I bought some LSD right before Agora went down for that weekend. The ayahuasca kit I bought got here no problem, but the L is still somewhere out there in postman land. With all this downtime, and the delay on the purchase arrival has caused the failure of my LSD enterprise. Ayahuasca told me that I am doing fine as I am, and that I am going where I need to go. We did not talk about LSD, selling LSD, or even receiving LSD in the mail. We talked about what a beautiful person I have become, and the possibilities that the future holds. My soon to be wife is moving into her parents house with me for a few months, and with hard work at maybe 2 jobs we will have our apartment together. The mixture of Mama Ayahuasca's advice, and this down time has made me finally decide that the thug life is no life for me. I am sad, I am mad, but most of all I am glad. There is something fishy afoot, and I am just happy to be leaving before the shit hits the proverbial fan.
Thats the thing with hallucinogens. They can make you think about yourself, and you can decide to become a better person.
One day, you realise that your mind holds no more unexplored or dark recesses. You know yourself, and suddenly hallucinogens won't teach you anymore.
You find yourself getting bored when you trip.
I don't use hallucinogens any more. But that doesn't mean I regret them. They were really good for me, and made me a better man.
There's no shit and no fans. Its just men typing on laptops.