How to stop selling?

Anybody ever get to the point where they need to stop selling by can't?

I've been at it for almost 3 years and I just need to stop. I'm also on probation and recently a good friend sort of went off the deep end into phramacuticals, I gave him my uncles number for help and while my friend was completely fucked up told my uncle what was going on. My uncle then told my parents and my parents spoke to me understandably concerned.

I have a great full time job and I'm about to get a very significant raise, I also have a hefty trust fund which I've never even touched. I don't have trouble getting by but for some reason going without this supplementary income is just so hard to go without. It's just so easy, granted there is a significant risk that I cant really afford to caught up in.

I know the first step is just clearing house but has anybody else moved on. Were you just completely ready to stop, was it forced? If it was voluntary how difficult was it?

I know the first step is just clearing house to take myself out of the equation. I'm also not anybody you would know this isn't DNM specific.

Appreciate the word of advice.


Comments


[5 Points] None:

It's an addiction called a process addiction. Look that up and it might help you find a way to deal with it. On the surface it seems much simpler then it actually is. Good luck and congrats on your future raise.


[3 Points] R4ID:

you really should of set a "goal" / "exit strategy" before you started, normally pick a $ amount and once u have amassed that amount. just let ur contacts know ur done with the game. it can be hard, id probably destroy or get rid of whatever phone i was using to store info and just tell ur personal friends who u may sell too that u can do one last big sale for them and then ur done forever...


[2 Points] None:

I never sold that much, just a little here and there to help pay for my drug addiction.

Yeah you can make a good amount of money fast but I ended up getting very paranoid. I have a couple of people that still beg me to "help them out" and even offer to pay me insane amounts if I do. I won't give in though.

If I got busted it would ruin my life. I already had my record expunged and was given another chance so I don't want to mess it up. Have you been arrested before for anything? It sucks ass.

Also a couple of the people I used to help out have been to rehab. I can't bring myself to sell them anything no matter what they promise. They are pretty irresponsible with drugs so it worries me to no end. I wouldn't want it on my conscience if something bad happened to them.

I guess my advice would be to the think of the consequences. People run their mouths and you need to get out while you are ahead. Don't squander any of your trust fund paying for a lawyer and court fees. I know it can be hard, I just saw a thread where people where talking about how selling was an addiction. It won't be easy but you can do it, especially since you don't really need the money. Good luck.


[1 Points] None:

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