Last night, I actually got to finally have sex with a chick while on meth. I tore that shit up, but I couldn't cum. Wtf? I've been fantasizing about it for the last year and a half since I started with meth and porn. Still got a bit left, but this chick is literally nutso. I'm actually at the hospital with her now. She flew off the handle and someone called 911. Not sure all what happened. We did our shots and left the house. She starts getting a little cookoo, saying all kinds or weird off the wall shit.. Finally get to the library and I go in to get on the computer (mines broke rn) and she stays outside to smoke a cigarette. By this time I'm kind of relieved to have her away from me, she was getting pretty annoying so about an hour later I realized I hadn't seen her and went to check on her. I get outside and she's dancing in the parking lot to no music. I noped back inside real quick. Another hour goes by, and my computer time is up, so I go back outside and I don't see her. In my head I'm saying "holy shit she must have been arrested." then I see an ambulance about 5-6 blocks down the street. I knew it had to be her. So I walked down the street and sure as shit it was her. Full blown crazy going on. They got her strapped down and she's yelling absolute nonsense. One of the emt talks with me and ask what she's on. I said I don't know I just met her last night and she wasn't like this and I've been in the library for last 2 hours. So anyways I'm sitting here at the hospital er while she sleeps. Hopefully get to smash again tonight. Lol
Update : So she was released at 145 am. Just in time to catch the last bus back downtown. We arrived at the bus terminal downtown and, mind you, she's sober. She starts freaking out again saying that her throat feels like its closing up and she is having problems breathing. She hasn't eaten anything or drank anything since she left.. She finally starts breathing normally, and we continue to walk back to my place. We get there and she asking if I want to do a shot and have sex? I was a bit worried it might cause her to go overboard again, so I made hers light, only a 1/4 of what she was doing before. She starts getting turned on and puts her hand down my pants while I inject myself. We then start fucking, I start to get worn out a bit so I take a break. She starts yawning so she asks for a bit more. I say OK. About 1 hour after that she starts not being able to breathe again, wtf is going on? This happened about a total of 7-8 times through the night and morning. The last was really bad and she started screaming "help me!" as loud as she could. I bet my neighbors think I was raping or murdering her. She tells me to call 911. The ambulance arrived, they take her in and they chalk it up to her having panic attacks. They were going to kick her out, but then she had another one and they took her to the hospital. This was around noon and it's 930ish now. I haven't gone and seen her. Not sure if I want that crazy in my life anymore.
Meth...check. Retrograde amnesia...check. Abandoning a drug buddy in the midst of being high...check. Lying to medical personnel when many/most places absolve you of having that info used against you (in order to potentially save lives)...check. Not caring about the well-being of another individual in the pursuit of getting off...check.
I'd lambaste you, but something tells me you're the 'caliber' person on whom it would be lost.