I give up.

I bought some LSD right before Agora went down for that weekend. The ayahuasca kit I bought got here no problem, but the L is still somewhere out there in postman land. With all this downtime, and the delay on the purchase arrival has caused the failure of my LSD enterprise. Ayahuasca told me that I am doing fine as I am, and that I am going where I need to go. We did not talk about LSD, selling LSD, or even receiving LSD in the mail. We talked about what a beautiful person I have become, and the possibilities that the future holds. My soon to be wife is moving into her parents house with me for a few months, and with hard work at maybe 2 jobs we will have our apartment together. The mixture of Mama Ayahuasca's advice, and this down time has made me finally decide that the thug life is no life for me. I am sad, I am mad, but most of all I am glad. There is something fishy afoot, and I am just happy to be leaving before the shit hits the proverbial fan.


Comments


[8 Points] Vendor_BBMC:

Thats the thing with hallucinogens. They can make you think about yourself, and you can decide to become a better person.

One day, you realise that your mind holds no more unexplored or dark recesses. You know yourself, and suddenly hallucinogens won't teach you anymore.

You find yourself getting bored when you trip.

I don't use hallucinogens any more. But that doesn't mean I regret them. They were really good for me, and made me a better man.

There's no shit and no fans. Its just men typing on laptops.


[7 Points] onecraylife:

The problem with psychedelics nowadays is many people are starting to take them way too seriously. People are fooling themselves into believing that in order to experience some sort of enlightenment, they need a drug to help them (aka they cannot find the answers they need sober).

Psychedelics will give you the answers you crave/think you need to start living a happier, healthier life. That's all they do, plus make you feel good.

In order to begin living that happier, healthier life, you will need to face your problems sober and start making positive changes in your life. This is the hard part, but follow through with it and you will be rewarded with true enlightenment.


[3 Points] JuiceTheDon:

"LSD enterprise" lol you don't have a enterprise if one shipment is going to cause it to all crumble down. selling lsd doesnt make you a thug, youre moving in with your parents and have a wife youre absolutely not made for any "thug life"


[2 Points] userrr69:

Dude the thug life is for noone its fucking retarded is what it is... all those lil hood rats feel like hot shit when they're 13-18 after that they're drug fucked, homeless, depressed as fuk, in jail, selling drugs like retards making nothing, party over! also selling drugs and taking drugs do not go well together


[1 Points] Str8b8m8ey:

The shit has and will continue to hit the fan. YOU THINK THIS IS OVER?