Okay so, this has taken A LOT for me to write... I've havent really come to terms with what happend yet, its weird trying to share an experience I don't even understand yet. BUT I've always held the belief that EVERYONE should share their vendor/product experience, good and bad, its makes things so much safer for everyone. So, here goes nothing!
Background info:
Alright so, I have a condition called Endometriosis and the condition is associated with varying degrees of pain from case to case. My case is very painful, I get cysts that come and go, so I end up in alot of pain. Unfortunately, theres been like a crack down on pain medicine in my hometown due to a recent heroin epidemic. My doc (and several other doctors I've seen) just refuse to give pain medicine. Its a miracle if I can get 5mg Narcos... which dont help me at all. I gave up trusting doctors about a year ago now, I started buying from this guy on campus, who happens to be my roommate's boyfriend. I ended up finding out 20mg of Percocet was most helpful but I used Roxycodone if he was out of Percs (Percocet are his most popular product, I guess). I did this for about 9months, no issues my tolerance was getting higher but I wasnt in pain so it was all good. But my dealer was a horndog and kept trying to fuck me... Since he was my roommate's boyfriend, it was just WAY too messy to keep buying from him. My best friend and engineer major suggested the DarkNet for the principal reason that the drug dealers here are either major creeps or fucking retarded and get busted over doing dumb shit... Its not worth getting kicked off campus, plus we were already familiar with the deepweb. So DarkNet it was.
Vendor/Product Purchase:
I bought from landed the first and only time a few months ago, got to me quickly and tested the product with a friend who's VERY experienced with snorting H, and everything seemed fine. Mind you I was only taking really small doses at a time and build up from there. The first two uses were no issue at all. The 3rd time tho... I took my routine test bump, took another 15min later then I started doing my English lit. paper , I wasnt even that high at ALL but 5min later...lights out. I wake up 7.5hrs later on the floor next to my desk chair, strange thing was parts of my hands, feet and legs were numb... it was weird. I went to the hospital, they told me my blood pressure was a slightly lower than normal and inflammation markers suggest I had an allergic reaction to some (full disclosure, I do have a crap-load of food allergies but none to medicine or opioids). But couldn't explain the patches of numbness (paresthesia) that I was still experiencing. The doctor's best guess for everything was that I ate something with peanuts in it without noticing and had a reaction. He told me I was completely fine and to go home. I tried the H again two weeks later, with no problem at all but the next day... as carful as I was, I blacked out AGAIN and on such a small hit. This time, I woke up 8hrs later with my right my foot completely numb, my eyes were red and puffy, and had a lump on the back of my head. So during this 2nd hospital visit had CT scan, full blood & urine panel... doctor says the same shit, slightly elevated inflammation markers, lowered blood pressure blahah. So, I tossed out landedgypsies' dope.
Why the speculation of a tainted batch:
Look, I'm the first to say it VERY possible, I had an allergic reaction to something or just OD'd.... Its just doubtful because I've been managing to avoid my food allergies really well for YEARS and even when I do fuck up I NEVER have that kind of reaction... its usually just hives and an itchy throat. It's weird to believe I OD'd cuz I've snorted H at parties more times than I can count, I snort roxi's w/o blinking AND I was taking really small hits, I'm talking the size if a grain of rice... But I must've OD'd cuz later my roommate told she found me on the floor that first time and LITERALLY thought I was dead. She apparently shook me and blasted music in my ear but I was completely out, but I had a pulse so she assumed I passed out drunk. She also said I would occasionally make this snoring/gurgling noise shes never heard before. Those are all signs of overdose.... I suspect the heroin couldve been mixed with something. It came from Canada for one, his price is pretty cheap. Also I came across this post: https://www.reddit.com/r/DarkNetMarkets/comments/45cndw/please_read_this_before_you_try_fentanyl_for_the/
4.Around 3% of people taking fent will drop their heat rate below 50 beats per minute and this could lead to low blood pressure and fainting. At this stage which can be very early on it would be entirely reasonable to reverse with narcan and abort. This is a sign of serious fent sensitivity
Sooo, I'm starting to suspect fentanyl and/or something else could've been in the batch he sold me.
All things considered, I don't have anything too harsh to say about the vendor tho, its a risk you take in this game... I just want other people to be informed about the risk. It just sucks cuz I'm back at square one, in so much pain my grades are slipping again and Im hearing even the overpriced pain pills from DNM are cut with fentanyl most of the time. My doctor is still being difficult, he put me on Tramadol.... which decreases the pain by about 15%. In other words its pretty much useless.
DISCLAIMER:
I'm about to detail the weird experience I had the first time I passed out and A LOT of you won't believe me and thats fine, you're welcome to skip this part... this is entirely unbelievable but you should know, I'm not lying and I'm trying my best to not exaggerate. Also I'm not completely sure Landedgypsie's product is to blame, there's just a high enough likelihood that I have to speak up about my speculation.
Finally, the Near Death Experience (NDE):
So when I passed out the first time, I wasn't unconscious the whole time. I....uh, kinda think I left my body. I mean, like I remember looking down and seeing my body on the floor... I know I sound fucking crazy but thats not even HALF of it. I had this intense sense wash over me, like an extra awareness. I was aware of what EVERYONE that lived in my dorm hall was doing and I even knew their emotional climate like it was tangible almost...I knew that this one girl that stays two doors down from me was really suffering with something and I felt overwhelmingly compelled to check on her.... its so weird cuz I didnt know her before and I'd never been in her room but I went to her and she was in her bed, curled up and crying... in the middle of the day. I had this intense empathy for her for some reason, which is some thing that I normally wouldn't care about.... But I had this intense empathy for everyone and everything! Because i had this innate sense that everything was a part of me... like everything and everyone were all one in the same. We're just pieces & fragments one whole entity. So essentially if something effects one piece, it effects all the pieces but we are all connected, we are all one..... Look, A bunch of shit happened after that revelation but I was ushered to go back to my body even though I didnt want to go back. I know its weird but I am unsure about alot of the things but I'm just 100% sure it wasnt a dream... I described Nicole's dorm perfectly down to the dirty clothes and empty food containers. And I'd never been in her dorm before... The things I saw, I'll never forget as long as I live. Seriously! I spared you some of the crazier details.
First of all, I'm so glad you are safe and made it through this. Please try to be more careful next time. I just wanted to add that what we sell is NOT fentanyl. It's uncut afghan dope. The problem is that most people get horribly cut dope from the streets then they come to the markets online and actually find pure heroin for once. Also, from our buyers feedback, we have some of the STRONGEST heroin you can buy online. Once again, I'm glad you are safe but this is not fentanyl of any kind. Good ol pure uncut afghan heroin. Next time you decide to use please don't use by your self and have narcan with you.