Anybody ever freak out for no reason?

My associate is a seasoned DNM user, and has unfortunately had to burn addresses, clean house, etc after SR1, after various vendor busts, but he finds that sometimes he gets very comfortable- too comfortable- and other times he is totally freaking out, like he can see them arresting him, thinking about what he will say, what will happen, etc. Does this happen to everybody?

Today is first day using a new address and he has had the shits all day with anxiety over thinking he's about to be busted (or scammed or not get his package etc). maybe this only happens to addicts, but he REALLY looks forward to his little packages.

EDIT: as I noted in a response below, this colleague of mine once had a package seized. It was small number of pills. He received several calls from a law enforcement officer at both his home and cell numbers. His wife (who is unaware of his activities) was very distressed. I'm just saying this b/c there can be serious repercussions for some of us, even if we aren't formally prosecuted.


Comments


[13 Points] ass-fister:

The only time I freak out for no reason is when I smoke weed and have an order in transit. Weed usually makes me paranoid but boy when I have a package in transit my paranoia sky rockets and borders on a panic attack. I'll start thinking about it and every worst case scenario pops up in my head and my heart starts beating really fast.

Then I sleep it off and the package arrives without incident.


[6 Points] missingmandy:

It happened to me so often and so much that I stopped ordering from DNMs all together. But I was ordering BULK, and after almost 1.5 years of weekly shipments to multiple drops. I just couldn't take it anymore.

I would go to bed thinking about getting caught, would wake up with the thoughts. The fear and paranoia consumed me. At first it was fun, the thrill of it all. The whole process gave me an adrenaline rush. But I dunno, the demand for product got higher and the quantity of the orders got larger. I figured if I continued, i'd get caught.

I found a local source with superior quality MDMA. Price is a bit higher, but I have other ways to offset that. I'll only order a gram of MDA or some DMT now, usually stuff thats less than $200.


[7 Points] MrCrappy57:

UPDATE: my colleague tells me his package came and everything went great and he is high as hell and looking forward to a good holiday. Be safe, everyone. thanks for the replies.


[3 Points] miketdvick:

unfortunately i have ptsd from childhood sexual trauma and i have freaked the fuck out radomly a lot. Most drugs don't help with paranoia either. Stimulates can cause elaborate paranoid delusions in a dose dependent manner. and Anti-anxiety drugs cause intense anxiety on the comedown when the pendulum swings the other way


[2 Points] None:

Very rarely. I never go into situations where I'm not aware the legality of what the hell I'm doing. Therefore, I know what the consequences of my actions are. Say I order a stamp of heroin, say it gets seized, it's a personal-use-amount. That means, more than likely LE won't come to my house to even question me. If I need bulk amounts, I'll order small amounts to throw away addresses until I reach the amount of my favor.

Paranoia is good though. It's a natural I instinct.


[2 Points] ramjambamalam:

Drop the "SWIM" shit, please.


[1 Points] phattsao:

Vendors are the only ones who should ever freak out, buyers are pretty much fine unless you're doing bulk orders


[1 Points] None:

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[-6 Points] futuredracula:

Your friend sounds like a beta