WELL.....Sent coin from LCB to DNM with real information 3 days ago. Didn't tumble and my computer is full of evidence.
Freaking out, haven't slept in 2 days almost.
Missed work 2 days now because I am scared to leave the house. (CALLED IN SAID I WAS SICK)
I have already flushed my cocaine and shrooms down the toilette, which was a waste of $650...................
I also destroyed my MAC last night in my backyard. Broke it into pieces, then let the rain water run into it during the night. Took me a while to do so as I had over 200 photos from my wedding in 2012 and photos of my children saved on my MAC..........
ALL I AM LEFT WITH NOW IS THE COMPUTER THAT I AM ON NOW AND MY 2 BEDROOM HOUSE I PURCHASED BACK IN 2011....
THE LAST 2 PIECES OF EVIDENCE...BUT THE HARDEST FOR ME TO DESTROY.
IF I DESTROY THE COMPUTER IM ON RIGHT NOW, THEN I WILL HAVE NO COMPUTERS LEFT AND ILL BE OUT OVER 1K BECAUSE I HAVE ALIENWARE LAPTOP.
IF I DESTROY MY HOUSE, THEN I HAVE NO SHELTER FOR ME AND MY FAMILY AND ALL THAT HARD WORK I PUT IN OVER THE YEARS TO PURCHASE A HOUSE WILL BE ALL FOR NOT!...
ALL I WOULD HAVE IN MY NAME WOULD BE A STEADY JOB, AND $10,000 SAVED UP IN THE BANK...
PLEASE HELP ME....
Step 1 lay off the fucking meth