Anybody ever get to the point where they need to stop selling by can't?
I've been at it for almost 3 years and I just need to stop. I'm also on probation and recently a good friend sort of went off the deep end into phramacuticals, I gave him my uncles number for help and while my friend was completely fucked up told my uncle what was going on. My uncle then told my parents and my parents spoke to me understandably concerned.
I have a great full time job and I'm about to get a very significant raise, I also have a hefty trust fund which I've never even touched. I don't have trouble getting by but for some reason going without this supplementary income is just so hard to go without. It's just so easy, granted there is a significant risk that I cant really afford to caught up in.
I know the first step is just clearing house but has anybody else moved on. Were you just completely ready to stop, was it forced? If it was voluntary how difficult was it?
I know the first step is just clearing house to take myself out of the equation. I'm also not anybody you would know this isn't DNM specific.
Appreciate the word of advice.
It's an addiction called a process addiction. Look that up and it might help you find a way to deal with it. On the surface it seems much simpler then it actually is. Good luck and congrats on your future raise.