good moral human being  he has been forced to this  for what LEO?

Trying to pursue his own happiness and in doing so hurting no one? Breaking only laws written by corrupt politicians.

Is one good human beings life worth it? Is one of your fellow officers lives worth it uphoading these UN-american and against the constitution laws put in place to line the pockets of the powers to be?  IS IT??

I swear GOD has a place waiting in hell for some of these people who uphold and support these unjust evil laws.

We are hurting no one and if you can not understand that or better yet  fail to have the strength to stand up against  what is IMMORAL and hurting good innocent people while  you support evil cruel criminals in their endeavor to make money and not caring who they kill or hurt in doing so then you are just as evil as they are.

If any of you LEO's go to church  on sunday stop going cause god might forgive you if you repent in your heart but so long as you hound  hunt and cause this type of thing and put children's mothers and fathers  in prison and away from them then I can assure you most certainty he is looking down on you with a frown and  are nothing more that a tool used by the evil that has brainwashed you.  GO to LEAP and hear and see the truth.  "Law Enforcement against Prohibition"   let your fellow dea gents and officers and judges and prosecutors tell you  what I am telling you.

This truly turns my stomach.  So much I have to block it out. I have never stolen a dime from anyone or hurt anyone or had any ill will or malice towards anyone. All I like to do is get high at home play a video game play guitar  other peaceful activities that bother or hurt no one. Yet you think I belong in a CAGE away from my family and friends.  I pray their is a god cause justice will come one day to some of these people. 
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Post by: my_fake_acct on June 03, 2012, 12:14 am
Gary, please don't do anything crazy. There's help out there... Get in touch with a good lawyer and see what options you have. Suicide is NEVER the only option... fuck, i'd flee to mexico or somewhere in SA before offing myself.

Good luck, brother.
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Post by: fitness_n_herb on June 03, 2012, 12:20 am
Man please be ok. I have been that low before also and "IT is always darkest before the dawn"

Whatever it is, PM me man, It would be an honor and privilege to help. A life can be beautiful. ANYTHING I can do, BTC, a ear to talk to, anything, message me. There are new identity's up on SR. If LEO is on your ass, get across the border. Please, taking your life is something that cant be undone.

Please man, for me, PM me and open up to a trusted member, we are a community.
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Post by: klaw239 on June 03, 2012, 12:41 am
On a quick note of safety if  you PM this individual or he does you and you talk do not tell him your true life stories events or details. These are just dots that can be used to connect a picture.

Prepare for every contingency people.

Take paranoid over regret  any day.
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Post by: Joeyjojojr on June 03, 2012, 01:19 am
Damn man. That sucks, but dont kill yourself. Please, its not the only option. Rehab isnt the end of the world, jail sucks, but you will be out again and life goes on. Dont end it prematurely. Theres no coming back and life is good. There are always other options before suicide. You can make it through this. You have the strength inside of you. Dont give up.

You can make it through this. Gotta fight. Dont give up. You are here for a reason, dont sign off before you figure out what it is. I wish you the best and my prayers are with you.

Peace
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Post by: Caparino on June 03, 2012, 03:00 am
You know what Gary? Fuck these guys. If I had a choice of going to Prison or taking my own life, I'd sooner shove the end of a gun in my mouth. I have way too fucking much family baggage to take my own life, or I would've taken it a long time ago. Remember all those trips you had wondering what's on the other side, after we die? Find out for me man, and possibly let me know as a spirit guide in my next DMT sesh.

You got the balls man, pull the trigger.

-Cap
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Post by: Addy on June 03, 2012, 03:12 am
After spilling my thoughts and abusing the backspace key for a good half hour, I can't seem to come up with a fitting post. So I'll just say goodbye, Gary. I will miss you.
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Post by: Joeyjojojr on June 03, 2012, 03:30 am
You know what Gary? Fuck these guys. If I had a choice of going to Prison or taking my own life, I'd sooner shove the end of a gun in my mouth. I have way too fucking much family baggage to take my own life, or I would've taken it a long time ago. Remember all those trips you had wondering what's on the other side, after we die? Find out for me man, and possibly let me know as a spirit guide in my next DMT sesh.

You got the balls man, pull the trigger.

-Cap

Horrible advice. He said rehab or jail. Whats so bad about rehab? Maybe rehab is what you need Gary. Talking to other people in your situation and addressing the issues that you obviously are struggling with. How the hell is that worse than death? What happens when you pull the trigger and cross over into the next dimension, and instantly you realize that you made a horrible mistake? Theres no going back. You can get through this shit. Its not the end of the world. Theres a lot of good times to come, you just have to make it through this shitty time in your life. Fuck giving any cop or anyone for the mater the satisfaction of ending your life, because all they will say is good riddance. Fuck them. They might lock up your body, but your mind is yours and can never be contained. God speed.
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Post by: t0masz on June 03, 2012, 03:31 am
You know what Gary? Fuck these guys. If I had a choice of going to Prison or taking my own life, I'd sooner shove the end of a gun in my mouth. I have way too fucking much family baggage to take my own life, or I would've taken it a long time ago. Remember all those trips you had wondering what's on the other side, after we die? Find out for me man, and possibly let me know as a spirit guide in my next DMT sesh.

You got the balls man, pull the trigger.

-Cap

Sitting at my computer fucking laughing my ass off
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Post by: German Kraut on June 03, 2012, 11:37 am
There are 3 Bad things about prison i know:
1:Never let your soap fall down !   http://i1224.photobucket.com/albums/ee371/germankraut1/4b9283fa.jpg
2: You get new parents !                 http://i1224.photobucket.com/albums/ee371/germankraut1/a51e0dc9.jpg

Translation:  "Sleeping With the back to the wall  bringĀ“s nothing if  you sleep with an open mouth."
3:  Put a razor blade between your ass, so no cock can come inside your ass without getting damaged.Than sleep with face to the wall only (if you sleep with open mouth)     http://i1224.photobucket.com/albums/ee371/germankraut1/bf05d914.jpg

I hope you dont have to go to prison.I spent 5 years there, but it was fun there (prisons in germany are like holidays.We had a Sauna, sports gym,cable TV ...)
Suicide sucks , relax and take care of you !
Greetings from Germany
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Post by: Limetless on June 03, 2012, 11:40 am
Gaz chill out and come back down to earth mate. Don't do anything silly, it's not worth it even if it's dire straights. Tru playaz never quit and Tru Playaz never die.

Check your messages, PM.
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Post by: slybootz on June 03, 2012, 02:57 pm
I've been to both rehab and jail, definitely things that you can get past.  Honestly, rehab wasn't too bad.  I learned a LOT about myself, my fellow druggies, and walked away from the situation a better person.  It may SOUND horrible, but it's not.  Although I've obviously relapsed and continue my love for mind-altering substances, but it was an experience I grew from as a human being. 
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Post by: nothing on June 04, 2012, 09:30 am
It seems odd, in this situation this is a carefully crafted "suicide online personality" note due to the drug legal nature aspect of the desired alert or warning like how birds warn of predators using different sounding calls. 

To me the information little available reliable is hard to pinpoint exactly how such a situation occured so suddenly as he post merely 6 hours earlier this day. 

He was expecting samples from Limetless, and he says another. 

Why would he say this as his last words?
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Post by: Limetless on June 04, 2012, 09:54 am
It seems odd, in this situation this is a carefully crafted "suicide online personality" note due to the drug legal nature aspect of the desired alert or warning like how birds warn of predators using different sounding calls. 

To me the information little available reliable is hard to pinpoint exactly how such a situation occured so suddenly as he post merely 6 hours earlier this day. 

He was expecting samples from Limetless, and he says another. 

Why would he say this as his last words?
Indeed ,  walks like a duck , quacks like a duck ........

If you mean perhaps there was an issue with my packaging then I highly doubt that, it's stealthy as.
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Post by: Joosy on June 04, 2012, 10:05 am
^ Would barely call it 'stealthy as', maybe 'acceptable'.
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Post by: Limetless on June 04, 2012, 10:20 am
^ Would barely call it 'stealthy as', maybe 'acceptable'.

I changed up recently.
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Post by: Limetless on June 04, 2012, 11:11 am
It seems odd, in this situation this is a carefully crafted "suicide online personality" note due to the drug legal nature aspect of the desired alert or warning like how birds warn of predators using different sounding calls. 

To me the information little available reliable is hard to pinpoint exactly how such a situation occured so suddenly as he post merely 6 hours earlier this day. 

He was expecting samples from Limetless, and he says another. 

Why would he say this as his last words?
Indeed ,  walks like a duck , quacks like a duck ........

If you mean perhaps there was an issue with my packaging then I highly doubt that, it's stealthy as.
My words were not directed at you . I simply voiced out my opinion abut the OP.   
Plus I'm not a user so I cannot judge your handiwork .   Though , that Landy of yours is something else . 
Ex MOD if I'm not mistaken ?

It is indeed Ex MOD. Decommissioned so it's got all the military tech taken out but has all the protection left on. :)
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Post by: Limetless on June 04, 2012, 11:28 am
It seems odd, in this situation this is a carefully crafted "suicide online personality" note due to the drug legal nature aspect of the desired alert or warning like how birds warn of predators using different sounding calls. 

To me the information little available reliable is hard to pinpoint exactly how such a situation occured so suddenly as he post merely 6 hours earlier this day. 

He was expecting samples from Limetless, and he says another. 

Why would he say this as his last words?
Indeed ,  walks like a duck , quacks like a duck ........

If you mean perhaps there was an issue with my packaging then I highly doubt that, it's stealthy as.
My words were not directed at you . I simply voiced out my opinion abut the OP.   
Plus I'm not a user so I cannot judge your handiwork .   Though , that Landy of yours is something else . 
Ex MOD if I'm not mistaken ?

It is indeed Ex MOD. Decommissioned so it's got all the military tech taken out but has all the protection left on. :)
Heh  . Not used to seeing them in white especially a riot class 2 110 .  Asked myself for a moment where the hell did I see it ?  Rare piece of kit .

Yeah I'm quite proud of her. :) It's funny driving it around, everybody gives way to you even if they don't have to lol. They are actually easy to get if you know where to go, can get as many as someone wants so long as I'm given reasonable time frames.
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Post by: quinone on June 04, 2012, 11:44 am
You know what Gary? Fuck these guys. If I had a choice of going to Prison or taking my own life, I'd sooner shove the end of a gun in my mouth. I have way too fucking much family baggage to take my own life, or I would've taken it a long time ago. Remember all those trips you had wondering what's on the other side, after we die? Find out for me man, and possibly let me know as a spirit guide in my next DMT sesh.

You got the balls man, pull the trigger.

-Cap

There are appropriate times to THINK a thought and to SPEAK a thought.  This is not one of the later, you don't go tell someone whose suicidal to please do it if they have the balls.  Shit's gone sour with me twice this year sadly, so this insult comes deeply and passionately from my heart when I call you a filthy piece of shit who needs to keep his dirty mouth shut when it's clearly not the place to be talking like that.

Sending you the worst vibes I can and I hope you get arrested/hurt/whatever karma want's to throw at you, cuz you don't talk to ppl in such fragile condition like that !! 
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Post by: German Kraut on June 04, 2012, 03:06 pm
Did he died ?
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Post by: Limetless on June 04, 2012, 03:14 pm
Hope not.  :( Gaz was a boss.
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Post by: German Kraut on June 04, 2012, 03:21 pm
This was also a guy who commits suicide
But he was clever enough and used a webcam, so everybody could see it. Now he is very famous ...
http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=5e3_1286805999
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Post by: 46&2 on June 05, 2012, 01:42 am
since he is dead, he won't see this ;)
i think what he meant was, he is killing his nym: gary oak.
i wonder what he will log in as next?

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Post by: Reece on June 05, 2012, 01:50 am
Why I don't think he's dead.

Title - "I'll be gone for a while"
Doesn't imply he will be gone forever.

This place means a lot to me. :-[
Means =/= Meant
Tells us that he hasn't accepted that he will be gone as most suicidal people do.

this might be goodbye. See you all on the other side.
MIGHT <
This is obvious.

Gary, if you're still there, send me a PM. I can help.
:)
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Post by: Ballzinator on June 05, 2012, 01:07 pm
Why I don't think he's dead.

Title - "I'll be gone for a while"
Doesn't imply he will be gone forever.

This place means a lot to me. :-[
Means =/= Meant
Tells us that he hasn't accepted that he will be gone as most suicidal people do.

this might be goodbye. See you all on the other side.
MIGHT <
This is obvious.

Gary, if you're still there, send me a PM. I can help.
:)
Damn, I hope you're right...
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Post by: Limetless on June 05, 2012, 01:11 pm
Yeah I hope he's ok. I get on really well with him. I PM'ed him as soon as I clocked this thread asking if he wanted to chat but he didn't get back to me.

COME BACK GAZ!
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Post by: Kappacino on June 05, 2012, 01:17 pm
He'll be back, he was probably just sweating bullets due to getting busted. Common sense will prevail, he'll do the mandatory rehab and we'll see him in a couple months.

That's probably the most optimistic thing I've ever said.
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Post by: Limetless on June 05, 2012, 01:24 pm
He'll be back, he was probably just sweating bullets due to getting busted. Common sense will prevail, he'll do the mandatory rehab and we'll see him in a couple months.

That's probably the most optimistic thing I've ever said.

Yeah I know you're right man but it's still concerning. Fingers crossed and all that.
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Post by: nothing on June 06, 2012, 09:40 am
yes ok that makes more sense maybe, maybe driving or impressing friends just had bad luck with cops IRL not maybe raided.

Which means possibly he had some small amounts of drugs but they were of the type which are hard, which the law purposfully makes the penalties high first to milk the lower rung of the organization who can't maybe afford the "security". 

Second it gives them a fresh dead corpse to eat off of in cold hard Bail Money Cash which in their minds anyway makes them feel job secure.

Third they like and most important maybe is make it so high and disproportional despite being against the U.S. constitution with "CRUEL AND UNUSUAL PUNISHMENT" also making penalties in years for drugs to turn snitches as is their duty. 

Fourth this is also considered "Torture Psychological" under the Geneva War Conventions Act.  In the USA governments own words "WAR on DRUGS" implies we should if not be affored our constitutional rights, but also our enemy combatant rights than forced into torture psychological to play a snitch role possibly for years or the rest of the persons life under protective custody.  IT EXISTS NOW. 
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Post by: bleep on June 06, 2012, 09:57 am
Garry all the best to you I really hope you are OK.

From what i get from his first post he may be in trouble with the law and not know the outcome, the thought of going to jail or doing a rehab program seem less appealing than ending his life.

Whatever you do Garry, good luck!
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Post by: Delta11 on June 06, 2012, 10:25 am
The only real choice a person has in life is to end their life, I am not against this but am against ending a life for a reason that is not worthy. I wish you the best of luck and hope you don't end your life unless you truly feel it is absolutely necessary, death is a scary thing to think about but in the end we are all composed of energy and we will all die eventually, some will die sooner than others and I feel that a person should not live through misery for the sake of others.
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Post by: LeisureLass on June 06, 2012, 10:33 am
So, kinda OT, but what happened to trr?  I see Lim's replies but don't see trr's posts
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Post by: HardHustle on June 07, 2012, 03:09 am
The only real choice a person has in life is to end their life, I am not against this but am against ending a life for a reason that is not worthy. I wish you the best of luck and hope you don't end your life unless you truly feel it is absolutely necessary, death is a scary thing to think about but in the end we are all composed of energy and we will all die eventually, some will die sooner than others and I feel that a person should not live through misery for the sake of others.

No we're all composed of God's love cuz he made us and the universe in seven days it says so right here in this 2,000 year old frequently-edited compilation of tribal stories.

On a serious note, he's most likely fine. But this is kind of weird timing. I have a paper due this week on assisted suicide...

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Post by: CapnJack on June 07, 2012, 03:17 am
The only real choice a person has in life is to end their life, I am not against this but am against ending a life for a reason that is not worthy. I wish you the best of luck and hope you don't end your life unless you truly feel it is absolutely necessary, death is a scary thing to think about but in the end we are all composed of energy and we will all die eventually, some will die sooner than others and I feel that a person should not live through misery for the sake of others.

No we're all composed of God's love cuz he made us and the universe in seven days it says so right here in this 2,000 year old frequently-edited compilation of tribal stories.

On a serious note, he's most likely fine. But this is kind of weird timing. I have a paper due this week on assisted suicide...

Hey.  If it says it in the book then it has to be law.  Geesh.  Haven't you learned anything from arguing with "thumpers"? (Not trashing religion, just those who can't come up with a reasonable arguments and fall back on "the good book says it so it must be true)

Hope Gary is doing better.  I miss having his posts to read and entertain me.  You will truly be missed Gary.
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Post by: ralph123 on June 07, 2012, 03:40 am
I am with you delta11 we are energy and those books have been re-written time and time again by man. Those books are just a way to try to control us. Nobody but you can control what you think. You are being controlled by others if you live and think according to a book. I have read them all. I was raised in the bible belt and trust me, there are holes in them books. The bible, the Qur"an, the Tora. The only one That feels right to me is The Kybalion which ask for no followers. The only part I like about the Bible is genesis 1:29. I like to throw that up to bible thumpers who want to call marijuana the demon plant.  They are so closed minded. I refuse to embrace that because I want to be opened minded plus I don't believe in Santa clause anymore. It's great for kids though. I still enjoy reading some of the old testament and new testament but it's a fairy tale to me because in my heart I know the truth. There's been more bloodshed in the name of religion than anything else. Can't we evolve people? My mother still goes to church twice and three times a week and she teaches sunday school to the women in her age group for an hour on Sundays before the general service begins. I tell you what man, there's no trying to argue with her over it. To each their own. Whatever makes you feel right.

http://www.phoenixmasonry.org/kybalion.htm  this is it and there are movies also. I am no atheist because I can feel the creator among us.

As for Gary Oak, I hope and sincerely wish that everything turns out OK for him and his even tho he hated me and caused me a lot of grief but I like to rise above shit like that when someone is hurting for real.
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Post by: Caparino on June 07, 2012, 04:48 am
Ralph, you poncy fuck  ::)
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Post by: jewfro on June 07, 2012, 06:59 am
after he caught them all... did they finally catch him?

idk, i tried to come up with a pokemon pun...

anyway, gary if you're going to kill yourself then just tell us whats gwan man.

alternatively, don't kill yourself - prison's not so bad. and if you have a choice of doing rehab then you'll get paroled quickly or some next bullshit.

come on man - everybody bricks, but there's no reason to uninstall :C
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Post by: Gary Oak on June 08, 2012, 01:45 am
Well, this has been some fucking month so far...

I'm not dead, obviously, but for a moment I really wanted to be. I don't even know where to begin, but I'll try to give a report over what's gone down in my life these last few days without blatantly revealing my identity. To start with, I went down to that forest party I mentioned about a week ago and things we're alright at first. Everyone stated drinking and having a good time, a few of us broke out our stashes we brought up with us. You know the usual stuff, weed, shrooms, a bit of RC's. Suffice to say, it was a great night. The next morning my mates and I hopped in a car on our way to the river for some fishing, already intoxicated even that early, but things changed in a heartbeat. An elk or deer or some fucking mammal raced across the road, the driver swerved to miss it, we completely flipped over and rolled to a stop. The car was literally totaled, windows smashed out, debris all over the road, it was fubar. Dazed from both the accident and the airbags, I crawled out and tried to get my bearings. Overall I was fine, scratched up and bleeding, but fine. My best mate was unconscious and pinned though and someone called 911. Police arrived, drugs were found on the scene, my mate was air evaced to the hospital while we were taken into custody. I have my medical marijuana card fortunately, and all RC's confiscated are currently legal so no trouble there. No other substances were detected in my urine so off I went. My friend's been in a coma these past few days and I've felt fucking bloody terrible because of it. He's woken up though and is able to walk thank god.

This horrible fucking month is still going though, as my grandfather passed away this morning in the hospice from lung cancer so I'll be offline again after this Sunday while I travel out of the country for the funeral. I'll bring my phone and laptop with me so I'll still log in, but only briefly considering I'll be busy with family matters.


I want to thank all of those who wished me well, and it really goes to show what a great community it is here. All except for you ralph, I still don't like you.

-Gary Motherfucking Oak O0
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Post by: H4L101 on June 08, 2012, 02:08 am
I want to thank all of those who wished me well, and it really goes to show what a great community it is here. All except for you ralph, I still don't like you.

-Gary Motherfucking Oak O0

This made me LOL ha! But man sorry to hear about the bad luck you've run into life can surely be a bitch sometimes but hey things can basically only get better now and the community's glad to see you back and glad to know you made the right decision! And fuck those damn Elks!
Title: Re: The jig is up, I'll be gone for awhile.
Post by: jewfro on June 08, 2012, 02:31 am
dude, that's terrible - yes - but no reason to off yourself.

shouldav been johnny-on-the-spot and deposited the drugs somewhere.

i know its hard to figure out your head from your ass when shit like this happens, but 2 are absolutely going to occur: 911 is going to be called. the popo come a-trollin.


i remember when we called 911 for our friend who was od'ing his brains out and we couldn't figure what the shit to do with him.

man, even the fire department came (along with our friends in blue), although they departed quickly, the 5-0 stayed around to ask REALLY REALLY asinine questions.

:S
Title: Re: The jig is up, I'll be gone for awhile.
Post by: Gary Oak on June 08, 2012, 02:55 am
dude, that's terrible - yes - but no reason to off yourself.

shouldav been johnny-on-the-spot and deposited the drugs somewhere.

i know its hard to figure out your head from your ass when shit like this happens, but 2 are absolutely going to occur: 911 is going to be called. the popo come a-trollin.


i remember when we called 911 for our friend who was od'ing his brains out and we couldn't figure what the shit to do with him.

man, even the fire department came (along with our friends in blue), although they departed quickly, the 5-0 stayed around to ask REALLY REALLY asinine questions.

:S

That was a pretty big priority but literally everything inside the car was just scattered fucking everywhere. My friend lost one of his guns that flew off somewhere in the forest even. :(
Title: Re: The jig is up, I'll be gone for awhile.
Post by: AncientX on June 08, 2012, 02:58 am
I hope everything works out okay for you in the end  Mr. Oak. I know the folks of palette town still need your help choosing their first pokemon.... Many new trainers depend on your insight! so don't do nothing jurastic!

( all kidding aside )

I really hope things get better for you man, life is a tough mother fucker, and for some us its tougher than others
Title: Re: The jig is up, I'll be gone for awhile.
Post by: Gary Oak on June 08, 2012, 03:12 am
I hope everything works out okay for you in the end  Mr. Oak. I know the folks of palette town still need your help choosing their first pokemon.... Many new trainers depend on your insight! so don't do nothing jurastic!

( all kidding aside )

I really hope things get better for you man, life is a tough mother fucker, and for some us its tougher than others

It's all good dude, took a thrashing from Red but I've got some Full Restores and Rare Candy to cheer me back up. :P
Title: Re: The jig is up, I'll be gone for awhile.
Post by: slybootz on June 08, 2012, 03:35 am
I hope everything works out okay for you in the end  Mr. Oak. I know the folks of palette town still need your help choosing their first pokemon.... Many new trainers depend on your insight! so don't do nothing jurastic!

( all kidding aside )

I really hope things get better for you man, life is a tough mother fucker, and for some us its tougher than others

It's all good dude, took a thrashing from Red but I've got some Full Restores and Rare Candy to cheer me back up. :P

Dude, I don't know you at all, but I've been checking this thread since you created it out of concern.  Looks like Nurse Joy was nice to you. :)
Title: Re: The jig is up, I'll be gone for awhile.
Post by: Gary Oak on June 08, 2012, 03:41 am
I hope everything works out okay for you in the end  Mr. Oak. I know the folks of palette town still need your help choosing their first pokemon.... Many new trainers depend on your insight! so don't do nothing jurastic!

( all kidding aside )

I really hope things get better for you man, life is a tough mother fucker, and for some us its tougher than others

It's all good dude, took a thrashing from Red but I've got some Full Restores and Rare Candy to cheer me back up. :P

Dude, I don't know you at all, but I've been checking this thread since you created it out of concern.  Looks like Nurse Joy was nice to you. :)

Her AND Officer Jenny were real nice to me alright. >:D I'd say Misty too but she's like 1ike...a loli ginger. Gross! :-\
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Post by: Caparino on June 08, 2012, 04:12 am
I hope everything works out okay for you in the end  Mr. Oak. I know the folks of palette town still need your help choosing their first pokemon.... Many new trainers depend on your insight! so don't do nothing jurastic!

( all kidding aside )

I really hope things get better for you man, life is a tough mother fucker, and for some us its tougher than others

It's all good dude, took a thrashing from Red but I've got some Full Restores and Rare Candy to cheer me back up. :P

Dude, I don't know you at all, but I've been checking this thread since you created it out of concern.  Looks like Nurse Joy was nice to you. :)

Her AND Officer Jenny were real nice to me alright. >:D I'd say Misty too but she's like 1ike...a loli ginger. Gross! :-\

Mrs. Ketchum's house is the best if you're lookin for a fun time  ;)
Title: Re: The jig is up, I'll be gone for awhile.
Post by: Gary Oak on June 08, 2012, 04:15 am
I hope everything works out okay for you in the end  Mr. Oak. I know the folks of palette town still need your help choosing their first pokemon.... Many new trainers depend on your insight! so don't do nothing jurastic!

( all kidding aside )

I really hope things get better for you man, life is a tough mother fucker, and for some us its tougher than others

It's all good dude, took a thrashing from Red but I've got some Full Restores and Rare Candy to cheer me back up. :P

Dude, I don't know you at all, but I've been checking this thread since you created it out of concern.  Looks like Nurse Joy was nice to you. :)

Her AND Officer Jenny were real nice to me alright. >:D I'd say Misty too but she's like 1ike...a loli ginger. Gross! :-\

Mrs. Ketchum's house was once the best if you were lookin for a fun time  :-\
Title: Re: The jig is up, I'll be gone for awhile.
Post by: AncientX on June 08, 2012, 06:14 am
 Mr. Oak, how about a weekend of hardcore drugs and bangin officer jenny's round the kento region? Im sure they love to get a pikachu ( Pun intended )
Title: Re: The jig is up, I'll be gone for awhile.
Post by: diskoking23 on June 08, 2012, 06:30 am
Gaz... I'm sending hugs, love.... But NO drugs!! :P
Title: Re: The jig is up, I'll be gone for awhile.
Post by: Reece on June 08, 2012, 06:40 am
Glad to see I was right and that you are alive. :)
If you ever need someone to talk to, feel free to give me a PM bud!
Title: Re: The jig is up, I'll be gone for awhile.
Post by: Gary Oak on June 08, 2012, 06:40 am
Gaz... I'm sending hugs, love.... But NO drugs!! :P

I'm getting as fucked up as I can until I leave the country Sunday. It's all I can do to keep my head straight if you know what I mean. :)

By the way, Nutter Butter's dipped in Nutella is fucking amazing! Oh my god I'm a genius!! ^-^
Title: Re: The jig is up, I'll be gone for awhile.
Post by: Knomo on June 08, 2012, 09:58 am
Glad to see you're all right :) (sort of)
Title: Re: The jig is up, I'll be gone for awhile.
Post by: kmfkewm on June 08, 2012, 10:09 am
Kind of suspicious that you went from wanting to kill yourself because you thought you were going to jail to not having ever faced any charges because you had nothing illegal on you.
Title: Re: The jig is up, I'll be gone for awhile.
Post by: Ballzinator on June 08, 2012, 01:03 pm
Kind of suspicious that you went from wanting to kill yourself because you thought you were going to jail to not having ever faced any charges because you had nothing illegal on you.
holy shit what an attention whore..
How about you both go watch three hours of reality TV and then cry yourselves to sleep?
Seriously, if you haven't had a point in your lives where the shit hit the fan and offing yourself seemed like the best solution, congratulations, I envy you. But if you think you have the right to judge and hate on a desperate person, you should seriously reconsider the way you interact with others.
Title: Re: The jig is up, I'll be gone for awhile.
Post by: kmfkewm on June 08, 2012, 02:04 pm
just a bit suspicious for someone to be all like "i'm going to kill myself because I can't go to jail!!! I will be gone from SR, it was nice knowing you all!" and then being all like "yeah nothing illegal on me, I am totally fine, only reason I was so upset is because my friend is in a coma, I am back now!" a few days later. 
Title: Re: The jig is up, I'll be gone for awhile.
Post by: Ballzinator on June 08, 2012, 02:11 pm
no gary oak is an attention whore/fuckwit, if i thought he was really distraught then I wouldnt have said it, your obviously just as stupid
Okay I tried to be nice but you're just too much of a presumptuous, smug, rude, conceited cunt. Treating you with respect and reason would be more of a hassle than you're worth. Go sow hatred elsewhere you impudent wretch!

just a bit suspicious for someone to be all like "i'm going to kill myself because I can't go to jail!!! I will be gone from SR, it was nice knowing you all!" and then being all like "yeah nothing illegal on me, I am totally fine, only reason I was so upset is because my friend is in a coma, I am back now!" a few days later. 
He was being irrational because he hit the panic button. Happened to me before, not fun :-\
Title: Re: The jig is up, I'll be gone for awhile.
Post by: RicFlairIsGod86 on June 08, 2012, 04:27 pm
Well, this has been some fucking month so far...

I'm not dead, obviously, but for a moment I really wanted to be. I don't even know where to begin, but I'll try to give a report over what's gone down in my life these last few days without blatantly revealing my identity. To start with, I went down to that forest party I mentioned about a week ago and things we're alright at first. Everyone stated drinking and having a good time, a few of us broke out our stashes we brought up with us. You know the usual stuff, weed, shrooms, a bit of RC's. Suffice to say, it was a great night. The next morning my mates and I hopped in a car on our way to the river for some fishing, already intoxicated even that early, but things changed in a heartbeat. An elk or deer or some fucking mammal raced across the road, the driver swerved to miss it, we completely flipped over and rolled to a stop. The car was literally totaled, windows smashed out, debris all over the road, it was fubar. Dazed from both the accident and the airbags, I crawled out and tried to get my bearings. Overall I was fine, scratched up and bleeding, but fine. My best mate was unconscious and pinned though and someone called 911. Police arrived, drugs were found on the scene, my mate was air evaced to the hospital while we were taken into custody. I have my medical marijuana card fortunately, and all RC's confiscated are currently legal so no trouble there. No other substances were detected in my urine so off I went. My friend's been in a coma these past few days and I've felt fucking bloody terrible because of it. He's woken up though and is able to walk thank god.

This horrible fucking month is still going though, as my grandfather passed away this morning in the hospice from lung cancer so I'll be offline again after this Sunday while I travel out of the country for the funeral. I'll bring my phone and laptop with me so I'll still log in, but only briefly considering I'll be busy with family matters.


I want to thank all of those who wished me well, and it really goes to show what a great community it is here. All except for you ralph, I still don't like you.

-Gary Motherfucking Oak O0


Brother, I am in tears.

Last night, I found out that within the last 30 days I have gotten majorly fucked up around a "friend" (and a person who turns out to be a big blabbermouth, not necessarily a snitch but just the same problem I reckon) whom I thought I could trust, and said things that I shouldn't have about one of my friend's (VERY ILLEGAL) business. First time I ever did anything like this. Nothing has happened yet, there might be nothing end up happening, but the thought of something happening to my friend has torn me asunder, quite frankly. I feel physically ill just thinking about how big of a fuckup this is, and it's probably the biggest mistake I ever made to date. I dunno how to make it right, I dunno what to do, but I have psychologically beat myself up bad.

The past twelve hours have felt like a bad acid trip that I cannot shake and will not wear off.

Now I dunno what to do about my situation at all, but at the very least your post put my situation in perspective. The one thing I know I must do is learn from this mistake.



BETTER PARANOIA THAN REGRET INDEED
Title: Re: The jig is up, I'll be gone for awhile.
Post by: Gary Oak on June 08, 2012, 10:08 pm
Kind of suspicious that you went from wanting to kill yourself because you thought you were going to jail to not having ever faced any charges because you had nothing illegal on you.

It wasn't just prison I was afraid of, it was just everything that was happening so fast I felt like I lost control. I've known my friend since elementary and losing him will be like losing my brother. It was one of those times where I thought if only we'd done something slightly different, he wouldn't have wound up in the hospital nearly dead. He suffered an apparently rare head injury with a history of fatalities, and we feared the worst. I'm just thankful he has a guardian angel watching over him.

Going to jail or rehab wasn't even what frightened me, but rather the disappointment from my straight-edge friends and much worse from my parents. I couldn't bear to see my folks again if my mate died as a result of our intoxication. I'd rather die than live to see them ashamed of me.

To most of you, suicide is an unspeakable crime or a sign of cowardice. Well live a fucking day in my shoes. I've lived with major depression more than half of my life. Suicide is never far from my mind, I've attempted but somehow I'm still stuck on this godforsaken cesspool called Earth. I've had good reason to end my life. Two of my sisters have been assaulted, one of my brothers has nearly died more times than I have and even survived having his back broken, not to mention I inherited my depression so I've had to watch my own mother deal with it since birth. How do you think it feels going through so many birthdays and even my own graduation while my mum stays in bed sobbing. I've felt as though I've been a burden my entire life. I barely even graduated thanks to my fucking ADHD because my attention span is fucked from genetics. My shitty genetics doesn't stop there though, oh not at all. I can't tell you how many times I've been bullied because I was the only kid with Marfan syndrome in school, or because I'm a male with an eating disorder. Not being specific, but I'm well over 6 foot yet I only weigh 116lbs. Yeah, try fucking living with that. My own metabolism hates me, go figure. They wanted to feed me through a tube when I was younger, what god damn kid wants to be told he's going to be fed through a tube?! Even worse is having all of these problems, and having a grandma telling you to just 'snap out of it'. "Oh, he's depressed? Tell him to snap out of it!" "Oh, he won't eat? Tell him to snap out of it!" Well you can't just fucking snap out of it! God damn it! >:(

I couldn't give a shit if you're suspicious or not, because you should be. You're better off that way, you can't trust anyone in the world and that's the way it's always been.

As for you poonjabber, you're just an anonymous piece of shit that doesn't even matter. You could disappear off the face of the earth and not a single fuck would be given that day. No one would even show up to your funeral other than me just to piss on your grave. Not even Jeffrey Dahmer would want you, you worthless piece of shit.
Title: Re: The jig is up, I'll be gone for awhile.
Post by: TheStealthyRacoon on June 08, 2012, 10:34 pm
All except for you ralph, I still don't like you.
Are you talking about ralph123? He was mean to me and I told a teacher and she didn't do nuthin'  :(

But I am really sorry to read your story, just thought I should say.
Title: Re: The jig is up, I'll be gone for awhile.
Post by: Gary Oak on June 08, 2012, 10:49 pm
All except for you ralph, I still don't like you.
Are you talking about ralph123? He was mean to me and I told a teacher and she didn't do nuthin'  :(

But I am really sorry to read your story, just thought I should say.

Oh he's not really that bad. ::) He was just unfortunately chosen as a scapegoat for my frustration on here. I really meant what I said about hating the name Ralph though, so it sucks he chose that username. Also, even though he's not that bad I don't trust him for some reason. :P
Title: Re: The jig is up, I'll be gone for awhile.
Post by: chiefrogan on June 08, 2012, 11:11 pm
gary oak... you are sincerely a stupid fuck

kill yourself
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Post by: Gary Oak on June 08, 2012, 11:18 pm
gary oak... you are sincerely a stupid fuck

kill yourself

Hehe, that's the beauty of staying alive in this shithole a little bit longer so that I can make it slightly worse for everyone else. Suck a fart out of my ass, bitch! O0
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Post by: AncientX on June 08, 2012, 11:39 pm
And hold it in like a fucking bong rip to. If you cough it out, we'll just hold you down, and make you take in another one.
Title: Re: The jig is up, I'll be gone for awhile.
Post by: Locker on June 09, 2012, 01:09 am
Good to know you haven't gone through with it yet. Yeah, suicides an option if shit gets bad, I've been there myself, wondering what im good for, thinking im useless, but i got through it man. Ever need any advice were all here, this is a home to alot of people, except the cunts that are trolling the whole fucking board. Nuff respect for your mate, any news with him? Also sorry to hear about your grandfather, sounds like your going through alot at the minute.

All the best,
Locker.
Title: Re: The jig is up, I'll be gone for awhile.
Post by: blackend646 on June 09, 2012, 01:30 am
Glad to hear your friend is okay.

Dead is never better, it's not like you'll be around to feel any relief.
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Post by: Joeyjojojr on June 09, 2012, 04:47 am
Good to hear your still with us. Keep your head up high man. All of the problems you face in life make you who you are. You are a person with a soul and a reason to be. Keep on keepin on. From your last couple of posts here its sounds to me that you are still pretty young. I would guess between 19 and 22 years old. Life is long dude. You got a lot of road to travel still. All these struggles and hard times will make you a stronger and wiser person if you stick it out.

Sorry to hear about your struggles, but know that you always have other options besides ending your life, and there are a lot of people out there who know what you are going through and want to help you. Shit, even on Silkroad which is a fraction of a percent of the population, people are looking out for you. And for the haterz wishing bad on you or anyone else, they are just ignorant morons who will get what they deserve in the end.

Safe journeys.

Title: Re: The jig is up, I'll be gone for awhile.
Post by: NanaNana45 on June 09, 2012, 05:30 am
That was one hell of a thread. We are all glad that you're ok Gary. Stay safe my fellow silkroader (i guess :-)).
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Post by: TheStealthyRacoon on June 09, 2012, 08:38 am
Oh he's not really that bad. ::) He was just unfortunately chosen as a scapegoat for my frustration on here. I really meant what I said about hating the name Ralph though, so it sucks he chose that username. Also, even though he's not that bad I don't trust him for some reason. :P
He PM'ed me this "Hi how are you? It must be nice to be able to buy what you want whenever you see something you want. I am glad for you and wish you the best"  ??? Strange considering I had never talked to him before.

Also, fuck all the people having a go in this thread. What ever happened to being nice to your fellow man?
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Post by: t0masz on June 09, 2012, 09:21 am
Oh my god I'm a genius!! ^-^

No you're not, you're an idiot who whined about wanting to kill himself because he has.. Severe depression and an eating disorder (despite claiming to be a male, lol!)

I can only assume you had your period on this given day because you sound like an attention seeking bitch (woman).
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Post by: breathe on June 09, 2012, 09:44 am
Looks like you made the right choice gary 8)
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Post by: LainOfTheWired1984 on June 09, 2012, 10:09 am
Good to see the old Gary Oak back lol. Feel for your story man. But the fact you are all as lucky as you are should be a testament to the awesomeness in your life.

I wish the best for your friend as he gets better.

Title: Re: The jig is up, I'll be gone for awhile.
Post by: Gary Oak on June 09, 2012, 10:19 am
Oh my god I'm a genius!! ^-^

No you're not, you're an idiot who whined about wanting to kill himself because he has.. Severe depression and an eating disorder (despite claiming to be a male, lol!)

I can only assume you had your period on this given day because you sound like an attention seeking bitch (woman).

Aww, it caught your attention though didn't it? ;) I'm flattered. ;D
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Post by: Joeyjojojr on June 09, 2012, 10:28 am
Oh my god I'm a genius!! ^-^

No you're not, you're an idiot who whined about wanting to kill himself because he has.. Severe depression and an eating disorder (despite claiming to be a male, lol!)

I can only assume you had your period on this given day because you sound like an attention seeking bitch (woman).

It still surprises me that when a person reaches out in his most desperate hour he still has to worry about being called a bitch or an attention whore. Its a real problem in our society and probably a leading cause of a lot of the suicides that take place daily that when you show emotion, or ask for help you're considered a bitch by the majority of your peers. I think it takes balls to ask for help and to do what you have to do to pick yourself back up and keep moving forward. When you hit rock bottom and are actually considering ending your life, you dont give a fuck what anyone else thinks about you or your decisions anyway, so anyones disrespect or negativity will be falling on deaf ears. But also know that there are people out there that actually know where your coming from because they've been there too, and dont want you to do anything that you cant take back. For all the people whos lives have been peachy keen and sunshine and lollipops, good for you, but try to keep your negative comments to yourself, because if you've never felt like ending your life, you have no idea how dark this world can be. And try to be a decent person and remember that a person who has all that weight on his shoulders doesnt need anymore bullshit to deal with. Welcome back Gary.

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Post by: Ballzinator on June 09, 2012, 11:08 am
Oh my god I'm a genius!! ^-^

No you're not, you're an idiot who whined about wanting to kill himself because he has.. Severe depression and an eating disorder (despite claiming to be a male, lol!)

I can only assume you had your period on this given day because you sound like an attention seeking bitch (woman).

It still surprises me that when a person reaches out in his most desperate hour he still has to worry about being called a bitch or an attention whore. Its a real problem in our society and probably a leading cause of a lot of the suicides that take place daily that when you show emotion, or ask for help you're considered a bitch by the majority of your peers. I think it takes balls to ask for help and to do what you have to do to pick yourself back up and keep moving forward. When you hit rock bottom and are actually considering ending your life, you dont give a fuck what anyone else thinks about you or your decisions anyway, so anyones disrespect or negativity will be falling on deaf ears. But also know that there are people out there that actually know where your coming from because they've been there too, and dont want you to do anything that you cant take back. For all the people whos lives have been peachy keen and sunshine and lollipops, good for you, but try to keep your negative comments to yourself, because if you've never felt like ending your life, you have no idea how dark this world can be. And try to be a decent person and remember that a person who has all that weight on his shoulders doesnt need anymore bullshit to deal with. Welcome back Gary.
Fucking THIS ^
+1 dude :D
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Post by: t0masz on June 09, 2012, 11:33 am
But seriously, calling yourself a genius in the same faked/staged suicide post.. COME ON
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Post by: 10thplanetjj on June 09, 2012, 11:50 am
crawl back under your rock t0masz...hang in there Gary can relate to suicide but hang in there, never know whats around the corner...if you've ever had any near death experiences remind yourself how thankful you were to be alive!.... ps do a high dose of dmt.
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Post by: Joeyjojojr on June 09, 2012, 11:59 am

By the way, Nutter Butter's dipped in Nutella is fucking amazing! Oh my god I'm a genius!! ^-^
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But seriously, calling yourself a genius in the same faked/staged suicide post.. COME ON

Lol. Mixing nutterbutters (peanut butter cream cookies shaped like a peanut) with nutella (chocolate and hazlenut spread that is off the hook) does sound a genius creation. Officially added to my munchies list. Shit, nutella is great on anything, even white bread....yep ive had it while stoned.

For those who never tried it, add it to your list. If you've ever ate a ferraro rocher candy its the orgasmic shit in the middle that is just one more reason to keep living.  ;)
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Post by: Prawl42 on June 09, 2012, 12:32 pm
Glad to here your doing alright buddy!
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Post by: squidShepherd on June 11, 2012, 08:01 am
Locked at the request of the original poster.

-sSh-