I just turned 19 and I have wandered way too far past the point of no return. Life is meaningless to me. I will never be happy. The only thing I have left to try is heroin, even though it will probably only be temporary. Nothing to lose so whatever. Which opiate do you recommend, h or fent or something else? I am pretty small in size for my age and I don't want to overdose (at least not my first time using it) so where do you guys recommend I find information on using it safely? Also if there is a seller you recommend please share.
I recommend you go see a licensed therapist and maybe even stay away from drugs.