Today I fucked up.....

So a couple of months ago, I purchased a 250 pack of microdots from Sonic Substance dosed at 100ug per dot. When I got the pack, there were 22 that were crushed up due to shipping (he has since changed his stealth so that is not a problem anymore). So i did what any normal person would do. I separated the whole dots from the crushed up ones and put the powdered dots in a separate bag. this 2 months goes by and I kind of forget about the bag of crushed dots. Welp, my dumbass found the crushed dots and completely forgets how many were crushed and downs the whole bag. (i know i know im a fucking retard) I estimated that there were 6 dots in there, because them fuckers were so small! 45 minutes goes by and im starting to come up. another 25 and im peaking (or so i thought). The intensity of the trip keeps getting worse and worse and then BAM, i remember that it was not 6 dots, IT WAS FUCKING 22. At this point i start freaking the fuck out because i had no idea how much more intense this could possibly get. but hooooooly shit did it get 10x more intesne than i could even fathom. it started out as not being to tell if my eyes were open or closed, then it escalated to me going in and out of the void restlessly riding on waves of consciousness that I did not even know existed. I finally delved so far in my mind, that i could not tell what was real and what was fake. I followed this entity that for some reason had the name "jengles" (not jingles, freaking Jengles) through space and time itself. He showed me things that are unfathomable. Super computer the size of earth, Dimensions of pure consciousness without "elevated evolution" (i have no idea what that even means, he seemed to get mad that I did not know) We compared souls of the wise and souls of the weak. Souls of the spiritually inclined and souls of spiritually impaired. I was brought back to earth on this literal wave of consciousness and he showed me that last thing he needed to show me. Myself. He showed me everything i have ever done wrong in life and told me why, showed me how to fix it and showed me how to learn from it. This was easily the absolute craziest trip i have ever had in my whole entire life. I know it sounds crazy as fuck, and if someone told me this same story i would suggest they be entered into a mental institution. But it is real as the concrete beneath your feet. I was not spiritual before this journey last night. Now without a shadow of a doubt, i want to be. I had no one else to tell XD so thank you for listening!


Comments


[78 Points] creepingandpeeping:

By any chance did jengles wear a cowboy hat? Lol, I'm fr


[45 Points] None:

Damn son I need to do that shit


[37 Points] None:

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[14 Points] murderhomelesspeople:

Jesus dude that's a lot of fucking acid! Can you describe what this Jengles fella looked like? I've had some experiences with the entities on DMT but nothing like what you had! I'd recommend getting some paper and writing down your thoughts, you can have some major epiphanies during this state.


[15 Points] pooppooppants:

Lol you are going to have to dedicate sometime to Jengles man he sounds like the homie.


[13 Points] googlehigh:

It wasn't fuckup, it was EXPERIENCE!


[10 Points] MyWubblylife:

i was with a friend when he thought the vial he bought was just water, he took a full dropper, like full, idk how many 100ugs u can fit into a regular sized dropper but he took the whole thing. Do I need to say more? He called his friend that sold him the vial to complain that he got ripped off and mid conversation he said "oh wait, nvm mind" and hung up the phone. After the initial screaming, declothing, and wild bouts of pure gibberish he went catatonic for like idk 8 hours? He has never been the same since. He told us that he lived and died 1000 times, he became a god, invented new languages, and understood that life is a repeating cycle of life and death forever. He works at a bank now and is a humble person.


[10 Points] cidilicious:

the ultimate ego trip. I am jealous. Good to hear you survived.


[6 Points] PrinceUmbongo:

Ya lucky man. I lived with a geezer that destroyed the house on 7 tabs


[7 Points] Cynpod:

Fucking jengles rocks haha


[7 Points] Lord_Unicorn1777:

I encountered an entity 2 trips ago he materialized out of my wall then took me on much the same journey you went on. He began with a smiling face almost mask like then by the end he had a wolf's head.


[5 Points] magiclampcompany:

Title does not fit post. I wouldn't call this a fuck up, I would call this an experience that many live life without ever having.


[4 Points] DNMlurking:

I died at capitalized " Jengles" lmao. Great trip report. Never gone quite that far but I'be been close with the open-eye visuals


[4 Points] vyvanseisgood:

Sounds pretty fun. When I'm close to death I'm planning on buying a full gram of LSD and taking it just cause I'm dying and who fucking cares what happens.


[3 Points] skankhunt42____:

I want this


[3 Points] KellyNyze:

Jengle Bells, Jengle Bells, Jengles All The Way...... XD

PS: Awesome trip report, thanks for sharing!!!!

Edit: Not sure why I got downvoted, it was only a joke lol


[2 Points] Cool_Calm_Collected:

Holy shit that's beautiful.


[2 Points] TreyWait:

Waaaayyy back, like 30 years ago. I knew a girl who tried to kill herself by eating a sheet of acid. Didn't work, she just ended up weirder than when she start out and she was plenty weird to begin with.


[2 Points] nuhyM:

I think I should try to fuckup this way.


[1 Points] Phaedrug:

That's beautiful. You just have to be ready to be on this level, I'm glad it went ok for you.


[1 Points] None:

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[1 Points] Jerry_Lawler:

I wouldn't say you fucked up at all! If anything you've improved yourself


[1 Points] Limpnick991:

I need to try this


[1 Points] glenridding:

So what made you realize it was 22 dots and not 6? Just seems kinda strange that you went from thinking it was 6 to being sure it was 22 while in the midst of a very powerful psychedelic experience.


[1 Points] 0sepulcher0:

HELLLL YEA


[1 Points] SecondChanceUsername:

Ive tripped hundreds of times and I've gone pretty deep on more than one occasion, these days i am just not up for it anymore. Cause of shit like this. I feel that it is important that humans still experience the magic of what LSD contributes to medicinal value but it makes it real hard t come back and join the 'real world' I still have the utmost respect for psychonauts willing to go this deep into the rabbit hole but when you do go that far, its difficult-no- impossible to ever see life from the same POV again. Ill stick to microdosing as i have for the last 2 years. Maybe one day in the distant future in the right time and place with the right people id do something more intense but if i had accidentally done what OP did and then realized its the peak continued to grow, it woulda been hard for me to enjoy it and i woulda been eating some xanax and seroquel. Props to OP though, you are a champ.


[1 Points] Jajuroko:

At least you have learned and had a positive experience from your fuck up :) I hope it gives you a positive outlook on life.


[1 Points] dfwmnthrow:

How long did it last? were you at all in control during the trip? Where were you tripping that you did not harm yourself or do anything stupid or attract unwanted attention? Ive always wanted to do a big trip like this but these are my main fears.


[1 Points] AnotherAllTimeLow:

How long was the trip, OP?


[1 Points] frictiondick:

What would the equivalent be of lsd on a blotter?


[1 Points] lucysky23:

That experience had to be mind blowing, about how long was the duration for a 2mg trip??


[-5 Points] KigurumiCatBoomer:

Shitpost that belongs on /r/drugs.

I love how this sub has posts every day about how bad it's getting, and trash like this is still being upvoted.


[-7 Points] EatSheets:

Should have poured it into someone's koolaid.

(Was a joke- you shouldn't dose anyone but yourself with high doses of LSD unless asked politely or perscribed by a physician)