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Title: What's your problem drug?
Post by: flyinghigh1660 on July 08, 2013, 08:49 pm
We all use drugs, and sometimes we use some drugs more than we like. So what's your problem drug? You know the one you always find yourself slipping into.

For me it's weed. I can regulate LSD, DMT, 2C-B all basically due to the nature of the substance. But weed for me is a pain in the arse from the moment I start smoking to the end of the bag. I just can't stop smoking the fucking stuff. Fucks my productivity up with work. I'll want to stay high all day.

Silly really, but we all have a drug we run home too, what's yours?
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: MC Haberdasher on July 08, 2013, 08:51 pm
Weed, hash, heroin lately.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: flyinghigh1660 on July 08, 2013, 08:56 pm
Weed, hash, heroin lately.

I think heroin generates its own attraction.  ;D
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: Snoopish on July 08, 2013, 09:07 pm
I'm gonna have to go with Meth and Heroin on this one.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: b0lixtrader on July 08, 2013, 09:17 pm
Cocaine and benzos.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: flyinghigh1660 on July 08, 2013, 09:30 pm
Cocaine and benzos.

I stay away from coke, because of my problems with weed. I am guessing i will like the stuff and then it will own me.

I am not too bad on benzos, can pick and drop them quite easily.

Neurochemistry is weird like that.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: yokes101 on July 08, 2013, 09:53 pm
Alcohol, Benzos, MDMA and Speed.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: Internal Freedom on July 08, 2013, 09:58 pm
I actually crave weed more then I would coke. In all the times Ive done coke I have never had cravings on the comedown or a desire to do it again after (which is weird because I was told it was super addictive all my life). First time I did meth I wanted to do more after 3 hours but no physical cravings or anything, I just thought "Wow this is awesome, maybe I should do some more to see how much higher I can get". Not "Oh fuck I gotta get some more of this shit NOW".

Ive done just about everything aside from most RC's, Heroin and crack. Weed has been my worst problem drug of all of them :-\
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: Railgun on July 08, 2013, 10:08 pm
Weed, but I am only able to physically binge on it for a day or two. I don't get how you guys can binge on it and still get high midway through like an 1/8th or so.

I stay away from drugs that I will like too much: Heroin, Coke.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: flyinghigh1660 on July 08, 2013, 10:09 pm
Alcohol, Benzos, MDMA and Speed.

I wonder if different people have different classes of drugs they will abuse? Certain personality type err towards a class of drug?

For me MDMA is just nasty. I hate the come down and the depression phase afterwards. I was clinically depressed for some time. So I think I have an aversion to using up my serotonin in one go.



Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: flyinghigh1660 on July 08, 2013, 10:13 pm
Weed, but I am only able to physically binge on it for a day or two. I don't get how you guys can binge on it and still get high midway through like an 1/8th or so.

I stay away from drugs that I will like too much: Heroin, Coke.

If weed is in the house, I'll smoke it until I have none left. Morning, noon and night. Don"t know what it is about that drug. Fuck knows why, I always kid myself I won't take a toke. then I end up getting stoned.

Meh.. :-\
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: Ballzinator on July 08, 2013, 10:35 pm
Weed has become more and more of a problem for me lately. I'll have to take a break from it for a few months sooner or later :-\
I also almost developed a full-fledged addiction to MXE about half a year ago. Haven't used it since. Helluva drug.

Never had any problems with uppers and downers. I don't seem to be prone to physical dependency but very prone to the psychological kind :(
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: dirtybiscuitzz718 on July 08, 2013, 10:38 pm
All of them, except crack.. no problems with that which i dont do ;)
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: Railgun on July 08, 2013, 11:07 pm
How does one abuse psychedelics? Don't they have an anti-abuse built into their pharmacology?

You guys have mysterious ways of avoiding tolerance or have a shit ton of money.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: Thirdplace on July 09, 2013, 02:31 am
Weed.

Holy shit, when I saw this thread I thought I was gonna be the only person to write weed, but her, turns out it's more of a common problem than I would have thought.  I love cocaine, but I can pick it up or put it down.  Weed, not so much.  If I smoke a bowl, it doesn't take long before I'm lost in it again, stoned 24/7 and terribly unproductive.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: MC Haberdasher on July 09, 2013, 02:36 am
I try and stay high on weed as long as I can throughout the day..  I might switch it up with some wax here soon.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: fiveotwo on July 09, 2013, 06:42 am
Probably ketamine.  I only tried 0.5g over a few sittings, but I felt like getting more after.  I thought about it a lot for a few days after.  It's a good thing it's tricky to get locally.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: Real_Drugs on July 09, 2013, 07:29 am
I fuck with a lot of drugs, but the most problematic for me are weed and alcohol. When it comes to weed, I really need to moderate how much I smoke as if i get into an everyday pattern it can really have negative consequences for me. And alcohol, I can't control myself, one drink leads to 10 and I woke up the next day feeling like shit and full of regret.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: chil on July 09, 2013, 08:16 am
The only drug I seem to have no control over is Mephedrone, the most addictive stuff I've ever encountered. So even if I've been daydreaming about doing some almost every day since the last time, I just don't order it, otherwise I'm fucked. Mephedrone is going to be a twice a year drug, whether i'm happy with that or not.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: zxydwx3 on July 09, 2013, 08:31 am
Cocaine (specifically crack) and alcohol. I'm fine with weed, when I take some out of the pound for personal, a quarter or so will last me weeks. My partner smokes an ounce a week. I'm also OK with opiates, I've been on pain meds for many years.

But the pipe will fuck me up. I wouldn't touch it if I wasn't getting the stuff from SR. At least this way I can't jones for more and decide to score again. I literally have no way to get coke IRL, so SR keeps me under control. I can let loose from time to time w/o getting strung out.

And I can't drink. I was a drinker for many, many years, but got on the wagon about 5 years ago. I'll have a couple cocktails or a few beers maybe twice a year, other than that I never drink. Just can't handle it, at all. I'd drink all day, every day. I was extremely out of control the last few years I was drinking. It really hurts to think about the bad decisions i made and how lucky I am that I didn't kill someone or myself.

Live and learn. Good idea for a thread, interesting to see the responses :)
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: hailsatan123123 on July 09, 2013, 11:11 am
I'm really  surprised to read these comments , My problem is weed for sure as long as i have it i'll keep smoking it and our prices for decent quality weed is insane ! so i find myself spending most of my money on that. As far as every other drug i tried i'm fine with them all , never had problems with psychedelics / xtc

Very interesting thread !  8)
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: bluedev1 on July 10, 2013, 12:21 am
My problem drug is probably dopamine.  Always looking for more!
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: Turkey for Breakfast on July 10, 2013, 12:37 am
Alcohol and NO2.

Anything else I can manage pretty well to keep under control. Actually lately I have been good on alcohol, but the NO2 I just have to stay away from.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: SealTeam6 on July 10, 2013, 01:01 am
Coke, that white girl use to be my only friend.  I see her rarely now, but when I do we go all night into the wee morning hours.  I can blow entire days away with that problem child.  Good times were had tho, I regret nothing.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: slirp on July 10, 2013, 02:09 am
The only drug I seem to have no control over is Mephedrone, the most addictive stuff I've ever encountered. So even if I've been daydreaming about doing some almost every day since the last time, I just don't order it, otherwise I'm fucked. Mephedrone is going to be a twice a year drug, whether i'm happy with that or not.

I concur with this.  No problems with cocaine (lol @ spending that much on such a short-acting drug).  I can't comprehend using benzos recreationally.  Alcohol is more of a habit and if I just stop for a few days then I certainly don't crave it at all.  Ketamine can be addictive in a weird way that kind of creeped up on me but then I had a bad experience and had no problems not using it for a month.  Now ketamine is just too "foreign" feeling at anything but very small doses.

4-mmc though is very hard for me to stop once I've started.

The cannabinoids do nothing for me so no problems there.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: flyinghigh1660 on July 10, 2013, 12:53 pm
Amazing that weed comes up so often.

I guess weed has little health problems, but lots of habit forming and productivity issues.

2C-B can be a problem for me, I take it almost every other night if I have a stash of it. I know it builds tolerance, but you can do a run for a few days and then cut for a week. Because it is so short acting with minimal hangover. I'll take it in the evening just for the fun or it.

Stopped buying it for a while now.

Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: flyinghigh1660 on July 10, 2013, 12:56 pm
My problem drug is probably dopamine.  Always looking for more!

Amen to that.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: rkk1993 on July 10, 2013, 01:02 pm
Omg weed when I was in college. I have gone through as much as a quarter in a day ( which included making a couple firecrackers for myself). But its like I can just keep ripping bong over and over again and it never gets old.

But recently I have slowed down on weed a lot like maby a g a week because I just don't have the time or desire to smoke.
Now I love mdma and wish I could do it more often but I've been drinking alchohol a lot recently. Like a pint a night almost every night love bacardi rum :-P
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: Turkey for Breakfast on July 10, 2013, 02:24 pm
Nobody else finds themselves having trouble with N2O?
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: MC Haberdasher on July 10, 2013, 02:50 pm
Cocaine (specifically crack) and alcohol. I'm fine with weed, when I take some out of the pound for personal, a quarter or so will last me weeks. My partner smokes an ounce a week. I'm also OK with opiates, I've been on pain meds for many years.

But the pipe will fuck me up. I wouldn't touch it if I wasn't getting the stuff from SR. At least this way I can't jones for more and decide to score again. I literally have no way to get coke IRL, so SR keeps me under control. I can let loose from time to time w/o getting strung out.

And I can't drink. I was a drinker for many, many years, but got on the wagon about 5 years ago. I'll have a couple cocktails or a few beers maybe twice a year, other than that I never drink. Just can't handle it, at all. I'd drink all day, every day. I was extremely out of control the last few years I was drinking. It really hurts to think about the bad decisions i made and how lucky I am that I didn't kill someone or myself.

Live and learn. Good idea for a thread, interesting to see the responses :)

You wouldn't mind telling me who you cop your rock from, would ya?
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: chil on July 10, 2013, 05:15 pm
Nobody else finds themselves having trouble with NO2?

To me, N2O gets boring on its own after a while...
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: jokerman2000 on July 10, 2013, 05:19 pm
My drug problem is when I run out.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: strangeman on July 10, 2013, 07:09 pm
2C-B, when I have it around, I take all of it I have in a few days. Went through 200mg in a weekend once. I don't get much tolerance build up from doing it, is the weird thing. If anything, it affects me more on day 2. Interesting thread.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: Turkey for Breakfast on July 10, 2013, 07:12 pm
My drug problem is when I run out.

On this note, my biggest problem with drugs is my disapproving wife.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: newbottles on July 11, 2013, 01:08 am
My problem drug is probably dopamine.  Always looking for more!

+1 LOL

For me, I would say alcohol - my constant, legal companion. 

Definitely NOT cannabis, which I can use very responsibly.  It kicks ass!  Try it some time!  Actually the primary reason I can use it responsibly is that it is has a pretty strong effect on me, almost psychedelic.  So casual use is not much of an option, only standard couch surfing, or special occasions/excursions.

I also shockingly use tobacco responsibly and love it.  We are not a very vocal crowd, but we exist.

Opioids are clearly a problem area and I am treading lightly there.  No problem now or in the past, hopefully no problem in the future.

I have dabbled heavily in benzos and am going to leave them on the shelf.  Risk/reward ratio is not appealing to me, thankfully.  Do your homework before getting into this scene!

Once upon a time, methamphetamine *almost* got heavy on me.  It has been many years.  I may be back, or may not.

Cocaine is not a problem for me.  I can pick it up and put it down responsibly.  I have never smoked it and don't plan to.  I have read enough to dig that crack is wack (same for base). 
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: Ben on July 11, 2013, 01:22 am
I'd really have to say alcohol too. It is addictive, and using it can causes numerous problems including simply drinking too much and have an unproductive next day as the result.

I also smoke cigarettes in large numbers, but i have had little or no problem due to that. The short term effects of smoking are negible, although i'm quite aware that it can kill me in the long run.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: rkk1993 on July 11, 2013, 04:41 pm
How does one abuse psychedelics? Don't they have an anti-abuse built into their pharmacology?

You guys have mysterious ways of avoiding tolerance or have a shit ton of money.

I think mdma is very addicting and it has psychedelic properties. I also think 2cb is addicting. You may have to wait for a week to get full effects but as soon as the weeks over you want it again. It may not be an everyday thing like coke, heroin, weed but you eant it all the same. Lsd and mushrooms I think are a little harder to do often.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: Ballzinator on July 11, 2013, 06:04 pm
Nobody else finds themselves having trouble with N2O?
When I have it in the house I can't not do it :D
But when it's gone I don't have the urge to restock :)
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: Turkey for Breakfast on July 11, 2013, 06:09 pm
Nobody else finds themselves having trouble with N2O?
When I have it in the house I can't not do it :D
But when it's gone I don't have the urge to restock :)

Well put, for me those are the ones I have problems with. I have never had an issue, even with heroin, putting something down and in many cases I can feel my body saying, slow down or no more while high or using a substance. Once something is gone, I usually get past wanting to restock without issue. But for some reason when N2O is around I want to push it and keep going. It just always seems like it is on the cusp of teaching me something amazing!
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: zxydwx3 on July 12, 2013, 06:15 am
Cocaine (specifically crack) and alcohol. I'm fine with weed, when I take some out of the pound for personal, a quarter or so will last me weeks. My partner smokes an ounce a week. I'm also OK with opiates, I've been on pain meds for many years.

But the pipe will fuck me up. I wouldn't touch it if I wasn't getting the stuff from SR. At least this way I can't jones for more and decide to score again. I literally have no way to get coke IRL, so SR keeps me under control. I can let loose from time to time w/o getting strung out.

And I can't drink. I was a drinker for many, many years, but got on the wagon about 5 years ago. I'll have a couple cocktails or a few beers maybe twice a year, other than that I never drink. Just can't handle it, at all. I'd drink all day, every day. I was extremely out of control the last few years I was drinking. It really hurts to think about the bad decisions i made and how lucky I am that I didn't kill someone or myself.

Live and learn. Good idea for a thread, interesting to see the responses :)

You wouldn't mind telling me who you cop your rock from, would ya?

Dopatonin is always excellent in every way: fast shipping, good communications, top-notch quality dope, very accomodating. Sugar Kane is usually good, but sometimes takes a while to ship, and I've gotten a sub-standard batch once from him.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: bluedev1 on July 12, 2013, 07:02 am
N2O is actually a much bigger problem for some people than most realize.  And it can be quite a detrimental one.  I've seen people go through tanks to the point where they are physically ill -- throwing up several times -- and then continuing to hit that shit until the tank is empty, even getting extremely hostile towards friends who try to get them to slow down or stop for the night.   Then they are pretty ill for a few days following. 

I'm not going to lie, some of the most mind blowing experiences I've ever had in my entire life took place with some LSD + nitrous, but I won't bother with it anymore unless I'm in a situation where it can be controlled and I'm on a psychedelic. 

Obviously N2O is used in medical practice so in moderation it's not a problem, but if you feel yourself addicted to it, my best advice is to mentally lock it up and throw away the key.  You will never "learn the secret" it seems to always come so close to revealing to you -- it's an illusion/deception.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: aussiepp on July 12, 2013, 10:44 am
Weed and benzos. More the weed though.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: Turkey for Breakfast on July 12, 2013, 10:50 am
Obviously N2O is used in medical practice so in moderation it's not a problem, but if you feel yourself addicted to it, my best advice is to mentally lock it up and throw away the key.  You will never "learn the secret" it seems to always come so close to revealing to you -- it's an illusion/deception.

But it feels so real. Even thinking it is an illusion/deception make it feel like it is a lesson in illusion/deception!
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: BlackIris on July 12, 2013, 12:16 pm
I had a problem with Heroin when I was very young. Nowadays luckily that problem has passed so I have no "problem drug" anymore. I can even use H sometimes if there's the need (also if it happens very seldom just because I'm not attracted to it anymore, but I sometimes I use opiates to reach the typical "opium dream" state) without any harm.

I've learned many years ago that all the problems about addiction and dependence arise from your mentality and it's not for the substance itself. If you feel so attracted to a certain kind of substance in a way that you become a literal slave to it there's something in yourself that you sort of need to "fill" with that slavery. There are many typical junkies that I knew at the time  that literally wanted to be slave of H, because they had nothing else outside of it. Heroin was their personal way to feel safe in that control (as the more instinctual part of your ego does with the Self every time). Full liberty and responsibility is extremely fearful and you begin to understand it well after certain type of experiences.

Many people are addicted to other type of "substances" (completely legal and acceptable by society, but even more dangerous for their subtlety) in the same exact way for the same exact motives; religion (in the typical way the concept is adapted in many of the major perpetrators of it) is a clear example of one of these "substances".
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: Crooked on July 12, 2013, 12:34 pm
Ketamine. Definitely ketamine. If it's around, it's getting used til it's gone.  I'll have no interest in doing anything else but the ketamine. First few months were alright, but about 4 months in I really spun out of control. Fucked myself up socially and financially pretty good. The financials werent even really because I was spending on K, just making terrible financial decisions in business, personal, etc.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: slirp on July 12, 2013, 01:35 pm
Weed and benzos. More the weed though.

What type of addiction to the benzo do you have?  Prolonged use a long-acting benzos creates physical dependency where you have to take the benzo just to feel like what you used to feel like without it.  Abruptly stopping a long-term benzo can also cause seizures and such.

But I hear a lot of people like the effects of the benzos and find that addictive.  I can't really understand taking a benzo for recreational purposes but it seems to be fairly common.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: genghar on July 13, 2013, 01:16 am
Word on Mephedrone.  Only drug I've had a problem with controlling myself over.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: zipstyle on July 13, 2013, 07:56 am
Methamphetamine. Never had a problem using it "responsibly," but it totally fucks up my brain when I use it. In that I need to use it in order to get to a normal functioning level. Still miss it :P
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: Real_Drugs on July 13, 2013, 01:12 pm
Methamphetamine. Never had a problem using it "responsibly," but it totally fucks up my brain when I use it. In that I need to use it in order to get to a normal functioning level. Still miss it :P

Meth is a bitch. That moment when you are feeling so shit, coming down, and the only thing to make you fell better is a bit more..  :'(
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: PsilocybinReality on July 13, 2013, 04:51 pm
Weed.

But I mainly just go on binges and then stop for a month or two. It's a very forgiving drug when it comes to habit and addiction.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: flyinghigh1660 on July 15, 2013, 01:29 pm
Wow, when I started this thread I didn't think weed would come up so often.

Interesting to read everyone's responses. It seems we all have a drug or class of drugs that we take more than we like. I take benzo's but have no problem picking them up and putting them down, same with MDMA, speed and alcohol.

I avoid drugs that can be more chemically addictive than habitually addictive. Benzo's can be dangerous I know, but for me there is no big high. Thus I think that is why i can pick and choose them. But with weed I know I have a problem.

It's like one big AA thread, anyone else want to share?  ;D
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: tuna on July 15, 2013, 01:40 pm
chips
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: MacTriller on July 15, 2013, 03:40 pm
Alcohol. Shit sucks. Gotta find something I can do more consistently that is less detrimental to my health.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: newbottles on July 15, 2013, 06:08 pm
Alcohol. Shit sucks. Gotta find something I can do more consistently that is less detrimental to my health.

Cannabis?
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: Ballzinator on July 15, 2013, 07:16 pm
chips
helluvadrug :D
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: HitTheRoad on July 15, 2013, 09:42 pm
Coke these days. Hard to stop even thinking about the shit!
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: gtgeorgz on July 15, 2013, 11:00 pm
Cocaine is the only drug I've found difficult to stop after a line, I can stop it if I hide my stash quick and use a lot of will power. But it's difficult. I can have a massive line of Mephedrone and have the bag sat right in front of me and not have a slight urge to redose if I don't want to, same with Methamphetamine (but I've ONLY used meth orally, I know snorting is much more addictive).
Alcohol is also addictive, especially when you're out.. I mean who really sticks to just have a 'couple drinks'?
Never felt addicted to any benzo's, but I only use them when coming off stims, psychedelics or MDMA to get some sleep.
Also, pussy.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: slirp on July 16, 2013, 12:25 am
I just don't get the addiction to cocaine.  Maybe it's due to my numerous years of Adderall use (at reasonable doses).  No disrespect to those that have problems with it.  Maybe I just can't enjoy it because I can't help but think how much it costs.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: revolvshun on July 16, 2013, 01:48 am
coke waves
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: zipstyle on July 16, 2013, 09:59 am
chips
helluvadrug :D

God, now I'm hungry :P
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: bs0406 on July 16, 2013, 12:16 pm
Alcohol. It's the only thing I'd say I've had a problem with, other than a nasty eight month bender of painkillers after a surgery.

My dad is an alcoholic, and he's still drinking at 50 and fucking up his life and relationships. I'm not going to be that guy trying to hang on to the glory days. It's a sad lesson to have learned, but it worked.

But, I'm happy to say I haven't had a drink in almost six months. As long as I don't drink, I don't feel guilty indulging myself with products from the Road from time to time.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: microdotter on July 16, 2013, 12:33 pm
My problem drugs are Cathinones.  Without a doubt.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: blowdrobro on July 16, 2013, 11:05 pm
I gotta bad ass BHO problem. Probably 1/4g a day sometimes. It doesn't slow me down though; I work and I'm in law school. I can't even get high off bud unless I'm rolling up a few fat blunts, though.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: HitTheRoad on July 17, 2013, 08:03 pm
Alcohol. It's the only thing I'd say I've had a problem with, other than a nasty eight month bender of painkillers after a surgery.

My dad is an alcoholic, and he's still drinking at 50 and fucking up his life and relationships. I'm not going to be that guy trying to hang on to the glory days. It's a sad lesson to have learned, but it worked.

But, I'm happy to say I haven't had a drink in almost six months. As long as I don't drink, I don't feel guilty indulging myself with products from the Road from time to time.

Alcohol's a bad ass one for sure! Both my grandfathers were alco's and my father too so I think it's in my blood.

I have to stay away from drink in order to stay away from coke etc. but if you can enjoy treats outside of alcohol then that's a nice way to be and well done for being off it up to now!!!  :) The first 3 weeks are the hardest I find when going on the dry.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: bs0406 on July 17, 2013, 08:24 pm
Alcohol. It's the only thing I'd say I've had a problem with, other than a nasty eight month bender of painkillers after a surgery.

My dad is an alcoholic, and he's still drinking at 50 and fucking up his life and relationships. I'm not going to be that guy trying to hang on to the glory days. It's a sad lesson to have learned, but it worked.

But, I'm happy to say I haven't had a drink in almost six months. As long as I don't drink, I don't feel guilty indulging myself with products from the Road from time to time.

Alcohol's a bad ass one for sure! Both my grandfathers were alco's and my father too so I think it's in my blood.

I have to stay away from drink in order to stay away from coke etc. but if you can enjoy treats outside of alcohol then that's a nice way to be and well done for being off it up to now!!!  :) The first 3 weeks are the hardest I find when going on the dry.

Yeah, gotta love shitty genetics with a predisposition for addictive personality. But, saying that, I hate when my father mentions genetics in conversations where he tries to rationalize that it's not his fault that he is the way he is.

If anything, I'm trying even harder to break that mold because I don't want the things I can't control to define who I am. Sure, I have an addictive personality, same as my dad, and my grandfather, and probably his father as well. But to blame it on genetics implies that one has no free will or power to choose their own path, that everything is already set in stone. Well, at least I have stubbornness from my mother's side of the family to combat the alcoholic apathy on the other side.

And you're right, the first three weeks are the hardest. But what's crazy is I keep feeling better as the months go by, like my body and mind are healing themselves slowly but surely. The longer I go, the less attractive alcohol seems as an intoxicating option. Not to say I'll never drink again, which would be a set-up for inevitable failure, but I like where I'm at.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: HitTheRoad on July 17, 2013, 08:46 pm
Alcohol. It's the only thing I'd say I've had a problem with, other than a nasty eight month bender of painkillers after a surgery.

My dad is an alcoholic, and he's still drinking at 50 and fucking up his life and relationships. I'm not going to be that guy trying to hang on to the glory days. It's a sad lesson to have learned, but it worked.

But, I'm happy to say I haven't had a drink in almost six months. As long as I don't drink, I don't feel guilty indulging myself with products from the Road from time to time.

Alcohol's a bad ass one for sure! Both my grandfathers were alco's and my father too so I think it's in my blood.

I have to stay away from drink in order to stay away from coke etc. but if you can enjoy treats outside of alcohol then that's a nice way to be and well done for being off it up to now!!!  :) The first 3 weeks are the hardest I find when going on the dry.

Yeah, gotta love shitty genetics with a predisposition for addictive personality. But, saying that, I hate when my father mentions genetics in conversations where he tries to rationalize that it's not his fault that he is the way he is.

If anything, I'm trying even harder to break that mold because I don't want the things I can't control to define who I am. Sure, I have an addictive personality, same as my dad, and my grandfather, and probably his father as well. But to blame it on genetics implies that one has no free will or power to choose their own path, that everything is already set in stone. Well, at least I have stubbornness from my mother's side of the family to combat the alcoholic apathy on the other side.

And you're right, the first three weeks are the hardest. But what's crazy is I keep feeling better as the months go by, like my body and mind are healing themselves slowly but surely. The longer I go, the less attractive alcohol seems as an intoxicating option. Not to say I'll never drink again, which would be a set-up for inevitable failure, but I like where I'm at.

When you're addicted to something it's easy to make excuses or to look for reasons to fall on as a blame crutch for what you're doing but sometimes that might be because the person just ain't as strong mentally as maybe the person who can decide to make the break and do it! That's just my opinion as I type drinking a cocktail high on coke but sounds like you've seen a better route to take than your dad and if you keep it up and have kids yourself, then they won't see the same figure with an alcohol addiction as you did and obviously it's a better environment to grow up in compared to what you had.

I remember when I was young waiting in bed awake to hear if my dad would fall in drunk again and the disappointment I felt when he did but I remember that and hope I don't do the same should I ever have kids!

Hope my rant makes sense!  :)
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: bs0406 on July 17, 2013, 09:00 pm
When you're addicted to something it's easy to make excuses or to look for reasons to fall on as a blame crutch for what you're doing but sometimes that might be because the person just ain't as strong mentally as maybe the person who can decide to make the break and do it! That's just my opinion as I type drinking a cocktail high on coke but sounds like you've seen a better route to take than your dad and if you keep it up and have kids yourself, then they won't see the same figure with an alcohol addiction as you did and obviously it's a better environment to grow up in compared to what you had.

I remember when I was young waiting in bed awake to hear if my dad would fall in drunk again and the disappointment I felt when he did but I remember that and hope I don't do the same should I ever have kids!

Hope my rant makes sense!  :)

Totally understand. And I've got a seven month old daughter that has given me the inspiration to not float my liver into an early grave, so I thank her for that. I just don't want her to have to grow up in the environment that was forced upon me.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: HitTheRoad on July 17, 2013, 09:14 pm
When you're addicted to something it's easy to make excuses or to look for reasons to fall on as a blame crutch for what you're doing but sometimes that might be because the person just ain't as strong mentally as maybe the person who can decide to make the break and do it! That's just my opinion as I type drinking a cocktail high on coke but sounds like you've seen a better route to take than your dad and if you keep it up and have kids yourself, then they won't see the same figure with an alcohol addiction as you did and obviously it's a better environment to grow up in compared to what you had.

I remember when I was young waiting in bed awake to hear if my dad would fall in drunk again and the disappointment I felt when he did but I remember that and hope I don't do the same should I ever have kids!

Hope my rant makes sense!  :)

Totally understand. And I've got a seven month old daughter that has given me the inspiration to not float my liver into an early grave, so I thank her for that. I just don't want her to have to grow up in the environment that was forced upon me.

When you're addicted to something it's easy to make excuses or to look for reasons to fall on as a blame crutch for what you're doing but sometimes that might be because the person just ain't as strong mentally as maybe the person who can decide to make the break and do it! That's just my opinion as I type drinking a cocktail high on coke but sounds like you've seen a better route to take than your dad and if you keep it up and have kids yourself, then they won't see the same figure with an alcohol addiction as you did and obviously it's a better environment to grow up in compared to what you had.

I remember when I was young waiting in bed awake to hear if my dad would fall in drunk again and the disappointment I felt when he did but I remember that and hope I don't do the same should I ever have kids!

Hope my rant makes sense!  :)

Totally understand. And I've got a seven month old daughter that has given me the inspiration to not float my liver into an early grave, so I thank her for that. I just don't want her to have to grow up in the environment that was forced upon me.

What you just said put a smile on my face! Sounds like you're on the right road or you've Hit The right Road!  ;)

Now after that nice chat with you, think it's time for me to settle down soon, give up partying and have a kid or 2 to rare and to point them in the right direction!!!  :)
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: bs0406 on July 17, 2013, 09:25 pm
When you're addicted to something it's easy to make excuses or to look for reasons to fall on as a blame crutch for what you're doing but sometimes that might be because the person just ain't as strong mentally as maybe the person who can decide to make the break and do it! That's just my opinion as I type drinking a cocktail high on coke but sounds like you've seen a better route to take than your dad and if you keep it up and have kids yourself, then they won't see the same figure with an alcohol addiction as you did and obviously it's a better environment to grow up in compared to what you had.

I remember when I was young waiting in bed awake to hear if my dad would fall in drunk again and the disappointment I felt when he did but I remember that and hope I don't do the same should I ever have kids!

Hope my rant makes sense!  :)

Totally understand. And I've got a seven month old daughter that has given me the inspiration to not float my liver into an early grave, so I thank her for that. I just don't want her to have to grow up in the environment that was forced upon me.

When you're addicted to something it's easy to make excuses or to look for reasons to fall on as a blame crutch for what you're doing but sometimes that might be because the person just ain't as strong mentally as maybe the person who can decide to make the break and do it! That's just my opinion as I type drinking a cocktail high on coke but sounds like you've seen a better route to take than your dad and if you keep it up and have kids yourself, then they won't see the same figure with an alcohol addiction as you did and obviously it's a better environment to grow up in compared to what you had.

I remember when I was young waiting in bed awake to hear if my dad would fall in drunk again and the disappointment I felt when he did but I remember that and hope I don't do the same should I ever have kids!

Hope my rant makes sense!  :)

Totally understand. And I've got a seven month old daughter that has given me the inspiration to not float my liver into an early grave, so I thank her for that. I just don't want her to have to grow up in the environment that was forced upon me.

What you just said put a smile on my face! Sounds like you're on the right road or you've Hit The right Road!  ;)

Now after that nice chat with you, think it's time for me to settle down soon, give up partying and have a kid or 2 to rare and to point them in the right direction!!!  :)

Ha! Being a parent is the relatively easy part. The hard part is finding a significant other than you can tolerate for an extended period of time!
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: HitTheRoad on July 17, 2013, 09:33 pm
When you're addicted to something it's easy to make excuses or to look for reasons to fall on as a blame crutch for what you're doing but sometimes that might be because the person just ain't as strong mentally as maybe the person who can decide to make the break and do it! That's just my opinion as I type drinking a cocktail high on coke but sounds like you've seen a better route to take than your dad and if you keep it up and have kids yourself, then they won't see the same figure with an alcohol addiction as you did and obviously it's a better environment to grow up in compared to what you had.

I remember when I was young waiting in bed awake to hear if my dad would fall in drunk again and the disappointment I felt when he did but I remember that and hope I don't do the same should I ever have kids!

Hope my rant makes sense!  :)

Totally understand. And I've got a seven month old daughter that has given me the inspiration to not float my liver into an early grave, so I thank her for that. I just don't want her to have to grow up in the environment that was forced upon me.

When you're addicted to something it's easy to make excuses or to look for reasons to fall on as a blame crutch for what you're doing but sometimes that might be because the person just ain't as strong mentally as maybe the person who can decide to make the break and do it! That's just my opinion as I type drinking a cocktail high on coke but sounds like you've seen a better route to take than your dad and if you keep it up and have kids yourself, then they won't see the same figure with an alcohol addiction as you did and obviously it's a better environment to grow up in compared to what you had.

I remember when I was young waiting in bed awake to hear if my dad would fall in drunk again and the disappointment I felt when he did but I remember that and hope I don't do the same should I ever have kids!

Hope my rant makes sense!  :)

Totally understand. And I've got a seven month old daughter that has given me the inspiration to not float my liver into an early grave, so I thank her for that. I just don't want her to have to grow up in the environment that was forced upon me.

What you just said put a smile on my face! Sounds like you're on the right road or you've Hit The right Road!  ;)

Now after that nice chat with you, think it's time for me to settle down soon, give up partying and have a kid or 2 to rare and to point them in the right direction!!!  :)

Ha! Being a parent is the relatively easy part. The hard part is finding a significant other than you can tolerate for an extended period of time!

Ha Ha! You're right! Not sure we were meant to breed and stay together "forever" as we are led to believe is right or be pushed into according to the law of society as we know it. Think I'll wait for another few years so  :)
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: Juggernog on July 17, 2013, 09:45 pm
My DOC is heroin. You get more bang for your buck than going with pills like oxys, opanas, and what have you.

IMO it seems like weed and heroin are the most purchased items on SR.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: HitTheRoad on July 17, 2013, 10:12 pm
My DOC is heroin. You get more bang for your buck than going with pills like oxys, opanas, and what have you.

IMO it seems like weed and heroin are the most purchased items on SR.

Is it easy to find out or do the sellers of heroin on SR let you know what the purity is? The level of purity where I'm from must be really bad by the time it gets to a user and I can imagine a better or "purer" heroin from SR could be very dangerous for a local user in my area to take?
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: Juggernog on July 18, 2013, 02:00 am
Well, some vendors like subsrgood, gotsitall, freeway, and from what I hear marlostanfield have some of the purest H on the road (when stocked) So if you are used to shit street quality gear, this will def rock your world! I would suggest waiting till subsrgood has some listings up tomorrow if I'm not mistaken (vendor page info) and he usually has a 100mg sampler listing for like 32.00.. I just got some unexpected coin in, but don't quite have enough for a gram, so I myself might just go with the 100mg sampler, if he gets it.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: mrxempire on July 18, 2013, 03:10 am
I can't stop injecting liquid heroin and crystal meth cocktails into my eyeballs
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: bluedev1 on July 18, 2013, 11:48 am
as a teen i smoked weed and it was like 24/7 till college, then it was a little more relaxed but still probably 5 days a week, at least for a couple years, then it started to come with anxiety so i was taking some breaks from it.   eventually it got so bad that i couldn't even smoke anymore, it just sucked.   over the years, every once in a while i'd partake and only about 1 out of 4 experiences would be positive, but they would be really great, psychedelic even.  i really wish that could be my experience consistently.  but many years later i still can't deal with thc as it creates a ton of anxiety for me. 
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: Smoke DZA on July 18, 2013, 12:01 pm
Xanax or Klonopin for sure, I'll buy 10 to last me a whole week and they'll always be gone within 48hrs. No matter how hard I tell myself it's better to save them as soon as I'm high that all goes out the window.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: semi_feral_human on July 18, 2013, 02:13 pm
Alcohol! I tend to use everything I like well enough to buy more than once excessively, but with alcohol and only alcohol I get myself into legal trouble, lose friends, jobs, neglect my health. Not that I'm anti-booze, just anti-me-consuming-booze.

Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: semi_feral_human on July 18, 2013, 02:18 pm
Xanax or Klonopin for sure, I'll buy 10 to last me a whole week and they'll always be gone within 48hrs. No matter how hard I tell myself it's better to save them as soon as I'm high that all goes out the window.

I hear that! Hahaha. Something about benzos turns off restraint and common sense. *hrm... did i take more? dont remember. better take more "to be sure"*
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: HitTheRoad on July 18, 2013, 03:02 pm
as a teen i smoked weed and it was like 24/7 till college, then it was a little more relaxed but still probably 5 days a week, at least for a couple years, then it started to come with anxiety so i was taking some breaks from it.   eventually it got so bad that i couldn't even smoke anymore, it just sucked.   over the years, every once in a while i'd partake and only about 1 out of 4 experiences would be positive, but they would be really great, psychedelic even.  i really wish that could be my experience consistently.  but many years later i still can't deal with thc as it creates a ton of anxiety for me.

This is me exactly too! Used to love it in my teens and eventually after a few years I found I couldn't cope with being out with friends anymore I always used to have fun with and it didn't take me long to realise I had to give it up to be comfortable being out with people again.

Maybe on the come down from MDMA I can have a small bit but still not my cup of tea to this day 20 years later!
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: Audio on July 18, 2013, 03:06 pm
Well almost every 1...i like to be blown out of the reality, meth lately but i can manage it weed is herb but sometimes i can't manage it too and i'd like to smoke 24/7 like good old days.
I wouldn't call it problem with drugs, but problem with staying in reality.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: Juggernog on July 18, 2013, 04:41 pm
I hear that! Hahaha. Something about benzos turns off restraint and common sense. *hrm... did i take more? dont remember. better take more "to be sure"*

LMFAO right.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: Leech on July 30, 2013, 07:42 pm
I am wondering if those who are addicted to weed have tried the budder or super premium category? Apparently the high is so psychedelic, mindfuck that you just don't wish to be screwed mentally again.

It seems that milder, non psychedelic, normal weed makes you want to chase that high, but when you reach beyond, the high becomes quite frightening you don't want a second hit in a long while.

Bro does opiates and is pretty in control. Also there are times don't feel like smoking. There are other interests in life right?
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: slirp on July 30, 2013, 07:50 pm
as a teen i smoked weed and it was like 24/7 till college, then it was a little more relaxed but still probably 5 days a week, at least for a couple years, then it started to come with anxiety so i was taking some breaks from it.   eventually it got so bad that i couldn't even smoke anymore, it just sucked.   over the years, every once in a while i'd partake and only about 1 out of 4 experiences would be positive, but they would be really great, psychedelic even.  i really wish that could be my experience consistently.  but many years later i still can't deal with thc as it creates a ton of anxiety for me.

What kind of psychedelic effects did you have?

Sounds like you were using sativa strains.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: slirp on July 30, 2013, 07:52 pm
benzo guys, what is it that you like about then?  they are just depressants.  I just don't understand the desire.  Do you take so much that you forget about your problems?
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: MarsProtege on July 31, 2013, 01:34 am
Wow good topic.
#1 Worse is bud theres no serious adverse affects so there no reason to slow down(for me at least). So its the hardest to let go.

Now the rest, all fall at about the same level but luckily I have some kind of will power because I really never use these any more. I never ever even felt withdraws because Ive always been careful and spaced out my really addicting drugs so that my body would not get hooked. Ive never IV'd or IM'd anything so that makes it a little easier for me. BUT I can not, I REPEAT I CAN NOT STOP thinking, dreaming, drooling, contemplating ordering, Meth, Coke, Crack, all opiates all of them H, Blues, Morphine... Ect. I think about them all the time I have the most vivid dreams in some I actually get a buzz when I use and in others its just a tease where I cant get high no matter how much I use worse part is the dreams are so vivid that I can see the drugs are top notch and they dont work.

Ive even been fantasizing IV ing and IM ing all of these except crack....

Ya Im sick lol

But I stay away for my healths sake and for my family.

Even though I fantasize I wont give in because I know where that will lead me. But damn I wish I could just flip a switch and stop my brain sometimes.

I will probably have some H, Coke, and Meth every once in a while as a treat but no IV and no IM for these Ive mentioned above.  Oral, Smoked, and sniffed only.

Now IV ing IM ing K, DMT, L, MXE I might try these one day.

And last but not least I have a problem with K and MXE also but again I space it out and sense its not as physically addicting as the others I dont worry to much about it. And the urge is no where near as bad as with the others.

LOL wow I just reread this post before I hit post and damn this post screams addict!

But like I said before I really never use these. I have used most of them all just a handful of time except for K, MXE, Coke, Bud. The other mentioned I could count on one hand how many times I used them but shit I cant stop drooling over them when surfing SR and when dreaming.

Anyways Im rambling and no I am not high right now
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: TheGrayHat on July 31, 2013, 02:06 am
The only drug that I actually CRAVE is MDMA. I would do it every day of the week if I could. It's the only drug that makes all of my problems just float away; this is most likely due to underlying depression or something. But god damn, when I come down, it's the saddest moment of my life.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: BoNgOn on July 31, 2013, 02:15 am
GABA agonist particularly Alprazolam.
Opiates If I had decided to follow through. (Tried once and knew where I would be heading).
But at the moment I have been on a break from all drugs.
I can manage to stray from purchasing but almost never from using if I'm in possession.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: The Missus on July 31, 2013, 11:14 pm
WEED. I can't help myself, man my armpit sweat smells like straight weed....and sweat. I'm gonna knock it one day, chances are once I become pregnant or when I'm set up with a swanky job that pays well. Me and my bubba were once real bad adderall junkies, I never want to deal with that shit again. We'd clean everything and anything, make shit, I don't know there was just never any sleep. That was a difficult point in my life though. One day I realized that I was growing up and the world was moving along whether I wanted to or not. Just freaked me out badly so I popped rewarding pills that made me feel like I had all of the control. Popped so many that the euphoria just stopped coming, a bunch of other shit happened and we quit cold turkey. Of course I can still get them at anytime, I just turn them into profit :)

Still can't stop smoking weed though. It's so hard to let go...
I just don't want to stop smoking though. I'm gonna be depressed whether they give me pills or not so I might as well forgo the pill treatment and smoke my weed.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: entreterra on August 01, 2013, 12:07 am
MDMA

I don't use more than once a month, usually. But over several months, the medium length side effects persist. I can handle the mdma crash no problem (even when I've done anywhere from .5g-.7g of SR quality in a night on a few different occasions). The crash for me is just being really tired and kinda lazy. I actually kind of like the airy feeling in my head the days after.

It's the side effects that I experience around 2 weeks after I dose that last for a couple weeks and seem to last just a little longer with each passing month that get me. 2 weeks after I dose I get irritable and anxious and it lasts for a couple weeks. Then, once that full month break is over I finally start to feel better and get a craving to take MDMA again. It's been several months that I've maintained this monthly routine and I can feel some depression creeping on. It's been a month since the last time and I'm finally learning that even though I'd really like to take it again, I'm definitely taking a long break (shooting for a year) so that I can recover.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: Bluto on August 01, 2013, 03:51 am
Alcohol, I always have got to have one more. Hence I avoid the stuff. (But I love it)
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: cyberscour on August 03, 2013, 12:17 am
Methylone. The high can last VERY long and have NO crash. Taking tiny bumps every 20 minutes brings back the high full force and I can make it last 6 hours. I've gone through a whole gram in a night before.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: Chronos on August 03, 2013, 02:39 am
I've done weed, coke, ketamine, lsd and MDMA.

Of all the drugs, MDMA is my favourite although not addicting it's the one drug I REALLLYYYYYYY look forward to taking. Although I only buy enough for 2 parties and then promise myself I won't have anymore for a month or two. Imo this method works best for me as I'm not overdoing it and I can roll just as hard the next time I take it.

Don't let your drugs control you and you can look forward to many good times ahead! :D
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: HitTheRoad on August 03, 2013, 02:58 am
I've done weed, coke, ketamine, lsd and MDMA.

Of all the drugs, MDMA is my favourite although not addicting it's the one drug I REALLLYYYYYYY look forward to taking. Although I only buy enough for 2 parties and then promise myself I won't have anymore for a month or two. Imo this method works best for me as I'm not overdoing it and I can roll just as hard the next time I take it.

Don't let your drugs control you and you can look forward to many good times ahead! :D

I've done weed, coke, ketamine, lsd and MDMA.

Of all the drugs, MDMA is my favourite although not addicting it's the one drug I REALLLYYYYYYY look forward to taking. Although I only buy enough for 2 parties and then promise myself I won't have anymore for a month or two. Imo this method works best for me as I'm not overdoing it and I can roll just as hard the next time I take it.

Don't let your drugs control you and you can look forward to many good times ahead! :D

Well said Chronos!

Was chatting to a friend tonight about the days of over doing too many pills/MDMA and have got to the stage in life of taking it a lot less than I used to therefore enjoying it a lot more! Easier said than done because it's sooooo nice!!!!

Anything more than once a month is abusing it in my opinion and as hard as it is to do, doing 100 - 300mg once a month is enjoyable if you can do that or control your intake to about that amount then you're laughing!

Coke is now my problem drug and I came up with a plan that kinda works where I leave my stash of coke in an area I can't access easily and when I decide to treat myself to it, I take out .25 or so of a gram and once that's gone, as much as I want it, I can't get to my stash!
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: bynter on August 03, 2013, 03:13 am
Benzos, because addiction with them is just a positive feedback loop. Take them to help fall asleep, develop dependence, withdrawal causes horrible insomnia.

Though my dependence on meth will probably start up again as the semester does.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: bull3gern on August 03, 2013, 05:27 am
Weed, but I would never call it a "problem". Yes it has caused some problems (or I have, actually) like job losses, but for me these seem to be the worst side effects, and I have a job now. I've smoked weed almost daily for 27 years, and 16 years of that was literally every single fucking day. Lately I have been more into the entheogens (I am looking at my DMT right now).
As far as a real problem, Xanax has been a great favorite, at times way too much of a favorite, hence a problem.

Someone above mentioned psychedelics being self-limiting (my paraphrase); I tend to agree with this as some of the spirits or what/whoever you start talking with have really chewed my ass off - for getting high too much (I'm not making that up, either).
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: crumbwriggle on August 03, 2013, 05:43 am
     My "problem" is cannabis concentrates, though I don't consider it a problem (effectively making it a problem). One or two dabs used to have me fucking stoned for a few hours, now it's 5 consecutive dabs just to be high for an hour. Takes a full blunt to get high off weed, unless I take numerous bong rips of strong bud. I basically take anywhere from 15 to 30 dabs a day, totaling at least a quarter to half gram daily. I've been constantly high off of THC basically since November of 2011, and don't plan on stopping anytime soon. I've been a prime example of someone who can cope and handle everyday life while being high constantly.

Methoxetamine fucked me up for a few days, but once I run out I never had an urge to re-stock. Fuck alcohol. Other than that no real problems.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: chronicjohnson on August 03, 2013, 06:38 am
Definitely MDMA and MDA for me. It might sound odd to some, but once I do it, I keep re-dosing. Then I do it again the next night, and again, and another night......
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: Alighier on August 03, 2013, 02:29 pm
Methylone. The high can last VERY long and have NO crash. Taking tiny bumps every 20 minutes brings back the high full force and I can make it last 6 hours. I've gone through a whole gram in a night before.

Thank you for prefacing my problem drug-  IV Methylone.  Oh my DAMN that rush.  I've had only one or two better, and they're pretty inaccessible and not cost effective.  When done intravenously, the desire to redose is exponential and the willingness to stop, even for sleep or food, is so small that I end up losing control far too often.

Other than that, anything in a needle.  H is nice, and a shot from time to time won't nag me for more. But it's not really my bag.

<3 Ali
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: Sensei on August 03, 2013, 04:14 pm
My problem drug is the common problem drug same as most people have already said. Weed. Thing is I'm getting better with it though, from the beginning of this year up until today I've significantly cut back with how much I consume within a single day. These days I only smoke out of bowls and keep it to a few hits a day, I still use it more than I would like to but I'm just happy I've gotten to a point where I can control my urges a bit more.
Title: Re: What's your problem drug?
Post by: zipstyle on August 14, 2013, 09:08 am
Benzos, because addiction with them is just a positive feedback loop. Take them to help fall asleep, develop dependence, withdrawal causes horrible insomnia.

Though my dependence on meth will probably start up again as the semester does.

Miss you bynter!!
Glad to see you're still around somewhere :)

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My problem drug would probably be meth, because once I get into a cycle of using it I have to keep using it and then keep getting more then keep using it to get more etc etc etc. It makes everything better, but only for as long as I'm using. And the crashes get worse and worse. Luckily I was able to stop :)

Currently, I'm mainly using ketamine and 3-mmc as my pleasure drugs. Wouldn't say they are a problem per se, but I definitely take time out of my day/week to do some lines for personal pleasure. If I started combining it with reading it would probably be less of a problem but I end up vegetating in front of the computer lol.