And I have experienced it. Doctors are always hassled to get drugs, so that makes it very hard for me to get the medicines I need and be able to get a doctor to trust me, along with possibly have them on hand if the anxiety gets out of control so I could use that option.
I understand many of you use those fake bars for anxiety, but you'd have to really be bullshitting to say that you aren't abusing them considering how strong the benzo community says they are.
I am not saying this in hostility to you all. I'm thanking you since I think the recreational market of all drugs should be separated from the prescription market. It is not healthy for any party in the relationship when a person tries to get pills to abuse from a doctor. It specifically affects the genuine patients the most.
Anxiety is a very crippling illness that makes it very hard for me to do anything. For example: interact with any human being, take a walk outside, hang out with friends, take a picture of myself, get criticism from Reddit (not that it isn't welcome since I love discussion, I know you guys are smarter than people in the generic subreddits though).
So please keep ordering from whoever the current barlord is if you're an abuser or recreational user. Darknet markets bring about an amazing freedom, but do know that paying a few extra dollars per dose is no big deal compared to getting God know's what are in and how of what are in those bars.
I think it's sort of demeaning to say that your anxiety is real, whilst anyone else who is ordering them from the DNM is just using bars recreationally or abusing them.
Some people cannot get them legally for so many different reasons, whether that be it costs too much (medical insurance can be a bitch) or perhaps they're too anxious to even see a doctor.
No need to be condescending my man.