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Discussion => Newbie discussion => Topic started by: UG99 on April 19, 2013, 05:44 pm

Title: never ending lsd trip
Post by: UG99 on April 19, 2013, 05:44 pm
when i was younger i heard about this wonderfull drug called lsd i just had to give it a try i grew up never being able to find it then i found this new world called the rave scene.... iv always been the type of person to have a deep depression and when i took off in the scene i was for once in my life that guy everyone wwanted to be and every girl wanted to fuck... tuesdays were designated trip days and i rolled every day trying a plethora of drugs inbetween i mean hey it was freee i was making so much money that everything i wanted to do or have was no issue ..... i took a lot of 2c3 lsd exc exc and one day i took two hits and beleive that from that day on a higher power started talking to me .... i cant even smoke pot any more because i get such intense flash backs of that last horrible tripp {2010} has anyone else ever gotten this way iv been to doctors psychiatrist therapist exc yet i cant get over the feeling that im awake in a world that is dead.... and advice or insperation? trying to talk to some people that could be going threw the same thing for some inspiration :-\
Title: Re: never ending lsd trip
Post by: hotcrossbuns on April 19, 2013, 06:02 pm
if you get to 50 posts,
put this up in Drug Safety forum and you will get better answeres
Title: Re: never ending lsd trip
Post by: cricketplank on April 19, 2013, 06:59 pm
well you might get perfectly good answers here too, but its important to talk to people who've met people in similar situations - unfortunately psychiatrists might not have a lot of experience with people with histories with psychedelics. there's a lot of issues at play and talking to people can be great help. Ive had plenty of "issues" with dream life/waking life spirit-world/consensus-reality world and it can be a huge struggle. For me it came down to realising that other people are also the center of the universe, just like me, and they're not illusions, nor are they inferior. many people in fact go in and through the multiple dimensions all the time and can still come back and inhabit consensus-reality without a struggle, and this is my goal (to a degree). This comes with the tough lessons of compassion, which is tied tightly with empathy. my goal is also to contact the people who are not like me, and to understand their reality so that I can be closer to the whole of the human race. like i say, there are lots of things at play here and it's up to you to heal yourself, and find your own way through the cosmos, possibly picking up things you lost along the way, and finding new ways to protect yourself and strengthen your spirit. At the end of the day, all is well and the cosmos is balanced.