Vendor: [firstbornsun]
Market: [Alphabay]
Product: [3.5g Penis Envy Powdered Mushrooms]
Shipped from: [CA]
Shipped to: [US]
Vacuum Sealed: [Yes]
FE? (y/n): [No]
Communication: [10] / 10 (takes him about a day to reply, but friendly, approachable and reassuring guy)
Stealth: [10] / 10 (visual barriers, vacuum seals)
Shipping time: [10] / 10 (about 12 days south US from CA)
Price: [10] / 10 ($25)
Aesthetics: [10] / 10
Weight: [10] / 10 (was over by about 1/2 a gram)
Quality: [10] / 10
Transaction: [10] / 10
Vendor: [10] / 10
Drug: [10] / 10
TOTAL SCORE: [100] / 100
Buy with confidence... Vendor helpfully detailed dose recommendations: 500mg - 1g: starter dose 1g - 2g: full blown mushroom trip 2.5+: heroic dose
Received package and weighted heavy, up to about 4g. Prepared for the day... Put in about 1g since I had no idea what I was getting into with PE and was playing it safe. I ate a big breakfast at 9:30am and took the tea with ginger and lemon at about 3:00pm. At about 40 min I felt the come up clearly despite people mentioning lemon teks and tea hitting within 20 min. At an hour I decided it was not enough but it was clearly a full mushroom trip with easily manageable waves, a nice dose for comfortable surfing. I did feel like a bag of honey, though. Holy shit, that body load. Another time I ate about 2.2 of normal mushrooms in tootsie roll form and I felt little to no body load... but this time, ho boy. I wanted to melt into the floor and my SO said I looked like Sadness from Inside Out because I just slowly and viscously melted into the floor while making the extra tea.
I put in about 900mg but drank only about 70% of it because I didn't wanna go overboard. That was a good decision. Put on some shpongle for the first time just because everyone suggested it and it was very helpful for peaking on that second dose. I was in a dark room with a bit of light coming in, btw. My pants had some texture on them that looked like moving nebulas, big droplets melding like a lava lamp. I was very open to everything that came through my mind, the only issue I had was the constant nausea (or something stuck in the throat type of feeling) and heavyness in the body. It was quite uncomfortable for me but it didn't make the trip bad, just more intense, heavy and part of the experience. I could do without it, obviously. My mind was fine, my body was blech. After waves of euphoria, I would a feel a small slosh of sludge. This could've taken me into bad states of mind but I took it in good form.
After a while, my SO/tripsitter came in with our pets and hung out. I had finished the peak and put on some of my favorite music (which can't be stated enough how important it is to have a prepared playlist of your favorite, familiar songs) and also opened the curtains to let some light in. It's amazing how much I got finicky with moments on this trip. I was constantly changing the song (happily, though) before it was over and constantly needed to change trip after I was done with the novelty. Had some very emotional moments but didn't latch on to ideas, just let it flow.
If I brought something back for myself, it was kindness and meditation. Kindness just makes life nicer even though life is life and we should be open to experience it all "good" and "bad", but being nice is just... nice. Better than being mean, I guess. And meditation is just a way to practice a notion of the intense state of these psychedelics. Being open to the experience of life and noticing that you have a fucking monkey chattering away in your head all the time. The monkey is fine, but it can become an addiction to latch on and believe your thoughts when, in fact, there is full confidence in the present moment. There is nothing to figure out, nothing really worth worrying about or fearing. Just being is enough.
Hope you enjoyed. I appreciate when people put in trip reports, so there ya go. Buy with confidence from this guy. It was my first dnm buy and he made it easy by being professional. Peace!
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