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Title: Suicide pill
Post by: Irrumatio on January 21, 2013, 01:54 pm
Hi! I`m not suicidal or anything, but I want a so-called suicide pill for when I`m older, perhaps let`s say, if I get sick ... Is there any place one could get such a pill, just to have around in the house?
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: ElBastardo on January 21, 2013, 03:04 pm
Honestly sounds a bit strange of a request (like you wanna get rid of some rats, but who am I to question you)
So if you interested in such things do a bit of a research and you will find out, that nearly every substance can kill anything, it just takes the right amount.

-Peace over-
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: Irrumatio on January 21, 2013, 11:06 pm
Honestly sounds a bit strange of a request (like you wanna get rid of some rats, but who am I to question you)
So if you interested in such things do a bit of a research and you will find out, that nearly every substance can kill anything, it just takes the right amount.

-Peace over-

Please stick to the original request or don`t answer at all. No hard feelings.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: professoryoke on January 21, 2013, 11:51 pm
You're looking for cyanide, not sure how easy it would be to find though. As the above poster said, almost anything can kill you in the right dose.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: cajunstyle54 on January 22, 2013, 03:30 am
I'm pretty sure I've seen cyanide for sale here. Not anymore?
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: scene on January 22, 2013, 03:49 am
Alcohol and benzos. Bye-bye!
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: MammothDorset on January 22, 2013, 03:51 am
This is interesting!! 8)
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: DrChong on January 22, 2013, 04:43 am
I would assume that cyanide is in the banned substances list - too easy to be used for unsavory purposes.

Go buy some heroin or benzos. Easy enough to kill yourself with those.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: fourtyfour on January 22, 2013, 04:58 am
There is a drug called liquid pentobarbital that is sold over the counter in veterinarians in Mexico.
I watched a documentary once on "suicide tourism" which showed how people go there obtain it because its pain free and hard to obtain in many countries.

Please +1 me before you die :)
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: mollyfan on January 26, 2013, 08:23 am
i think i remember seeing someone selling ricin poison... but thats a FUCKED up way to die...
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: pushkin on January 26, 2013, 08:42 am
ricin poison? You watch Braking Bad too many :)
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: mollyfan on January 26, 2013, 08:46 am
no, i was contemplating it myself when i saw that post... then i have NO idea where it went
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: Chinotraf on January 26, 2013, 09:22 am
 I bet if you take something like 200 mg methadon u fall asleep and you will never wake up :D
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: Dieluted on January 26, 2013, 09:37 am
Please stick to the original request or don`t answer at all. No hard feelings.

Sure thing.

Hi! I`m not suicidal or anything, but I want a so-called suicide pill for when I`m older, perhaps let`s say, if I get sick ... Is there any place one could get such a pill, just to have around in the house?

Yes.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: pushkin on January 26, 2013, 09:49 am
cocaine, 1g at once
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: NorthState on January 26, 2013, 09:55 am
I've seen potassium cyanide been sold on SR, not sure if it's legit but that would do the job very quickly.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: android465764E on January 26, 2013, 09:59 am
Why don't you just send one of the many reputable assassins on BMR & SR a post dated check? Oh yeah, that's right....  ::)

Seriously though, why go down the poison route? If the time comes, just jump off a bridge or something.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: redcube1 on January 26, 2013, 10:16 am
Honestly sounds a bit strange of a request (like you wanna get rid of some rats, but who am I to question you)
So if you interested in such things do a bit of a research and you will find out, that nearly every substance can kill anything, it just takes the right amount.

-Peace over-

Please stick to the original request or don`t answer at all. No hard feelings.

After this, you aint gonna get any help from me, thats for damn sure.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: jshizzle23 on January 26, 2013, 10:39 am
Rat poison??
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: pushkin on January 26, 2013, 10:51 am
You can watch a movie and than you will die in 7 days
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: Chinotraf on January 26, 2013, 11:03 am

 Don't bother with all that...

 If you wanna die and you're not too much into Heroïn. Just swallow 4 bottles of 60mg methadon. I'm sure you will die painless.

 40 mg is the lethal dose for a non heroïn addict person :p
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: CANNA INC on January 26, 2013, 11:04 am
i´ve seen shit like this on BMR
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: Dieluted on January 26, 2013, 11:23 am
What specifically are you even looking for in the pill? As you can see from your responses, your question is very vague.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: mcballs on January 26, 2013, 01:51 pm
Send yourself a mailbomb. I saw a guy on BMR sending ricin loaded letter bombs. (Y)
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: mcballs on January 26, 2013, 01:53 pm
50 posts! I'm out of here. Finally!
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: strelitzia on January 26, 2013, 02:07 pm
Please stick to the original request or don`t answer at all. No hard feelings.

Sure thing.

Hi! I`m not suicidal or anything, but I want a so-called suicide pill for when I`m older, perhaps let`s say, if I get sick ... Is there any place one could get such a pill, just to have around in the house?

Yes.

I concur.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: JakiStirner on May 05, 2013, 07:02 am
Alcohol and benzos. Bye-bye!

Not actually very effective in my experience.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: FiftyOne on May 05, 2013, 09:44 am
Large dose of horse tranquilizer. I know a vet I could get some from. Im pretty sure Australian footballer Ben Cousins used to take trankz for a buzz. that dude is a freak!
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: jackoxy on May 05, 2013, 02:25 pm
Honestly sounds a bit strange of a request (like you wanna get rid of some rats, but who am I to question you)
So if you interested in such things do a bit of a research and you will find out, that nearly every substance can kill anything, it just takes the right amount.

-Peace over-

Please stick to the original request or don`t answer at all. No hard feelings.

After this, you aint gonna get any help from me, thats for damn sure.
or better...I could kill you for that  ???
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: jackoxy on May 05, 2013, 02:28 pm
You can watch a movie and than you will die in 7 days

aaahhh I saw that one I think....LOL
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: MDUK on May 05, 2013, 02:48 pm
Scopolamine - 1g :P
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: cerealbox on May 05, 2013, 03:15 pm
Let's start a list of things that will kill you.

1 gram of MXE (loss of consciousness will occur within about a minute with no suffering)
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: FiftyOne on May 06, 2013, 05:41 pm
Let's start a list of things that will kill you.

1 gram of MXE (loss of consciousness will occur within about a minute with no suffering)

Violent American gun crime. pain will be relitive to the position of the shot
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: blingbling on May 06, 2013, 06:32 pm
Alcohol and benzos. Bye-bye!

i am prescibed xanax and i drink like a fish and crank up all weekend and i am still here


back to the question find good quality heroin and have a hot shot that will do the trick
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: disruptive2 on May 06, 2013, 06:42 pm
Just shoot up a gram of heroin....fantastic big rush and then it will all be over.  :o
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: oheesawteewaya on May 06, 2013, 06:49 pm
In the words of from a song

Don't try suicide, nobody gives a damn!

 :)
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: D3xalias on May 06, 2013, 07:02 pm
Yeah a gram of heroine will kill you just fine
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: heavyreader on May 06, 2013, 08:47 pm
dude please do NOT use potassium cyanide.. it is NOT quick and its a fucking horrible death.  as someone who has made many suicide attempts and maintains an active suicide plan, as well as known many friends and family members who have accomplished it, truly the only good answers i've seen in here are

1. phenobarbitol
2. gunshot to the roof of the mouth

in the case of PB, it is quick and painless, it is extremely effective, and its something that you could carry out with your loved ones close to you if you would prefer to leave in that way

a gunshot to the roof of the mouth will kill you before you even hear it.  its extremely effective, but in some places its fairly difficult to get a gun, understandably.  if you live in the us you can do cash n carry at any gun show though and not have to worry about background checks/waiting periods.

pills and other drugs are unreliable and you can be revived in the ER.  i overdosed on temazepam at one point to the extreme, thought that there was no way i could survive it.  flatlined and was brought back in the ambulance. 

i dont recommend suicide of course but i know that sometimes the pain we feel is too much for anyone to handle. 
if i wasnt taking a row of psych drugs a couple times a day and medicating heavily w/ hash oil i dont think i could cope.

anyways yeah i can think of plenty of things that will probably kill you, but if you're serious then IV phenobarbitol and guns are what you should be looking into
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: Suidone on May 07, 2013, 02:12 am
dude please do NOT use potassium cyanide.. it is NOT quick and its a fucking horrible death.  as someone who has made many suicide attempts and maintains an active suicide plan, as well as known many friends and family members who have accomplished it, truly the only good answers i've seen in here are

1. phenobarbitol
2. gunshot to the roof of the mouth

in the case of PB, it is quick and painless, it is extremely effective, and its something that you could carry out with your loved ones close to you if you would prefer to leave in that way

a gunshot to the roof of the mouth will kill you before you even hear it.  its extremely effective, but in some places its fairly difficult to get a gun, understandably.  if you live in the us you can do cash n carry at any gun show though and not have to worry about background checks/waiting periods.

pills and other drugs are unreliable and you can be revived in the ER.  i overdosed on temazepam at one point to the extreme, thought that there was no way i could survive it.  flatlined and was brought back in the ambulance. 

i dont recommend suicide of course but i know that sometimes the pain we feel is too much for anyone to handle. 
if i wasnt taking a row of psych drugs a couple times a day and medicating heavily w/ hash oil i dont think i could cope.

anyways yeah i can think of plenty of things that will probably kill you, but if you're serious then IV phenobarbitol and guns are what you should be looking into

I also found that phenobarbitol stands on top of the list of pain free suicide. Since I couldn't find this however I settled for 250 mg methadone (non opiate user) and i'll ingest it probably at the same time while consuming alcohol
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: kodiakx on May 09, 2013, 08:12 am
Someone mentioned benzos and alcohol, that will not work at all.
Benzos are quite safe and not toxic, (letah dose) LD levels so high.
But alcohol and barbiturates would work. But that combo is dumb.
Just take lethal does of an opiate, buy some heroin and make a capsule.
You will fee no pain.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: onufri on May 09, 2013, 08:42 am
10 grams or more of an orally-administered barbiturate like pentobarbital (Nembutal) or Seconal is likely to kill anyone who hasn't already built up a high tolerance to barbiturates.

That said, studies in Oregon, which is a right-to-die state, indicate something like a 25% failure rate in the application of prescription euthanasia, even by trained physicians. The body can be remarkably resilient.

There is probably no 'poison pill' that you can easily obtain that would not involve massive suffering on your way to death. Your best bet would be to combine an overdose of a barbiturate with alcohol and an opiate. And be prepared to find yourself not dead, but in a hospital.

As a side note, do NOT try overdosing on Tylenol. You probably won't die, but you will linger on for a time with catastrophic organ failure. Not a fun way to go out.

I am not a physician and I found this information out by Googling.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: Stridulate on May 09, 2013, 09:10 am
What a dark little thread.....

Here are my thoughts (I am a doctor...who likes recreational drugs!!)

The pentobarbital/pheobarbital approach is probably the best as there is the least chance of vomiting or seizure before death, usually when these drugs are used to end life (as in Switzerland for example) an anti-emetic is given about 30 mins before taking the barb just in case, proclorperazine (Buccastem) is pretty good at preventing non motion nausea and is available over the counter.

A huge dose of opiate such as heroin or morphine will also work but as many people vomit with opiates this may be more troublesome as you may not have absorbed a lethal dose before vomiting and may be revived with naloxone or similar.  Less of an issue if you inject but as the thread was for a suicide "pill" then maybe the needle is not for you?

Just to repeat the advice of others here, dont use paracetamol/tylenol (slow, painful with organ failure), Cyanide (not as quick as the movies make out, agonising and there is an antidote), benzos (unreliable even with huge amounts of alcohol) also I wouldn't overdose on cocaine (seizure/heart attack quite possible) or most other recreational drugs (MDMA, 2CB etc.) for similar reasons.

Ketamine would also be a poor choice as it is not very toxic and a near lethal k-hole would not be very nice to wake up from in the hospital in my opinion!

I hope you have a long and happy life my friend..for the record I have 15g of pentobarbital (liquid) on standby in a quiet corner as my way out if things turn bad, it has a long, long shelf life though  :)

peace

x
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: 000100110011002 on May 09, 2013, 11:00 am
Think about where you are going when you die...this life is temporary, but the next life is forever, or rather, eternal, whether eternal life, or eternal deateh.

So I hope your heading to a better place, a place of eternal life, aka heaven.

But on another note, If I were you, I'm not sure I'd want to stand before God and Him say "Gee, your here a bit early..."
ya know what Im saying?  I mean He gots everything planned and therefore Hes in control, so to take your life before it was your time to go, whether your going to heaven or hell, you basically gotta explain why you ended things before it was actually your time for things to be ended here....but Im sure you can think of some explanation...but Id wish rather you call on Jesus cuz Jesus is how I got over all my emotional problems, and tell u what, only reason Id wana take my life is to avoid some crazy type of torture, but Ill tell u what else, if I died right now I know I'm going to heaven, and not cuz what Ive done Im the most rotten dude on the planet, but cuz what Jesus did for me, thats why I'm going to heaven.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: poki on May 09, 2013, 04:05 pm
I could come and kill you, just PM when youre ready.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: onufri on May 09, 2013, 04:13 pm
You'll be waiting a long time.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: lunarpursuit on May 10, 2013, 12:37 am
dark little thread, indeed.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: jundullahi on May 10, 2013, 03:26 am
dude please do NOT use potassium cyanide.. it is NOT quick and its a fucking horrible death.  as someone who has made many suicide attempts and maintains an active suicide plan, as well as known many friends and family members who have accomplished it, truly the only good answers i've seen in here are

1. phenobarbitol
2. gunshot to the roof of the mouth

in the case of PB, it is quick and painless, it is extremely effective, and its something that you could carry out with your loved ones close to you if you would prefer to leave in that way

a gunshot to the roof of the mouth will kill you before you even hear it.  its extremely effective, but in some places its fairly difficult to get a gun, understandably.  if you live in the us you can do cash n carry at any gun show though and not have to worry about background checks/waiting periods.

pills and other drugs are unreliable and you can be revived in the ER.  i overdosed on temazepam at one point to the extreme, thought that there was no way i could survive it.  flatlined and was brought back in the ambulance. 

i dont recommend suicide of course but i know that sometimes the pain we feel is too much for anyone to handle. 
if i wasnt taking a row of psych drugs a couple times a day and medicating heavily w/ hash oil i dont think i could cope.

anyways yeah i can think of plenty of things that will probably kill you, but if you're serious then IV phenobarbitol and guns are what you should be looking into


Why would you want to leave this world. Do you care talk about it.

There was I time in my life when I was in mental clinical when I wanted to die to but then every thing changed. Maybe we had similar experiences. And if you rather would want to life then die.
And care to talk about it PM maybe it will be helpfull to both of us. I hurts my heart when people are in pain and suffer in desire death above life.

I wish you the best.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: twocows on May 10, 2013, 03:51 am
i want the pill from last james bond movie, one that melts ur face
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: 00Oo0o0oOo0Oo0oO on May 10, 2013, 03:56 am
There are just way too many things that I would rather do than kill myself.  I guess it's hard to understand what other people feel.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: yearziro on May 10, 2013, 03:59 am
You could always jump in front of a train (painless) my friends dad is a train driver and said he has hit several people who jump in front of him and he cant do anything about it so he doesnt feel bad
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: CBUKBOOK on May 10, 2013, 06:21 am
I'd order one of those hitmans on TOR and wait in my room with the door unlocked.
Just remember to post a review before he hit you
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: jeweljk on May 14, 2013, 10:10 pm
take a lot
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: jundullahi on May 14, 2013, 10:36 pm
Just remember that scene from Fight Club where Marla tried the kill her self.

And the police yell you have a reason to life or something.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: BabyBananaGrabber on May 14, 2013, 11:03 pm
The problem with painless methods of suicide is that anyone who's done it successfully ain't gonna tell you about it. That said, I have heard repeatedly that phenobarbital is the way to go.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: jundullahi on May 14, 2013, 11:07 pm
I believe that the soul leaving the body will always hurt no matter what way somebody chose to go out
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: offbeatadam on May 15, 2013, 01:22 am
I feel like the OP ran away.

While I'm pretty certain that the documents are rather difficult to find in the US due to their nature, there have been a good number of doctors that are extreme proponents of allowing people to choose their day, especially in regards to those that are suffering. Kavorkian did quite a bit of research into it, and while he was ostracized, I feel he did many good things for the freedom of people to make that choice. With modern information regarding pain (although it is still incomplete, it is deplorable the level of refusal on acceptance of being in actual pain) and the effects of various chemicals on it... it shouldn't be too hard to come up with the right way to do it.

I would honestly recommend against poisoning - there are not many poisons on the planet that don't go badly. Some have a chance for survival too, with extremely dire consequences. Cyanide for example... it is particularly dangerous, but the commonly referenced "suicide pill" that gained popularity amongst spy themes has been repeatedly noted for its lack of well defined success. It will very easily leave you with a VERY bad scar... probably lose some teeth, amongst other damages to your internals.

That being said I honestly wouldn't consider it such a great thing to plan as a destiny. At the very least, if you have any desire to leave insurance or anything of the like to your progeny, you may want to read the fine print. Outside of that, I don't know - I'm just not a fan of giving up.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: Cocaleiro on May 15, 2013, 01:50 am
Very good ideas, i just loved this topic!

Its not just about suicide.. in most countries, its better to be dead than arrested. Just think about it.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: jackofspades on May 15, 2013, 02:50 am
lol phenobarbital is what the LA bank robbers took before their jobs i think other notable criminals like them took it too.
idk what a recreational dose is compared to what can kill ya

take enough benzos and ya might wind up walking in front of a train without even knowing it i.e. painless
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: Suidone on May 18, 2013, 07:26 pm
I've been suicidal since I was only 12 years old and am now between 25-30 years old. So I can say that I have thought and researched it quite intensively. And although suicidal people don't really think about anyone else anymore, I really advise those contemplating it NOT to do it by jumping under a train. There are so many consequences for other people... Some (or maybe all, i don't know) countries charge the families for the costs of cleaning, delay of trains and whatnot. This can result in serious financial setbacks for your family who are already devastated because their son/daughter/wife/husband ... just killed himself. I can assure you suicide really ruins families. So if you're still capable of acting rationally, don't do it like this and try to die in a peaceful way. Killing yourself by sticking a gun in your mouth is mostly pain free, but of course isn't really nice to watch. But this is certainly a good option when you're living in the US.

In normal countries where people nor babies are allowed to buy guys, some form of overdose is recommendable. Overdose by benzos is dumb and will seldom work. If you only have benzos at hand, make sure you drink a lot of alcohol with it; and even then there's a decent chance you will survive it. What will work is drinking alcohol, taking some fast acting benzo and put a plastic bag over your head and make sure that no air can escape by taping it or something alike. You do have to experiment with it first, to see how fast you will pass out from the benzos so you put the bag over your head at the right time. You'll first fall asleep (use a lot benzos) and then you'll suffocate in ur sleep.

As mentioned earlier however, phenobarbitol is when of the best choices. Euthanasia is also performed with some barbiturate (but also couple other things): nevertheless an overdose of this ( and alcohol is always a plus )

even though I just found a phenobarbitol source, I already made my choice a while back ago: methadone. I never used any opiates so it's really easy to die from(Opiates and/or barbiturates are the way to go ). I have less than 6 months less on this earth, so i'm just trying to enjoy the fuck out of it.

While I'm suggesting couple of things, which prolly already been said in this thread; i'm not promoting people to commit suicide.
there's this saying:
Quote
suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem.

I know life can skullfuck you with a big fat black cock and suicide looks the only way out. But in a lot of cases, things will get better; They really will.
There's lots of things that can make you desperate as fuck and sometimes it seems that it really won't get any better, but again, most of the time it will.

HOWEVER, there are people that will never get better; that are living a miserable life and have no prospect at all. It's hard to determine where to draw the line; People with permanent mental illnesses that completely ruin their life, take control of their body and or minds have imo the right to end their life. I've heard stories before bout people telling me that their boyfriend broke up with him or husband left or even died and that they've gone through months of suffering and then they tell me that it will get better. Some people can't handle such situations and they really break down. And I also know this because I'm also one of those that can't handle these things and those weeks or months were really crazy; I really broke down. But it got better.

Although you break down all the time and are non stop in pain and maybe want to die; it does get better. But grief and being heartbroken etc.. does not make you clinically depressed; honestly that's a whole different level; I've got a mental illness and it will never go away and no medication works. At first I lost my friends, then my GF, then ... , then my future. etc..;  You have the right to end your life if there's really no way out. The fact that I'm still alive today is because i never could go through with it because of my parents; but after your umpteenth depression that reason starts to fade.  And again, if u never been really depressed you can't really say anything about it, because you have no fucking idea what u go through. it's not something u just ' get over '.

The end  :-X
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: PurpleBalloons54 on May 18, 2013, 07:32 pm
Please stick to the original request or don`t answer at all. No hard feelings.

Sure thing.

Hi! I`m not suicidal or anything, but I want a so-called suicide pill for when I`m older, perhaps let`s say, if I get sick ... Is there any place one could get such a pill, just to have around in the house?

Yes.


You gave me man giggles.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: PurpleBalloons54 on May 18, 2013, 07:48 pm
I tried suicide and realized I haven't truly lived yet.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: Suidone on May 18, 2013, 11:08 pm
I never actually tried it; but neither will I ever 'try'.
" don't try, just do it"

When the time has come, I'll do it and already made sure that won't fail.
It's not up to me to say something or to judge other people who tried and failed;
But failing at committing suicide is just sad. Lots of people who (try) to commit suicide do it also because they feel like one big failure ( this mostly concerns depressed people) So when I commit suicide and hypothetically I had failed, that's the worse there is.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: bimmer62 on May 18, 2013, 11:39 pm
One gram of Pure Potassium Cyanide.
"It comes double vacuum sealed in a very stealth package, impossible to detect.
Potassium Cyanide is highly toxic, and can be a quick, 100% effective and painless way of self-deliverance.
I include a free copy of the e-book "The final exit" with your order."

- http://silkroadvb5piz3r.onion/silkroad/item/62806edf01
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: Septimus W Smith on May 18, 2013, 11:55 pm
This may have already been mentioned (I've not read the whole thread) but the method Dignitas use is a pentobarbital overdose preceded by a powerful antiemetic. The later would be pretty easy to come by and you can find pentobarbital in the barbiturates aisle of your favourite internet drug emporium. Death would be from respiratory arrest after entering a coma. Since they use this method for euthanasia, I'd imagine it's relatively pain free.

Edit: a quick search reveals that they use 15g (bloody hell) of pentobarbital dissolved in 100ml of water or orange juice and that the antiemetic is metoclopramide.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: jundullahi on May 19, 2013, 12:43 am
Sorry I just cannot believe you are advising people how best to kill themselves. man

- point for all with good ideas
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: 013517 on May 19, 2013, 12:44 am
a gram of heroin, and a gram of cocaine at the same time.  classy baby.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: RS7FI8ZRkm on May 19, 2013, 01:18 am
You're looking for cyanide, not sure how easy it would be to find though. As the above poster said, almost anything can kill you in the right dose.
cyanide would be an absolutely terrible way to die. with the last few seconds of life spent with unimaginable pain an suffering as you're vomiting up curdled blood..

please stop recommending it to people. However, if you (*stops to plead with you to reconsider your life*) are truly looking for a means to an end, look up exit bags..
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: 013517 on May 19, 2013, 01:36 am
Exit bags are interesting.  I remember seeing a pamphlet explaining it.  I'm all for suicide in the terminally ill, but for everyone else I bet there are better options.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: Miah on May 19, 2013, 03:11 am
You want Cyanide? Hey NP go down to your local Home Depot or Walmart and get yourself some rat poison. If they don't have that any commerical bug killer will have cyanide in it however it really does help if it's powder form so that you can easily make pills out of it.

Another little FUN FACT for you is that cyanide has no taste or odor. Only people that would have access to that kind of cyanide would typically be chemists.  Dying from cyanide poisoning is one the worst ways to go so not sure if that would be a good pill for suicide. Basically what happens after a large ingestion of cyanide is it will start to eat away at your internal organs dissolving them slowly over time while you sit there half alive and half dead until finally your body shuts down but not after you've felt the worst pain in your life.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: Q789123 on May 19, 2013, 07:16 am
Bensos, booze and a over the counter drug called phenergon- when you vomit you will drown
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: pure Milo on May 19, 2013, 10:18 am
i'm pretty sure Op was just trolling & spamming to get to his 50 posts.

he sure picked an edgy topic sure to bring people in.

Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: bloodsipper on May 19, 2013, 10:29 am
sugar pills work wonders.  ive committed suicide 15 times now and its worked like a charm on each occasion
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: Aktion1314 on May 19, 2013, 11:29 am
Pentobarbital is what they use for lethal injections in Texas. I know you said pill but one vial of pento and you pass out, your body goes into hyperkalemia and poof you're dead. I'd honestly just buy a gun instead of messing around with pills if you want to kill yourself, because there's no way to know what you're getting until you actually try the pill.
To me it sounds like you just want someone dead but oh well.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: eph0yze on June 27, 2013, 09:55 am
How about mixing barbiturates (like phenobarbital pills) with ie. morphine sulphate? Add some antiemetic and enjoy your eternal sleep :D
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: TreadLight on June 27, 2013, 11:44 am
A day may come when I am old when I might elect to check out. Alzheimer's runs in my family and I will NOT go that route. If I didn't have any loved ones left I might just use a shotgun. Quick and painless. But pretty traumatic for anyone who might find me.

I would probably settle on a "exit bag". Put a bag over my head and flood with with an inert gas like nitrogen. The inert gas prevents that suffocating feeling. A couple deep breaths and you will be unconscious. My one fear about that is, while your brain is dieing, would you possibly experience something that could be akin to a bad trip? Is it possible, just as on psychedelics you experience moments of eternity? Not sure if I want my last moments to be like a bad trip. There would be no such risk with a shotgun. 
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: shifting sands on June 27, 2013, 01:40 pm
I've been suicidal since I was only 12 years old and am now between 25-30 years old. So I can say that I have thought and researched it quite intensively. And although suicidal people don't really think about anyone else anymore, I really advise those contemplating it NOT to do it by jumping under a train. There are so many consequences for other people... Some (or maybe all, i don't know) countries charge the families for the costs of cleaning, delay of trains and whatnot. This can result in serious financial setbacks for your family who are already devastated because their son/daughter/wife/husband ... just killed himself. I can assure you suicide really ruins families. So if you're still capable of acting rationally, don't do it like this and try to die in a peaceful way. Killing yourself by sticking a gun in your mouth is mostly pain free, but of course isn't really nice to watch. But this is certainly a good option when you're living in the US.

In normal countries where people nor babies are allowed to buy guys, some form of overdose is recommendable. Overdose by benzos is dumb and will seldom work. If you only have benzos at hand, make sure you drink a lot of alcohol with it; and even then there's a decent chance you will survive it. What will work is drinking alcohol, taking some fast acting benzo and put a plastic bag over your head and make sure that no air can escape by taping it or something alike. You do have to experiment with it first, to see how fast you will pass out from the benzos so you put the bag over your head at the right time. You'll first fall asleep (use a lot benzos) and then you'll suffocate in ur sleep.

As mentioned earlier however, phenobarbitol is when of the best choices. Euthanasia is also performed with some barbiturate (but also couple other things): nevertheless an overdose of this ( and alcohol is always a plus )

even though I just found a phenobarbitol source, I already made my choice a while back ago: methadone. I never used any opiates so it's really easy to die from(Opiates and/or barbiturates are the way to go ). I have less than 6 months less on this earth, so i'm just trying to enjoy the fuck out of it.

While I'm suggesting couple of things, which prolly already been said in this thread; i'm not promoting people to commit suicide.
there's this saying:
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suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem.

I know life can skullfuck you with a big fat black cock and suicide looks the only way out. But in a lot of cases, things will get better; They really will.
There's lots of things that can make you desperate as fuck and sometimes it seems that it really won't get any better, but again, most of the time it will.

HOWEVER, there are people that will never get better; that are living a miserable life and have no prospect at all. It's hard to determine where to draw the line; People with permanent mental illnesses that completely ruin their life, take control of their body and or minds have imo the right to end their life. I've heard stories before bout people telling me that their boyfriend broke up with him or husband left or even died and that they've gone through months of suffering and then they tell me that it will get better. Some people can't handle such situations and they really break down. And I also know this because I'm also one of those that can't handle these things and those weeks or months were really crazy; I really broke down. But it got better.

Although you break down all the time and are non stop in pain and maybe want to die; it does get better. But grief and being heartbroken etc.. does not make you clinically depressed; honestly that's a whole different level; I've got a mental illness and it will never go away and no medication works. At first I lost my friends, then my GF, then ... , then my future. etc..;  You have the right to end your life if there's really no way out. The fact that I'm still alive today is because i never could go through with it because of my parents; but after your umpteenth depression that reason starts to fade.  And again, if u never been really depressed you can't really say anything about it, because you have no fucking idea what u go through. it's not something u just ' get over '.

The end  :-X

WTF is wrong with a big fat black cock. Now i am most offended. surely is better than a small white wrinkely one.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: Grounded on June 27, 2013, 01:49 pm
I've seen some potassium cianide on SR yesterday, and it actually makes me very uncomfortable... How can the seller be sure that this will be used for suicide and not for killing any guy ? I don't get it.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: adamiz on June 27, 2013, 01:53 pm
Ok so time comes and you are old, and you want to die..
Why just suicide taking a pill? If you are going to end your life why don't you be more creative.

I can suggest some thinks if you like.

Jump from an airplane (if you can afford it) without parachute. Or from a very tall building.
Take a motocross bike and jump off from a mountain.
Or simply take as many psychedelics you can and overdose to the end..

Or one of the best ideas is to become a suicide bomber and go explode yourself at the HQ of CIA, IMF or the Greek parliament (do it as a favor for me).

I wish you all the best till that point of your life,

Adamiz

Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: rkk1993 on June 27, 2013, 01:57 pm
I think you can get potasium  cyanide on theother tab on sr its pretty cheap I think.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: Gorrex on June 27, 2013, 02:25 pm
there was a famous case here of an old woman that put cyanide in a cake and then invite some "friends" that she owed money to eat it.   she killed all of the invited (3 people if i remember correctly)
you should buy that
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: mangolives on June 27, 2013, 02:31 pm
i´ve seen shit like this on BMR

Ok, that's 2 mentions of "BMR".  What is BMR?
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: Gorrex on June 27, 2013, 02:41 pm
you can also do a para jump, if you dont open the parachute and land with your head you will not notice
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: rkk1993 on June 27, 2013, 03:32 pm
i´ve seen shit like this on BMR

Ok, that's 2 mentions of "BMR".  What is BMR?
Black market reloaded. Its very similar to sr not as much selection on drugs and not as regulated. You can get guns and other items.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: HelpMeHelpYou on June 27, 2013, 03:33 pm
Yup, cyanide is what does the trick. It's what they gave soldiers in case they were captured and held sensitive information.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: dontmindme on June 27, 2013, 04:07 pm
4000mg acetaminophen
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: AbuNazir on June 27, 2013, 04:36 pm
4000mg acetaminophen

lol, 4g is the the maximum daily adult dose and won't do anything. You need to take the whole bottle, preferably a large one, then wait several months to a year to die in excruciating pain from liver failure.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: rkk1993 on June 27, 2013, 06:52 pm
4000mg acetaminophen

lol, 4g is the the maximum daily adult dose and won't do anything. You need to take the whole bottle, preferably a large one, then wait several months to a year to die in excruciating pain from liver failure.
:-) isn't that the best way!!!
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: wherever on July 03, 2013, 11:45 am
quick question, is 400 mg of morphine in tabs enough?

m / 135 lbs / no opiate use history
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: shawnmichaels on July 03, 2013, 11:52 am
Cyanide.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: wherever on July 03, 2013, 12:03 pm
yea yea i know. but i've got morphine pills and that's the only thing i'm asking about.
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: nes on July 03, 2013, 12:05 pm
And what about suiciding with some pain? Why be a pussy and leave while feeling good? If you live a miserable life, if you feel pain and agony, suiciding without pain is bullocks. Die with a point. Do some good. Make a message. It's the last thing you'll do in your life, why would you nod off on H in your flat?? Go and fucking shoot a rapist in the head. Make a fucking difference.

(Sorry for the curse words: ))
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: heavyreader on July 03, 2013, 05:15 pm
Cyanide.

will you guys PLEASE stop fucking suggesting cyanide...  it is NOT an easy or quick way to go, it's horribly painful and excruciatingly long.  a gun, an "exit bag" as has been mentioned previously, or phenobarbital are really the ways to go if you want to pass quickly, painlessly and peacefully.. if you decide to use a gun though, do it in the bathtub, or some place where you don't make a mess.. a clean shot from a small caliber pistol into the roof of the mouth will not produce the exploding blood and brains shit you see in movies, it will be relatively clean and hopefully less traumatic if a loved one who did not know you were planning to leave finds you.  thats about all the advice i've got..
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: FeedTheNeed on July 03, 2013, 05:32 pm
When your old you'll be in a convalescent home, they come pre-equipped with a suicide pill, its called pull the plug.

Haha for real tho - fuck a suicide pill, life is more precious than that bro. If your life sucks, learn to start loving the shittiest parts of your life, all else will automatically get better.

FTN
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: PurpleBalloons54 on July 04, 2013, 01:38 am
Life is fucking crazy.  When you think there's an undeniable logic to performing suicide, there's always the potential for existence to turn itself on its head, totally changing the equation.

If you want suicide because of stress or anxiety, get on some fucking benzos for a bit to allow you to reconsider- things pass; sometimes you have to make them pass.  Cope and survive without cutting out your legs (e.g., cope with heroin), and get or live through the shit you're in.


-PB
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: heavyreader on July 04, 2013, 04:26 am
Life is fucking crazy.  When you think there's an undeniable logic to performing suicide, there's always the potential for existence to turn itself on its head, totally changing the equation.

If you want suicide because of stress or anxiety, get on some fucking benzos for a bit to allow you to reconsider- things pass; sometimes you have to make them pass.  Cope and survive without cutting out your legs (e.g., cope with heroin), and get or live through the shit you're in.


-PB

wow, what a great suggestion, considering benzos are PROVEN to increase suicidal thoughts and behaviors in people predisposed to them, as well as depression..

and please don't spout the whole "IT GETS BETTER!" bullshit because for some people it truly fucking doesn't.. and that's awful and really sad and cruel and unfair but it's true.  like z-ro once said, "i just want to die while i can still be missed."  don't pass judgment on people who just want to move on or end their pain.. they don't pass judgment on you for wanting to stay alive do they?? 

and don't ever tell someone to just "cope".  because you have NO IDEA what the fuck they could possibly be truly trying to cope with.  it could very well be something that you couldn't yourself in the same circumstances..
Title: Re: Suicide pill
Post by: PurpleBalloons54 on July 05, 2013, 07:10 pm
Life is fucking crazy.  When you think there's an undeniable logic to performing suicide, there's always the potential for existence to turn itself on its head, totally changing the equation.

If you want suicide because of stress or anxiety, get on some fucking benzos for a bit to allow you to reconsider- things pass; sometimes you have to make them pass.  Cope and survive without cutting out your legs (e.g., cope with heroin), and get or live through the shit you're in.


-PB

wow, what a great suggestion, considering benzos are PROVEN to increase suicidal thoughts and behaviors in people predisposed to them, as well as depression..

and please don't spout the whole "IT GETS BETTER!" bullshit because for some people it truly fucking doesn't.. and that's awful and really sad and cruel and unfair but it's true.  like z-ro once said, "i just want to die while i can still be missed."  don't pass judgment on people who just want to move on or end their pain.. they don't pass judgment on you for wanting to stay alive do they?? 

and don't ever tell someone to just "cope".  because you have NO IDEA what the fuck they could possibly be truly trying to cope with.  it could very well be something that you couldn't yourself in the same circumstances..


I wasn't passing judgement, I was sharing my perspective from personal experience; and I said, "If you want suicide because of stress or anxiety" get on benzos, not if you're suffering from chronic depression.

I used to be very "anti-medication", but now I see that it can break loops within ourselves- thoughts and/or emotions that perpetuate our current state of being, allowing for real progress to be made.

Life is nuts and it can flip on its head- sometimes through drastically changing our lives, changing our minds ("synthetically" or "organically"), or just riding out whatever crap we're currently in.

-PB