Didn't pop a Xan today and despite having smoked five bowls I still feel really shitty

I know, yet another non-relevant post, which probably won't go as appreciated during these shilling times. We all know withdrawals are a thing and this is an anecdotal results of an experiment. Anyway yeah y'all weren't kidding. Went from taking two, three of XL's bars per day starting May and. Wow. The darkness is definitely more vivid. I fear whether I'll get a good night's sleep. So overwhelming. Taper, don't go cold turkey. Though somehow psychologically I'm getting a rush from the withdrawals, at least it's a different state of consciousness than zombie bartard, yet also departs from normal sobriety, right? But nah 2/5 would not recommend trying. I just wanna know if I have it within myself to take a week break or so.

Update: First night, fears confirmed, definitely not a full night's sleep. It dragged on longer than an American Spirit cigarette and it's not even 7:30 AM my time yet. My parents left the TV on loudly all night, was playing Pawn Stars with Cali hippies so that helped a bit to pass time. They've seem to got the most interesting items in the best condition maybe due to the good climate?

Update2: Fuck all this withdrawal, I've got such a headache it's like I'm coming down from a never ending trip. Popped a bar. Gonna try and catch up on sleep. So damn. A month in and it's this bad already. At least I can put it on my resume that I scratched the surface of bento w/d now.


Comments


[10 Points] notxid:

It's a definite hump. You'll feel horrible without them for about 2 weeks and then after the thought of taking more will make you feel sick. Then about a week after that you'll be over it and back to square one.

That's assuming you don't have a seizure and die. Serious business.


[4 Points] asdfasdf111111111111:

I dont know how you people take these all the time man. i bought some off AK and took like 1.5 mg the first day but the second day i took like maybe 3 or 4. i dont remember i just remember feeling like a zombie and taking more. and i ended pissing myself on my couch when i fell asleep and im poor so i have no real good way to clean this shit up.


[4 Points] None:

take a forever break. i used to do the same shit. ended with nothing but bad things happening to me. and i did a lot of shit i dont even remember but have to hear about from my lady who thankfully is still around.


[3 Points] xSwrvs:

I've relapsed with benzos so many times in the last year. A hard demon to kick out. Like who wants to go back to a life with panic attacks and social anxiety. It's a lose lose situation. There's other anxiety mess out there if that's what got you hooked on xans.


[3 Points] None:

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[2 Points] d3emSt3rz:

Benzo's suck really they are really only good to be taken for anxiety or mixed with other drugs imo. I take them to fall asleep sometimes and the sleep is usually not good.

I had a seizure in jail once from what seems to have been benzo withdrawal and i took like 1-2 bars like 3 or 4 times a week. Im still not convinced it was from xanax though as i was awake for 4 days laying on the floor in processing.


[2 Points] DarkKnight_1111:

You are on a slippery slope my friend. Shit is not to be played with. I dont wanna sound preachy because I fucks with the Xans pretty hard but I feel like I should warn people even though you probably have heard it all before. BE CAREFUL WITH XANAX, or benzos for that matter.


[2 Points] noonehear:

The solution to benzo withdraws is meth.