Ketamine Questions

I've dabbled in ketamine in the past but have never really reached a point I reached last night. In past experiences I would snort a relatively small line or 2 and get strong drunken like effects. Last night however, I aimed for the k-hole experience. I snorted close to 200mgs in one go, with another line laid to the side. The effects came on fairly quickly. It felt like a strong body buzz and was pleasant at first but then I was overcome with horrifying paranoia. I was full of "what if's". Thoughts were racing through my head like: what if my little brother walks in? What if this is really poison? What if I choke on my vomit? What if my house catches fire? What if the feds know I ordered this?..on top of all that, I could barely move, and at moments I seemed to forget I had a job, forget that I had a family, almost forgetting who I was briefly.

My question is, was I just one small bump away from a k-hole? Was I stuck on a thin line between the hole, and thinking semi clearly? If what I experienced was a k-hole, then ketamine must not be for me. This was an extremely terrifying and traumatic experience. I've never felt paranoia like that before.


Comments


[1 Points] Xanaxcasualty:

Honestly, when I hole with K, I lose all ability to give a fuck about the stuff you were thinking about. How could I when they cease to exist in my mind? You float free inside your head.

Doesn't sound like you holed and that's surprising given the dose.


[1 Points] None:

doesn't sound like you holed. I agree with the other users response.. I don't even think about that shit when i'm in a hole, I don't think I could.

I think what happened to you was similar to what happens to me when I do DMT. I hesitate to take a large dose and i'm stuck in this reality while the DMT is trying to put me elsewhere, and it creates a lot of confusion in the mind. But when I take the "right" dose those thoughts couldn't even begin to exist.

I'm completely out of body and the CEV's are so intense. I've never had a "bad" k-hole on ketamine. If anything, you might not even care that you just died while in a k-hole. (which isn't possible if you're in a safe setting)

The powdered ketamine that has been around in the past months have been fucking gross. but i've heard good things about mulanketma and maddyjane. i recommend getting the best you can get. and if you feel like having a mindblowing experience, get a vial and IM it. 70-100mg will put you on a roller coaster. i got over the fear of needles and enjoy this method because if you are a responsible user, this gives you the true ketamine experience without the drip, stuffy nose, burning nose, not k-holing.

( keep in mind that this is just my experience/opinion, and I like ketamine ;) )


[1 Points] haroldtheslutbag:

Try not to be paranoid and just think that it's the drugs doing it. I've had some strange thoughts on K but that's usually only in the half life. A K hole can be frightening however you've got to be prepared to undergo it and see if it's right for you, you're not going to die or OD, it takes about 960g apparently. Personally, I love K holes and wish I still had the pleasure of K holing off 300mg.. Now it takes me over a gram because K tolerance is hard to lower. Do it for me ;-) haha only joking.

There is nothing to be scared of. K-holes are the most magnificent thing to have blessed this earth.


[1 Points] Ketameanie:

K-holes aren't always as mystically glorious as they seem. They sure can be frightening too. 200mg is definitely a guaranteed hole for most but it is possible you didn't quite make it. Have you ever done k before? Maybe you should reconcile with its effects at lower doses before attempting to go full-blown again.


[1 Points] jadenpls:

The second time I ever tried Ketamine (age 15) I thought I my nose was bleeding all over my bed, possibly due to the strong dripping sensation ketamine does to your sinuses and I was so fucked up that I honestly thought I was in another room in my house when I closed my eyes.

IMO 200mgs is more than enough for a light to medium user to hole. Because of the lack of inhibitions with Ket it is often a good idea to get the setting right, perhaps alone in a dark room + some music (I recomend flying locus - "Never catch me" ft Kendrick and pink floyd songs are especially trippy, especially comfortably numb, honestly I recommend using spotify or itunes for a better listening experience, and the choice of music is entirely dependant on your taste).

I also think that weed can potentiate ketamine and I love this combo for complete body dissociation.


[1 Points] WonkyWarrior:

Did you mix it with cannabis?