have been trying to get lucy from HoS for almost a month. Now she's stopping listings till all the orders come in. That'll be at least 2-3 more weeks? I just want to try lucy damn it. Thinking maybe it will make me happier, help me cope, give me new perspective. But that's the way my story goes. I keep on missing out. Nobody likes me. It's like a fucking microcosm of my life. I'm so tired. Off to cuddle my cat. Even my cat is intolerant of my whining. I'm crying now. Hahaha. Oh damn. It's so strange, crying and seeing my words on the screen. Pain, sadness, tiredness.I don't know how to put it to words. I hate myself. I wish i wish i wish my consciousness was in another being. There's too much pain in the world. I want to see beautiful swirly colours, and feel what people feel on acid. I dunno. I'm dying. Have to find another vendor, I've probably annoyed house too much and this is the final straw. I guess blue viking or smth. Or maybe I'll forget i ever wrote this and just buy from her anyway. Who cares right? strangers on the internet. just a transaction. haha. or maybe just not buy. I remember in school once, a 'friend' no toomany identifiers deleted.) . Caused me to become anorexic. Took 2 years to recover. Downhill from there. I'm dying. I'm going mad. Nobody likes me. I don't like this. Why? Why is it like this. Had such a bright future. Gone. Oh the pain. Why must this happen to me? Why can't things go right for once? WHYWHYWHYWhhy. I'm not a bad person. It was okay, before shit really happened and all that health stuff. i had my pick of awesomesauce unis. Had to drop out health reasons. Sorry going on too long. feel free to laugh. i won't be checking in anyway. i could never stand criticism. i cry. i stop crying. the reason i'm crying is still here. what's the use of crying? i know this and still the tears come and my chest hurts. oh the post is a mess. wishing you all beautiful lives, truly.
buying bulk LSD from HoS probably isn't a good idea if you just want to try it. BV won't take new customers because he's a dick. Find a vendor that sells single hits. You don't seem stable enough to be doing LSD anyway