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Discussion => Drug safety => Topic started by: zipstyle on July 30, 2013, 06:55 am
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8 lines are divided on a plate, each line is about 1 inch in length. I have been using small amounts (about 50-100 mg) per night, so that would account for tolerance.
+0:00 - First line insufflated. Slight burn but nothing too bad. Got the runny/drippy nose already.
+0:02 - Second line insufflated. No burn, just a little discomfort, as usual. I am starting to wonder how bad ketamine is for the nose, as far as how quickly it wears out the lining. Still no effects.
+0:04 - Nose is really dippy. Keep having to suck the snot back in (ew). Feeling a little light-headed, evolving into something a little wobbly.
+0:05 - Ah. Familiar static-y buzzy feeling coming on, like a frequency wave being tuned in. This is coupled with a feeling of relaxation starting to spread. It is a cold kind of relaxation though, not like an opiate which feels warm. Brain feeling slightly zonked.
+0:07 - Buzzing feeling increasing, I anticipate the chomp chomp chomp (or is it womp womp womp?) that accompanies the ketamine experience. Feeling significantly sedated at this point. Lethargic, don't really want to move. Ew. Just got the drip in the back of my throat :P
+0:10 - Vision is starting to have the choppy quality, I can feel my brain almost being lifted out of my head... does that even sound right? More like I can feel the connection between brain and body being tampered with.
+0:14 - Third line insufflated. Hardly felt it go up, nostril is pretty runny now. (Is my nose fucked up? Note to self: check out nose structure things next time you see a doctor. It's probably nothing, but better to check than not know anything at all). Feeling more dissociation, that is a static-y feeling accompanied by a high tone in my ear, numbness in the face and body.
+0:18 - Harder to read, vision getting choppy. I feel pretty damn good though :) Relaxed, closing my eyes would probably give me a stronger experience right now.
+0:20 - Entered the space where, in meditation, one could "re-program" the mind. I am running through previous thought sequences and reactions and thinking about how I would like to adjust them in the future. Very easy to look at self critically from a place of care and love rather than a place of anger and resentment.
+0:27 - Did lines four and five. The external world is definitely more "static-like" if that makes any sense? Everything seems to be re-drawn over and over again really fast before I can actually notice that's what's happening.
+0:30 - I feel like I am controlling my body from within, if that makes sense. Like this body is a shell that I am using to carry out what I need to do. I start thinking about life, marriage, cultures.
+0:33 - Feeling "head ruffles" like when you realize your head muscles are tight and then they loosen its like a wave. Vision much more difficult.
+0:36 - On the edge of K-hole? Interesting territory where gravity seems to be shifting
+0:?? - Forgot what time is
+1:20 - Woke up, was lost in k-space for quite some time.
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And that, kids, is why we go slow. That way, we know what's going on.
Zipstyle signing off :D
Thanks to MarcelKetman for the strong and pure S-Isomer Ketamine.
Yawning now and feeling clean as a whistle. Good experience as always :)
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8 lines are divided on a plate, each line is about 1 inch in length. I have been using small amounts (about 50-100 mg) per night, so that would account for tolerance.
+0:00 - First line insufflated. Slight burn but nothing too bad. Got the runny/drippy nose already.
+0:02 - Second line insufflated. No burn, just a little discomfort, as usual. I am starting to wonder how bad ketamine is for the nose, as far as how quickly it wears out the lining. Still no effects.
+0:04 - Nose is really dippy. Keep having to suck the snot back in (ew). Feeling a little light-headed, evolving into something a little wobbly.
+0:05 - Ah. Familiar static-y buzzy feeling coming on, like a frequency wave being tuned in. This is coupled with a feeling of relaxation starting to spread. It is a cold kind of relaxation though, not like an opiate which feels warm. Brain feeling slightly zonked.
+0:07 - Buzzing feeling increasing, I anticipate the chomp chomp chomp (or is it womp womp womp?) that accompanies the ketamine experience. Feeling significantly sedated at this point. Lethargic, don't really want to move. Ew. Just got the drip in the back of my throat :P
+0:10 - Vision is starting to have the choppy quality, I can feel my brain almost being lifted out of my head... does that even sound right? More like I can feel the connection between brain and body being tampered with.
+0:14 - Third line insufflated. Hardly felt it go up, nostril is pretty runny now. (Is my nose fucked up? Note to self: check out nose structure things next time you see a doctor. It's probably nothing, but better to check than not know anything at all). Feeling more dissociation, that is a static-y feeling accompanied by a high tone in my ear, numbness in the face and body.
+0:18 - Harder to read, vision getting choppy. I feel pretty damn good though :) Relaxed, closing my eyes would probably give me a stronger experience right now.
+0:20 - Entered the space where, in meditation, one could "re-program" the mind. I am running through previous thought sequences and reactions and thinking about how I would like to adjust them in the future. Very easy to look at self critically from a place of care and love rather than a place of anger and resentment.
+0:27 - Did lines four and five. The external world is definitely more "static-like" if that makes any sense? Everything seems to be re-drawn over and over again really fast before I can actually notice that's what's happening.
+0:30 - I feel like I am controlling my body from within, if that makes sense. Like this body is a shell that I am using to carry out what I need to do. I start thinking about life, marriage, cultures.
+0:33 - Feeling "head ruffles" like when you realize your head muscles are tight and then they loosen its like a wave. Vision much more difficult.
+0:36 - On the edge of K-hole? Interesting territory where gravity seems to be shifting
+0:?? - Forgot what time is
+1:20 - Woke up, was lost in k-space for quite some time.
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And that, kids, is why we go slow. That way, we know what's going on.
Zipstyle signing off :D
Thanks to MarcelKetman for the strong and pure S-Isomer Ketamine.
Yawning now and feeling clean as a whistle. Good experience as always :)
what happened between +0:36 and +1:20?
what did you see? can you describe k space? what do you remember?
is it like being god inside your own mind? like being in a dream where you can create and destroy objects of your imagination? or is it more like a movie? flowing patterns appearing and dissolving before your eyes? are there any entities? waiting for you at the other side?
Is it a full body feeling or more of a head high? do you get blasted out of your body?
sorry about the questions. I got some K in transit.... cant wait to sample it!
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Nice :)
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what happened between +0:36 and +1:20?
what did you see? can you describe k space? what do you remember?
is it like being god inside your own mind? like being in a dream where you can create and destroy objects of your imagination? or is it more like a movie? flowing patterns appearing and dissolving before your eyes? are there any entities? waiting for you at the other side?
Is it a full body feeling or more of a head high? do you get blasted out of your body?
sorry about the questions. I got some K in transit.... cant wait to sample it!
haha I'm getting 5g of marcel's S+ soon too and would love to know these questions too xD
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Around how much do you think you did all together in that timespan?
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Hello all!
Sorry for the slow reply.
The k-space is just like the empty space you have when you close your eyes, except it's more space-like. Like if you were an astronaut floating through outer space. Or rocketing. I don't know, I would assume that it varies from one person to the next. K-space is very much like a dream and is similar to the DMT headspace in that regard, but it is much "slower" if that makes any sense. There are no rushing revelations or beams of enlightenment. Instead, it is a slow process of understanding the true nature of the moment. Turn DMT inside-out and I think you may be close to a ketamine trip lol.
As for the amount, I would venture to say I did about 150-200 mg. Maybe slightly less?