This goes back a while now, experience with BV Blueviking

This is a brief tale of my woes in the dnm a long while ago.

As with anything take it with a pinch of salt, I'm not exactly sure what happened, but I can say it did happen.

I bought LSD from BV during a sale, 18 months ago roughly. Initially I had received nothing for over a month, so I communicated with them, and they agreed to reship (I genuinely received nothing, at first I felt I'd been scammed).

I received this package, can't detail the stealth but it was very clever. So I let it sit for a while as I prepared for using LSD the first time, I had used mushrooms, and other psychedelics several times before.

I took the tab in the AM, it took 5 hours or so before I felt anything which was abnormal, previous experiences much quicker onset.

It felt very different to anything I'd had prior, much more stark, it was no longer a dream world, I was in the reality and it was scary.

My thoughts became very distorted and I was really wrapped up in them, very paranoid delusions, I hadn't had this before.

I stayed up the entire night, I felt a huge displacement with time, I was worried I had stopped breathing, and was breathing too slowly, was going to die.

I stayed up the whole night, until sometime in the AM again, the effects still hadn't worn off, I was very concerned by this point because everything I knew about LSD stated it would not last this long.

The tabs were meant to be only 180ug.. I had 1.

I ended up calling an ambulance, I was very scared, I waited in A&E for several hours, I kept asking them to help, and they were too busy to see me, eventually I left the A&E and started walking.

I was in a completely delusional state by this point, psychotic even, I could not think clearly, and I was becoming so wrapped in my thoughts nothing made sense in the real world.

I don't know what happened, but I decided to end it all.

I ran out across a freeway, and jumped in front of a car.

Without going into detail, I spent the next week in hospital, I should have died because I was hit at a ridiculous speed, but I didn't.

The first 3 days, I was even more affected by the drug I took, or whatever happened, I was seeing things in real life that were not there, people, events, everything.

I don't know what I took, maybe it was LSD, and it sent me into Schizophrenia, unfortunately I had nothing to test it was thrown out.

I'm still alive, but it has been a very negative impact on my life, I never realized this could happen from what I believed were the safer of recreational drugs, I should have tested everything before taking anything, but I did not take enough precautions. I was very cautious about buying, who from, and only using a very small amount of substances, but clearly it is a game of odds, and I got a raw deal.

This isn't to tarnish the vendor in the post, I genuinely don't know what happened, but it is a warning to others that despite how safe a drug may seem with few negative side effects, things may happen that are out of your control, and they may ruin your life.

So be careful.


Comments


[3 Points] heyfreshhhhh:

Do you have a family history of mental illness?


[2 Points] throw82439:

Assuming this gets approved it can be cross-posted, it may be more appropriate for /r/drugs, but I ended up here as it seems more direct.


[2 Points] justmyanonaccount:

I seriously doubt that BV sent you anything but acid. Might be that they had a new guy laying it and you got mega-dosed from an inconsistent lay but not everyone can handle LSD and it seems you are one of them.

I recently ordered a pack of BlueViking's Japanese White and the Ehrlich reagent test came back positive for indoles AKA "thar be acid in them thar tabs!" Four different people have dosed on them so far with no bad experiences, except for the fact that one girl swallowed her tabs very quickly on a full stomach and had a weak trip. I would guess that something she ate or drank affected the LSD before absorption. Not to mention the thousands of other buyers that rave about the guy. From personal experiences, I am a very satisfied customer.

You have to be careful with psychs though, for sure.


[1 Points] None:

Are you on any other drugs? Or take and medication?

My first experience with BV was great. The second I had the worst trip of my life. Not his fault AT ALL. I to 2 150's and was kicking hard. Then made the biggest mistake. A line of speed paste. This sent me into 12 hours of the worst anxiety attack ever. Spent 8 hours in the shower turning from hot to cold as I could never get my body temp regulated. I also question if your family has any mental history? I am bipolar manic depressant and have learned over 20+ trips that my set and setting better be perfect or I will have a bad bad trip.


[1 Points] noonehear:

Did BV ever vend DOM?