I don't know if I fall into the majority or minority on /r/darknetmarkets, but I didn't really try any psychedelics until my 30s. The desire was always there, and I have always been somewhat envious of people that are able to meditate to explore their inner psyche. I want to improve myself, and the more I understand myself the better I can become. At least that's my theory.
I decided that 2015 was the year for psychedelic experimentation. Over the last several months, I have tried a few of different chemicals and learned a lot about myself by viewing life through the lens each one brings: mescaline, 2C-B, DMT, MDMA and psylocibin. This trip report is regarding TripWithScience's liquid shrooms.
Usually with what I have tried in the past, I try a lighter dose in my home for obvious reasons: it is a safe area in case something goes wrong. Despite a lot of advice to surround myself with nature for my first liquid shroom trip, I convinced myself that it was better to trip at home. I called a friend who came over, and we each drank 2 vials on an empty stomach.
Over the course of an approximately 90 minutes my mind began to move into a beautiful state. I saw geometric patterns all around me. The geometry was so intense that often times I couldn't see anything but patterns. DMT is amazing, but this was the first drug I have tried that really made me feel like it was speaking to me. That said, all of these trip reports are subjective. Someone might feel the same way about another drug.
As one points I became very afraid that I was going to pass out and forget to breathe. It was incredibly frightening. My friend seemed less sensitive to this dose and I was. What ended up happening was really wonderful and a bonding moment where I basically told my friend I was going to close my eyes and just focus on my breathing while I passed through the peak. He told me he would watch me and make sure I was okay. We still laugh about me putting my life in his hands.
While my eyes were closed, I had visions of energy and my own consciousness. I'm an atheist, but this was an incredibly spiritual experience. While I was tripping hard I imagined my consciousness as something that was never ending and that after I died that energy would simply transfer to another plain. In retrospect, it doesn't surprise me why people with terminal diseases benefit from psilocybin.
While my friend and I came down we started talking. Our discussion was deep and amazing. We touched topics on life after death, what is life, what is consciousness, and are we alone in the universe.
The lessons I learned from my mushroom trip have changed me for the better, and for those of you who are interested in "Sagan-esque" ideas, find someone who is also interested these topics and same some liquid shrooms. They are a tool that helps us unlock ideas and frameworks already deep at play within our subconscious. I should add that the vendor here is fantastic. I'm not going to use the standard review matrix because he received nothing but high marks for each category.
Thanks, Trip!
I also had an amazing experience purchasing from him and using. I only took one vial for my first time and it was amazing. Next time I will definitely take two.