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Market => Rumor mill => Topic started by: monolingual on November 23, 2011, 06:04 am
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Ok, this is probably in the wrong place, and very likely also in poor taste, but I'm just trying to make the best of poor decision making.
Does anyone want 4 hits of 150ug LSD for a name-it-yourself price?
I was going to use the LSD to do some guided meditation/self-exploration as I had years ago, so I ordered 5 hits from freedompeople, and since I had some bitcoin left over, I ordered one of ENBOOM's 25i-NBOMe samples on the same day.
The 25i came first, and REALLY opened my eyes, so when the LSD got here a couple days later, I dropped that, and was STUNNED at the difference in my recollection. I never really thought of LSD giving me much mindfuck, since I could think pretty well (OR SO I THOUGHT), but my experience with 25i just put all that into perspective; thinking on LSD was like wading against the noise and current of a river, while 25i was like skipping stones across a stream.
I found a new favorite tool, and now I really regret ordering so much LSD - I'm not sure I ever want to do it again, honestly. While I find it easy to dig into my psyche with LSD, I find it harder to work with what I find, and the 25i seems to be a nice compromise for what I want to do.
So here's what I propose: I have sealed up the remaining 4 hits of LSD. I will drop it in the mail to anywhere in the contiguous US to whoever wants it. I will not charge you anything. If you like it, then you can send me whatever bitcoin you think it's worth. Ideally, I'd get $40-$45 worth of bitcoin, and I know I could get screwed and lose $$ worth of acid, but I'm not in the business of selling, so any recompense is better than none.
I DO NOT make *any claim* that this is representative of what freedompeople shipped (which, when I experienced it, was pretty potent). This will have been through two shipping runs, and while I have handled it gingerly with tweezers and taken the utmost care, I won't know what it is you get (hence, the pay-what-you-think-it's-worth).
If anyone has questions, suggestions, people or states I should avoid, please let me know. Likewise, if this should be somewhere else, please feel free to move it.
If you'd like to get LSD in the mail with no up-front cost, my public key is below - message me here or on SR (http://ianxz6zefk72ulzz.onion/index.php/messages/send_message/79552). If you get it, love it, and don't give me any bitcoin, then it's on your karma.
Thanks for your time.
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Hey,
I think you should give the L another go. I mean, you only tried it once. You should probably hold on to the hits and try it some other time. L is heavily influenced by your state of mind and the setting, so the fact that you didn't enjoy it this time does not mean that you will not enjoy it in the future.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that you should not give up on lucy, because shes truly a wonderful substance.
:)
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Oh, it's not the first time I've tried it at all! ;D It's an amazing substance, I agree, and that's why I ordered it. But after my experience with 25i, I'm far more drawn to the clarity of thought I can maintain, compared with the along-for-the-ride feel I get with L. I didn't have a bad experience with it this time, not even a little - my L trips have always been fun and often transcendent, but I never felt like I was in the driver's seat.
You're right about one thing, LSD is pretty dependent on set and setting, and as those change, so does my trip. With 25i, I felt like my trip was more dependent on my intention; people describe it as introspective, and that feels absolutely true. I could wander into the dark parts of the world or myself, and not once feel fear or anxiety - I was totally aware and connected and one - nothing to change my trip. It was beautiful.
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oh in that case, then go for it and get rid of the hits :). Good to hear that you found a good friend in 25i. I have still yet to try it, but i'm planning on getting to try it eventually!
I would totally take the hits off your hands, but i won't have btc for a while. i'll let someone that can return the favor take them from you :)
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I should note that I already have a taker. Thank you to all who replied.