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Discussion => Drug safety => Topic started by: nwportlandguy on November 13, 2012, 07:33 pm
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Has anybody else had a way easier time controlling their serious hard drug habits (cocaine, heroin, meth) using Silk Road, instead of having real life dealers a phone call away? FOr me, SR has become the only way I can use my favorite chemicals without fucking up my life completely. For me, that moment of addict thinking, when you're thinking about dipping into the grocery money to stay high, always starts when I run out. And if there is any option at all to get more within a few hours I will compulsively/impulsively do it without thinking it through, and be totally poor and strung out before I know it. SR actuakky forces me to plan ahead and actually accept it when the drugs are gone. This was very difficult for me, before I moved to a town with no hook-ups and kept it that way. Now, with only SR as an option, get generally bette quality, and I hafta want at least a day( usually3-5) before I'm getting jack. For me the inflated prices on some stuff (especiallyC and H) are worth it, because I would spend a ton more if I had a dealer in my town, even with shittier product. I have less fun, and spend way more money. That's why I love Silk Road, it's an easy choice for me! Please hurry, DPR (safely, of course).
Does anybody else have a way more normal drug experience with vendors instead of dealers? It seems like many would benefit... all of us who are quite ready to quit totally , but maybe moving in that direction?
mods, if I should have put this in an existing thread, I apologize. Please move it.
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I have to agree with SR somewhat keeping my tendencies in check. Things spiraled out of control at one point in my life but fortunately I'm okay now and rarely touch any substances. Using SR forces me to plan things out to get shipments in time before concerts, having parties, etc. There isn't a constant supply coming in either because of the amount of effort it takes to get orders in, the amount of time it takes to get bitcoins and I'd obviously be very poor, very quickly. What I do like the most is that I know what I am getting, unlike when buying things like MDMA and LSD on the street where it could be a range of terrible things that aren't what I thought they were. If the Silkroad were a local marketplace, I'd be fucked. I know the attractive prices and for the most part extremely high quality drugs are definitely a problem for some users of SR.
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I can't say if it's the fact that I'm using SR now versus copping on the street before, or the fact that 11 years have gone by, I'm older and wiser, and I have much more responsibility (wife, job, 2 kids). But my usage (so far!) is much better controlled that 11 years ago. 11 years ago I was a straight-up junkie and I did the whole tour of duty - jail, prison, methadone clinics, 6 months inpatient rehab...
I cleaned up for 11 years but the last month I've been.../enjoying myself/... thanks to SR. I've been using heroin, cocaine, dilaudid and Xanax. Not every day - just 3 to 5 days a week. I can sleep at night without dope. My tolerance is low still.
I just don't have the time to cook up and slam 5-10 times a day every day like a used to when I was a kid. And this of course is a very good thing.
Here's to keeping things under control and a merciful God sitting on the throne in heaven (and living in our broken vessels).