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Title: Drug you most regret doing? Where are you now? How have they improved your life?
Post by: snipeemfl0 on May 10, 2012, 11:33 pm
What, if any, drug experience/abuse do you wish you could just take back?

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For me, taking and abusing DXM (my first abused drug) is my worst experience. I did it 2-3 times per week for 3 weeks strait, and my grades went into the shitter. The other active ingredients also couldn't have been good for me. I even got to the point when I was paying $70/week to get 4 bottles of robosutten every week from amazon.

Thankfully, I found the awesome silkroad, and went on to use safer substances and got more information than ever before.

Besides that, taking 2c-e, weed (duh), MDA, MXE, MDMA, methylone, MXE (love this shit), shrooms, 25i-nBome, alochol (still is more of a thing to do just because everyone else does it, and I'm damn good too), 4-MEC, and a few more I can't remember I've never had any regrets from them. Always had a good time, and never look back and say "oh fuck why did I do that"

Taking rec drugs also gave me a reason to get into shape, hit the gym, and start to diet. Lost 20 lbs in the last 2 months, and going to keep on pushing.

I've moved all of my drug use to the weekends now, besides the occasional smoke. Working out 4-5 days a week and good diet, haven't ate ANY junk food for 2 months, and I couldn't be happier.


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Title: Re: Drug you most regret doing? Where are you now? How have they improved your life?
Post by: TorGod on May 11, 2012, 12:05 am
Shit 4-MMC from China. Using it every once in a while was fine, until I started selling it at school. Then my roommates and I became fiends and were doing it daily. I lost about 20 pounds in about two weeks and my grades plummeted. I ended up leaving school. I have since got back in shape, have a good job, and am taking community college classes. I still use blow and am about to try a washed 4-MMC.

The Lesson of the story...Monkeys can't sell Bananas
Title: Re: Drug you most regret doing? Where are you now? How have they improved your life?
Post by: SRTRAVLER on May 11, 2012, 12:06 am
there are no regrets for taking any drugs because I learn something from every experience.  Knowledge is power.
Title: Re: Drug you most regret doing? Where are you now? How have they improved your life?
Post by: joe_kalius on May 11, 2012, 01:22 am
there are no regrets for taking any drugs because I learn something from every experience.  Knowledge is power.

^^^^This^^^^

If one can say "I shouldn't of taken x because x" then in their own right It's not a regret, it's a learning curve.
Title: Re: Drug you most regret doing? Where are you now? How have they improved your life?
Post by: joe_kalius on May 11, 2012, 01:23 am
I regret eating humous because now people think im a hippy
Title: Re: Drug you most regret doing? Where are you now? How have they improved your life?
Post by: simplyanon on May 11, 2012, 01:31 am
I regret eating humous because now people think im a hippy

+1 :,(

I couldn't help it. It was so delicious.
Title: Re: Drug you most regret doing? Where are you now? How have they improved your life?
Post by: Caparino on May 11, 2012, 01:39 am
I mostly regret amphetamines... Started popping amphetamine salts for a semester of college and kept popping for about two semesters. After the first semester, I started getting heavily addicted to the new rush of energy and cognizant growth I was experiencing. Even though I had harsh hallucinations, delusions, and unrelenting paranoia; it was like I was a demigod! Then came the end of the second semester and I couldn't live without it, I was losing weight everyday, my body started having a yellow glow to it and I started getting less and less social.

The paranoia finally got too intense, I thought the fbi was tracking me! I had to stop. Now, years later, I'm finally done healing all the adverse mental and neurological damage I'd experienced and am sticking to hallucinogens :) I'd like to take this moment to thank BasedGod for fucking my bitch
Title: Re: Drug you most regret doing? Where are you now? How have they improved your life?
Post by: joe_kalius on May 11, 2012, 02:04 am
Alcohol
Title: Re: Drug you most regret doing? Where are you now? How have they improved your life?
Post by: rottentoe on May 11, 2012, 02:09 am
 Damn this will be  hard with out revealing to much shit about myself, so bear with me.

 First off, Cigarettes are the worse. I am still young but am in to my 20th year of smoking, and feel it. I've been trying do hard and so long to stop because I have so much to live for, to no avail.

 On to the other shit. I was a teen parent. Shitty thing, I would not want for my own.  I had those parents who begged me to go out and do "teenage" shit. Little did they know I over time I was getting in to E and shit, I did this for some years alone with acid, coke and K and over drinking. Eventually I was spending weekends out. On one fateful day I met a D.J and we did a line of Meth, while hole fuck me sideways I was God. With in seconds. Safe to say that was the end of all.  I threw my life in a drain.....  I gave no shits about nothing. 

 This went on everyday for 7 months, then these dumb fucks showed up at my door and said the kids or stop.  So I went out with a bang...  3 day techno fest and stopped in 06.

 I have not done shit except for smoking since, I've added on some more minions an amazing man...  am in a good spot. The reason I am on SR is after plenty of talking and researching (my Man is a drug newb) we have decided we would like to do K together, a one time thing. I'm positive I can do it just once.

 :) 
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Post by: blahftw on May 11, 2012, 04:04 am
meth,, and crack.  i wish i had done sometbing different with those waated years.  like, go to school.   but, ya live, ya learn i guess.
Title: Re: Drug you most regret doing? Where are you now? How have they improved your life?
Post by: pennyloaferz on May 11, 2012, 07:44 am
I dont regret doing anything, but I wish I wasn't so competitive and tried testing my sanity with hallucinogens especially with what was going on in my life- I truly loved tripping but I ruined it for myself for a little- it would be nice to be able to enjoy them like i did especially for the time of my life im in- however was in a shit place mentally and pushed my limits- fucked with my head socially and thrown me into a slump with a lot of things.  Its something thatll pass in time, but have to clear my head which blows but a beginning of a new chapter-
 
Title: Re: Drug you most regret doing? Where are you now? How have they improved your life?
Post by: Raoul Duke on May 11, 2012, 07:48 am
Nicotene - i can do anything else for days on end (coke, H, booze) and then just stop when i'm bored of it, or when i feel it's starting to take over, but i CAN'T quit smoking :(
Title: Re: Drug you most regret doing? Where are you now? How have they improved your life?
Post by: anon911 on May 11, 2012, 08:02 am
Ketamine. It's just too perfect. It's the drug I've been looking for all my life with the perfect effects. I constantly think about being on it all day long. It's very expensive for me too and only lasts an hour so it kills my wallet.
Title: Re: Drug you most regret doing? Where are you now? How have they improved your life?
Post by: SpaceWalk on May 11, 2012, 10:01 am
I used to huff duster in middle school. I was pretty knowledgeable about drugs at that age and knew that huffing shit was bad, but an elder told me that it was just nitrous and I believed him. Probably killed like 10-15 cans in the span of a year or so. I also abused ecstasy a lot in high school. Taking it every weekend, re dosing all night, rolling several days in a row.

It's been quite a while but I sometimes wonder if I have brain damage because of this.
Title: Re: Drug you most regret doing? Where are you now? How have they improved your life?
Post by: Meister on May 11, 2012, 01:15 pm
Dirty, nasty filthy whore known as Marijuana. It started out friendly enough, visits after school, occasionally in school as we disappeared off school property at lunch, it was just an innocent crush...she was a dirty girl, not like the pristine princess nugs we have available today, but I fell in love nonetheless.

It started with lunch and soda money being spent on dime bags, but the habit eventually followed me home. I was about 14 and would routinely lock myself in the bathroom to smoke with the window and exhaust fan on, "Leave me alone MOM! I'm fuckin jacking off!!" I hid this pretty well for a while, but eventually my Mom knew the hard cold truth when Little Debbies and Nutter Butters would disappear at an alarming rate. It wasn't long before my habit consumed myself and Hot Pockets both at an alarming rate.

I lived with this dark secret of being a 'user' for the next 10+ years, showing all the signs of a mary jane addict - driving at night without my headlights on, wondering why everyone were being such dicks and honking at me; late night Taco Hell runs, which coincidentally causes the runs; stashing chocolate like it was Anne Frank; squishing Swishers at the gas station to compare freshness, like they don't know what I'm going to use it for.

I'm still an addict, I know, admitting this is the first step. I know I need to move onto the second step, rehab, but I can't...I know I need to but then I pack a bowl and turn on Tosh.0 and forget what I was supposed to do. I wouldn't wish this burnout lifestyle on my worst enemy.
Title: Re: Drug you most regret doing? Where are you now? How have they improved your life?
Post by: dondija on May 11, 2012, 02:42 pm
Coke was the devil for me. Started off fun enough, but very quickly brought me to a very shitty  place. I remember those days after binges of just wanting to melt into my bed and disappear from the earth. Not to mention the small fortune I lost during about 3 years of my life!!!

Oh and Salvia. That shit is waaaaaaaaaaack lol. Powerful and maybe for some people interesting, but it scared the shit outta me
Title: Re: Drug you most regret doing? Where are you now? How have they improved your life?
Post by: lenka58 on May 11, 2012, 02:48 pm
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Dirty, nasty filthy whore known as Marijuana. It started out friendly enough, visits after school, occasionally in school as we disappeared off school property at lunch, it was just an innocent crush...she was a dirty girl, not like the pristine princess nugs we have available today, but I fell in love nonetheless.

It started with lunch and soda money being spent on dime bags, but the habit eventually followed me home. I was about 14 and would routinely lock myself in the bathroom to smoke with the window and exhaust fan on, "Leave me alone MOM! I'm fuckin jacking off!!" I hid this pretty well for a while, but eventually my Mom knew the hard cold truth when Little Debbies and Nutter Butters would disappear at an alarming rate. It wasn't long before my habit consumed myself and Hot Pockets both at an alarming rate.

I lived with this dark secret of being a 'user' for the next 10+ years, showing all the signs of a mary jane addict - driving at night without my headlights on, wondering why everyone were being such dicks and honking at me; late night Taco Hell runs, which coincidentally causes the runs; stashing chocolate like it was Anne Frank; squishing Swishers at the gas station to compare freshness, like they don't know what I'm going to use it for.

I'm still an addict, I know, admitting this is the first step. I know I need to move onto the second step, rehab, but I can't...I know I need to but then I pack a bowl and turn on Tosh.0 and forget what I was supposed to do. I wouldn't wish this burnout lifestyle on my worst enemy.

Ain't it the truth, though? ;)
Title: Re: Drug you most regret doing? Where are you now? How have they improved your life?
Post by: lenka58 on May 11, 2012, 02:54 pm
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Oh and Salvia. That shit is waaaaaaaaaaack lol. Powerful and maybe for some people interesting, but it scared the shit outta me

I've found salvia to be quite gentle and controllable at low doses. The problem with SD is that everyone goes all out and smokes the 10X, 15X, 20+X extracts and has a dysphoric experience. I've had some pleasant times smoking a couple hits of 5X extract or even just the salvia leaves themselves. At one point, I felt like I was lying on a forest floor beneath a huge canopy of trees. Another time, I felt sensations I'd had in my childhood and recalled some images from books and video games that I never would have remembered without salvia. My advice: don't give up on salvia yet. It can be very peaceful and has a nice afterglow.
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Post by: rosenthalVERSACE on May 11, 2012, 02:54 pm
driving at night without my headlights on, wondering why everyone were being such dicks and honking at me; late night Taco Hell runs, which coincidentally causes the runs; stashing chocolate like it was Anne Frank; squishing Swishers at the gas station to compare freshness, like they don't know what I'm going to use it for.

LULZ thAT is hilarious and you arent the only one bro. lol "squish" swishers
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Post by: dondija on May 11, 2012, 03:08 pm
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Oh and Salvia. That shit is waaaaaaaaaaack lol. Powerful and maybe for some people interesting, but it scared the shit outta me

I've found salvia to be quite gentle and controllable at low doses. The problem with SD is that everyone goes all out and smokes the 10X, 15X, 20+X extracts and has a dysphoric experience. I've had some pleasant times smoking a couple hits of 5X extract or even just the salvia leaves themselves. At one point, I felt like I was lying on a forest floor beneath a huge canopy of trees. Another time, I felt sensations I'd had in my childhood and recalled some images from books and video games that I never would have remembered without salvia. My advice: don't give up on salvia yet. It can be very peaceful and has a nice afterglow.

That sounds really nice. At the time I knew nothing about salvia so I think I just ordered 20x and took 2 massive bong hits. I had two friends over and when I came around after probably 5 min. I had to ask them to leave. Just the worst, dirtiest, uneasy, unpleasant feeling I've ever experienced. Maybe I'll give another shot though
Title: Re: Drug you most regret doing? Where are you now? How have they improved your life?
Post by: deadfuture on May 11, 2012, 07:16 pm
The drug I regret doing the most was ether and it was only because it was such a horrible experience.  I was on vacation with my parents about a decade ago.  Was in a hot tub and some other dude came in and asked me if I smoked, naturally I said fuck yeah and we sparked up a joint.  Next thing I know he pulls out this glass vial and starts sniffing the fumes of some liquid and asked me if i wanted some, I was just kinda like fuck it so I did it.

I then realized that it was a huge mistake, left the hot tub and wandered around aimlessly puking all over myself.  Ended up finding the ocean (we were camping right on the beach) and i was just drinking the salt water and puking it back up.  After about 3 hours of wandering I finally found our camper, laid down, vomited all over the pillow, flipped it over and went to sleep.

Needless to say the next day my parents where like 'someone had a few too many corona's last night'.  I was like, yeah.....musta had one too many, lol.
Title: Re: Drug you most regret doing? Where are you now? How have they improved your life?
Post by: Mrambulancedriver on May 11, 2012, 07:27 pm
I don't have too many regrets about doing drugs.

At a music festival when i was like 17 we had some awesome MDMA we got from our friend who spins fire. I had never done coke and wanted to try it. We found some an bought it, after doing a bunch, we bought another gram coke. I regret buying that second gram, cus we were doing bumps of coke with the molly, and sure enough the loved up feeling went away. we felt great, but i didnt feel as empathetic as i wanted to off the MDMA.

Also in high school early on when i was about 15 me and my buddy started doing eating ecstacy pills, although looking back on it I'm sure many of those pills probably didn't have any MDxx in them, most were probably speed, caffeine or piperazine, or maybe a fucked up combo of all three.
But i was 15 so what the fuck did i know? After about two months of eating close to 3 pills a week I was fucking done with that shit.


A couple years later i started going to more shows and met some hippies who introduced me to pure MDMA crystals.
Title: Re: Drug you most regret doing? Where are you now? How have they improved your life?
Post by: Delta11 on May 11, 2012, 07:34 pm
I regret doing coke this one time. I had a ton of orders to fill and one night I was completely exhausted but I had to get these orders done so I took a 20 minute nap and when I woke up I remember my friend left me some coke to help me get wired and complete the orders so I did two keyshots and it was the most horrible feeling ever. The coke was good quality but it was just that I was completely exhausted and all it did was get my heart racing but I was still tired, the worst part was that I didn't even get any work done I just laid down and watched tv and couldn't sleep. What I've learned is never do coke when you're tired, seriously it was shitty.