Well it's been fun guys. This is obviously a throw away but I'm pretty much her to tell some of my story, my current situation, and to say goodbye to the community I've came to love.
I'm a somewhat well respected voice around here, friends with many of you but not going to give away my name due to security reasons. I've been around the markets for almost 4 years and on this sub for almost two. I have over 50+ orders and most are 100g-500g and non-domestic. I have become the largest distributor of LSD, various RC's, and other drugs in my town, working my way up since the age of 14. The only thing that may be a little strange is I'm under the age of 20.
I'm not really sure why I'm writing this by myself but it's mainly for myself, just to get it off my chest, give some advice on what not to do, and because I feel as if I should at least say goodbye to one of the biggest parts of my life for the last 4 years.
So that's a bit of a back story of my experience and who I am without giving away much. Very recently I was served with a court date. I have been charged with a a felony possession of a schedule 2 drug, felony violation of probation, and also a misdemeanor violation of probation. Most likely will be going to jail for juvenile jail for 6 months to a year. Currently have served over a year since the age of 14. No way I thought or planned to go out this way but I'm glad it happened in some ways that I have a chance to get out of this endless cycle of misery and crime.
Pretty much what I'm trying to say is, if you are a juvenile, take my advice, leave here and this life style. If you choose to come back when your older, go for it. But me, I've destroyed my family, my life, my health, my happiness, lost my job, spent a year in jail, been a terrible role model to my siblings, and have nearly nothing to show for it except a lot of drugs (and a pretty nasty drug habit), a fair amount of money, popularity (if you'd like to call people like me for my drugs any kind of popularity), and a soul beyond repair.
I may not be like other people, I may have enjoyed parts of this, and a lot of other things but looking back I've lead a miserable existence ever since I started using this sites. I'm not blaming it on the site at all but they are what sparked an addiction in me for easy money, quick highs, and popularity. It's not for everyone, especially not for those of weak will or an addictive personality so please if this is what you chose to do, proceed with caution.
I also just lost $600ish dollar on Righteous's bullshit MXE this past week and that is another reason for my goodbye.
I've flushed over a thousand dollars worth of product down the toilet, smashed, wiped, and threw away my phone, about to wipe my laptop, and am enrolling in college tomorrow. Over the past years I've made many thousands of dollars. Now I have to work on converting my 2-3k of bitcoin and fronts into cash, purchasing a lawyer, and turning my life around. Most likely doing a little bit of jail time though. Never thought it would end this soon, this bad, and with so little to show. I've lost a childhood, my family, my freedom, my money, and more to come.
So this is my goodbye. If you get anything from this, please just know this place isn't for everyone, it can destroy lifes, and even more so people under the age of 21. Goodbye, I'm destroying my laptop after this post, probably won't be back.
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