I'm such a fucking idiot...been waiting all week for a package to arrive. When it didn't show up today I went to send the vendor a note and realized I forgot to finalize my order...this was a FE order (with a trusted vendor) and he will not send until he receives money.
I just finalized but see now that he posted earlier this week he would be going on a week-long vacation as of today. Looks like I'll be waiting another 12 days or so. So fucking bummed :((
lol, just lol.