I fucked up

I want to preface this by saying that my current situation is the result of garbage IRL OpSec on my part. In accepting this i have learned a couple lessons that will be heavy on my conscience for the remainder of my time selling drugs, if that hasn't come to an end. I'm posting this partially for some advice on what my next move should be and also because i think the mistakes i made are easy to make and i wanted to remind all of you awesome people that sometimes decisions that seem like nothing to make can carry some heavy consequences in this game.

So, a month or so ago, i stocked up on some MDMA. I received about a quarter pound total. I've been selling since last Summer, and my circle has stayed pretty tight. When i stocked up i decided i was going to switch things up and cut a few people off and bring a couple in. One of those people was my friend E. When i say friend, i mean basically my brother. The kind of friend that says "i love you bro" before he hung up every time he called me. We've known each other for years and have been as close as friends can be for basically the entire time.

So, a week or so ago E comes over and we're talking and smoking some blunts and he's telling me how he has been stacking money for his newborn daughter. He knows i sell and brings licks my way pretty frequently. Long story short after a couple hours i showed him the ~90g i had left and told him i could front him some for half of what he was going to sell it for and that would be an easy way to throw a substantial amount of money away for the baby. He agrees and we agreed that i would drop it off to him the next day after work.

The next day comes and he messages me at work asking if im coming over that night, which i confirmed. Got out at about 10 pm and went home and my girl (ex/ its complicated as fuck) calls saying she wanted to come over. She knows i have sold in the past but was not at all aware that i still did. So she pops up quick as fuck and i can't bring the molly to E. I figured it would be no big deal and i would just drop it off to him in the morning after she left. I hang out with her for a couple hours and fall asleep at about 2 am.

I wake up in the middle of the night and my girl is shoving me telling me someone is knocking on the door and to go see who it is. I turn on a light and walk to the door and ask who it is. I heard "its E" so i opened it. He comes in and i knew something was weird immediately. We're standing in my living room and hes looking at me really intensely, but not directly in my eyes, like he was fucked up, and hes like "Why are you ducking me? Why are you saying you're gonna help me and not doing shit? Why are you fucking with me?". I told him to calm down and i would explain to him what happened and to be quiet because my girl was there and she doesn't know about it (which he knows). He tells me he doesn't give a fuck whos there and to "go get everything". I didn't really take it seriously at first. Urged him to chill out again and he starts talking about how he just got a gun yesterday and will go get it and kill both of us, then he pushed me. i fell onto my couch kind of and bounced back up in his face and told him to chill the fuck out before my girl wakes up and calls the cops or i have to. He kept asing me what i wanted to do like he wanted to fight me and then he pushed me again. When i fell, he ran into my bedroom.

I ran in behind him and he was on the far side of the room going towards my girl and the dresser he thought it was in. She got up out of bed and told him to stop and as he was going towards her i told him to stop and that i would give it to him. I pulled a DVD case out of the dresser with 90g in it and hand it to him. If it was just me there it might have went differently, but i would much much much rather take that L than chance her getting hurt over drugs. He pushes me to the floor and goes to run out the door and turns around and tells me to give him everything else (i assume money) but my girl was on the phone calling the cops so he left.

Im pacing back and forth in my room waiting for the cops to show up, and i glance down at the floor and guess what the fuck is in front of my feet? 2 big ass bags of molly. The whole pack. Apparently when i handed it to him the DVD case was open and it fell out when he turned around to leave. So now i have a bigger problem: I have a fuckton of molly and the cops are on the way. Keep in mind at this point my ex thinks he was trying to steal money and has no idea about the MDMA. I stash everything in my basement and go talk to the cops. I refused to give his name (retarded but it was a shitty feeling to have to rat out my friend regardless of what just happened) and the cops told me i could figure out what i wanted to do and if i wanted to press charges i could do so in the morning. Then they leave.

So now its 4:30 am and im sparking a blunt that i rolled to help us go back to sleep. Hit it a couple times and we're talking about how we can't believe that happened, and mid-sentence she stops talking, looks down and says "i think hes back". We sit in silence for a couple and sure enough i can hear someone moving in the hallway outside my front door. She calls the cops back and for a few minutes its dead silent. I see the cop car pull up through the blinds and seconds later i hear the cop yelling "Who are you? What are you doing?" and then silence. Then all hell broke loose.

He tweaked the fuck out. Was SCREAMING at the cops. Telling them to take the cuffs off and fight him, to tase him, screaming at my girl who is peaking through the blinds. He tells the cops he makes $2k a night and drives a 350z (not true), how he was tucking money in my door (true, there was $130 between my door and the frame for whatever reason) and then he starts screaming about how he came here to kick in my door and rob me for 90 grams of molly that came in the mail. My heart fucking dropped. My exes jaw followed suit. Eventually they took him away and left. She went back to sleep but i stayed up until i went to the police station the next morning.

Before i went to the station, i called one of my best friends who dates his sister and was actually with his mom when i called. I was told that his blood alcohol content was .60 and he would be released that day. So i go down and the one cop is talking to me, seeming really cool, and he goes "I have to tell you 2 things, the first being that when i walked in your house last night i almost got a contact high, the second being that he was obviously tweaking on something but he was screaming about how you have ecstasy and LSD, so if you're up to something nefarious i suggest you stop, because you are on our radar". I told him that i had nothing to do with hard drugs and admitted to him that i smoke weed pretty frequently. He told me he wasn't worried about me smoking pot in my house and sent me on my way (without letting me press any charges).

I blocked E on everything, and i have the stash hidden in my house but i just found out a good place to keep it so i'm going to be cleaning house pretty soon. I've been wanting to get it out but im anxious as fuck to take that ride. Please guys, don't underestimate what even some of your best friends will do to you for money. I totally fucked up. I should have never showed it to him or let him know. He has known i get stuff in the mail since before i knew anything about OpSec, but in hindsight i should have done a fucking lot of misleading after i knew better. I'm pretty disappointed in myself for making these type of mistakes, but all said and done, i didn't lose anything (actually gained $130), myself and my ex-girlfriend are safe, and i am currently not in jail so for that im thankful. I'm really sorry for the novel guys, i made paragraphs so atleast you guys weren't staring at a huge block of text, i just wanted to put this out there as a reminder to assume everyone besides yourself is going to rob you or snitch on you and to act as such. "Keep your mouth shut" doesn't mean just when you're talking to the police.

I was also curious about the likelihood of LE forwarding this information to another local police department if i move, as i obviously will not be receiving any packs to this house again, ever. It would most likely also be a new county. Im not in any rush to move and get some packs landing, but for the sake of my curiosity i figured i would ask to see if anybody had any input.

TLDR: My best friend tried to rob me, and for the first time in DNM history, a DVD case saved my drugs.

Stay safe out there guys.


Comments


[23 Points] None:

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[16 Points] None:

Wholly fuck dude. Guess this is why I barely trust myself.

Stay safe/life lesson learned.


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[9 Points] None:

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[9 Points] DecentDWilly:

.6 BAC, Jesus Christ.


[5 Points] None:

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[5 Points] Lucia-Anil:

Opsec 10/10


[4 Points] aboutthednm:

Thank you, where can I unsubscribe from your blog though?


[3 Points] topknotch89:

its stories like these im glad that i dont any "friends". fuck friends


[2 Points] dangshnizzle:

Can't blame him too much for blurting out what was going on if he was at .6 and on who knows what else. I bet if he ever gets in contact with you again he'll be apologizing


[2 Points] Thriz_whistle:

This is one of the best white trash short stories I've read since Raymond Carver was doing his thing. It was entertaining as hell, OP, but holy shit consider yourself lucky and get your shit together. Probably stop dealing because you suck at it.


[1 Points] LostSomewhereInSpace:

That's crazy AF lol


[1 Points] None:

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[1 Points] TelJanin_Aellinsar:

That was a wild ride my man.

You ever have to explain to your girl about the drugs?


[1 Points] lordredvampire:

Wow... trust NO ONE.


[1 Points] None:

/r/nosleep top 100 submissions.


[1 Points] Udaypbuh:

Dont be so hard on yourself, cut off your boy and just lay low for awhile you'll be good.


[1 Points] fuegomota:

Listen...this is the easiest most brilliant thing to fix. What you do is tuck those 90 g's away for 3-4 months, dont sell any of it, keep it, hoard it. And also while you're doing that order more to someone you trusts place or even your own place, and hide it all. Be a fucking squirrel and hide and stash everything. Dont sell for 3-4 months, just get more and hide it....everyone always loves molly its the best thing in the planet. Stay low, act cool, hide your stash and dont sell a single point. and acquire more and hoard it all. Fuck the police they cant do shit. No probable cause for inspection (minus the weed). Just lay low, love life, ditch the dumb bitch ex, hide all your shit, and stock pile more for 3-4 months so when you come back, you have a key and 40k and operate like a fuckin G not some nub with a qp of mollz. Good luck man.


[1 Points] swimgoy69:

Wow, I generally hate cops but the one you talked to at the station sounds like a decent guy or at least he could have been way more of a dick to you.


[1 Points] Tex402:

I don't condone killing people but if someone threatened my life and Operation like that they'd be dealt with


[1 Points] DEA_Agent007:

Never show anyone the stash or the cash, fam. You never know who's going to flip on you. Just ask yourself, "Could someone use this to fuck me over?" That question goes a long way.


[1 Points] HonkySpaceship:

I totally fucked up. I'm pretty disappointed in myself for making these type of mistakes, but all said and done, i didn't lose anything (actually gained $130), myself and my ex-girlfriend are safe.

You lost way more than you gained, You lost an address and the cops think you are a druggie and if the cops were like the cops in my area, you would have lost your freedom trying to protect your ex. Your ex! And she called the cops twice in one night. All over a bro that loved you.

Your place smelled like pot and you keep 90 g packs of Molly around and tell your friends you buy drugs online. You said it yourself. You fucked up over and over and over. Definition of low hanging fruit. Maybe this will serve as a reminder to someone but jeez that is a lot of fuck ups, buddy. I really hope no one else operates likes this.


[1 Points] papayabananatree:

so if you're up to something nefarious i suggest you stop, because you are on our radar

Aww a non-swine LEO!


[1 Points] zigzaghear:

If some drunk guy came at me like that, they would get knocked out or choked out.

You are such a pussy that you let an uncoordinated piss-drunk guy push you, pass your guard, and get to your stash/girl?

Might as well burn the relationship with that girl because she's probably lost all respect for you.


[1 Points] None:

my mom was a right alchy who did and said some really fucked up shit. The fact he came back with the hundy makes me think he had a jekyl and hyde moment. the alchy does that to some people. Cut contact but give him back the money with a note that says you love him, you know he's sorry, and here's his money. But we're effectively done and still are. you must understand. and walk away. it will clear your conscience and I'm only saying this because that money part broke my heart. he's hurting.


[1 Points] vapeosaur:

dvd cases are the best opsec always


[0 Points] None:

If you were moving more product i'd say you should start asking yourself if this guy should stay alive any longer.