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Discussion => Off topic => Topic started by: PsilocybinTendencies on May 29, 2012, 01:02 am

Title: I need to quit buying for a while.
Post by: PsilocybinTendencies on May 29, 2012, 01:02 am
I don't know why I'm sharing this with you guys.

I've been here for two months and I feel silk road has had a negative impact on my life.

Not from the drugs themselves.

But on my finances.

I love this place and I'm having a blast but I can't afford to do this :(

I want to do a gram of REALLY good coke, and I want to actually roll (I've tried to roll three times off this site and failed!) and I want to try DMT.

I figure it will take me another month maybe two to get those things in.

Then I have to reduce it to the bare minimum. Weed. Maybe hash if I find it more efficient (trying that for the first time soon), and on rare occasion when I feel I have enough and deserve to treat myself, LSD.

I feel like it's going to be an incredibly tough addiction to break.

Not the drugs themselves,

The thrill of buying them online. But I need to chill and allow myself enough money to stand a chance of making it to a place where I can afford a nice little drug habit.

I wish I could figure out a way to better myself faster  :(
Title: Re: I need to quit buying for a while.
Post by: Gary Oak on May 29, 2012, 01:24 am
Can't say I blame you. ;) The key here is definitely patience though, but I definitely understand how difficult it can be considering how easy purchasing is. Just restrain yourself, and pace your drug use out and it'll get easier. Once you're able to firmly tell yourself no, it becomes a breeze! Good luck with your 'addiction', haha! ;D
Title: Re: I need to quit buying for a while.
Post by: ilovelsd69 on May 29, 2012, 01:44 am
yeah i feel the same dude :'( i'm always low on money now that i know about silkroad.. but this is also true IRL with other drug dealers. Sometimes a break is a good thing to do, personally i wrote on a calendar when i take drugs and the amount i taked, this help me realize when i'm out of control with my drug habit. I hope this can help you !
Title: Re: I need to quit buying for a while.
Post by: BoNgOn on May 29, 2012, 01:58 am
SR has immensely help out this fellow financially 8) (Except tony)
Title: Re: I need to quit buying for a while.
Post by: Gary Oak on May 29, 2012, 02:28 am
SR has immensely help out this fellow financially 8) (Except tony)

Seriously, buying in bulk and selling the majority of it is an easy way to support a habit. I just wish I was back in school so I could take advantage of this, I'd be making so much cash on the side! :D
Title: Re: I need to quit buying for a while.
Post by: BoNgOn on May 29, 2012, 02:42 am
SR has immensely help out this fellow financially 8) (Except tony)

Seriously, buying in bulk and selling the majority of it is an easy way to support a habit. I just wish I was back in school so I could take advantage of this, I'd be making so much cash on the side! :D

Well I was always supporting a habit, now I'm just having a blast... Per say.  :-X
Title: Re: I need to quit buying for a while.
Post by: StickAFinger on May 30, 2012, 06:29 pm
seriously man, if i was back in school. jesus christ, i wouldnt have student loans to say the least.

but yeah man, buy a bulk order of something you know you can perpetually use/sell and gain financial momentum to either profit or sustain your SR addiction.

 ;D