I binged on molly, and now I am suffering from terrible issues. Help!

Hi. This summer, I abused MDMA and am having terrible issues that won't go away. Whenever I wake up from sleeping, I feel nauseous for hours. That nausea randomly occurs throughout the day. I still have a subconscious need to clench my jaws or bite on my lips, and my jaws still feel like tingling. My fingers tremor on their own like fucking Parkinson's, and my mood swings a bit throughout the day. When I was coming down from the last roll, I suddenly felt very depressed and cried until I was back to sober. I'm having a very hard time trying to fall asleep and sleep doesn't feel refreshing. It's been 3 weeks from the last time I rolled, and although it is getting better, I am very concerned about my fingers shaking. How long is it till I can feel normal again?

edit: I forgot to tell how much I have binged. In four months, I have rolled 2-3 times a week, for each time about 0.12g to 0.25g. Other drugs combined or used separately were a lot of weed, shrooms, acid, a couple tabs of xanax, and alcohol.


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[13 Points] The_Grid_Is_Up:

You've done some damage to yourself. Your neurotransmitters are out of balance, and the physical effects are the result of this. Your brain is trying to achieve homeostasis. What you need to do is not touch any drugs, and supplement to help your brain out.


[5 Points] zdollaz:

Been there man. Very dark period of your life. You will rebuild. It will take time. Give your brain 6 months - 12months to recover.


[3 Points] vinnyfraser:

Looks like you just need to get your life back in order. Rolling that much isn't safe, MDMA is very tolling on your body and mental health. I think you should stay away from it for a good while. This will may sound lame, but I would consider starting to do some light physical exercise. This is a good way for many people to work out problems. I hope you start to feel better. Keep us updated!


[2 Points] sapiophile:

I agree with what's been posted here so far - you just need to give your central nervous system some time to heal, and hopefully it will.

To that end, I'd recommend heavy supplementation with Milky Oat or Oatstraw (Aveena sativa) and Skullcap (Scutellaria lateriflora), either as tinctures, tisanes, or high-quality manufactured capsules. They are clinically demonstrated to assist in neurological health and regeneration, and are also indicated for many of the symptoms you describe. They're also among the safest of all supplements that one can use - I encourage you to look into them further and start a good regimen, at least for a few weeks.


[1 Points] None:

stay off the drugs man. maybe weed to help with the symptoms? but yeah regular MDMA use while rare can seriously fuck people up.

there was this one guy who made headlines for apparently consuming upwards of a gram a day

source: http://www.theguardian.com/society/2006/apr/04/drugsandalcohol.drugs1


[1 Points] 1ugly:

For sleep, I'd suggest buying yourself a Neuro Sleep drink, its orange in color and contains HTP-5. Sleep, exercise, have sex too. Stay off drugs, even weed.


[1 Points] notinthislifeanymore:

been there before mate.. Stay away from any drug and alcohol (Weed is still okay). for some time and your body will heal itself. dont worry you'll be fine just stay the fuck away


[1 Points] dabdude13:

I and my wife done a gram to two each day for a year str8t missing maybe 4 weeks in the year plus strung on roxys bur now 3 years on sub and no mdma my brain still hasnt returned to normal i suggest leaving it alone and stick to bho or if you feel trippy dmt no bad side effects sorry for wal of text


[1 Points] KevlarNChrome:

Sounds like you've got some harsh long term come down symptoms. There's a lot of good advice in this thread, but I haven't seen anyone suggest your check out www.bluelight.org yet.

Take a trip on over there and check out the MDMA sub-forum. There's a ton of good information and support for people with long term comedown problems on that site. Good luck, take care of yourself and you'll come back to normal eventually. :)


[1 Points] VoydIndigo:

All phenylethylamines do this

Take too much, too quickly, and you are in for withdrawal symptoms. If you're lucky they will be gone in a few days - if not? then they will linger for months

All is not lost though - as the symptoms do go away once your neurochemistry rebalances

It's just gonna take a while


[1 Points] alexdahbomb:

I took METHYLONE that i thought was molly 2-5 times a week for 4 months, along with nbomes i thought were LSD etc etc i never experienced any physical issues just being super fucking depressed and suicidal especially the first 3 months after my binge was in jail. I still suffer depression and its been 2-3 years afters my binges but i have never tripped or rolled since because of it. Glad i got educated and try to continue to educate others on RCs and shit. they fuck you up


[0 Points] None:

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[0 Points] sulli312:

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[0 Points] None:

Ok, first let tell you a little about me, I have been doing MDMA since 1985, and once upon a time I was Jessie to Walt in a real lab. 0.12g & 0.25g is not a big dose at all. Well, maybe it is for you, but at one time I was doing a G of pure a night. And TBH, I have never had any of the things you describe. Was what you took pure, or did it have cut in it, cut will mess you up, its shameful what they do for profit. I have seen pure not affect some people at all, while I was in bliss, crazy. Guess i am saying that maybe MDMA is not for you. Everyone's body chemistry is different, more people die from Tylenol per year in America than MDMA. Eat better, lay off the other drugs, except the weed, it does not interact with MDMA, no matter what people say. Give it some time & you & your brain will be just fine. Try to eat a diet high in Tryptophan, get out in the sun, these are NATURAL ways to replace serotonin. I have included 2 links that should help you. So sorry this has happen to you, as finally the US government is seeing the wonderful ways MDMA can help us as a society. http://www.healthaliciousness.com/articles/high-tryptophan-foods.php

http://www.chatelaine.com/health/wellness/natural-ways-to-increase-your-serotonin-levels/


[0 Points] None:

If any of you would like to know the story of how MDMA made it out of California to Dallas Texas & then to the rest of the world, well here it is. I user to go to the Strack Club when when it was open in Dallas. This is as close to the truth as it gets my friends!!!! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DNpFqJcJcps


[0 Points] tivooo:

Work out like a mother fucker and sleep a ton. Take care of yourself man... Stop doing so much Molly and stay off all drugs and alcohol for a fucking while. Also... See a dr and tell him/her what you told us. You may need some tests done