Lost my best friend in Paris
I don't really know what to do or where to go. I don't have many friends in the real world. I suppose I'm your typical DNM stereotype. I don't leave my apartment much and simply order drugs and appreciate the community here, even though I rarely actually interact with anyone. I was watching the France/Germany friendly and heard the explosion. Didn't think anything of it at first. My best friend is someone I met in university. He was at Bataclan. We both loved music and drugs. He was a wonderful human being. This is beyond awful and I don't want to live anymore knowing he's gone.
I love you all.
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I know it seems hard now but please stay postive. There is a world full of people out there who, believe it or not, love you very much and want to help you get through this tough time.
Being open and talking about it with people as you have done here is the healthiest way to cope with problems like this. Please do not bottle these feelings inside and let them fester. Also if possible avoid turning to drugs or alcohol to cope with the pain, it may help in the short term but is not a sustainable practice.
The best thing you can do for your friend now is to live your life to the fullest, take every oppourtinty presented, and reach all your goals. Your friend would not want to see you suffer while greeving for him. Carry on his memory, tell stories about him, reminise, tell storys about him to your kids one day.
We only truly die when people stop talking about us. As long as we live on in the memories of others we are still alive and loved.
Suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problem, please do not do anything drastic.
We all love you <3.