Literally the only person that knows I sell drugs is myself. I can't tell anybody this shit if I want to be secure as possible, but it's so weird. I have a part time job that know one knows about. I've been in some crazy fucking situations that I can never tell at parties. It kind of sucks, really.
It's kind of fun to allude to being a vendor sometimes, even if it's a bad habit. Like if someone sees I have a $100 bill in my wallet, it's fun to joke that I got it dealing drugs...which is true.
The worst is when I spend a full day doing things that could potentially give me life in prison, then I come home to my SO and she asks me how my day was, and I say "Eh it was fine, did a lot of work, busy at the office, etc". She has NO IDEA how much weight I just fucking moved. If I was just a regular person and my SO was a successful drug dealer and I never knew about, I'd probably have a god damn stroke.
Vendors, gimme your thoughts. Who do you tell your crazy stories to? What shit has gone down that you've never gotten to tell anyone for OPSEC reasons?
I feel you bro. Once I was chilling with a friend who had no clue what I do and there's this guy who rings at my door to bring me owed money (around 75k) I had completely forgot about. I pick up the pack and bring it downstair where my cash counting machine is and dump it on the ground to start counting it like it was peanuts, then my buddy looks at the cash with those big O.O eyes and I tell him "Don't ask, you wouldn't believe me anyway. No one ever does"