I am not dead.....Not in jail...Just CLEAN!!!!!
Hello all, just wanted to pop in & see how all is since I went to get help with the meth. Let me tell you this, rehab is a joke, but I am now 8 months clean & plan on staying that way.
Meth is one hell of an evil drug, it had me wrapped up tight & did not want to let go at all. I am healthy now, a little fat....Bahahahaaaaaaa!!!! But damn, its good to know what is real & not real. The paranoia was unlike any I had had before, I saw demons that were as real as my bed I am still in at this moment. TBH, they scared the living hell out of me, I went for help, I needed help or I was a dead man.
I am done being who I was, but I still support the market system & your choice to use your body as you see fit. 32 years was just my breaking point, my brain had had enough & let me know, the voices are gone & I know they were never real. At the time they seemed real, funny thing the human brain!!!!
Hope all is good with all of you, if anyone has doubt this is me, both of my keys are still good. Don't see that it matters, I am done pushing meth as the American pastime.
God Bless All Of You (Yes, he is real, very real)
RIP_Meth_9000
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