I like what I do and I feel almost I have a moral obligation to continue to do it. I also like the few dollars I make, however from time to time I am faced with a bout of paranoia and extreme stress.
I dont mean tinfoil hat paranoia just I sometimes sit back and say hmmm do you know what man, your operation could be big enough for people to take notice and investigate, what if they already know? etc. Then I ask myself do I want a 9 to 5 and I just accept that the paranoia is part of the game.
The stress, well thats pretty much self explanitry.
How do you fellow criminals deal with such? Serious answers please, e.g no hookers and xanax
You get used to it over time.