Sometimes when I'm by myself and having a drink with a little bit of blow, I think to myself how lonely I actually am. I have to remind myself that it would be very hard and bad opsec if I allowed a partner into my life right now. Am I the only one going through this? I haven't been in a relationship in over two years. I mean, the loneliness is awful at times, but on the other hand, I'm making great money from the markets and wouldn't want someone in my life possibly compromising it all. It seems like it would be hard to keep somethin' like this on the down low from someone that would be around often around me.
Edit: I'm blown away by all the love, messages, and goodwill that has been brought my way. What a great community people here. Thank you all so much <3
Edit 2: I feel blessed; I honestly do. You guys have brightened everything for me and put so much into prospective. I'm going to take a look at a few dogs today and maybe book my next vacation. You all are the real mvp's <3 I've received some of the oddest messages ever, too. Thanks, y'all ( ͡⌐■ ͜ʖ ͡-■)
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