I screwed up and ran low, and I am dependent and really afraid of withdrawals. My regular guy ships same day priority from one state over if I order in time, but it won't arrive till Monday.
Does anyone know a vendor who does express and goes to the post office to send overnight? I'm west coast so if the vendor is too, there's still time to get the order in for tomorrow delivery if they do it.
I feel really stupid and embarrassed. Please don't scold me about not thinking ahead. I hate that I have a problem and starting to look for help tapering but right now I am just scared of getting sick. Any opiate PK is fine. I don't know how to buy on the street either and wouldn't know where to even start.
Hey man, wish I could help with vendor suggestions but I kicked opiates in '08. Just wanted to say hang in there. I hope you find someone that can help. If anyone here judges you, they can rightly fuck off.
Try and keep cool if things fall through. Things like L-Theanine can really help in large doses, or kratom. Get some excercise and be around people. Something will come through for you. Try and stay positive if the worst happens, alright? Good luck.