[Vendor Review] Psychotropix 1g MXE

Details
Vendor: [Psychotropix]
Market: [Evolution]
Product: [1g MXE]
Shipped from: [US]
Shipped to: [US]
Required FE: [NO]
Vacuum Sealed: [NO]
Decoy: [NO]
Handwriting: [NO]
Rating
Communication: [10] / 10
Stealth: [6] / 10
Shipping time: [10] / 10
Price value: [7] / 10
Aesthetics: [9] / 10
Weight: [10] / 10
Quality: [10] / 10
Transaction: [10] / 10
Vendor: [9] / 10
Drug: [10] / 10
TOTAL SCORE: [91] / 100

Ordered last Tuesday night, marked shipped the next morning, received yesterday. Communication was good, didn't really have to communicate all that much, but when I did message him he responded promptly and politely. Stealth was adequate but not definitely not great. Envelope, no decoy, I could feel the baggy through the envelope but I knew its contents anyway. If someone had opened it though it would have been game over immediately. It wasn't labeled at all either. Still it got through and addressing was discreet.

The product was pure white, somewhat fluffy, somewhat crystalline. When I received it I did an allergy test of >5mg and was surprised to feel very mild effects in about 30 minutes. Went about my day feeling good. When I got back home is when the fun began.

Below is a trip report from last night, written mostly during the experience and lightly edited today with a short recap. First some background: I have only done MXE twice before, Ket about 3 times, and DXM 4. Both my previous MXE and Ket experiences have been fairly low doses either given to me by people in clubs or friends and usually while already under the influence of other things. Last night was my first time diving into MXE space alone.

5:15 pm ~25mg MXE dosed sublingually. Held under my tongue for about 20 or so minutes. Did a line with all the material that was stuck to my weighing cup after dumping it in my mouth as well.

t+0:25 Mildly dissociated. Feel good, music sounds good. Mild headache, but not really painful. Feels almost like I have a warm towel wrapped around my head.

t+0:30 It began hitting me a lot harder in the past couple of minutes, moved to the couch. Feeling dissociated, colors are brighter, watching myself type is really interesting

t+0:50 I don't feel euphoric. I don't feel dysphoric. I'm not really sure what I feel. Everything seems far away, both physically and conceptually. Commitments, responsibilities, etc. don't seem very important right now, but they're still there. I feel overwhelmingly ambivalent. I feel taller, or at least when I stand the floor seems farther away. I'm stimulated, but in a strange way. Stimulating downer, weird. I think I like it. May weigh out a few more mgs.

t+1:00 Going to get the scale from my closet and am reminded of past DXM experiences as I turn on the light. Very similar, yet very different. Walking back to the couch with the scale I feel like a priest of some sort with a blessed sacrament or tool. I'm very happy with my posture. God, this is a weird drug. Maybe I shouldn't dose any more. I do feel like a robot. No, I feel like Spock.

t+1:10 Measured out 20mg, broke into two lines. Just did one of them. Not sure why. This truly is a strange drug; reality is both very much present and yet distant. Its difficult to describe. My apartment feels like a bubble in the fabric of the universe, but its still enmeshed in it. I can't imagine being addicted to this. Or I can imagine it and it is terrifying. My relationship to reality right now is much too skewed, I couldn't live my life like this. I'd die, or worse. It is fun now though. The hot towel on my head just got tighter. This ambient music doesn't feel like music, more some a priori fact of my existence. I've been practicing standing meditation lately. Might give that a go.

t+1:20 Its all very clinical. I feel like a scientist studying myself. Had to give my subject a pep talk just now. While I am definitely enjoying myself, it keeps blowing my mind that people are addicted to this stuff. Nevertheless, time for the second 10mg line

t+1:30 I feel simultaneously incredibly sober and aware and blasted off. This music is comical. Its good but [pretty sure there was a significant time gap here]

I need to get back in shape. Feeling my body over makes me realize how fragile it all really is. Silly putty on straws. God I hate the winter.

Lets ditch the time, its boring and doesn't apply anyway

This is the weirdest drug I've ever taken. Mondays will never be the same. Alert Garfield. And Thomas Pynchon. I have hours to go don't I. Shit.

This drug makes you into a jack ass. Full stop. But you're also on the other side of the glass, looking in. laughing. Look at this asshole. He's eating a banana now. They're so similar to us.

a little bit more might not hurt. Push the envelope. You're in too deep already.

This music is much better, its happier and less drone by numbers.

In the end though, ambient music is quite pretentious isn't it?

Measured out another 25mgs. Not sure why. This shit could really ruin your life if you wanted it to. I don't think I do. But it is tugging at all the strings that are holding this together. This will be my last dose.

Its been made into 2 lines. The music is picking up. Took the first. I'm leaving the second.

If the people I loved knew I was doing this, what would they say?

Fuck leaving it. I'm going for it. Everything leading up to this seems unreal. This seems unreal. I took too much. I'm I'm I'm reevaluating. Maybe its time to nestle up in some blankets,.

the dissociation from MXE is pernicious. I feel like it occurs at a lower level than psychedelics. I'm cut off at the root.

You going the way of Bill from "Its such beautiful day". Remember that time in Berlin when you took that all that 2C B? They say its all a simulation.

Confusion. Stuttering auditory hallucinations.

t+3:00 Fuck this drug.

t+3:15 Feeling a lot more grounded now. Everything is still very weird but I know who, where, and what I am. Is it weird that I prefer DXM? My field of view keeps flapping away then coming back into place. The anesthetic aspects of MXE are very off putting. I popped a pimple on my neck and it was an unpleasant experience, but not painful. I just felt like both the doctor and the patient. I feel like all my drug use over the last few months has culminated in this. Stupidity. Monday night was a terrible choice. It wasn't my choice though. Well, it was, but I would have chosen friday, if given the option. This is a silly silly drug. The idea of people doing this all the time continues to blow my mind.

Hey sober [nsfwoygf] why are you so interested in drugs? Stop it.

t+4:10 Listened to some tunes, drank a beer (only one), smoked a bowl.

Auditory hallucinations still going. Feel pretty good now though. The sadistic part of me wants to do a little more. Am I crazy?

t+4:20 A little more up the Shnozz (20mgs this is scientific com'on), put on voices from the lake.

t+4:30 Just read back on everything. Its weird how text constrains your memories. As I read I felt the experience over again, but as if I was playing with Dolls. Me being one of the dolls. Its still fun to watch myself type. My hands are doing it on their own almost. I should trust them more. I don't think I prefer DXM. But I need to chill with these dissos. I need a god damn cigarette. there is no way I can roll one and I am sure as hell not going outside. help me.

God I love this album. Probably one of the best the techno albums Ive ever heard.

The above was the last thing I wrote before the next morning. After this I continued smoking bowls and put on the movie "Almost Famous" as I came down. Good movie, and fit the vibe well. It was a bit hard to follow in my state, but I also was texting various people. I don't think any of them knew I was dissed out of my mind. I eventually turned it off before the end and hopped in bed. Was in a weird dream like state without much content (more just moving shapes, colors, emptiness) for a while. Not sure how long it took me to actually get to sleep. Woke up feeling alright, but very tired. After eating breakfast and showering I now feel pretty good.

I might try for a hole dose tomorrow, I think I was on the edge of it most of last night but was fighting it. I think thats where a lot of my anxiety and confusion during the trip came from. I was constantly doing reality checks and telling myself it was just a drug and that I would come down. Its strange because I never have to do that on traditional psychedelics. MXE made me feel like I was literally insane though, almost like a paranoid schizophrenic. All in all it was a very interesting experience, I had some interesting insights, and want to experiment more, but I know I will have to be careful. This shit is powerful.

Anyway, good experience with Psychotropix. Bit more pricey than others but seems to be high quality. Will probably go to him for other stuff in the future.


Comments


[5 Points] phacid:

Nice review. Too long, didnt read it but I appreciate the effort :)


[3 Points] None:

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[3 Points] DeusUictoriam:

You have captured the essence of MXE, I commend you.


[2 Points] Idonu:

that's a whole lot of MXE in one night lmao.


[2 Points] illme:

This review was seriously entertaining! Had me smiling a few times


[2 Points] ImGonnaKickTomorrow:

This is the best trip report of MXE I have ever read. You did a great job of capturing the inherent... strangeness of the dissociated mindset. It's really difficult to describe, and your stream-of-consciousness style avoided the need to do so.

So thanks! I feel like I now have a much better idea of what to expect if I ever decide to try this chemical. I've been intrigued by it for awhile, but you have really piqued my interest. Great job!

I STRONGLY urge you to submit this trip report to Erowid. Newer substances like MXE can always can always use good trip reports that offer a fresh perspective. Do it!


[2 Points] jonarchy:

Does he ship to Canada?


[1 Points] DevsiK:

Seems like it really gives you the urge to redose haha


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[1 Points] cannabisity:

LOL

Walking back to the couch with the scale I feel like a priest of some sort with a blessed sacrament or tool.