I found what I was looking for... but I can't find it anymore!

I took acid for the first time in 2013. It changed my life. There was nothing subtle or ambiguous about it. I took two tabs of locally sourced blotter with a friend... Long story short, I do the deepweb thing, i source out "good clean acid" from reputable vendors. However, I'm usually pretty disappointed. I've taken 2 tabs of decently dosed blotter, but the experience is so far removed from that first strip...

I'll explain: It wasn't my first trip only. It was 3 trips, all of which i shared with someone. I had 14 tabs total. 2 of them was fucking intense. Like gripping tight on my sofa's armrests so i can hold on to reality... the music would slow down, explode, and last for an eternal second. The closed eye visuals were fucking bananas. The open eye visuals were so "las vegas at night" with this electric fractal web that connected EVERYTHING... grass, fences, furniture, trees, the sky, etc etc

My question is what dose was that?! I have no idea... i sourced it from a good friend who doesn't deal, he just purchased it from some kind of EDM dj thats into psychedelics... he has no idea what the dose was. Now that I've taken tabs that were dosed as low as 60ug and as high as 250ug (goblin bombs) and i can honestly say i've never come close to those first several trips

Were those 2 tabs "heroically" dosed? Is it possible that my first few trips were 350-500ug acid trips? and thats why everything since has been DECENT and jolly good fun and some whacky psychedelic adventures but they have in fact lacked that profound "what the fuck just happened?!" that seemed to last long after the comedown, usually until the sun comes up...

I thought I was experienced (ha) but after i took 1 single 250ug goblin bomb, which definitely packed a heavier punch than ANY other single tab i've had, i was thinking "fuuuuuck... do i need TWO of these to trip balls?!"

Experienced and long-term trippers... your thoughts, please :)

TL;DR my first 3 acid trips were mind-bending as FUCK... nothing since then has come close to those experiences. Were my first acid trips in the 350-500ug range? was i that lucky to get owsley stanley type doses on those blotters? Was the bar of expectation raised so high that i probably am seeking 350-500ug trips?


Comments


[1 Points] sinn0304:

You most likely took 25i-nbome or 25b-nbome blotters.


[1 Points] Demonpathos:

On 300ug i experienced auditory hallucinations. Posted it on r/drugs and everyone told me my headphones were broken lol. Only in this range have I experienced such intense effects so it is possible you received higher dose tabs.

Taking any medications that could potentiate the acid?


[1 Points] None:

Clean acid doesnt hit quite as hard as dirty acid. It's ...different. People seek it out and blablabla. Theres been a lot of recent threads on this shit.


[0 Points] SlappySpanBank:

1P-LSD