Hi all,
I can't go into too much detail here, but I wanted to share my story...
My startup had 30 days before the lights were turned off, and I was under the most pressure of my life to the raise capital to keep it alive. I needed to be as productive as possible if I was going to save it.
I had bought some adderrall from the DNMs to help me stay up late working some nights, but this time I was stretched too thin and couldn't afford it. Especially with how much I was going to have to take.
So I remembered watching a video by Dr. Carl Hart where he said that Meth and Adderralll were essentially the same drug (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2wNS_aRxTqs). Meth being about 1/5th of the cost, I decided I would give it a go....
I put it in caps, took 2 30mg caps/day, and slept an average of 3 hours a night over that month. It helped me stay focused, alert, and reach out to more investors; pitching my business with confidence.
That was 2 months ago. I exceeded my fundraising goal, my business now has over a year of runway, and I weened off of meth - mostly just by letting my body catch up on sleep - until I could just replace it again with coffee. (And just FYI didn't sell any of it).
This experience just reinforced my absolute hatred of our drug policies and the media for depicting this particular drug so horribly. I've been dabbling on the DNM for a while, but only with MDMA and Addy. I still saw meth as ione that was actually dangerous.
Not to say you shouldn't take caution, however. Getting off of it fucking sucked. I had headaches, I was tired, and didn't want to do anything. But as long as I stayed positive, forced myself to get some exercise, and took some advil, I could get by until it was out of my system.
The real tragedy in all of this was the precious little information there is out there on HOW to do this SAFELY. Nothing about a safe dose, instructions for weening off of it, or anything. I just went strictly on my knowledge of Addy and how others use that drug.
So I don't know the damage I may have done. But I know that 30 days of 2 doses a day wasn't enough to get me addicted and it probably wasn't enough to do much damage (lack of sleep probably did much more).
But it was enough to save my startup, save the jobs of the people who work for me, and - for some fucked up reason - it would have been enough to send me to prison for a long time if I was caught.
That's all.
I snorted coke once. My nose completely blocked up.
I treated it with meth n was able to sleep with my mouth closed the next night after usage.
Ephedrine dude. Ephedrine, lol.
=)