Coming Clean

Ok guys, While I've been passed out for I don't even know how fucking long, a bunch of people started spewing bullshit stories about me, about hw my debtors were after me, and god knows what else. I'm going to give you a basic rundown as far as exaclty what happened.

That first screw up where I said packages went out but actually didn't? That was not me, that was an actual re-distributor who fucked up. This is the truth. This time, I'm the one who fucked up. No excuses.

This time, despite using very similar shipping, all of my packages started to get returned to sender and I couldn't find an explanation, and I started to bug out. I informed my debtors and aranged a meeting.

The meet me, took me to get some nice food, kept telling me to calm down, and took me to a movie. They are not at all violent people, but they were far more understanding than what I would have thought.

I start trying to do work, refund people, but I literally keep passing in and out of conscousness. After about 4 hours of Semi sleep, I figure I have enough and go back to trying to refund everyone and get people's addresses for reships. this is hard, because in my initial panic, I had taken down my PGP key in my profile, preventing people from giving me new/old addresses.

My freinds/debtors basically realized that I havn't been sleeping, take all of my computors, product, and phone, and tell me to get some sleep so I can actually start being a productive person again. They gave me a new phone with just one number on it and told me to call them when they could come back and I'd been well rested.

They came back with a decent portion of my product, basically enough for me to make sure everyone who FE'd gets thier orders.

Also, anyone who got an order from C9 that was marked as pending but not as shipped, that came from me. It most likley does not have a printed return shipping label, even though the shipping lable IS printed. It has does NOT have the stealth I was talking about. This is a different one of those reshippers who I was talking about, from a person located in NJ, not from the state from which all of you can see the returned to sender packages came from. This is why those made it through (in addition to not having a bubble mailer inside the flat rate priority, ironicly making it so that the lack of stealth allowed for the package to get through.) I think that a lot of those orders ended up getting canceled by staff due to the drama on reddit being linked on C9 and the fact that I never had time to post up tracking numbers for those packages. Despte everyone getting refunded, now I STILL don't get the BTC for those completed orders.

Nobody is interested in taking this account over anymore, you guys caused so much drama that I doubt anyone will ever trust me to now be a scammer again. I have enough MXE here to fill all FE order (which they pefectly measured to make sure I would be able to do this, like I said they can see my account information), I'm about to go scale it out and take a picture of it on the scale so you can see that I have it and I have enough to re-imburse everyone.

I doubt any of you are going to trust me again, but I am going to keep my vendor accounts open and try to start selling again if I can keep product in stock. Howeverm more than likley, you are going to see my same style of product, in the same style of bags, start popping up on the market under a new vendor name. This is NOT me, this will be the people that I was talking about who initially wanted my account until you guys started trolling the shit out of me and freaking out that I was a scammer. Please, PLEASE just give me until monday to get everyone's address's so I can do a full and total re-ship on monday for everyone who FE'd and never got their order. I don't have a tracking number for every single person who FE'd by monday, please feel free to resume calling me a scammer


Comments


[38 Points] darknetsolutions:

As a vendor, you have too many people that seem to have direct access to your computer, any information, and even encrypted data.

The simple fact that you admit that this happened is also admitting you have a massive issue with your OPSEC. Nobody other than you should have access to these accounts, information, and customer data.


In all honesty, I'd guess about 80% of people here are not going to trust you. You are a decent vendor in the past, so I'd say if you truly have everything together take a week of so off.
Take a few days to just relax - you seem like you need it.
Take the rest of the week buying new vendor accounts, rebuild your trust, and try to have a much less dramatic course of business.

And start using encryption for everything. At no point should someone be able to "take your computer" and post for you.


[26 Points] TootiFruti:

'Coming Clean'

Directed by M. Night Shyamalan


[23 Points] None:

and took me to a movie

What movie?


[14 Points] adamtancredi:

You strike me as the type of guy who didn't have strong, attentive, loving role models growing up. Unfortunately, that means you didn't have someone to show you the way of life. You seem like a good dude who tries to do what's right, so I want you to be happy. Here's a crash course on life.

Life feels unbearably difficult right now. Guess what? Life is suppose to be difficult. Life is an endless series of problems. And problems cause you stress. What are your options when it comes to dealing with problems? 1) you can do your best to solve it or; 2) you can go get high to relieve the stress, procrastinate, and hope the problem solves itself or someone else solves it for you.

The problem with choosing option 2 is that even if you do get bailed out of your problem, you never really learn from it. And therein lies the purpose of life. Maybe not the Final Answer, but a life without challenges is a life without meaning.

So yeah, you're thinking maybe there's a third option. Take your own life. End your misery once and for all. Sure, that would work. But what's it like knowing that the only thing separating you from a successful person is discipline? Discipline to keep trying, despite failure after failure. Discipline to learn from your mistakes so you never repeat them. Discipline to choose the difficult option instead of the easy way out. Discipline to embrace discomfort until it becomes comfortable.

Discipline is the main ingredient to get from where you are now to where you want to be. But the only way to have discipline is to practice it. Little by little, year after year. What starts out as insufferable will become your greatest asset. Did Michael Jordan give up after being rejected from his high school basketball team twice for being a scrub? Fuck no. That motherfucker used his failures as fuel. He's the GOAT of basketball but does he make every buzzer beater? Fuck no! He missed more than he made, but he's still considered clutch. And that brings me to my final point.

All successful people have a long history of failures and difficulties. Steve Jobs, Oprah, etc. The only people that dwell on the failures are the haters. And haters will always hate. Fuck em. Don't give up. Or do. But start taking responsibility for your own life. It is never too late to start.


[13 Points] None:

You blame us for fucking drama when you have your masters taking you out to a god damn MOVIE to calm you down like a hysterical bitch?

What the fuck?


[10 Points] None:

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[10 Points] LongLiveThe_King:

Welcome, welcome to the greatest show on Earth. Where the action never stops.


[12 Points] TootiFruti:

All jokes aside, I'd caution anyone buying from you in the future. Now before I am flamed for saying this, let me state that it's got nothing to do with you trying to right the wrongs that happened (refunding money, getting out reships, etc), I absolute commend you for doing that, as 99% of people in that position would just cut and run.

HOWEVER, the reason I caution people to buy from you again (as someone mentioned here already) is simply because the fact that your encryption data, computers, information, etc can so easily be compromised and put into someone else's hands is very worrisome to say the least. You may have all the assurances in the world that it isn't a problem, that everyone is safe, blah blah blah. But the fact of the matter is your jeopardizing hundreds of peoples due to your complete disregard for safety, and really, assurances that this isn't a major issue coming from the very person jeopardizing people doesn't hold any water whatsoever.

You've got some balls putting the blame on everyone here causing all this drama. I never bought from you personally. I didn't know you or anything about your situation outside of the posts created by YOU personally. I see this cluster fuck for what it is, and because 100% of my information came from you and your posts, the drama lies on you 100%

I really hope whoever was behind you in competition steps up and takes your customers. Because safety is the primary factor when it comes to vending and it's clearly obvious that you are not capable of providing said safety. Regardless how good your product is, or any 'i'm sorry' discounts your prices reflect.


[9 Points] None:

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[8 Points] AkwardImplants:

The correct word is creditor. A debtor is someone who owes you money.


[8 Points] Yellow-King-yo:

Thanks for letting us know what's going on.


[5 Points] _SWIM_:

Some of you guys are incredibly gullible lol


[3 Points] Forgetfullness:

We are the ones who poppermachine had his money loaned out from. He is a very genuine and kind person, although he tends to be very emotional at times, which is one of his biggest weaknesses. We fully intend to help him get back on his feet, although not necessarily vending MXE. One of his other biggest weaknesses is that he has very poor self esteem and poor sense of self worth. We can assure you that he will be very well taken of, as we still do need him for a large variety of things. While his outbursts can potentially put his real identity in danger (as far as we have been able to read, this has not been the case so far), his knowledge of technical OPSEC is worlds beyond our own. This applies both to technology and as well as precautions needed for real life dealings. He's not kidding about that encrypted flashdrive; he literally demonstrated a casing that he build so if he's not in the same room as the him while his room is being "raided", the entire contents of the case can be thermited out of existence using a remote detonator that he usually has rigged like a dead man's switch (He got the idea from watching Speed, one of his favorite movies). He really does not get out much, so that's not something that he really needs to use very often. Normally he'd probably just flush everything using the bucket of water and in the toilet trick, something he picked up while working as a semi-illicit chemist when he first started vending under the tutelage of Ron Paul (the drug synthesis guide seller from SR1).

Unlike popper, we have no issues dealing in both legal and illegal goods. We plan to offer a larger variety of wares, including REAL Ketamine, Steroids, Xanax, and Viagra. All of these will be domestic. If we can convince him to help us, we may also have poppermachine help us manufacture Amyl/Butyl Nitrite as well as perhaps other things that can be easily synthesized. Possibly other things he will never admit to having tried but may or may not have succeeded in synthesizing. He is very adamant about not directly breaking the law, so it may difficult to convince him to help with such things, although I'm sure he won't have any ethical issues helping us acquire the needed chemicals and glassware for such things without being directly involved. We've seen him do some things with nothing but mason jars and Home Depot tubing that are absolutely jaw dropping. In a way, we are probably only slightly less afraid of him than he is of us, and that's only because we know that he is a very non-violent and moral person. If this guy was a psychopath, he could probably wrack up a body count higher than a small army armed with modern weapons.

We've had our MXE listing up for for a few days now, but have so far not had any bites. We don't really know how or where to advertise our product, and while this thread and time might not be ideal, we thought it would be nice to for both poppermachine and his customers to know that the same quality Methoxetamine you have come to know and love will still be available, just from a different source. While we have the bulk of his product, it turns out that the email based supplier he was using refused to deal with us, and apparently is not taking new customers. He handed over most of his info to us (and we can confirm that the only people who's info we managed to get were those who gave their addresses in cleartext, shame on you). But he did not give us his personal email which he uses for sourcing. Technically that was never part of our deal, so he has a bit more leverage than he originally thought :D

We currently put out account on vacation mode until this whole situation blows over. Obviously there are going to be a lot of people skeptical that we are not simply poppermachine using a new handle. That's fine and we understand. We hope to bring a new level of professionalism to this market. We will not start vending until poppermachine has made good on his promise of re-shipping to his FE customers. We calculated out what he owes and left him with just slightly more than is necessary. If he helps us to make our OPSEC airtight in addition to what he has already given us, he can consider his debt cleared. In addition, we will make sure that he stays comfortable and will not be homeless or desperate by any means, although he will probably be living modestly for the time being. We've instructed him to refrain from posting much of his personal life, and to keep any posts in DNMS unrelated to him vending or the future of his vending brief and to the point. He can definitely freely talk to you guys as he likes most of you very much. We are definitely encouraging him to get out more.


[2 Points] cannabisity:

this needs to go on Life Time


[3 Points] RaymondReddingtonc9:

MXE is one hell of a drug lol.


[5 Points] wigglin:

Stop taking drugs. Stop selling drugs. Get as far away as from these 'debtors' as you possibly can. Get a job at Walmart or fast food and start taking community college classes.

I don't think you are suited for this career path you are currently on, and that's okay. Good luck man. I know things seem bad now but there is no reason you can't start turning things around for yourself.


[3 Points] None:

Who thinks this guy sounds just like research_chemist_inc?


[3 Points] fortysevenpopsicles:

Time for a real job.


[3 Points] Entisburg:

Now give us the real story!


[0 Points] My-drugs-account:

This keeps getting better lol


[3 Points] None:

Rinse, wash, repeat.

People look down on tweakers?

Pssshhhhh.


[0 Points] zee1000:

Now, WE caused so much drama. Keep telling your self that.


[2 Points] None:

Think you need to stop sharing so much information in detail. Surely your debtors are getting pissy with sharing so many details on a public forum.


[3 Points] scghost:

Dude, I don't think anyone believes you.


[2 Points] asdfaf21:

This shit never ends, does it? Its like a fucking soap opera


[2 Points] 0ur_Benefactors:

What's happened to drug dealing this whole scene needs to rethink it's priorities.


[2 Points] None:

This is all like an episode of Seinfeld


[2 Points] ahronzombi:

When a story this elaborate comes out its probably a lie


[2 Points] vwermisso:

What a goddam shit show.


[2 Points] IveGotaGoldChain:

I'm a little confused. It appears that MXE is legal. If it is legal, how is any of this a big deal? And how can anyone make money selling it on dnm?


[1 Points] creamynebula:

Thats all kinda sad, sounds like you are a slave to some sketchy people or something like that


[1 Points] salicylicked:

Who the hell have you got yourself mixed up with man.


[1 Points] PIXEL_MACHT_FREI:

Just by reading your post and the way you're typing: get some time off and rest friend.


[1 Points] SexySmexxy:

since the one time this subreddit got mentioned on /r/askreddit this subreddit hasj usr gone to shit.


[1 Points] None:

STFU


[1 Points] Crunketh:

Still have no idea how to order


[1 Points] None:

Talk about some bullshit...


[1 Points] ThrowAwayForATS:

Wait.. I'm confused. Are meaning to use the word creditors instead of debtors? If these people owe YOU money, why do they have any say into your business whatsoever?


[1 Points] MDMAking:

fuking dumba ss fix your life ngier


[1 Points] MDMAking:

fucking junkie scumbag knew rcsupplier was rite about u cockface salad tosser, i would fuk u in the ass till u love me phaggot


[1 Points] simcity4242:

The one chance you had to man up and you deliver an essay of ... Bullshit isn't even close... Desperation imagination defecation perhaps.

I did a stint on SR as a vendor of ebook and blank prescriptions until a partnership went sour. I came clean because I felt it was the right thing to do. SR1 shut me down as a vendor in a nanosecond for security breach which I couldn't really argue against. I screwed some people around because orders were frozen but I made amends despite SR admins taking great offense and permanently banning me as a vendor (a favor since they got infiltrated soon after)

You though.... You're talking to a subset of addicts like myself and I can smell this old bullshit (being polite) a mile away. Don't get high on your own supply is almost as crucial as don't give up your clients. You'd be the type to roll on everyone you could if you got popped and judging by your "special" association with reality (ie the state where NMDA receptors are not deprived of glutamate, ie the real world) you are a certainty of being popped if you haven't already.

You want to know how I know you're a liar? Besides common sense? Nobody ever shares so much information about anything. Ever. You overplayed the subconscious guilt while trying to write in a style opposite to "your debtors" with the inconsistent spelling mistakes and variable punctuation. Also, if you were in debt to these people, why would you post this? Surely it's bad for business which would mean bad for your income which would mean bad for their debt recovery.

My advice. Salvage the small amount of respect you can and believe maybe people will understand that the drugs were the cause and not your true self. Because if it's the latter, there's never going to be a time when you're trustworthy, is there?

It takes a big man to say "I fucked up. I want to come clean. I use too much and it's made my behavior unpredictable and I didn't know what to do, so I lied. I'm sorry and I hope all the addicts can forgive me for being human". You're in a vicious cycle here given the lies are painful and you crave escape from the stress. Come clean. You'll be amazed at the results and even more amazed that everyone already knows. The question isn't what is going on, it's whether you're a good enough person deep down to suck it up and take responsibility.


[1 Points] None:

lol anyone who's dumb enough to believe in these 'debtor's is an idiot. Who needs a debtor over a few grand of MXE that you've already well made over in a week of sales?

And then they take him to a movie over that?

All sounds like complete bullsht, can't believe how quickly people around here eat up that hollywood bullshit. rofl.


[1 Points] idontsmokecrack:

HAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHA.

This is complete fucking retarded bullshit, and anybody who actually BELIEVES this is, well, stupid. I'm sorry, but really? Creditors taking you out for movies, now they're trying to vend here too? LMAO. LMAO LMAO LMAO.

Hahahhahahahahaha.


[1 Points] veronyca73:

TIL: It's some gullible niggas on reddit. I'm tagging the lot of you in accordance to your potato level. My God...


[-1 Points] DontGiveAFuxtable:

We're just glad you're okay, for a second I really thought they were gonna bring out those AKs


[-7 Points] 1ugly:

Just stfu and die already. All talk no action, anyone who has gotten their money/drugs back say I.