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Discussion => Off topic => Topic started by: John Keats on March 30, 2012, 09:33 pm

Title: I'm giving up
Post by: John Keats on March 30, 2012, 09:33 pm
Every second of every minute of every day of my life, I'm plagued by doubt. The only thing that I really know is that I can't sleep at night.

Planning to OD this weekend on some fantastic heroin from SR's finest. I'll see you guys on the other side.

"It's only once you've lost everything, that you're free to do anything." - Tyler Durden


Your affectionate friend,
John Keats
Title: Re: I'm giving up
Post by: Damod78 on March 30, 2012, 09:51 pm
pussy... >:(
Title: Re: I'm giving up
Post by: kiddo1999 on March 30, 2012, 10:04 pm
I think about it sometimes but I know that these thoughts will pass.  My Mom died that way (she had cancer) so I know how much it can f*** up the whole family. I can't do that to mine. As I said, this feeling does go away if you give it time.
Title: Re: I'm giving up
Post by: 1unbekannt53 on March 30, 2012, 10:17 pm
If you wanna kill yourself, do it. It's your life and your decision.
But why are you telling us? If you wanna talk about it, talk to your friends and family but why the fuck do you post it on the net?
Like I said, it's your decision, and if you want to do it, just do it. If you don't do it, you don't want it.
To me, killing myself would be way too easy. I wanna look at myself in 20, 30 or 40 years and just laugh. So many things can change and nobody knows the future. Atm I think I never want to have a child, atm I love acid and at the moment everybody "normal" thinks I'm insane, but maybe I will be just a "normal", happy father with a "normal" wife and "normal" childs, a "normal" life with beer as the only accepted drug and a "normal" job in 10 or 20 years, who knows?
Gosh, I'm just talking too much :D
Title: Re: I'm giving up
Post by: stockton56 on March 30, 2012, 10:19 pm
ya...damn show a little sympathy