No benzo tolerance and did 50mg (NOT 0.50mg) alprazolam in 2 days... Only light effects? Seller (JunoTempleh) can't be a scammer, too many positive reviews. What went wrong?!

In short: I ordered 100mg of Alprazolam from JunoTempleh, a vendor with very positive reviews who sells on darknet markets. I had never used alprazolam before but since other benzos (lorazepam, diazepam) sedate me, I expected this benzo to sedate me too. Main goal was to get to sleep after stimulant use, since Phenibut doesn't work that good anymore. Dosed around 50mg alprazolam in 2 days but didn't really get desired effects. Not sure if I should be angry at the seller or if I should be happy I'm still alive. Very confused.

The story in detail: I opened the package and eyeballed half of the pack (which was 100mg, so about 50mg alprazolam) in a 50cl water bottle and shook it to get a mixture of 1mg alprazolam/ml. With a marker, I put "XANAX" on it. Weighed out 10ml (=1mg) with a cough syrup measuring cup, took it sublingual for 2 minutes and then I swallowed it. Waited 30 minutes, didn't really feel anything. Dosed another 2mg and waited 30 minutes. My mood didn't change. Actually, I was not really anxious - I was just energetic before dosing and that didn't change after the dose. Just experimenting with alprazolam because I never tried this benzo. This all was around 10pm in the morning and I had to go to school in the evening. Everything was okay.

That evening, I went out partying. Before I went out, I shook the bottle and took 5mg Alprazolam and 2 grams of Phenibut (I always take this when going out). It's weird to say, but I think I felt some effects from the Alprazolam. I say think because the only effect I got was that I had some difficulties to remember the names of people I didn't see a long time ago. Went home by bike 5am, remember the people I saw there, woke op 12am and felt okay.

The evening after that I went out again and I skipped the alprazolam before going out because it seemed like it didn't work. Took 2g Phenibut, along with a 200mg MDMA capsule and 60mg methylphenidate around 10pm Talked a lot (too much lol), had a good time. Went home 6am by train and really couldn't sleep. For me it's 'normal' that I can't sleep the night when I take stimulants - this is actually the reason I ordered alprazolam... The reason I can't sleep is that I still have to much energy and I can't lay still (so it's not because I'm anxious). So what I did, I measured out 7.5mg alprazolam, together with 400mg magnesium, hoping it would knock me out. Checked facebook for 45 mins, didn't become sleepy, I laid in bed for 15 mins after that, lights out, but couldn't sleep. Good news: my crash from the mdma & methylphenidate was relieved and I definitely felt something, but it was uplifting instead of sedating. So desperate as I was, I drank the rest of the 50cl bottle - this must have been around 34.5mg alprazolam. Along with 100mg 5-htp, green tea extract and a glass of wine. Laid in bed and I instantly slept (around 9am). I remember having VERY vivid nightmares, I had nightmares about real life situations who could happen to me, saw my room (not sure if my eyes were open or if this was in my dreams) saw myself laying in bed, sleep paralysis, really weird. Couldn't move when I wanted to wake up. Now that's nothing special for me since I used MDMA 4 times in the last two months and this is a known side effect of 5-HTP. Woke up without alarm around 6pm. Felt foggy, but was not extreme. Took a cap of 20mg Equasym (methylphenidate extended release). I never take this, but since I was tired and had this laying around I took this.

Typing this now at around 3am next day. Didn't take any of the alprazolam. I took 5-htp, Acetyl-tyrosine, vitamin/mineral supplement with rhodiola, green tea extract and my 2g Phenibut when I woke up. I feel a little stimulated now... Also a bit paranoid to go to sleep, afraid of having sleep paralysis again.

SOOOO... A very long story only to tell that the alprazolam I got didn't work...

Of course I have a lot of questions...

- Has JunoTempleh sent me a wrong powder?

- Can these supplements block the effect?

o 5-HTP (50mg a day, at night) o
o Acetyl-L-Tyrosine (150mg a day, in the morning) o
o Vitamin/mineral supplement with low dose rhodiola and ginseng (every morning) o
o Beta-Alanine, a GABA reuptake inhibitor. I took this from july 2016 until end of October to taper from 5grams Phenibut to 2grams. But this 'beta-alanine' has a half life of 3 weeks or something. Could this have something to do with it? o
o Ibuprofen (600mg, only took this once for my sore throat) o
- Does it have something to do with the liver, because I see alprazolam is converted by CYP enzymes in the liver, is this the case with all benzos?

I'm confused.

I really want to try a Xanax bar from a pharmacy now, to know if the problem is me or the seller/the powder.

Thanks for reading anyway.


Comments


[29 Points] Zoomjeidbd:

I didn't read it.


[4 Points] None:

alprazolam isnt soluble in water


[1 Points] UrgentReminder:

You probably got some dodgy research chem.

I knew Juno wasn't legit when I looked at his alpra pic. Either it's cut every time (and you got the worst of it) or you were unlucky...


[1 Points] MuchtooFirewater:

Ehhh, easiest way is to taste it, but since you dont know what it tastes like its hard to explain. If you have a scale that can measure out 1mg of the powder and put it on your tung it should taste bad, not bitter but a kind of bad chemical taste and at 1mg oral with no tolerance you WILL feel it sober (if its pure alp) IE no stims, high on other shit who knows. Also, 50mg of alp should have more than knocked you the fuck out but nobody mixes that shit in water so kinda hard to say. LD50(50% chance of death) is over 195 mg/kg; so its not like you got close to killing yourself(i think). Basically try the powder in a very small dose, if doesn't make you tired within an hour and a half, probly bunk. If it was something like fent you would be dead already from how much you did.


[1 Points] Lucid_Enemy:

If I were you I would have suspended the alp in propoline glycol either way you should have heated the solution essentially what you have right now is the powder suspended in water (litterly floating in water). Alp / almost all benzos are NOT water soluble so it will not go into the water either use alcohol or propoline glycol


[1 Points] Spicy_Tripp:

You put it in water, your alp is probably caked at the bottom of whatever container you used now. And honestly Xanax isn't a party drug. I never feel shit from Xanax besides less anxious and if it's been a long time and I take a high dose maybe I'll be a bit tired and forgetful.

MDMA or ANY stimulant is gonna take away from anything you feel from Xanax 100% right away. You're using a powerful stimulant and a benzo, you're not gonna feel the benzo. Even an adderal is gonna take Xanax feeling away. Even after taking a stimulant most of the time Xanax isn't gonna just knock you out immediately, especially since you decided to dilute it in water and alp doesn't dissolve in liquid.


[0 Points] None:

Xanax doesn't really have that noticeable of a high. Sounds like you got ripped off though