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Discussion => Drug safety => Topic started by: kssr on December 18, 2012, 12:57 pm
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Hello guys!
Rather than using these "swim" and clearnet bullshit websites I'd like some advice from experienced users/buyers of pills.
Without giving loads away last week I consumed/snorted 3 or 4 high strength pills (200mg per pill) I know this is a bad thing to do and I should be taking 1-2 max. The next morning I didn't feel too bad, but I went to toilet, felt a little light headed, than had really sore head, almost felt like waves/throbbing sore, I then started shaking and fell to ground shaking, then managed to get back up, I was then sweating uncontrollably and was in shock as to what actually happened. I think I've experienced a severe panic attack. What does the Road community think?
Personally I won't be consuming ANY drugs for a long long time as this experience has actually scarred me for life... with new year and xmas coming I have lovely coke and the best pills on my shelf but I'm genuinely going to give them away.. not for me anymore :'(
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Too much too soon!
Get on the wagon for a few months, detox and ease back on when/if you feel up to it!
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Seriously its scared the living shit out me, I know I've been careless but I wouldn't wish this feeling upon anyone. I can't remember if I was shouting or anything as I was falling just remember hearing a bang and no one was about to see it. I kept looking to see if anyone had seen it as I was in disbelief...
Very scary stuff, I think it has been panic attack. I literally couldn't control my body as I fell to ground and just remember thinking to myself "this is it". It's been 3 days now and I still can't get my head around it, and i've been suffering from anxiety thinking about it too.
Think some benzo's might help me in the evenings or should I just stay clean and try the healthy approach to things.
Thanks.
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You took too much. Just don't do it again. And don't snort pills.
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Probably serotonergic syndrome. Wait half a year before taking any dopaminergic and serotonergic drugs just to be safe.
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Maybe you experienced a mild form of epilepsy. This can be induced by amphetamines and derivatives of it (like MDMA).
If you get an severe attack of epilepsy, you can die bro! If a "normal" MDMA-dose would be around 120-150mg, then going for a 600-800mg trip is a really bad idea.
You should really ask yourself, WHY you did this? Normally we have an "built in inhibition", which protect our lives from such a behavior. Take this incident as a motivation to NEVER EVER come back in this situation.
Hulk
I think it was peer pressure in all honesty :( I feel like such an idiot for doing it mate, never felt so low in my life.
I didn't know it can cause epilepsy too? My symptoms actually match epilepsy now you mention it and I did take a sorta fit, so it could either be that or a panic attack? The spinning/dizzy head was UNBARABLE. I know this sounds daft but could I develop panic attacks/epilepsy due to this one experience. And I take it MDMA epileptic fits are light sensitive? I did get up quickly from bed then felt poorly once I reached other room.
Never ever come back? I'm seriously considering quitting all drugs except alcohol in moderation, it's scared me that much.
Thanks for advice tho, anyone else willing to chime in?
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Dry out for a minute, take care of your body antioxidents/ 5htp/ vitamins and shit. You dont have to quit drugs all together, but maybe taking a hiatus would be good (6 mo or so). Whether this is what scares you straight or what is up to you, what you have going on in your life, what you want to do with your life. Drugs can work in a fairly normal lifestyle, but sometimes people take it too far. Theres inherent risks and when you take drugs your taking those risks. Be careful, be safe and just keep it easy for a little, you'll be alright
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Dry out for a minute, take care of your body antioxidents/ 5htp/ vitamins and shit. You dont have to quit drugs all together, but maybe taking a hiatus would be good (6 mo or so). Whether this is what scares you straight or what is up to you, what you have going on in your life, what you want to do with your life. Drugs can work in a fairly normal lifestyle, but sometimes people take it too far. Theres inherent risks and when you take drugs your taking those risks. Be careful, be safe and just keep it easy for a little, you'll be alright
Nicely put thanks :). With what's going on with my life it might be for good for me to stop, I normally sell these pills,etc but decide now and again I fancy a shot, but I've clearly took it too far this time.
I would really like to thank you for your kind words. It took me like 2 days to recover from effects, but emotionally I think this will take a while.
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You took wayyy too much E. You don't need to lay off drugs, just lay off of stimulant drugs for a while, especially MDMA-like drugs.