Hey everybody! I don't know why but I was sitting around today and kind of felt obligated to make an update to a post I did a litter over a week ago ( https://www.reddit.com/r/DarkNetMarkets/comments/3a89v2/trying_to_kick_the_habit_need_a_little_help/ )
You all were so very helpful and insightful, and I truly felt the empathy everyone was projecting in those posts, so I thought an update is the least I could do. Immediately, I bought a bunch of kratom, and started my kick routine with that about 7 days ago to the day. It worked for a day or two then i relapsed and a SUPER close call with the law. (I was almost caught with four bundles [40 bags] by the cops in the city where I go to pick up. I am a long way from my home there so they knew right away what I was up to. I had the drugs in a baggie tucked deep in my gooch (remember, I am a fat man so this literally saved my life). I was patted down and frisked, and they ran my name, came up clean and I was let go. They straight up told me, in detail exactly what I did (parked; ran into the building to get drugs; get in my car to jump back on the highway home), but I lied and they couldn't find the drugs so I got super fucking lucky.
I drove right home and vowed this would be my last hoorah no matter what it took. By the graces of the opiate gods, the next day, my buddy has a random friend who just hits him up to let him know he has subutex for sale. Long story short, I get a few of them (one sub literally works for 6-8 doses for me, so 4 subs is a months worth). Ive been clean since then (7 days and counting) and I have the subs as a crutch for the first two weeks until I can wane off of them.
Oh, I almost forgot to add, I did try out and place an order with vendor pschtropix on AG for some subs two nights ago. We'll see how that goes. Thank you all again, so much for being the wonderful and tight-knit community you are. I couldn't be happier to be a part of it.
I love you all and Stay Safe out there:) PastaParty
edit: grammar and spelling everywhere
Seriously quit for anybody that cares about you, but most of all quit for yourself. Opiates are evil.