I just finished burning my last 2.5 grams of PandaExpress's no 4 in my fireplace. Started the habit 4 months ago, taking small bumps on the weekends. It soon turned into a fullblown habit and was no longer fun - panda's stuff made me throw up and yet I kept taking it, 3 or 4 times a day. Normal people avoid stuff that make them feel shitty - only addicts do shit like that.
I could see my personality changing, and I started looking physically ill. Cheekbones sticking out, dry, pale skin. People at work noticed, asking me if I was stressed out. I wasnt happy anymore.
Respect the opiates, people. If you need to take a dose just to feel normal then youve gone too far. Withdrawals arent the worst thing ive gone through and theyre temporary. Its day 5 for me now and I have an appetite today. my eyes are clear and my nose isnt running.
I might be back. no one can say for sure they wont be. until then ill just be another lurker here. stay safe everyone.
smartest thing you'll ever do. stay off that shit man.