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Discussion => Off topic => Topic started by: wTF2012 on March 29, 2012, 08:56 am

Title: This is a quick glimpse into my insanity.....
Post by: wTF2012 on March 29, 2012, 08:56 am
are we terrorist in our own country?

I mean we do drugs. We are against the war on drugs. Does that makes us enemys of the us govt?

I was a soldier and fought for my country

I love my country

I would give my life over and over again in defense of my country or our way of life!

Fuck all the bullshit

I like to get high! Thats it!

I want to get high!

I promise not to ever put anybodys life in jeopardy because i want drugs

the reason people die is because of the system that is in place

people want to get high

they feel it is their right as an individual

its the way it is

legalize it

regulate it

people are crazy and those people will be the ones who end up in jail

fuck them

society doesnt need them

but as an educated soldier who would kill for his country to protect one innocent life.....

i went off on a tangent there, but i dont even know where i was going there......

ok so yea im crazy

thats easy to see

but am i?

I am just seeing things that are too overwhemling to accept at once so i block up and defend against them

like we all do

because this world is great

and drugs are unnessary.....

But people can be successful and still use drugs

its ridiculous to think otherwisif all drugs were legal and a person could walk into any store and get high......

that would be a problem most definitely......

holy shit


the world would stop functioning

lmao


not cool


Drugs can ruin your life..... there is so much beauty out there and still we feel we need drugs to appreciate it...

I dont know why some people are wired the way i am.... i mean i have always felt a strong desire to indulge in drugs since i was a kid

my fathers od did not even deter me in my ways...

ive been getting high reguarly since i was 14 years old

the only breaks i took were in my military years which while i was in the ng i still partook in drug use...

I never felt like i was rebeling against society or any other crazy type thought processes...

I mean i never even thought about it until now.....

Why is this such a strong vibe in people of iur society>???

Childhood trauma?

I mean i dont think thats is.....

People have a natural desire to experience other forms of consciousness.

Drugs are here to help us deal with the everyday blah blah blah mentality of life

they can easily become something that overtakes your life though and i feel that i want to help prevent this

wow im all over the place

I fight myself on a daily basis

i need to realize that what i mean or think means nothing

period



thats a sad way to live your life, but really can anyone explain why i shouldnt?

i mean what the fuck is going on?? Life is soooooo fucking crazy that i cant being to start to even try to explain it

WTF people!

So this is life..... i get it but i dont like it

I mean i like life
I love life

I dont get why when i decide as a concenting adult male to indulge in a psychoactive substance that I am automatically considered lower or a scumbag....

What the fuck!

Im the same dude whwo would fight for the weak

I mean im a soldier

Im ready to kill to defend our way of life

God bless america

I love my life my family and my country and would give my life to defend them.

GOD BLESS AMERICA!

My thoughts on drugs come to me when i using drugs and it not cooo;

I think about it this way,,,,,,,,,,,

Come with me as I try and explain it all.....

As a junky u literally do not give a fuck about anyone or anything....

its horrible.....

its the most selfish way of living their is...

all the storys of boogey men and things that go bump in the night are a result of drug use

These things are less than human..... they have no souls anymore....

they are evil.....

but they might not be.....

I like to imagine that deep down inside of everyperson is a good soul that can be innocent and pure...

i know in my heart this is not the case....

all the hippy dippy bullshit is exactly that bullshit

ive seen the evil that the world has to offer

its not pretty

its horrible

if drugs were legal would it change all this....OF COURSE NOT@

the world is a crazy place.....

The evil is out there and the laws are here to protect the peolpe who want to just live a normal peaceful and drugfree existence....

It just sucks so fucking much that sick individuals exist would prey on peoples kindness... arrrgghh!! I get so angry because i know there is nothing i can do to prevent it...........

The thoughts never go through my mind... i mean what is happening all around us is evil...its sad and terrible...

Life must go on though....

It goes to show you that good will prevail over evil everytime! We need to move forward...

Evil is evil

I dont think drug users are evil people at all

they are thrown in jail and treated like scum because they desire another outlook on this crazy thing we call life

is that wrong? NO

IT IS NOT!

Thats human nature!

The laws are hear to protect us

Drug laws are riduclous

Lets fix this people please


*The following statements were an expression of a dream that i just woke up from.



Title: Re: This is a quick glimpse into my insanity.....
Post by: jj47 on March 29, 2012, 09:23 am
+1 man is all I can really say. You sound very much like a close friend of mine who is an Iraq war vet.
Title: Re: This is a quick glimpse into my insanity.....
Post by: Joeyjojojr on March 29, 2012, 09:50 am
wow man. You were all over the place with that post, but i feel a connection to it in a weird way.

My advice to you is to lay off the drugs for awhile. Try to reconnect with the things that make life great outside of drug use. Hope this helps at all.

Life is good.