I only take half an XL bar before work in the morning and the other half at night before I fall asleep but lately that's not enough. I've been doing this for about 5-6 months now and I'm just sick of taking xanax every day. When I first started getting packs, I told myself I would never start taking these, then I would talk myself into taking half a bar for my 'anxiety' and then it turned into a daily thing. I never let it get out of hand though, I never get barred out or anything but I've heard some pretty scary stories about people seizing up from benzo withdrawals so I'm not tryna quit cold turkey either. I tried not taking any for a weekend and I felt horrible. Ended up taking 2 bars on Sunday night cuz I just felt so shitty. I couldn't imagine going into work not on xanax. I probably wouldn't say a word to anyone. I'm probably not leaving the bar game cuz the money is too good and the prices have never been better but I'm sick of relying on xanax to get through the day now. I just wanna go back to making money off it. What's the best benzo to switch to, to slowly start weening off benzo's completely? Valium? Klonopin?
i did xanax for the first time the other day and pissed all over everything when i was sleeping. i didnt even know that was a fuckin precaution id need to take.