Hey guys. I have another reddit account but just with the way things are in the world, its probably best if I just make a throwaway for my review.
I know there is a certain general format to the way these reviews are made, but I feel more comfortable doing it this way. Not to worry, everything important will be noted! :)
Its 6:03pm as I'm writing these words, and I received my package from Mr. Trip just around 2:00pm. Before I jump into the trip I'm currently on, let me say he is an absolute professional to deal with. Zero concerns, everything was lovely. It was roughly 72 hours from purchase to the vial going down my throat lol. Stealth was perfect for what the liquid is in (a dark brown glass vial), even if someone ripped open your package to examine it, you would never in a million years think its any kind of 'illicit' substance. That said....
Let me start by saying my previous experience has been with cannabis, MDMA, and LSD. I don't like to use substances ever as an escape, but instead to better understand myself, and what really is important and valued to me as a human being.
Anyway, 6:11pm and I took it at 2:35pm. Never took mushrooms/psilocybin before this. I can honestly say this is the most in-tune I've ever been to my body. I work out occasionally, but I realize (as of this moment) that this is my body for the rest of my life, and I need to do everything within reason to keep it functioning in optimum shape. This realization is beyond words, its like a biological yearning saying this to me right now. I stood in front of my mirror in my underwear, and noticed the dark rings under my eyes, and some fat accumulating on my stomach. I immediately went to the garden in my backyard and just gorged on different lettuces I have growing. Green, blue, purple, all kinds of different ones growing. Kindof funny because I've only had this garden in the past to just grow stuff for my family, give some stuff away to the neighbors, and to halfheartedly convince myself that I'm trying to be healthy (I wasn't). I realize I'm supposed to be giving a trip report so I'll finish this point up here in just a moment. Anyway, it was the most satisfying thing to eat those vegetables. Like on a deep-down instinctual-animal level, knowing you're putting the best fuel into your body. The best way I can describe it is when you're having sex and cumming in the girl, you can just feel inside your very essence that "Yes (name assigned to you), this is a Good Thing." Its on the same level.
So beyond that, I've just been doing a lot of thinking about what it means to be a human being, and the value of my own life, and all of that stuff. For pretty much my entire life I wondered what the meaning of my existence was. When I was a little kid in elementary school I was put into the gifted class, and that continued more or less throughout my education through highschool. By the end of it, I got straight F's, and I continued to do that after trying community college a few times over here. Without elaborating on the reasons why I DIDNT do that, I'll say the reason I did: Simply because I didn't see the value in it. My education, my reputation, hell even my life. What is the meaning of all of this? I'm skipping over large chunks of thought right now, but I came to the conclusion that there is nothing to worry about. Everything is going to be just fine.
Seriously!
Everything will be just fine. I KNOW its hard to believe that in this current time we're all living in. Hell, I've followed /r/conspiracy for a long time so I'm right there with you. The bad in the world is so much easier to see than the good, just as how lead weighs heavier than air. But ALL of this we are witnessing (good and bad, destruction and creation, love and hatred) are only derivatives of our current evolutionary state in time. Look at when we were apes, and the derivatives that spawned from that mindset (violence/domination meant you 'won,' got the chosen females among the tribe, etc), and what we're seeing now is simply extensions of that (that is, what dominates our common reality).
That said, all the bad we see in the world (which is simply a more advanced level of animal instincts) will too die off and be forgotten about, as humans continue to become largely unaffected by such vestigial antiquities. The less evolved animals who live amongst us are those to blame. But they too will become corrected as time goes on. All in all, the evil people in our world are losing their relevance and slowly are losing their grip on influencing people, so all of this police state stuff we are seeing is simply the old animal way's final struggle to remain relevant and respected, while controlling everyone else. Once this period dies off in our chain of history, we're in for a platinum age that will last for eternity. :)
I want to go for a bike ride now and think about what I've learned, but I hope my words are seen as more than "lol he's so high." I know this started as a trip report (or a review?), and A++++ to Mr. Vendor. Seriously, this is a substance that allows human beings to think at a higher level, and is exactly why its outlawed by those individuals who believe they control us. Taking this or any other psychedelic is an act of peaceful civil disobedience. Everyone has the right to Transcend, no matter who threatens you otherwise.
My personal thanks to the mods of this subreddit, and those who support this movement whether you're running the markets or taking a substance to explore your mind. We're all fighting the good fight. Keep at it. Let other people bloom.
Nothing quite like the introspection on psilocybin.
Mescaline makes me judge the world as a whole
LSD makes me feel like I discovered a secret no one else in the world knows about. Sort of like when I was eleven and I invented masturbation