Back in college I took shrooms and I think it was a life changing experience. Made me see life from a happier perspective and I want to try them again after reading this article. http://www.vice.com/read/microdosing-psilocybin-depression-184?utm_source=vicefbus Where can I purchase this product? I've delt with depression too long and therapy/mindfulness/anti-depressions won't work and I have a lot of faith in this micro-dosing of shrooms to be effective in doing so.
These are indeed available reliably on the darknet.
Check /r/darknetmarketnoobs for the basics. Take your time, learn all that you can before jumping in.
Best of luck and safe travels.