My associate is a seasoned DNM user, and has unfortunately had to burn addresses, clean house, etc after SR1, after various vendor busts, but he finds that sometimes he gets very comfortable- too comfortable- and other times he is totally freaking out, like he can see them arresting him, thinking about what he will say, what will happen, etc. Does this happen to everybody?
Today is first day using a new address and he has had the shits all day with anxiety over thinking he's about to be busted (or scammed or not get his package etc). maybe this only happens to addicts, but he REALLY looks forward to his little packages.
EDIT: as I noted in a response below, this colleague of mine once had a package seized. It was small number of pills. He received several calls from a law enforcement officer at both his home and cell numbers. His wife (who is unaware of his activities) was very distressed. I'm just saying this b/c there can be serious repercussions for some of us, even if we aren't formally prosecuted.
The only time I freak out for no reason is when I smoke weed and have an order in transit. Weed usually makes me paranoid but boy when I have a package in transit my paranoia sky rockets and borders on a panic attack. I'll start thinking about it and every worst case scenario pops up in my head and my heart starts beating really fast.
Then I sleep it off and the package arrives without incident.