[Trip Report] DMT from Noumena (on AlphaBay)

First two to three sessions were using 20-23mgs. Messing around, getting mushroom-like buzzes because I was a bit worried about breaking through. Used a bottle vape with what I feel like was 50% efficiency at the time.

A few days ago I upped the dose to three caps, a total of at least 70mg. Finally used tape on the foil wrapped around the bottle. I melted the crystals but they weren't vaporizing like with my other DMT sessions. I was worried I didn't bend the foil at the bottom properly.

After some vaporizing I took a hit. I could feel the walls like I could feel my consciousness, my head had expanded to encompass the whole room. Things would work it felt like, so I lit it again and it did. The smoke was billowing inside the bottle and it looked stunning. I took another hit. Now things became really difficult. I felt like I would burn the DMT with a third hit or not melt it properly. Somehow I managed to get another hit in (although I would later confirm that there was about 30mgs of unvaped residue left on the foil).

After the third hit I tried to look at the person with me but that was confusing and the floor was calling me to it. I layed back and closed my eyes.

I could feel the other person in the room, and everything within it. I could also feel just about everything in a 10 mile radius. I don't know how to describe it really. It's hard to put into words.

When I've done DMT in the past and broken through I never spoke with beings or teleported into other places or any of that stuff as many people report. I saw landscapes, and water, and scenery and I was in those lands walking through them. Everything was peaceful and there was no experience of death as I experience on any dose of LSD and high doses of mushrooms.

With my eyes closed I continued to look at what I was seeing, besides what I was feeling. I felt like I was trying exceptionally hard to download those scenes and knowledge, like I was trying to profit from it once my DMT trip would end. So I made a promise or vow to myself to never do that. Everything in this universe exists, and if I just teleport to a being and record it to sell it back here, whether it be through art inspiration or getting people interested in what I have to say, I would feel like a dick. Everything is an illusion, yes, and I am God, yes, but nonetheless it wouldn't be something I enjoy: bringing back information about those beings just to entertain myself.

At that moment I felt extreme empathy with the universe. I won't go into the details that I experienced because I hope to write about this one day, non-anonymously and I am a little paranoid it will be connected to my DNM use. Which isn't really a problem for me but I feel like some people would misunderstand my spiritual journeying and acquiring the strongest psychedelic known to man as idle time-wasting. Not that idle time-wasting would be wrong, considering that everything is an illusion and we are eternal beings. It's just not something I want to experience, explaining myself because honestly no one will listen far enough for me to actually finish giving them an answer as to what I am doing with my consciousness and why.

Suffice to say, this empathy changed my entire life. Not just my outlook on it. Within the few seconds it took to experience what I felt for all beings of the universe, the universe itself, and myself included, I was changed and I knew it. I know that everything is an illusion now, as I always have, but I feel like a child at play again: instead of a depressed eternal being. This DMT trip has freed me to play without worry, to think without depression. It's a tough thing for me because that's all I'm used to and I've kept up the act of being depressed for a little bit longer since that trip, but I know it's an act now. I'm completely detached from my previous feelings of suffering.

I wouldn't say I broke through into hyperspace, as far as I know, but it doesn't make a difference for me. I would love to teleport somewhere else for a bit and experience the DMT realities some have explored, and to live entire lives there, but I am not as sad that I didn't with this trip. I thought I would be if I didn't break through.

After the empathy came a lot of visuals and downloading of information, and it was so overwhelming that I forgot about all of it. For all I know, I could have broken through and not been focused or interested in bringing back that information. I may have decided my trip there would have been more fun if I never remembered it, sort of like how we incarnate and enjoy it because we don't remember what came before it.

All in all, this was a beautiful trip. Within ten minutes it was complete, and with a small buzz I got up and kissed the person who was there with me. I held their hands and was perplexed by the beauty of this reality.


Comments


[6 Points] noum3na:

This is one of the best trip reports I ever read. Thank you for that. It makes me proud to be able to provide people with the tools necessary for such deep experiences.

Cheers, Noumena


[2 Points] RighteousManDnm:

I'll be posting a review of her shortly


[1 Points] hashmon:

Sounds like a great little trip. I hope it's just the beginning. Spending tons of time exploring really deeply with DMT has been the most meaningful, mysterious, profound, and fun thing I've done in life, and I strongly recommend it. Don't be afraid to go deeper and deeper. Consider not combining it with caffeine, and meditating for a while beforehand.


[1 Points] None:

Holy shit, I'm trying this stuff!

Name checks out, haha.


[1 Points] ChasingTracers:

bro. beautiful trip report. hopefully one day i'll stumble upon what you decide to write. enjoy your newly found perspective on life. take care and stay safe brother!

PS: now you got me anxious to smoke some of Noumenas DMT that i have in my nightstand :)


[1 Points] sushilantern:

Honest question, did the DMT turn you into a hippie or were you always?


[0 Points] None:

I have to bring this up. My source for Mexican bark is drying up sadly enough. I'm not a member of the nexus or else I would ask there. But someone please tell me there are still some viable options for good quality bark. My Mexican buddy is retiring at the end of this month. This stuff is more important to me than mxe is by far lol