I've Been Trying to Get High Since Last Monday...

Sent coin to an old AB address last Monday, waited for two days thinking it was the block chain and not my raging idiocy. Imagine my dismay when I discovered it was indeed I who was the retard. It was less than $50 so I think I got off cheap.

Thursday I rush around to get an express order together for some meth, since I'm withdrawing hard and still have to work. Yeah, yeah, yeah, meth has no physical withdrawal symptoms, go fuck your mother. When you're a fucking idiot like me and shoot it every day in between benzo comas then you can be a bit irritable and sluggish when you don't have it, Dr. Erowid.

Though it might surprise you, I've been doing this shit since the SR1 days, with sporadic breaks in between. My AB account is a testament to my IV meth use and the money I've pumped up my arm since last October. I went through a vendor I've been through before, paying an exorbitant amount of money for a rather meager quantity of Tina because I'm stupid and couldn't get my order in on Monday. I was running anxiously low on mediocre cocaine to keep me going and prayed it'd get there by the weekend.

No such luck, the vendor ran of crank and canceled my order late Friday night. I admitted defeat on the express option and decided I'd get way more product with priority shipping and sleep for a few days. I went with my old standby, a guy that's never done me wrong in the past, whose shipment times I know like the back of my spoon. I place an order Saturday and he promptly disappears into the Bermuda Triangle, where he has remained for the past four days. My order was canceled due to the inactivity yesterday morning. I honestly just hope dude didn't get popped because he was heavy in dese skreetz like the seven series beamer, man.

After swearing profusely at my computer I decided to double down and place two different orders from two vendors I'd heard great things about but had never gone through. I have around 30 confirmed purchases and haven't ever filed a dispute, and was even willing to FE on one of the orders. They're still processing. One of these vendors has seen a sharp increase in business as of late and I can appreciate that, I'm just fucking terrified it's gonna get canceled on me. The other one might not even show up at all if the recent feedback is to be believed. It was a less than $20 order so it's no skin off my dick if it doesn't show up but this suspense and constant merry-go-round of disappointment and failure is really starting to grind my gears. Nobody does meth here because they're not stupid like me, so local options are non existent. The fucking heroin isn't even heroin anymore. Fuck this. I'm only telling you folks because I can't tell anyone else.


Comments


[41 Points] _jizzlober_:

God is trying to tell you to quit. Accept our Lord and savior Jesus Christ into your heart and you will be free of this horrible addiction.


[5 Points] TheRealFatMac:

Go get a bottle of vodka bro


[3 Points] JelloCreationist:

Are you the dnms mr. Bean


[3 Points] None:

My nigga, stop doing meth. Lmao quit


[2 Points] mahnamajaff:

Just stop doing meth lmao.


[1 Points] Notmyrealnameasshole:

Was it Mastery that went awol on you by chance?