I od'd yesterday... Fun stuff

So, I've had a bad stomach flu the last couple days and decided to dip into the little stash of u4 a friend gave me a wile back, figured it would help me not continue to shit myself to death. I put 8mg on my scale, niffed half, and put the other half in my cooker so I could shoot up. I finished setting up my gear and pushed off, wow man this stuff has a nice rush.. Set it ll aside and thought to myself " I better pick all this stuff up b4 my gf gets back down here". I started to pick up my gear and that's all I remember until I was on the stretcher being shoved into the ambulance.

So I guess my gf saved my life, I don't know how long I was alone b4 she came into the bathroom but, she said my lips and tongue were turning black, she did some CPR and called 911. Cops came and gave me narcan. Mean wile my pants are down around knees BC I just finished taking a nasty shit, little embarrassing ya think? The one shot of narcan really wasn't enough, the cops should have done it again but, they didn't know if they could. I felt really high for the next 6 or 7 hrs.

Anyway, a short ride to the hospital and an extremely short stay, as I was fine and all they wanted to do was labs to find out what I took, I signed myself out and my lovely and extremely shook up gf took me home. Now instead of being extremely sick I'm extremely sick, have a headache, my chest was stomped on and I have rug burn where she dragged my lifelss body off of the shitter.

I'll give you guys a bit of my history, I have been an opiate user for about 7 years, I remember and started by getting pods off of eBay, then that got banned and it went down hill over the years. I was doing heroin off and on but fairly regularly for two years, I quit for about a year then got some over this passed holiday season, and after going tru 2g (the real two grams not two bundles) in about a week and a half I quit and I promised myself I would quit for good, this was two months ago to the day that I od'd. I have always considered myself a safe user and although I used heavy at times I was always careful and never pushed the limit.

All it takes is once tho, my fatal mistake was misreading my scale.. Instead of measuring out 8mg I measured out 80, I sniffed 40 mg and banged 40, even with narcan, my girlfriend, and paramedics I'm extremely lucky. I did see my life flash before my eyes, I heard voices of loved ones, no light tho just my life spinning maddly around and around. I wasnt scared at all, I'm still not. I'm more worried about my girl than anything, I guess the cops gave her a good shake down.

Thanks for reading, hope I can touch someone so they don't touch dope and put their loved ones tru what I almost did. There are only a couple ways out you guys, you will get out someday that's guaranteed, living tru it isn't unless you make the choice for yourself.

Good luck with it, I'm done.


Comments


[64 Points] crystaldust:

I OD'd on research chemicals the same way except I was using DOC and tripped 144+ hours. It was a painful mistake. I thought I was going to die but didn't go to the hospital when I realized I was still alive. Took 33mg instead of 3mg. It's an easy mistake to make if your not used to weighing out stuff below 10mg.


[35 Points] TypicalSnake:

I'm not your father and am in no position to tell others what to do, but it seems like you do want to quit. I hope this is an eye opener for you. If not for yourself you might look at quitting for your girlfriend. Best of luck to you mate


[17 Points] None:

Wtf is u4? How can you not tell the difference between 80 and 8?


[11 Points] None:

I just want to clarify that I believe your girlfriend is more in shock in seeing you near-death than any cop talking to her could do. The talking to probably just solidified what she fears the most, coming home to you dead. After seeing a friend od and die, who I feel 100% responsible towards, and then my mom's death and watching animals that I love die. Death is fucked up and it's the only thing you don't come back from. It's also horribly fucking vacuous for the people you leave behind. You already know this but just giving you another reason to keep clean, my friend.


[11 Points] None:

man I smoke pot all day and I just get the munchies and I sleep a lot and my friends say I'm boring. I called a clinic once to tell them I was addicted to pot, the same clinic my mom was at for xanny and alcohol, and they pretty much laughed at me and told me to call them when I had a real addiction.


[4 Points] boofk:

You couldn't tell the difference between 8mg and 80mg?


[3 Points] None:

I bet a lot more people here have overdosed than realise. An overdose doesn't necessarily mean you're going to die. Ever snorted so much you got a headache (not on the comedown), or started throwing up violently from taking too much? Well, you've overdosed too.

Just food for thought.


[2 Points] None:

Glad you're still with us brother!


[2 Points] Devoid_:

How couldn't you notice the difference in an 8 MG pile and and 80 MG pile? 8 is like a pinch of salt, 80 is a sizeable rail


[2 Points] None:

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[1 Points] otistoole:

yeah, I was gonna say, there is no way that your scale weighs out 8mg accurately.


[1 Points] d3emSt3rz:

I've Od'd at least 15 times doing dope, went into a coma all that good stuff.... Opiates can be pretty dangerous, and hard to quit.


[1 Points] septic_shock:

Hope you make it man.I really do. I've lost too many close friends to the monster that is opioid addiction.


[1 Points] Cdawwg22:

you're very lucky that your gf was there to save you. Wow, how many others wern't so lucky to have someone right there...surreal fuckin shit


[1 Points] Lucid_Enemy:

Did something similar yesterday but I eye balled the dose I was gonna do a point thought that's all left in my little canister forgot I skipped my redose late morning ended up doing 2 points instantly turned pale cold and had cotton fever nodding with a narcain needle in my hand was scary idk what I was gonna do if I fell and couldn't push off... had no one around me that knew what I was doing would not recommend doing that ever again ALWAYS have someone around if your afraid of OD no matter the substance ALWAYS


[1 Points] De_Quincey:

Glad you made it. Please take care.


[1 Points] None:

I always thought U-47700 was a synthetic cannabinoid. Learn something new every day.


[1 Points] droplob:

Glad you're alright, hope nothing like this ever happens again... but do you really have carpeting in your bathroom?


[1 Points] None:

You're probably going to die if you keep this shit up


[1 Points] GeneralStarkk:

You sound like you're disturbed about what happened that night, and thats fine. if you really want to get clean; and this isn't the place to lie, nobody cares here if you want to get clean or not the only person's opinion matters here is yours. I'm an opiate addict myself, but you need to start thinking about the people that your effecting.

To be honest i'm a libratarian at heart, it makes no difference to anybody else what you do to your own body. When you involve somebody else, especially an SO it changes the whole game. You should really consider how you effect the people around you.


[1 Points] iamtheCircus:

heroin is lame. If I wanted to lay in on place doing nothing I'd go to sleep


[1 Points] aboutthednm:

Thank you for ensuring that u4 will soon be a controlled substance


[1 Points] FuzzerPupper:

People who accidentally OD fall in the same category as people who accidentally cut their jugular with a pocket knife... they deserve to be removed from the gene pool. Greedy bastards who don't know what moderation or being cautious is, that's what they are.


[1 Points] senorswank:

Through.


[0 Points] jeffislearning:

Why were your lips black?


[0 Points] Vendor_BBMC:

What makes people think they can weigh 8mg accurately?

Chemists know that they can't, even with balances costing thousands in a draft-proof enclosure, on a big slab of granite to prevent vibrations. Chemists would weigh 800mg and dissolve it in 100g of water, then take 1g of the liquid.


[-4 Points] Archangellelilstumpz:

This has nothing to do with DarkNetMarkets. You didn't even get your goods online. Post this on a seperate, more relevant druggie subreddit.