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Discussion => Drug safety => Topic started by: solidsnake66 on May 07, 2013, 02:21 am
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Today when I was about to take some MDMA I got from supertrips I got an extremely overwhelming feeling that it was a bad idea.
This is how it went down. When I got out of work I got my stuff out sat in front of the tv and took some magnesium to combat the bruxism. But when I went to take the MDMA it was like my entire being just said stop, don't do it.
My last experience not being a great one (I threw up and the trip was super intense yet only lasted a couple hours), I sat debating whether or not it was just the fact that last time was shitty causing the feeling but decided against it.
I've tripped a lot on acid, shrooms, and a few times on 25i and 25c-NBOME, I smoke weed all the time, and have had MDMA on 5 occasions now. It's been about 3 weeks since I tripped last and over a month since I last used MDMA. I've been anxious before, but I've never had a feeling so strong that it stopped me from taking a drug before. I was even looking forward to it all day!
I feel completely normal, other than a little tired mentally from a long busy day at work. Physically I feel fine.
Does anyone else ever get this? Now that it's getting later I kinda feel like I should have said fuck it and just taken it, but when I get such a strong feeling like that it really makes me stop and think.
If this doesn't belong in the Drug Safety thread my apologies, but I didn't know where else to put it.
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always trust your gut. never question it!
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Yeah, if you're body says no, listen to it.
I have had experiences like you describe. I try to always go with my gut feeling. Obviously you will never know if it was a good idea to abstain or not but better to trust your guts. You can always roll another night ;)
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i'll take it.. :)
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I'm glad I didn't. Maybe it's just coincidence, but the last two days have been the most stressful days I've had at work in a long time. I don't think I would have been able to cope with clients screaming in my ear the day after rolling.
I'm glad I did trust my gut!