So a number of months ago I entered into a dispute with Merck after I ordered 50g of MDMA and it never showed up. I hadn't chosen tracked packaging becuase I was spooked about the idea of signing. After literally a month of no comms from the support staff and just arguing with Merck, he offered me a reship or 25% of my BTC back. I took the reship, and had it sent to an alternate drop. He said he would provide tracking 2 weeks after it had gone out because cops like to check packages that have had their tracking checked with a tor node. So 2 weeks later, I asked for the tracking, and Merck just asked me for my wallet address, and gave me a 50% BTC refund.
A few days ago I ordered something to that drop for the first time since using it with Merck. Among my packages, to my disbelief, I found a package from Germany. When I brought it home, I realized I had had almost 2 ounces of MDMA sitting in my mailbox for a solid 3-4 months.
As it is, I feel a combination of very happy and very guilty having accidentally "scammed" Merck. Any thoughts on how I should go about this>
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