Xanax transformed me into a retarded zombie.

Started abusing xans around 2 months ago ordering a 250 pack from AK and and since poppinfirst bar my life went downhill. Lost girlfriend, lost job. Recycled myself trappin xan & dipping more and more in my supply. Fuck. I tried to stop but if i dont take my xans i get these panic attacks and when I dont use xans I get panic attacks. When i DO use xan i'm just retarded walking around my home like a zombie doin nothing but staring at useless shit n waiting for fiends to knock or ring. & I can't stop or i get panic attacks so im either panicking or retarded. just yesterday that moment i took a bar then i couldn't find my car keys for shit and found them in the fridge the day day after in the fucking fridge lmao lost a couple sales but now i got my keys.

Shit my life sucks now :(


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[20 Points] None:

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[10 Points] dlayover123:

I can't believe this hasn't been said but DON'T FUCKING DRIVE WHEN YOU'RE BARRED THE FUCK OUT. You want to kill yourself, or worse, someone else? Geez, think a little bit!


[7 Points] MT_Merchant_Mangler:

There might not be a person on the planet that has profited more on the destruction of others as much as /u/AlpraKing has. That really is something.


[5 Points] Trappy_Pandora:

dont buy any more


[7 Points] None:

If you have access to a psychiatrist, tell him the same thing you told us. He will likely put you on a tapering regimen using diazepam (Valium) starting at 10-20 mg/day and slowly stepping the dose down over 6-12 months. You can't quit cold turkey on benzos.


[3 Points] ketaminesucks:

I'd say to not get hooked don't do it more than 2-3 time a week. Xanax is amazing but sucks at the same time I also never go full Bartard. Just 2mg and I'm chill. Can fully function.


[3 Points] pm_me_thick_girlz:

Switch to valium or klonopin, and then try tapering down. You will still get anxiety/panic but no where near as bad as when coming off of Xanax.

In fact, you should probably go see a doctor, they will give you a legit script of some kind of benzo to help wean you off. As well as give you other resources for anxiety and maybe some insight as to why you first started abusing Xanax in the first place.


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[1 Points] ButyrFentReviewaway:

Yeah man, you and almost everybody who gets a supply of bars/benzos of any kind which they use for recreational purposes, allowing it to become a routine. Seen it happen to too many loved ones, not to mention myself for relatively short period of time, many years ago.


[1 Points] None:

You know, this is what is pissing me off FUCKTARDS like Prince and fucktwats abusing the system to the point where I'm sitting in Riteaid from 12 am to 6 am from a splitting side aching unbelievably fucking horrible pain from a dry socket and my pharmacist tells me there is nothing she can do as I'm sittin ghtere with a rx for roxies that will undoubtedly make me feel better. And do you fucking know why? they won't let me have more than 3 pills a day because they are scared I might OD and they will be held responsible. THIS IS BULLSHIT AND I"M SO FUCKING PISSED. SOME PEOPLE FUCKING NEED XANAX AND YOU FUCKERS ARE MAKING IT HARDER FOR ALL OF US. edit; opiods are harder to get apparently, my doctor has less problem prescribing xanax but still it's all part of the fucking problem


[1 Points] Ethereality_DNM:

You say you can either be xantarded or having panic attacks. Here's a novel idea: take some, but take less. Learn to count by 1's or better yet 1/2's instead of 2's.


[1 Points] Dokturo:

Man just quit it please, I know it's hard, just you need to stay clean. Eat healty food, and exercise alot, long walks every day, every day long walks, listen every day 432 hz Healing Music ( just youtube it ) . Vitamin C, alot vegetables and fruit.

And about panic attacks, consider some natural things, like melissa plant, maybe try some marijuana but only pure 100 % indica ( and it would be best if it's CBD ratio 1:1 , that can really calm you down ) . also 2-3 beers can really help agains anxiety and panic.

Just stay away from Xanax!!!


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[1 Points] topknotch89:

taper off bro.


[1 Points] None:

get medical help


[1 Points] altecMI:

Listen man I been there. Start to cut back slowly and you're going to have to deal with panic attacks


[0 Points] Darknet_Retard:

I've been in your situation. Luckily, I had friends that would beat the living shit out of me if I popped a bar after my binge. Keep your head up, stop taking bars.


[0 Points] Lolsteroids:

a bar a day keeps the anger away.


[-2 Points] xansllcureya:

I got a hundred pack for the summer, take one per day, two per day max and have been fine. Could take a break for as long as I'd want and only sleep would be degraded for a few nights.