Asocial behaviour last night when rolling on GG's mdma.

Hey fam, last night I went to a NYE party with a lot of friends. Three of us had decided to roll that night. The other two were a couple; my best friend and his girl. She's never done mdma before, we've both done it a few times. We took it about 11.50 - she took slightly less than us (I'd estimate 70mg) and we did about 100-120 mg. The girl definitely rolled balls and petted just about every person at the party. My friend and I were in a good mood but just quite didn't get there... It felt like we were on the edge all the time, but just couldn't achieve that state of euphoria - and that constant almost-getting there developed into a feeling of frustration. Soon I felt uncomfortable in every room, in every social encounter and the only thing I wanted to do was to sit at the stairs in the dark and alone outside of the party.

I've never tried this before with mdma and it was such a disappointing way to enter the new year.

It was GG's mdma which I bought due to all the hype, and I have no idea if it was his stuff that didn't quite do it for me, or if it was something else.

edit: bonus question if anyone sees this: my friend always gets bloated and stomachache in the end of his roll.. anyone know why or how to counter it?


Comments


[10 Points] zman3000:

You havent lived until you get a blowjob from a girl who is on molly.


[10 Points] houseblender:

Im gonna go out on a limb and say youre just autistic


[3 Points] Hashishblock:

I bet it was just a symptom of your frustrated expectations and disappointment. The low end of that range, 100mg, is a rather low dose. I don't get that beaming euphoria with that kind of dose.


[3 Points] TPRT:

About 20 of us took his molly last night and had a fantastic time


[3 Points] hamperpant:

mdma tends to amplify my introverted nature. I take some, then I want to sit in the same chair the whole party feeling the serotonin and thinking to myself.

It's not the spoon that bends, it is only yourself.


[2 Points] f_leaver:

100-120mg is a fairly low dose for MDMA. If you weren't on an empty stomach you really wouldn't feel much. I bet if you wait about a month and try 160mg you'll get very different results.


[2 Points] None:

I myself need at least 150 mg for a decent roll. I usually drop a full .2. That being said, it's entirely possible you are at the point where the magic disappears. I never get that magic roll where you experience love and empathy for all around you, and have deep meaningful conversations with people. It's still a great buzz, but not what it used to be. Also, I used to make the mistake of popping to early. MDMA is a 4 or 5 hour thing no matter how much you take. I'd always drop at like 8 and by the time the party was thumping I'd be all wonged out.


[2 Points] Hank_Vendor:

Something just occured to me... Maybe it was just a shitty fucking party?


[1 Points] ass-fister:

I would say shoot for a higher dose next time. I usually do 150mg-160mg straight on the tongue as an initial dose and about 60mg as a redose later in the roll (although I try to refrain from doing this).

Also try eating a nice meal a few hours before and limit alcohol consumption as it can 'dull' the effects of MDMA.


[1 Points] globalcartel:

molly wasnt as interesting as i thought itd be


[1 Points] bioloop:

How much do you weigh?


[1 Points] turtlesonbeach:

Drop .2 next time and you will never go back haha.. I parachute .3 everytime I wanna roll now and the original wave is the most amazing.


[1 Points] Hank_Vendor:

you were fighting it.

you can't set a target for how high you want to get.

Just enjoy the party. Do more drugs and drink! The zen state will come


[0 Points] Vendor_BBMC:

New Years Eve is always disappointing unless you completely ignore it.

I bet I had a better new year's eve than all of you.

I got a message on my phone to look for a bag next to the bin ("trash can") in my garden. It was raining sideways because of a storm hitting the UK.

Found the package, courtesy of Hank_Vendor. Half a kilo of absolutely awful Chinese meth that the Chinese want me to rescue. It was yellow, damp, had that coconut / cigar smell from meth made using lithium from energizer batteries, and was full of ammonium chloride salt.

I spent all night steam distilling, acid/basing, doing chemistry. I'm only halfway through, but at least i'll have added value instead of paying for a hangover.

I must take a photo at the end, so Umbreon can see what $100k of drugs actually looks like. It's about the dimensions of a housebrick.

So I spent new years eve on my own breathing in HCl fumes. But I could have been amongst a load of drunken strangers fighting to get to the bar, with the whole grim experience magnified by drugs. "Ecstacy" is a poor name for MDMA. Its not all that, really.