Okay so I have to ask everyone this. Im not sure if this exact thing has been discussed before in this way so here goes:
Basiclly, you are a white guy, raised by good family in the suburbs etc, grew up in a great family etc. But on the inside at some point in time you turned to the black sheep of yourself you never should be. You might have a gf and she thinks your innocent but you secretly are a vendor or something like that. You value family over everything but at the same time have a addiction to the "game" because of the money or power etc, maybe you got bored of "life" and said fuck it?
Basically, you have loved one(s) that you are hiding your dark activities from because they would never accept you if you said anything, and if they found out your life would be fuckd. You are torn on wtf to do. You hate a 9/5 everyday life because it depresses you but at the same time you just want to be happy with your family.
Anyone?...well, I was one. And it ruined my life. I now spend most of my days regretting being selfish and wishing if I could use a time machine to fix things
I can totally relate to good ol' Wally White. I too have a retarded son who just fucking loves breakfast foods