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Discussion => Newbie discussion => Topic started by: MadMcMad on July 28, 2013, 04:27 am

Title: Ethylphenidate and feeling sick
Post by: MadMcMad on July 28, 2013, 04:27 am
I've done a lot of different RC stims and other stims but most of them have been kind to me even after a few days with no food or sleep.

But this stuff is like being on a hangover.

Plenty nice buzz at start but once it's gone tolerance is really high and the sickness seems to go on for hours.

I knew there was a reason I hadn't had it for over a year.

Just had an idea. I'll imagine in vivid detail taking the ultimate cure placebo. If that doesn't do it then I'm doing another 50mg.

Anyone have a better idea. I have some etizolams and pyrazolams. But want to keep going for little bit longer before exiting planet awareness.
Title: Re: Ethylphenidate and feeling sick
Post by: MadMcMad on July 28, 2013, 04:46 am
ok, feeling a little better but know it wont last long.

I do have one little neat trick up my sleeve which is to focus on all the negative feelings evaporating to nothing leaving behind only positive healing good feelings.

The problem with it at the moment is that it only lasts for a couple or so minutes. I'm going to have to build it into a automatic unconscious program while adding little extras like healing power evolving every moment of every second at an exponential rate. If it actually evolves my healing isn't really that big a deal, but believing it is happening makes me feel amazing. And that's worth having.